Allegra Hart has been working her whole life to achieve one goal: become a principal ballerina. When her director starts holding auditions for the lead role in the company’s latest production, Allegra sees this as her chance—maybe her last chance.
The catch? The director wants someone with sex appeal, and he doesn’t think she’s up to the task. Determined to prove him wrong, Allegra enlists the help of the lead dancer of an all-male revue, Cord Donovan, a classically trained dancer who is also the sexiest man she’s ever met. In exchange for lessons on how to ramp up her sex appeal, she promises to help Cord choreograph a new partner piece for his show.
As they practice their moves on and off the stage, Allegra and Cord find themselves battling a growing attraction, all the more illicit because Cord has sworn to never partner with a ballerina. Allegra is determined not to let a man derail her career, but what if she could have both love and success? Or will her involvement with Cord jeopardize everything she’s worked for?
Falon Ballard is a Los Angeles native who has been writing stories her whole life. After graduating with a degree in Creative Writing, Falon embarked on an eight-year teaching adventure before opening her own event planning business. When she’s not trolling Etsy for the latest merch from her favorite fandoms, she’s hanging out at Disneyland with a pretzel and beer in hand.
my first ever falon ballard book, and it’s an arc! i requested this book because of it’s blurb and cover and i actually think that i’ll enjoy it a lot for some reason! 👀🩰
It took me 21 DAYS to get to 54% and I tried SO hard with this book. This book literally made folding my laundry feel interesting. That’s how bored I was 😭 I kept falling asleep while reading it I had to get on the treadmill just to make it that far 😔
It’s just not for me. I also hate his name with a passion 😭 it genuinely irritates me. Cord??? What kind of name is that?? And the FMC is insufferable. Together they’re just a complete mess and not in a fun Oh and I almost forgot he calls her slippers 😑
Anyway, thank you to NetGalley and Putnam for the ARC.
⚡The worst book of my 2025 I have serious fundamental issues with this book that touch on intrinsic values. This book just snagged the title of “the book I hate with a passion” because this runs so deep and with so many vital and underlying problems. When I think about my 16-year-old niece reading this? I get so angry. I don’t want this kind of toxicity and skewed thinking around her. Buckle up, this will be long.
🚩 A Book that Supports Abuse I saw the waving red flag at 7% when she says: “And I'm not going to let a little thing like sexual harassment derail me.” Throughout the book this girl validates and enables abuse and harassment. And when, at the end, that abuse is finally reported (in the epilogue, mind you) it’s not even by her, nor does she care. 👉 When you don’t report abuse and don’t stand up against it, you enable the abuser. 👉 When you brush off harassment, you tell the abuser they can escalate. Meanwhile, the MMC shares again and again that he walked away from ballet and its institution because of the abuse he and his loved ones suffered. What does the FMC do? She chooses the same institution and her abuser’s request over him. She continues being part of the problem instead of taking a stand.
🎭An Insult to Art and Performers The FMC spends the entire book referring to him as “a stripper” even though he explains his art in depth and what he does as a profession (director, entrepreneur, choreographer, performer). BUT she still gets offended when others use the word. Hypocrisy much? And then this line: “Noah and Ivy are good, better than good, but something about their performance is still off […] That’s what’s missing. The want, the need. They don’t want each other. Not the way Alegra and I wanted each other. There’s no way to fake that.” Excuse me? Do you even realize what you’re saying about thousands of performers, actors, dancers who move us with raw talent and chemistry every single day? Moulin Rouge, Swan Lake, Dirty Dancing, all of those stories and performances that moved you to write a story inspired by them - all dismissed in one ignorant line.
💔Horrible FMC + Perfect MMC = The Worst Trope It saddens me that I am seeing this trend more and more often: pairing horrible FMCs with perfect MMCs they don’t deserve. What kind of fucked up world are we in? Why should men accept selfish, manipulative women who give nothing back? Why should they sacrifice everything while being blamed for not sacrificing enough? Why don’t MMCs deserve to protect their own mental health like Cord was doing? Cord does all the labour in this relationship: emotional, financial, physical. He apologises even when he’s not at fault. He chips away at himself while she initiates once (ONE call in 336 pages). And when he breaks up with her because they’re at an impasse of a firm boundary tied to his trauma? He’s still forced to apologise. Appalling.
⚖️The Line Between Self-Care and Selfishness I can’t even with the woke oh-look-I-am-inclusive approach. • Alegra is claimed to be bisexual… yet nothing supports it besides two defensive mentions. Labels without substance ≠ inclusivity. • The endless “Can I touch you?” moments. Why are all these characters walking on eggshells around each other? They are literally dancing. Do you really need to ask every time? At 80% in, after everything, Cord asks if he can touch her dress? When she was literally sitting on his lap and grinding? Come on. Consent king is great, but this was overkill. • Cord laid his deepest trauma. SHE asks for SPACE. Not to support him, but to see how it reflects on HER. And then gets mad when he doesn’t text!
