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Anna Atwood returns to Breckenridge, where she spent one blissful summer as a young woman. This time, though, she comes to the quaint town as a penniless spinster with a single to build a life free from the constraints her father’s death put on her and free from the persistent suitor Mr. Green, whose plans for marriage are Anna’s worst nightmare. When she runs into David Tate, the boy she knew from that memorable summer, she finds he has grown into a confident and striking man. As they rekindle their friendship, David offers her warmth and protection in the moment she needs it most—when Mr. Green appears in town and threatens to destroy Anna’s carefully laid plans.
David Tate remembers Anna as the spirited woman who once brought light into his dark childhood. Now a man of means, he has a promising future, if he can withstand the powerful Lord Murphy—a man whose menacing hold on the town he owns is surpassed only by his relentless hold on David’s life. When David meets Anna again, he realizes he has a chance to save her from Mr. Green’s schemes, even if it means putting himself in danger of Lord Murphy’s wrath and revealing his own deepest secrets.
In a moment of desperation, David and Anna agree to a proposal of convenience to provide the safety they both need. But as their attraction ignites, the looming dangers from Lord Murphy and Mr. Green threaten to destroy their budding happiness.
David Tate remembers Anna as the spirited woman who once brought light into his dark childhood. Now a man of means, he has a promising future, if he can withstand the powerful Lord Murphy—a man whose menacing hold on the town he owns is surpassed only by his relentless hold on David’s life. When David meets Anna again, he realizes he has a chance to save her from Mr. Green’s schemes, even if it means putting himself in danger of Lord Murphy’s wrath and revealing his own deepest secrets.
In a moment of desperation, David and Anna agree to a proposal of convenience to provide the safety they both need. But as their attraction ignites, the looming dangers from Lord Murphy and Mr. Green threaten to destroy their budding happiness.
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First published February 1, 2026
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February 4, 2026
🎉Happy Pub Day!🎉
If you’re looking for a hero who’s been in love with the heroine since he knew what love was, if you want yearning so acute it will give you heartache, look no further.
David and Anna used to be friends when they were teenagers but lost touch for eight years. David never forgot her, and now that she’s back, he’s willing to do anything for her.
I adored this book from the very first page. David and Anna were both so lovable it radiated from the pages. The story wasn’t without pain; David’s childhood trauma was woven deeply into it. Anna’s gentle, respectful, and loving approach was wonderfully portrayed. I loved how her strength and vulnerability helped David understand that his past didn’t have to determine his future. Combined with David’s charm and unwavering devotion to her, it made for an absolutely stunning love story.
Five stars, and I hope Garrett and Julia are getting their books too.
TW: animal cruelty and child cruelty (in the past, not on page).
Thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing and NetGalley for the arc, all opinions are my own.
If you’re looking for a hero who’s been in love with the heroine since he knew what love was, if you want yearning so acute it will give you heartache, look no further.
David and Anna used to be friends when they were teenagers but lost touch for eight years. David never forgot her, and now that she’s back, he’s willing to do anything for her.
I adored this book from the very first page. David and Anna were both so lovable it radiated from the pages. The story wasn’t without pain; David’s childhood trauma was woven deeply into it. Anna’s gentle, respectful, and loving approach was wonderfully portrayed. I loved how her strength and vulnerability helped David understand that his past didn’t have to determine his future. Combined with David’s charm and unwavering devotion to her, it made for an absolutely stunning love story.
Five stars, and I hope Garrett and Julia are getting their books too.
TW: animal cruelty and child cruelty (in the past, not on page).
Thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing and NetGalley for the arc, all opinions are my own.
February 8, 2026
What a terrific story. I loved the "meet cute" (although I suppose "re-meet cute" might be a more accurate term). David's adorable teasing of Anna drew me right in. (Part of me wishes that this story were dual POV so we could have seen David's thoughts more...but I also don't know that there's any scene I don't want from Anna's POV, so I'm glad there are glimpses of David through the journal entries interspersed throughout the book).
