Devout: Losing My Faith to Find Myself

by David Archuleta

A raw and powerful coming-out story from the beloved American Idol finalist traces David Archuleta’s journey from closeted Mormon teen to global pop star to openly queer man, revealing the hidden pressures of fame, the weight of religious expectations, and the courage it takes to live authentically.

At just seventeen, David Archuleta rose to national fame as the runner-up on American Idol season seven, captivating millions with his angelic voice. Behind the scenes, however, he was struggling with a truth he feared would destroy he was attracted to men—and a devout member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

In Devout, David takes you inside his deeply personal journey as a closeted Mormon teen turned international pop star, torn between faith, fame, and identity. From dealing with the pressures of being on a hit television show to a domineering father who controlled every aspect of his career—even being banned from the show’s set—David reveals the emotional abuse and inner turmoil that he says plagued his childhood.

This searing memoir reflects on David’s ventures with American Idol, a tour with Demi Lovato, and a two year sabbatical as a missionary in South America, charting his path through heartbreak, estrangement, three engagements, thoughts of suicide, and finally, his courageous decision to leave the Mormon Church in order to live authentically as a queer man. Featuring never-before-seen photos, Devout is a must-read for fans of pop culture, American Idol, and anyone deconstructing their religious upbringing, or who’s ever wrestled with who they are versus who they’re told to be.

Genres: Nonfiction, Memoir, LGBT, Religion, Audiobook, Pop Culture, Music

304 pages, Kindle Edition

First published February 17, 2026

Reviews

[Claudia · Rating 5 out of 5]

Obviously being his sister I’m a bit biased but holy shiznuts it was very healing to read. For anyone else in the LGBTQ+ community also struggling with religious expectations I hope you’re able to find comfort in this.

[Darcy]

I am LOVING his new music. I think this will be good.

[P · Rating 5 out of 5]

I stayed up all night reading the book when it was released and I was hooked. This book is vulnerable, heartbreaking and beautifully written. David was failed by so many in his life. He’s overcome so much in his life. I wish I could give David a solid side hug and tell him he’s supported and we’re all created differently. This book shows his strength. He should be proud of himself for the strong person he’s become.

[dani christine]

DAVID??? ON MY BOOKSHELF??? I’m sat sir

[Abby · Rating 5 out of 5]

<3 <3 <3

[Dani · Rating 5 out of 5]

Just finished this book, and I feel like I have been wrapped in the warmest bear hug! I am incredibly grateful for David's honesty, humility, vulnerability and sincerity in this memoir. As a formerly devout mormon who still struggles to actually accept my sexuality, I can't really express how valuable this book is to me and so many people I know!

I didn't plan on reading it in one sitting but once I started I couldn't put it down. The story of his family is heartbreaking, but filled with such genuine love. I hope David gets the chance to reconnect with all the celebrities he was too shy to talk to when he was younger lol. The interactions with Elder Ballard and the church leadership had me gasping, and it was SO cathartic to read how David pushed back and made a statement!

It's an engaging fun book and powerful story! Cannot recommend enough!!

[p · Rating 4 out of 5]

4 stars!

I have followed David's music career closely for years, which made me extra excited to read his memoir. It is a book full of heart. I enjoyed reading it and learning more about him and his journey. I do think the pacing could've been balanced a bit better between the two sections of the memoir, but overall, I found his storytelling to be raw, true and compelling.

[Tana · Rating 5 out of 5]

I can’t imagine how hard it is to put your story out there, to be so vulnerable, knowing others will be reading and judging. David did a fine job telling his. It seems to be very raw and honest, and the overall inspirational message is a good one. I admire anyone who can admit their struggles and put their true self on display. We only get one chance at life, be happy!

[Misty · Rating 4 out of 5]

Such a raw book to hear David’s story and his feelings on his life so far. Heartbreaking to hear what he had to go through, but glad that he has the support and love he needs now to continue loving and living life.

[julianna ☽]

DAVID JAMES ARCHULETA JUST SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY

[Serina Haycock · Rating 5 out of 5]

I feel like I was punched in the gut. So incredibly well written, what a beautiful and honest story.

[Brandy Downer · Rating 5 out of 5]

It's definitely a book to read for sure. The LDS culture is harsh on rules when you are different. or want to leave the church. and I loved the fact that he did leave.