👎Dishonourable Mentions (aka Things That Made Me Hate It More) • His nickname for her? Slippers. (Yes, the shoes.) • She “hates pink” but her life is a pink bomb explosion. • She never does the lifting, he does everything. • Alegra is shown to be an insecure and self-doubting girl, yet Cord goes to therapy to save the relationship while she does nothing. • She sends boudoir photos AND nudes (face included!) to him before they’re even dating. Without even considering repercussions of anything. • She goes on stage and dances with him and strips in front of people. YET, he is the one who needs to fix it, and he has to hide and apologise even though SHE made that choice. • Emotional manipulation by Alegra? Everywhere. But of course, no one calls her out. • Alegra is clueless to everything, she could've known a bit about Cord had she done a simple search about him, but it's clear she was only interested in what he can do for her and not in him as a person. • Everyone blames Cord -even his sister and his best friend- telling him to “take accountability” and fix himself for her.
📉Sigh Thank you NetGalley and G.P. Putnam's Sons for the ARC. There’s time before March 2026 publication to make intrinsic, vital changes, but right now, this book is a red flag I wouldn’t want near any reader.
-- Pre-read: It's giving Swan Lake x Magic Mike. I’m ready to pirouette between their shouldn'ts and f*ck-its🩰🕺🏻
Toe to Toe is the kind of romance that makes your pulse quicken and your heart ache in all the best ways. From the first chapter, I was completely pulled into Allegra Hart’s world—an ambitious ballerina who has poured every ounce of herself into the pursuit of becoming a principal dancer. Her talent is undeniable, but her director’s cruel demand—that she embody a sensuality she supposedly lacks—forces her into a crossroads that could define her career. Allegra’s desperation leads her to a partnership with Cord Donovan, a classically trained dancer turned magnetic star of an all-male revue. Their deal—lessons in allure in exchange for her help with his choreography—feels like a deliciously risky gamble, and from the moment they share the stage, the tension between them is undeniable.
What struck me most is how dance becomes its own form of storytelling in this novel. Every rehearsal, every step, every touch is laced with conflict, attraction, and vulnerability. Falon masterfully writes dance not just as performance but as raw expression—where Allegra and Cord reveal truths they can’t quite say out loud. Their chemistry is electric, but what elevates this book beyond a simple dance romance is the emotional complexity: Allegra fighting to define herself outside the pressures of ballet, and Cord grappling with past trauma and his vow to never again partner with a ballerina. Watching them slowly unpeel each other’s defenses was as moving as it was steamy.
The romance builds with a perfect balance of tenderness and heat. Yes, there are sparks that sizzle across the page, but there are also quiet, aching moments where both characters reveal just how much is at stake—not just careers, but identities, dreams, and the possibility of true connection. Allegra is more than the “ice ballerina” her director paints her to be, and Cord is far more than the confident showman he projects on stage. Together, they become something breathtaking, pushing each other to grow, to risk, and to imagine a future where art and love don’t have to cancel each other out.
Toe to Toe is vibrant, sexy, and heartfelt—a love story that pirouettes between ambition and vulnerability with grace. It reminded me that the right partner doesn’t just make you shine on stage; they help you find your true rhythm off it as well. I was captivated from beginning to end, and I can already see myself revisiting these characters when I want a romance that balances high passion with genuine heart.
A very huge thanks to NetGalley and Putnam | G.P. Putnam's Sons for sharing this one of my most anticipated romances' digital reviewer copy with me in exchange for my honest thoughts.
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“i wait until she’s disappeared down the stairs of the subway before i force my suddenly leaden feet to move, my body just as mesmerized by her as my heart is.”
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ੈ♡˳ rating: 2.5 out of 5 stars rounded up to 3 for goodreads
ੈ♡˳ spice rating: 🌶️🌶️ to 🌶️🌶️🌶️
ੈ♡˳ summary: allegra is a fiercely career focused woman who lives and breathes her job in the dance world, determined to prove herself in an industry that constantly underestimates her. cord is a professional dancer whose career is built on performance, chemistry, and vulnerability. when their paths collide, they are forced into close proximity that blurs the line between professional ambition and personal desire. as they navigate demanding schedules, power dynamics, and their own emotional walls, the two must decide whether there is room for love in lives built entirely around work and survival in competitive spaces.