As the book progressed and it became obvious that he was bearing heavy burdens, I love that he was still kind to everyone, Anna especially. I also really loved how he was willing to sacrifice for Anna and that Anna in turn was willing to fight for him.
I hope this ends up being the first in a trilogy because I really want to see books with David's two siblings as protagonists!
Definitely add this to your to-read list!
5 stars.
I read a complimentary copy of this book (for quick editing purposes) and subsequently volunteered to write a review because I enjoyed the book so much.
As the book progressed and it became obvious that he was bearing heavy burdens, I love that he was still kind to everyone, Anna especially. I also really loved how he was willing to sacrifice for Anna and that Anna in turn was willing to fight for him.
I hope this ends up being the first in a trilogy because I really want to see books with David's two siblings as protagonists!
Definitely add this to your to-read list!
5 stars.
I read a complimentary copy of this book (for quick editing purposes) and subsequently volunteered to write a review because I enjoyed the book so much.
January 13, 2026
Books where the MMC is named David >>> All jokes aside, this book had me staying up past my bedtime crying as I read. 5 stars all around 🫶🏼 A marriage of convenience, a golden retriever MMC with a heartbreaking past, and a friends-to-lovers romance. Perfection.
This is officially being added to my list of favorite proper romances. I loved this story and will immediately be putting all of Esther Hatch’s books on my TBR. I could not put it down! The romance had me kicking my feet, and the relationship development was incredibly sweet.
🌶️ Closed-door romance! I’m a sucker for a clean proper romance. There’s something so thrilling about them!
My only complaint is that I wish it were longer so I could spend more time with these wonderful characters ☺️ I would absolutely read a sequel about what happens next in Anna and David’s story, and especially one for Garrett and Julia! I was getting flirty vibes between Julia and the tutor and kept hoping we’d see something happen with that 😉 Plus I need to know that Garrett is happy!
Huge thank you to Esther Hatch, Shadow Mountain Publishing, and NetGalley for the eARC of this book! I’m hoping to read many more wonderful proper romances like this one 🤍
P.S. BYU alum girlies, this one’s for us 💙 (the author is a coug too!!) 🐾
This is officially being added to my list of favorite proper romances. I loved this story and will immediately be putting all of Esther Hatch’s books on my TBR. I could not put it down! The romance had me kicking my feet, and the relationship development was incredibly sweet.
🌶️ Closed-door romance! I’m a sucker for a clean proper romance. There’s something so thrilling about them!
My only complaint is that I wish it were longer so I could spend more time with these wonderful characters ☺️ I would absolutely read a sequel about what happens next in Anna and David’s story, and especially one for Garrett and Julia! I was getting flirty vibes between Julia and the tutor and kept hoping we’d see something happen with that 😉 Plus I need to know that Garrett is happy!
Huge thank you to Esther Hatch, Shadow Mountain Publishing, and NetGalley for the eARC of this book! I’m hoping to read many more wonderful proper romances like this one 🤍
P.S. BYU alum girlies, this one’s for us 💙 (the author is a coug too!!) 🐾
October 21, 2025
This was an amazing story of love and healing. Our heroine is at a crossroads in her life as she tries to find a situation for both her and her mother that doesn't involve marrying an odious man just to keep a roof over their heads. They've come back to Breckenridge, a town that once held happy memories, hoping to find a place to live or work until Anna is old enough to claim her inheritance. The shy boy who she'd spent a wonderful summer with years ago is still there, but has now become a handsome man. They begin to renew their acquaintance and Anna is once more captivated by his eyes and humor. But David is hiding a secret that could prevent him from being able to ever do anything about the growing feelings between them. The author skillfully weaves a story of love between two people who are each carrying the effects of trauma and emotional wounds, but there is always that thread of hope that love can heal and is worth the risk. The yearning between these two was really well done and the kisses absolutely swoon-worthy! This one is definitely going on my keeper shelf!