ੈ♡˳ thoughts: this book is absolutely for the step up and magic mike crowd. if channing tatum has ever been your celebrity crush, you are probably going to enjoy the vibe of this book a lot more than i did. the premise itself is genuinely fun and had so much potential. dancers, chemistry, physicality, passion, yes please. unfortunately the execution just did not fully land for me.
the pacing was strange in a way that is hard to explain. everything felt like it was happening too fast but also somehow nothing was happening at all. i was over forty percent into the book when i realized that emotionally, we had gone nowhere. allegra and cord had technically known each other for weeks, but it felt like they barely spoke about anything meaningful. there was very little emotional intimacy, which made it hard for me to believe in their connection.
allegra as a character really did not work for me. she had almost no emotional range, which felt frustrating and honestly embarrassing for a grown woman. i love a career driven female main character, but authors sometimes forget that being strong and ambitious does not mean being emotionally hollow. this book definitely fell into that trap. it also really bothered me how allegra handled workplace harassment. her boss was a walking lawsuit, and the narrative around her just needing to power through it rubbed me the wrong way. women should not have to endure harassment just to keep their careers intact.
cord carried this entire book emotionally. he did the work. he compromised. he pushed his boundaries. allegra expected him to put her first without ever being willing to do the same. by the end, i genuinely did not believe this relationship would survive beyond the final page. the third act breakup did not help either and the timeline surrounding it felt rushed and unrealistic.
all that said, the book was still cute and fun in moments. the concept was a solid ten out of ten. the execution just did not match it for me.
thank you to falon ballard, berkley, and netgalley for providing me with an advanced reader copy.
ੈ♡˳ tropes: ꕥ workplace romance ꕥ forced proximity ꕥ dancer romance ꕥ opposites in ambition ꕥ third act breakup
this book was INTOXICATING, i absolutely devoured it and im so distraught that i finished it in a little over a day because i NEED more of them. i am a firm believer of no romance book really needs to be over 500 pages long, 450 is pushing it sometimes but i DESPERATELY NEED AT LEAST 500 MORE PAGES OF ALLEGRA AND CORD. 336 WAS NOT ENOUGH 😂😭
i decided to go into this one completely blind and only based off the cover, i originally got it in my head for whatever reason that it was going to be a bit of an enemies to lovers vibe and i have never been happier to find out that he’s actually down bad from the moment he sees her. i am simply obsessed with the way they meet, his profession and how he comes to helping her out 🤭.
like most people i am completely obsessed with heated rivalry and its actors right now and immediately upon starting this all i could picture for cord is connor storrie (happy to report this was falon approved on my instagram post yesterday). his passion, dedication and his kindness all just screamed cord for me right from the get go and just elevated the fun i had with reading this tenfold 🫠.
even though these two are attracted to and enamored by one another from the jump this book had such a beautiful and intense slow burn/build up. i think that is exactly why i was so captivated by allegra and cord the entire book because they built a really good friendship/partnership all through out the story, while they had always had the chemistry, they waited until this was a solid foundation of trust in each other and i thought it was stunning. and though im a certified 3rd act break up hater sometimes i have to say this was definitely one of my favorites. even when they were going through it towards the end it was still perfection for me and it made the ending that much sweeter.
i think this was truly my easiest 6 star read this year. i feel like ive read so many phenomenal books but none enraptured me from start to finish quite like this one did and i cannot waiitttt to get my hands on the audiobook come pub day because i WILL be rereading this book constantly!!
➳ 2.5 ☆! 🩰 spoiler free + mini review ⤷ cute! it was just an ok read arc! @ netgalley
⋆˚࿔ 10th review of the year
love doesnt always conquer all. ive always know that, now it's time to accept it.
₊‧꒰my thoughts꒱ ‧₊ 🌃 ⤷ i wish i read the description more before i requested this LOL. the premise was interesting tho, but i believe it could've been executed better! this book also felt very insta-lust to me and i didn't feel a deep connection to the characters. of course, they had chemistry for sure but maybe not emotionally at times. what i can appreciate is that it was a fast paced read and i was able to read it within a day! i probably won't be thinking back on this book but it was fun while it lasted haha 💗 there were some things i found cringe tho... like really 😭 i also wish our fmc went to therapy throughout the book 😔🫂 PROPS TO THE CUTE COVER
tropes! ⋆ ballerina ⋆ sports romance ⋆ set in the city
₊‧꒰info!꒱ ‧₊ ⤷ find my book review on goodreads @elliexreads ⤷ recommend for adult 18+ ⤷ contemporary romance set in nyc, fmc needs to prepare for a lead role publish date: mar 10, 2026
₊‧ all ratings and opinions are my own ₊‧ ⤷ thank you @netgalley and putnam for the arc in exchange for an honest review !🫂
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₊‧꒰1.22.26꒱ ‧₊ ⤷ YAY!! tysm netgalley for the arc, i cant wait to dive into this! first falon ballard book 💗
I knew within the first few pages that I was in trouble… the good kind. 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I picked up Toe to Toe thinking I’d read a chapter or two… and suddenly it was three hours later and I was fully obsessed. It has that effortless pull where suddenly you’re fully invested without realizing when it happened. It’s one of those books that grips you without warning, and suddenly you’re all in. 🩷🩷
Allegra grabbed my attention instantly. She’s so dedicated and passionate about her dream that you can’t help but root for her. And then Cord walks in, calm and confident and quietly magnetic, and suddenly every scene with the two of them feels charged in the best way.
The way these two connect is what makes the book so addictive. Their chemistry builds slowly and naturally, never forced or rushed. Every rehearsal and shared moment has this spark that keeps you turning pages without even noticing. And there’s this sensual undercurrent running through the whole story that makes every moment between them feel charged.
What I loved most is how Cord treats Allegra. He listens. He pays attention. He respects her boundaries, even when he encourages her to see herself the way he does. Watching him help her find confidence in her dancing and in her own body was such a beautiful thread through the story.
And Allegra’s determination never fades. Even when things get tough, she stays true to herself. Their communication is actually healthy with no pointless drama and no childish arguments, which makes their whole relationship feel grounded and refreshing. The emotions build, the connection deepens, and yes, there’s a third-act bump, but it feels necessary and actually produces growth instead of dragging anything down.
By the end, I wasn’t ready to leave these characters behind. I’m hoping Noah and Ivy get a story next because I’m not done living in this world.
Five stars. Easy. Absolutely worth reading.
also just something a little extra that i think is important ↴ ↴ just to throw my thoughts out on this topic since I’ve seen some reviews saying this story “supports abuse” because Allegra experiences sexual harassment and doesn’t report it. Personally, I don’t think that’s a fair takeaway. To me, it felt like a very real depiction of what happens when someone has spent their whole life working toward one dream and is terrified of losing everything they’ve built. Fear can make you freeze. It can make you second-guess yourself. And sometimes people keep going, hoping things will get better, because the alternative feels too big and too risky. I’ll be honest, I was a little disappointed that Allegra isn’t the one who reports it in the end—someone else comes forward instead—but she does get the courage to tell her experiences after that first step. (and that is a VERY real thing irl. So many woman don’t speak up because of fear and just because someone doesn’t speak up first doesn’t mean they’re okay with sexual harassment.) To me, it didn’t feel like the author was excusing the harassment at all 🤷🏼♀️ it felt like an honest look at how complicated these situations can be in real life.
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”She laughs and I wonder if it's the first time I've heard the sound or if it just sounds special because it comes from her.”
"Be honest with me. And be honest with yourself, Slippers. How can you expect others to find you attractive if you don't feel that way yourself?"
"We don't need a spotter, I know how to fall." I raise both eyebrows. "You think I'm going to chance you getting injured right before you open a show?" "I thought you hated Swan Lake." "Just because I think classical ballet is boring doesn't mean I don't understand what it means to you." She opens her mouth and I expect one of her fiery comebacks, but instead all she says is, "Thank you." I mask my surprise at her genuine thanks. "For what?" "For respecting me and my career.”
(had to add that last one because he was just so considerate toward her 💗💗) -♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-♡-
the former dancer in me LOVED this book. this was such a fun and sweet book and Falon absolutely knocked it out of the park with this one! thank you so much to NetGalley and Putnam publishing for the arc!!
toe to toe ⌗ aug. 22 - aug. 24 ⤿ 4 stars
༉ initial thoughts- no spoilers
this is a story about a ballet dancer and a former ballet dancer turned male stripper. allegra sees cord performing at her sister’s bachelorette and decides he’s her best chance at getting the principal role in her companies newest ballet.
the plot of this book was something that i really loved and was excited to read. i loved seeing the dynamics between the characters as they both loved dancing and it played a huge role in their romance.
the progression of the story was well paced though the beginning was a bit insta-lovey however the pacing really saved it.
i also really enjoyed the fact the romance started out as friendship. while cord took a role of teacher and “mentor”, he always insured that allegra feels comfortable and that is something i very much appreciated.
༉ characters - light spoilers
🩰 allegra - i really liked her character, she was determined and hard working. she didn’t really lose herself with cord, it was more her growing into who she was. i did not at my point like david and i’m glad he got the ending he deserved. allegra strived for something she knew she could earned and worked till she did and i really appreciated that part of her character. she was really likable and i enjoyed reading her perspective.
🪩 cord - he was a really fun character and a great contrast to allegra. it was interesting to see how different both of the mcs views were about ballet considering the differences in their experiences. cord is not only a dancer but he is also the owner of the club. he deeply cared about his sister and grew to care about allegra and i loved that. he was respectful and laidback, it made him a really enjoyable character.