November 26, 2025
Do not miss out on this lovely read! This is a beautiful story brimming with deep emotions, secrets, and a tenderhearted romance that will capture your heart from start to finish. Crafted with care, it takes you on a heartfelt journey of resilience, love, and courage. The witty banter, budding romance, and fun moments kept me hooked. I adored Anna and David; their charming and hilarious friendship has swoon-worthy moments. I especially loved the charming meet-cute. The glimpses of David through journal entries sprinkled throughout add a delightful touch. It takes a serious turn at times, tugging at your heart. The writing is superb, the characters intriguing. I hope this is the first book in a series, with Julia and Garrett getting their own stories. Overall, a must-read.
I received a complimentary e-copy of this book. I was under no obligation to leave a positive review.
#cleanregencyromance
I received a complimentary e-copy of this book. I was under no obligation to leave a positive review.
#cleanregencyromance
February 8, 2026
If there was ever a book that I could literally say had me on an emotional roller coaster, gosh, it was this one. From the meet cute to David's notes, to the yearning and tension, to the sweetest kisses, this was everything and more than I wanted from this story!
When Anna and David met as kids, theirs was a fast friendship, but a friendship that had a lasting impact, especially on David. When Anna and David reunite, their roles have reversed. She is the poor spinster, and he is handsome and rich. Their friendship instantly starts to pick up where it had left off, until David finds himself stepping up as Anna's fake fiancé to scare off a suitor and provide for her. He believes she saved him as a child, and now he wants to save her in return. But as expected, sparks fly and feelings grow. David tries to remain firm in his boundaries with Anna. He was always clear that he could never marry Anna. He has some secrets that he will not divulge even to Anna. But he still wants to make her happy as best he can, even if that is duets, dances, and maybe some stolen kisses. But even as they bring joy into each other's lives, there always is a timeline on their joy. With her inheritance soon coming, she has no need for false relationships. And even if she stays in this one, David has been clear their happiness is temporary!
These two... well... David. Just wow. But also Anna. Thank goodness she could be that light in the darkness for him, and he would be that for her in the future. My goodness, the chemistry! Unreal! I feel like I now need a romance for Julia and Garrett ASAP, and a sneak peek back at these two lovebirds!
I received a complimentary copy. This review reflects my honest opinion.
cw: mentions of past child abuse.
When Anna and David met as kids, theirs was a fast friendship, but a friendship that had a lasting impact, especially on David. When Anna and David reunite, their roles have reversed. She is the poor spinster, and he is handsome and rich. Their friendship instantly starts to pick up where it had left off, until David finds himself stepping up as Anna's fake fiancé to scare off a suitor and provide for her. He believes she saved him as a child, and now he wants to save her in return. But as expected, sparks fly and feelings grow. David tries to remain firm in his boundaries with Anna. He was always clear that he could never marry Anna. He has some secrets that he will not divulge even to Anna. But he still wants to make her happy as best he can, even if that is duets, dances, and maybe some stolen kisses. But even as they bring joy into each other's lives, there always is a timeline on their joy. With her inheritance soon coming, she has no need for false relationships. And even if she stays in this one, David has been clear their happiness is temporary!
These two... well... David. Just wow. But also Anna. Thank goodness she could be that light in the darkness for him, and he would be that for her in the future. My goodness, the chemistry! Unreal! I feel like I now need a romance for Julia and Garrett ASAP, and a sneak peek back at these two lovebirds!
I received a complimentary copy. This review reflects my honest opinion.
cw: mentions of past child abuse.
February 1, 2026
Wow, this one really took me by surprise in the best way! I went in thinking this was going to be just another cute historical romance and it was—for the first half of the book—and then it got super emotional and deep. My heart was just aching at what unfolded.
First of all, this book is just one big yearnfest. So much yearning between both Anna and David. I love how they reconnected and it was like no time had passed at all. The chemistry was just right, and there was also this underlying tension that made me just want to scream. Because it’s so obvious that while Anna gets to the point where she’s all in with David, he is holding something back. And y’all, my heart was not at all prepared.