༉ final thoughts- no spoilers
this was a great book, it was not only enjoyable but also met my expectations from when i first requested this book. the characters and plot were amazing. the dancing aspect was such and important part of the story and was integrated in an amazing way. this was overall an amazing read.
༉‧₊˚. pre - read
a book about two ballet dancers? sign me up. i loved étoile and was so pissed off when they cancelled it 🥲 (will never get over it). anyway i am so excited to be reading about ballet. first by this author and im looking forward to it!!
ⓘ thank you netgalley & putnam for this arc in exchange for an honest review
4⭐️ I have loved all of the Falon Ballard books I have read to-date, so I was SO excited to get my hands on this one! Allegra is a dancer with Ballet New York and has been working her ass off to prove that she's principle-dancer material. When her slimy director announces a new upcoming show but tells Allegra she's not sexy enough for it, Allegra marches out with a plan to prove him wrong.
She happens to see Cord at Six Pact, his male entertainment show, and comes up with an idea- Cord can teach Allegra to dance with the sensuality that he did on stage, and she'll help him choreograph a new set. These two had some really great chemistry, and I loved getting to see them slowly get to know each other and become more comfortable with each other. This features a lot of dance (obviously) which I found a bit slower, like going through the choreo and going through the steps, but also seemed necessary to the story. This isn't a book where our characters are dancers and we're only ever told about it- we go along with Allegra to classes and practice, sit with Cord as he pours over his sets and notes for the shows.
I did have some qualms with the ending but that ultimately didn't take anything from my enjoyment here.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publishing team for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.
✨️ARC REVIEW ✨️ Allegra has been a ballerina her whole life she has one last chance to make principal ballerina in the New York ballet. She deals with a sleezy director and a shaming mother. The audition is coming, and she is told she's not sexy enough! Then she meets Cord. I just loved this story, especially the chemistry between Allegra and Cord, the dancing, and the confidence building.
Check your triggers!
Thank you, Netgalley, and Putnam Publishing for this ARC . This is an honest review.
Toe to Toe was fun, just not life-altering. Allegra is in full “girl has one goal and zero chill” mode, and Cord is basically the human version of a smirk. Their chemistry was there, but it never fully hit that swoony level I wanted. Like… I liked them, I just wasn’t feral about them.
The dance world stuff was actually my favorite part (as someone that grew up doing dance) super vivid and felt real, but some pacing moments dragged, and Allegra’s inner monologue got a little repetitive. I wanted more emotional depth and less “I must be perfect or the universe collapses” cliche ballerina thoughts.
Still, it’s an easy, entertaining read with some cute moments. Not a new fave, not a flop, just one of those books you finish, shrug a little, and think, “yeah, that was fine.”
RANT INCOMING! It pains me to write this, because I love ballet. I don’t even generally read romance often but I wanted to read this one because I just love ballet so much. I love everything about it. I love the delicacy and gracefulness of the sport, the balletcore aesthetic, the ballet pink color, all of it. I’ll always have a soft spot for books about ballerinas. Literally just put a ballerina on the cover and I’ll wanna read it. And on top of that, Fallon Ballard is an author that very much is on my radar, despite me not usually really being much of a romance reader, because Change Of Heart is one of my favorite romance novels ever. So it pains me to say that the romance in this was worst most frustrating romance novels I’ve ever read.
Some background first. I’m sure you’ve read the synopsis and you’re probably wondering why a ballerina needs to have sex appeal, something completely irrelevant to the classical ballet. For pieces like Swan Lake or Nutcracker, grace, poise, and technique are what directors look for, not sex appeal. However, the artistic director of Allegra’s ballet company is pitching a new and original idea about a destitute courtesan who is caught between a penniless writer who loves her and a rich prince who is cruel and heartless. Ballet has always been elegant but never before has it been sexy, and this director wants to change that. Allegra has been dancing for a whopping ten years and is way past due for a principal role in her ballet company. She is determined to do whatever it takes to become a leading lady, including asking for help from a male performer who oozes the sex appeal she needs for this role. In return for his help, she promises to help him choreograph something for his show.
Sounds fun, sounds great, sounds like a cutesy romcom plot. And it more or less was that, until the last 88% where the mmc showed his true colors. I’m not going to reveal any specific details for spoilers but I am going to talk about the ending conflict. Rant incoming. And it’s going to be long.
CORD WAS ONE OF THE WORST IF NOT THE WORST MALE MC’S IVE EVER READ. I understand and respect triggers. I understand and respect trauma. But that doesn’t change the fact that Cord was acting completely unreasonable, putting someone he supposedly loved in an impossible situation. I respect Cord having triggers, but making someone choose between their dreams and a relationship when they WEREN’T ASKING FOR MUCH? And instead gaslit her after giving her an ultimatum when he KNOWS ballet is her life? It’s shitty, manipulative, and selfish. I just couldn’t with the gaslighting. The whole “you care about ballet moooooore than meeeeee because you’re not willing to give up your whole dream that you’ve spent your whole life working towards, to make me feel comfortable!”