Learning about David’s childhood broke my heart. The way Anna handled him with such care and understanding was just right. I love how their communication opened up the world for them. The romance stays closed door, but the emotional and sensual tension is so well written that it still feels incredibly intimate. I absolutely ATE IT UP!
Romance: closed door
Thank you to Shadow Mountain for a gifted copy. My thoughts are my own.
First of all, this book is just one big yearnfest. So much yearning between both Anna and David. I love how they reconnected and it was like no time had passed at all. The chemistry was just right, and there was also this underlying tension that made me just want to scream. Because it’s so obvious that while Anna gets to the point where she’s all in with David, he is holding something back. And y’all, my heart was not at all prepared.
Learning about David’s childhood broke my heart. The way Anna handled him with such care and understanding was just right. I love how their communication opened up the world for them. The romance stays closed door, but the emotional and sensual tension is so well written that it still feels incredibly intimate. I absolutely ATE IT UP!
Romance: closed door
Thank you to Shadow Mountain for a gifted copy. My thoughts are my own.
January 31, 2026
Drop everything you are doing and grab a copy of this one!!! Seriously, clear your schedule and dive into this beautiful story! My heart is soaring from it! I COULD NOT PUT IT DOWN!!!! This is definitely one of my unputdownable reads that I have been anticipating since the author announced about it! Allllll the heart eyes!!!! Allllll the stars!!! Seriously one of my favorite reads of the year and going on my favorites shelf!!!
Anna and David will have you smiling and laughing! Especially that first meeting. Then, all of his journal entries about her... Oh My Heart!!! Talk about major swoon and cheering them on through the struggles that are standing in their way.
I want to listen to the audiobook of this one when it releases to be immersed in the story again! If you are a fan of Regency books, this is one that I HIGHLY RECOMMEND you put on your list...at the TOP of your list!!! Trust me!!! You might have a book hangover after it too, just a heads up!
And if you collect book boyfriends, David will be claiming that title!
Content: Clean. Some sweet kisses and nothing further.
I received a copy from the publisher, Shadow Mountain Publishing, via NetGalley. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
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Anna and David will have you smiling and laughing! Especially that first meeting. Then, all of his journal entries about her... Oh My Heart!!! Talk about major swoon and cheering them on through the struggles that are standing in their way.
I want to listen to the audiobook of this one when it releases to be immersed in the story again! If you are a fan of Regency books, this is one that I HIGHLY RECOMMEND you put on your list...at the TOP of your list!!! Trust me!!! You might have a book hangover after it too, just a heads up!
And if you collect book boyfriends, David will be claiming that title!
Content: Clean. Some sweet kisses and nothing further.
I received a copy from the publisher, Shadow Mountain Publishing, via NetGalley. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
Happy Reading!!!
January 11, 2026
Anna and her mother have few options after her father dies. While trying to escape an unwanted betrothal to a cruel man, Anna convinces her mother to return to the town where they spent a happy summer. There she finds David, the not so little anymore boy she befriended that summer. This book is so good! I knew how I wanted it to end, but I wasn’t sure if they could make it happen, and I love stories like that! I hope Esther will write books about David’s siblings as well!
November 6, 2025
Esther Hatch, you are a treasure. This book is so wonderful, and I don't know how I can possibly do it justice in a review, especially without spoilers. But I will try!
After the death of her father, Anna Atwood and her mother struggle to survive and are soon to be left with nowhere to go. In a desperate attempt to find somewhere to live for the next 18 months while they wait for Anna to be able to receive her inheritence, and to escape a despicable suitor, Anna and her mother travel to Breckenridge, a town they visited one summer 8 years ago. It is in Breckenridge that Anna is reunited with David, the young boy she befriended all those years ago. But David is not the shy, sickly, nearly silent shadow she remembers - he is all grown up and is now a confident, handsome man.