This is all because when she makes one request, for the sake of her dreams, requesting for him to just wait a few months of not dating out in public for reasons I won’t spoil, and he immediately jumps to “so you’re breaking up with me? You’re choosing ballet over me?” When she NEVER SAID THAT or even hinted towards it, but is making a request so that she can live her ballerina dreams. But he immediately responds with “you’re breaking up with me! You’re choosing ballet over ME”.
The whole “I knew you would choose ballet over me!” thing is massively dumb because Allegra made it clear to him, verbally, from the beginning ballet that would always be her priority. So you can’t even blame this on a communication issue because SHE DID COMMUNICATE, he KNEW and was ok with it, until he decided he wasn’t when it required sacrifice and discomfort on his end. She calmly explains she was always honest that ballet is her priority and it doesn’t mean she cares about him any less, the fact that she doesn’t want to put her dreams on hold to make Cord’s annoying ass feel more comfortable.
But Cord the manipulator does mental gymnastics and twists “I’ve always been honest that ballet has always been my priority but it doesn’t mean I care about you any less” into “you don’t care about me anymore” somehow lol. Like he literally responds right after with that. She makes a request he doesn’t wanna abide by and it becomes “you’re choosing ballet over me, you don’t care about me anymore!”
And after all that gaslighting, HE THEN GIVES HER AN ULTIMATUM as if that isn’t enough. He tells her it’s either him or ballet, telling her she has to give up her dream, her entire life, something she’s been working towards for a decade? For a guy she barely even knows still? And right after that tells her “this is the choice you’re making” essentially putting all the blame on her and saying all of this is completely her fault? As if the gaslighting and ultimatum weren’t enough? Plz fuck all the way off. And he has the audacity to internally think “she doesn’t know what she’s doing to me, putting me in the same traumatizing situation” me me me it’s all about ME is all I hear. She wasn’t asking for much, just a few months of not publicly dating so she can dance her first ever lead role and he twists it by playing victim, while outwardly gaslighting her verbally.
And the weird thing? This happens 88% in. Cord is completely fine before then, then he randomly becomes a shitty person right at the end?
Cord is a manipulating selfish gaslighter who deserves to die alone and never find love with anyone ever. I get it, trauma and triggers are a real thing. I agree that you cannot ask something of someone if it is traumatizing. But Allegra truly was not asking for much or asking for anything traumatizing, she was just asking for TIME. Just a few months of their relationship being lowkey.
But he does mental gymnastics somehow by twisting that request into basically saying “you don’t care about me, you’re choosing ballet over me, you don’t respect my trauma” things she NEVER said or even implied. Gaslighting aside he can’t even be willing to date her on a lowkey level for a few months so she can live her dream she’s worked 10 years towards. The audacity! How dare she not stop her entire life and hard work and dreams in its tracks because it makes Cord him uncomfortable! Doesn’t she know it’s all about Cord and the world revolves around him? 😂
Cord’s friend literally tells him, this is YOUR fault and he responds by flipping him off. And still doesn’t believe him. And even repeats “this isn’t my fault” in his internal monologue. Right after his best friend straight up tells him he’s the one who fucked up. It takes forever him to even believe his friend that yeah it was his fault despite it being obvious. Sorry but no one THIS EMOTIONALLY DUMB that will ever find themselves in a lasting relationship, so clearly this relationship won’t last. If anything Allegra was a pushover for pining over a man so shitty.
I do not give 1 star reviews lightly. I almost gave this a 2 stars simply because I love ballet. But it didn’t feel right. If a book frustrated me this badly, I can’t even give it a 2 stars. Which I hate because I truly loved Change Of Heart so much. This was nothing like that.
Thank you to Netgalley and GP Putnam for sending me an advanced copy in return for my honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I LOVED Falon Ballard's first two books, but the next couple didn't impress me as much. With this book, though, we are SO BACK.
TOE TO TOE follows Allegra, an aspiring principal dancer at Ballet New York. When her director announces a new show, Allegra decides to do whatever it takes to show that she's ready for the role and her promotion. So, she enlists the help of Cord, the lead dancer in an all-male revue, to help her with her confidence and sexuality, in exchange for helping him choreograph a new duet for his show.
There are several trigger warnings for this book that should be heeded: workplace sexual harassment on-page, references to past sexual assault (off-page), awareness of eating habits (though, notably, not an eating disorder--just awareness of what she's eating), panic attacks.
I have such a soft spot for dance stories, and this was no exception! I really enjoyed reading about both Cord and Allegra's dancing and the differences and similarities in their backgrounds.