The opening scene, and the opening line, are just the way I want to start a book! I was invested in this story immediately, and hated every moment I had to put it down. Despite the dire straits Anna and her mother are in, the rekindling of friendship between Anna and David is so charming and funny. And the swoon! *Happy Sigh*
But make no mistake, this novel is no fluff piece. It takes a turn into some very serious issues, and at times I felt like my heart had been wrung out like a dishrag! The writing is excellent, the characters are intriguing, and I thoroughly enjoyed every moment reading this book. (Although Lord Muphy is so incredibly cruel and vile that it's hard to say I "enjoyed" those scenes.) I loved how snippets of David's journal are included at the beginning of each chapter. And oh, boy, that very first one sure hits differently after you find out about his secret. 💔😭
I suspect this is the first of a series, and that Julia and Garrett will be getting their own stories. I will be extremely disappointed if they don't!!
(I received an advanced digital copy for review purposes from NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing. A positive review was not required.)
After the death of her father, Anna Atwood and her mother struggle to survive and are soon to be left with nowhere to go. In a desperate attempt to find somewhere to live for the next 18 months while they wait for Anna to be able to receive her inheritence, and to escape a despicable suitor, Anna and her mother travel to Breckenridge, a town they visited one summer 8 years ago. It is in Breckenridge that Anna is reunited with David, the young boy she befriended all those years ago. But David is not the shy, sickly, nearly silent shadow she remembers - he is all grown up and is now a confident, handsome man.
The opening scene, and the opening line, are just the way I want to start a book! I was invested in this story immediately, and hated every moment I had to put it down. Despite the dire straits Anna and her mother are in, the rekindling of friendship between Anna and David is so charming and funny. And the swoon! *Happy Sigh*
But make no mistake, this novel is no fluff piece. It takes a turn into some very serious issues, and at times I felt like my heart had been wrung out like a dishrag! The writing is excellent, the characters are intriguing, and I thoroughly enjoyed every moment reading this book. (Although Lord Muphy is so incredibly cruel and vile that it's hard to say I "enjoyed" those scenes.) I loved how snippets of David's journal are included at the beginning of each chapter. And oh, boy, that very first one sure hits differently after you find out about his secret. 💔😭
I suspect this is the first of a series, and that Julia and Garrett will be getting their own stories. I will be extremely disappointed if they don't!!
(I received an advanced digital copy for review purposes from NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing. A positive review was not required.)
October 24, 2025
This is the most tender love story! It really tugs at your heart strings. Both David and Anna are such wonderful characters. You will fall in love with them like I did. To see the way they treated each other and cared about others was beautiful to see.
I’ve always loved the humor and wit in Esther Hatch’s books. This one has it too. The re-meet cute was so great! You will quickly be drawn into their world as you find out more about them little by little.
This book has a more serious tone than most of Esther’s books, but it delivers a beautiful message of hope amid trials and the healing power of love.
I’ve always loved the humor and wit in Esther Hatch’s books. This one has it too. The re-meet cute was so great! You will quickly be drawn into their world as you find out more about them little by little.
This book has a more serious tone than most of Esther’s books, but it delivers a beautiful message of hope amid trials and the healing power of love.
November 13, 2025
I LOVED this book! I’ve become pickier with regency romances but this one hit the spot. I loved the banter, the romance, and the fun this book had in it. Overall a must read!
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December 2, 2025A sweet and gripping tale of childhood friends (and not-quite sweethearts) all grown up and reacquainted, but with painful secrets obscuring their path forward. This was a bit angsty for me, with a truly abhorrent father figure looming in the background that added a lot of tension and distress, but it was definitely a page-turner with main characters that became ever more easy to sympathize with the longer you spent time with them as a reader.
Thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing for this digital arc via Netgalley!
Thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing for this digital arc via Netgalley!