The chemistry between these two was OFF THE CHARTS. Immediately, you could feel the connection between these two, and I was absolutely hooked. I was completely invested in this story and blew through it quickly!
The characterization of Cord, Allegra, and their cast of friends was great. The antagonists of the story--Allegra's director and her mother--were also well-written with how much they both frustrated me. Cord and Allegra's personal and romantic journeys felt honest and realistic, though the logic behind the third-act breakup felt a little flimsy to me.
In terms of LGBT representation, several of our main cast of characters claim to be bisexual, which I always love to see, but that included Allegra, and there was no substance behind that claim that makes it actually inclusive or representative, in my opinion. Cord and Allegra's sisters, though, I loved and really enjoyed seeing their representation!
I was a little frustrated that Allegra refuses to report the sexual harassment from her director for fear of being "blackballed," but at the end of the story, If it was that easy and anonymous, why didn't she do it herself and save herself from all of the trouble that he caused?
The ending, in general, I did find a bit rushed, but I liked how it turned out, which lessened some of my complaints.
Overall, I did really enjoy this story, and I could see myself rereading it in the future. Definitely be aware of the trigger warnings though, and take care of yourself first and foremost!
Thank you to Netgalley and G.P. Putnam's Sons for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Toe to Toe was a quick and fun read, with mentions and on page, on the job sexual harassment. Some readers may have issues with how our fmc, Allegra handled it, but like all things in life, we handle only as much as we can at the time, and she does her best. Allegra is a ballerina in NY and wants to audition for a part she’s not quite made for. On the night of her sister’s bachelorette party Allegra meets sexy club owner Cord. He owns and directs a male review or strip show to those who don’t have meek sensibilities. We find out he has a painful past that is all about ballet so as much as the attraction between them hits home runs all day long, he can’t mentally deal with her job, and Allegra has worked hard for where she is. I loved Allegra and how strong she was to keep doing what she loves, and for growing a backbone with her mom. Crap mom alert!!! And stupid Cord just needed his twin to knock sense in him. His character was fun, loving and very determined to make something of himself. Which goes with Allegras dream of being prima ballerina. I just love the ballerina trope, going to add it to my rotation. Thanks to NetGalley for this ARC, these opinions, though, I’m rambling, are all mine.
Classic ballet meets Magic Mike! The vibes of this book were on point with its gorgeous cover!
Allegra is a dancer in the famous company Ballet New York. She has devoted her life to ballet and wants nothing more to be promoted to the principal role. When the next show is announced, she mentions to her director David that she is planning to audition for the principal role. She is met with hesitation and is basically told he doesn’t think she is “sexy” enough to play the part. After going out for his sister’s Bachelorette party, she comes up with the idea to hire one of the male dancers to teach her to be sexy. Here slides in Cord Donovan. He owns his own male dance club and has made his living with this business after a traumatic past in the ballet world.
Both Allegra and Cord struggle with trauma and the body image and mental pressures of being in the ballet world. It was beautiful to watch them both work through it to try and determine if they could live a life together.
From the moment I saw this cover and read the description, I knew this book would be right up my alley. I really enjoyed it and would recommend to my friends (especially the past dancers). Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for this advanced copy!
Toe to Toe was an absolute delight to read! Falon is an auto-read author for me, and every new release immediately finds its way onto my list. Her writing is engaging, easy to sink into, and always delivers a thoroughly entertaining story. This time, I loved being immersed in the ballet world—it brought back all the nostalgia of the ballet movies I grew up with, while still feeling fresh and unique. I found myself completely absorbed and finished it within a day or two. Another wonderful addition to Falon’s lineup!
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for an advance reader copy in exchange for an honest review! :)
I absolutely devored this book, it was such an engaging read with plenty of tension, passion, and banter. In order to prepare for the audition of a lifetime, Allegra finds herself teaming up with Cord, a male dancer who helps her get in touch with her more sensual side. I loved how natural everything felt between Cord and Allegra even with the two of them having their own reasons for holding back on letting their relationship go past professional. Working in similar fields they have a shared passion for dance and they support each other chasing their dreams, which just felt so ~healthy and mature~. Most of all I liked how Cord pushed Allegra out of her comfort zone, allowing her to embrace all sides of herself and become confident and happy in her own skin while never overstepping; he always seemed to know exactly what she needed. If you love dance, romance, and lots of tension, this is the book for you!
Thank you to NetGalley, the publisher and the author for granting my request to read this e-ARC and provide my honest opinion.
Ballerina 🩰 × Make Dancer 🕺 — a combo I didn't know that I needed, let me just say that this book is incredibly sexy and burning with tension. Allegra and Cord brought the heat, the first time our love interest met, sparks were already flying and I think it is amazing how the author wrote about their chemistry without being extremely flirtatious. I am a total novice in the dance/ballet world, so I glad that this book was able to explain some of the terms in which I am new to without being overly descriptive.
Allegra's and Cord's meet cute is so so cute, the first time Cord set his eyes on Allegra (he knew he won't be able to stay away from her). There was just one thing I didn't like, the third act breakup, to me it felt so unnecessary and the book could have continued just fine without it.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book and it's plot is quite different from what I usually read. Allegra and Cord's relationship is everything 😌🔥. And also this book talks about sexual harassment at workplace (on-page), inappropriate comments (on-page), past sexual assault (off-page), high awareness of eating behaviors(on-page) Please do take care when reading 🫶.
Interesting premise but honestly this was kind of a weird read. Very strange. 1) the whole stripper thing? just not for me I guess 2) I HATE miscommunication tropes and this was a big one 3) the guy was kind of a manipulator On the plus side, I did enjoy this because I got to learn more about what the intense ballet lifestyle is like and the self-confidence boost the fmc went through was inspiring!
The plot: Allegra desperately wants a promotion to principal ballerina with her company. A new seasonal production presents the perfect opportunity, but her director believes her lack of charisma and sensuality disqualify her for the lead role as a courtesan. After a well-timed bachelorette trip to an R-rated male dancing club, Allegra has the perfect idea: Cord Donovan, lead dancer and owner of the establishment, can tutor her in being sexy. Donovan agrees to several weeks of lessons, with the provision that Allegra will help him to choreograph a spicy new male/female routine for the club. As Allegra works to break down her mental walls, and Cord battles demons from his own past, sparks are flying out of control between the pair. Will Allegra find professional success, or will this growing attraction throw her off course?
My opinion: I liked many elements of the story, including the arrangement between the two main characters and their growing affection and attraction over time, I also appreciated the serious treatment of the issues that plague ballet as an institution, from power balances with directors to disordered eating and struggles with overbearing parents. However, I found Allegra to be a difficult character to relate to. It’s possible that this is intentional from the author (as her character is depicted as repressed, lacking in boundaries, and under-confident throughout) but I found I wasn’t necessarily rooting for her development and success because she seemed so passive and non-emotive. She and Cord both failed to communicate well throughout the book and I’m not confident the foundation is there for a future beyond the pages for the couple. More levity and genuine connection seemed to happen with the side characters like Cord’s sister and Allegra’s friend from the ballet, which were welcome additions to the main plot.
Thank you to NetGalley and Putnam Books for this ARC!
First I would like to thank Putnam and Falon Ballard for the opportunity to read this story early! Falon is an auto buy author for me and this one didn’t disappoint. We meet Allegra a ballerina for a NYC ballet company. She is in need of getting in touch with her body to get a roll as principal at her ballet studio. She is the epitome of first born daughter energy. She also had to deal with some questionable things from the owner of the company that I honestly wasn’t a fan of. It did get resolved well at the end. Anyway to get better at what she is wanting to do she ends up convincing an owner of a male entertainment club to help her break out of her shell and learn to lover her body and dancing in a new way. Cord was of course a misunderstood, recovering ballet dancer who needed Allegra to work through his issues with a past that comes back to haunt him. I loved Cord’s energy and he was just so sweet. Overall this story really grew on me and I sucked it down in one day. If you love trainer/trainee, mental health rep, and ballet then I highly recommend this one. This one has 🌶️.5 for spice for those who are curious.
Yeah, this cover gives you all you need to start this book...
This was my second Falon Ballard book, and it happened to involve courtesans?
Okay, jokes aside, Toe to Toe is truly a sexy, artsy story set in NYC that follows an almost–principal ballerina and... let's say, a showman?
There's a very specific issue that involves the ballet industry in general, so read the trigger warnings the author leaves at the beginning.
Overall, it was a great, fast-paced read. I absolutely love ballet aesthetics, especially when they come with extra drama. I’ll definitely be keeping my eye on Falon Ballard...
Thank you to NetGalley and Putnam for the DRC of this book!
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🩰 Ballerina x show dancer 💃🏼 He teaches her 🌓 Lowkey different worlds
Allegra, wants to be the leading ballerina in an upcoming show she must audition for. She’s told she’s not sexy enough for the part. She goes to a male strip club for her sister’s bachelorette party, and sees Cord dancing. He also happens to be the owner of the club. He’s on stage and his dancing was exactly what she is looking for inspiration. So she confronts him asking to help her with her moves.
They spent so much time together, and he was amazing in helping her confidence grow!! I loved how Cord called her Slippers 🥹 This was such a fun read!!! Was a super quick read for me, because I couldn’t get enough! I loved their connection and every single interaction. The spice was spicy!!! I loved how strong and independent Allegra was. This is my first from this Author! I look forward to more.