December 29, 2025
Content: no language, kissing only, some violence (mostly off-page, nothing descriptive/gory; physical abuse mentioned, scars seen and discussed)
Genre/tropes: historical romance (Victorian, 1850s), fake engagement/marriage of convenience, he falls first, age gap
My thoughts: I will say, normally I love Esther Hatch books, I’ve reread many of them and a couple are particular favorites of mine (looking at you Lord Bryant), but this one just didn’t land for me. I can’t quite put a finger on it. Parts felt repetitive (both action/plot wise and character arc/reflective thoughts), and honestly I grew bored of Lord Murphy as the (mostly) unseen villain, despite how truly evil he is, and the horrors he put his children through, David especially.
For the age gap—she is two years older than he is, which I feel like is next to nothing, especially for that long ago. (But normally the age gap went in the other direction.) It felt like the pov character, Anna, could not stop thinking about it. As a reader it felt overdone to me. I kept thinking “yes, I get it, let’s please move on.”
While the romantic scenes weren’t my top tier (again, Lord Bryant 😍) I thought they were well done, and I was rooting for them. And just when I thought they were going to work things out, David threw another wrench into the works. I think the scene of the almost kiss (during the musical performance night) might be my favorite. I also really loved the sibling interactions and connections, especially how much they care for and work to protect the others (whether for good or ill themselves).
And the scene at the beginning where Anna is in the tree and David comes up? So good.
Despite this one not being my favorite, I am looking forward to other books in this series, especially for David’s brother, Garrett, who I really hope gets a book. (Provided the current Lord Murphy isn’t around for long in that one 😅)
Genre/tropes: historical romance (Victorian, 1850s), fake engagement/marriage of convenience, he falls first, age gap
My thoughts: I will say, normally I love Esther Hatch books, I’ve reread many of them and a couple are particular favorites of mine (looking at you Lord Bryant), but this one just didn’t land for me. I can’t quite put a finger on it. Parts felt repetitive (both action/plot wise and character arc/reflective thoughts), and honestly I grew bored of Lord Murphy as the (mostly) unseen villain, despite how truly evil he is, and the horrors he put his children through, David especially.
For the age gap—she is two years older than he is, which I feel like is next to nothing, especially for that long ago. (But normally the age gap went in the other direction.) It felt like the pov character, Anna, could not stop thinking about it. As a reader it felt overdone to me. I kept thinking “yes, I get it, let’s please move on.”
While the romantic scenes weren’t my top tier (again, Lord Bryant 😍) I thought they were well done, and I was rooting for them. And just when I thought they were going to work things out, David threw another wrench into the works. I think the scene of the almost kiss (during the musical performance night) might be my favorite. I also really loved the sibling interactions and connections, especially how much they care for and work to protect the others (whether for good or ill themselves).
And the scene at the beginning where Anna is in the tree and David comes up? So good.
Despite this one not being my favorite, I am looking forward to other books in this series, especially for David’s brother, Garrett, who I really hope gets a book. (Provided the current Lord Murphy isn’t around for long in that one 😅)
Review of advance copy received from Author
This story had me holding my breath from the first pages all the way until the end! With an opening chapter that sucked me right in with its sweet peculiarity and every subsequent chapter slowly revealing hidden secrets and unrequited love.
Anna has returned to the small village she spent one summer in many years ago, as she's trying to find a future for herself and her mother. She's fallen on very difficult times and is trying to find employment and housing until she can collect her inheritance.
David lives in the same village and when they met during that one summer, he had proposed to her even though he was too young to be able to do anything about it. But their connection has carried through the years and now that Anna is back, they're drawn to one another again.
I love the moment they find one another in the opening chapter. It's sweet, it's sweetly peculiar with their teasing of one another and awkward in the moments leading up to how Anna will get herself out of her favorite tree. Yes, you'll have to read to find that out!
David couldn't be happier that she has returned and he's determined to do whatever he can to help her. A fake engagement, a fake marriage and so many secrets that Anna is trying to uncover about this boy who has become such a handsome man. But David holds a lot of information back. I knew there was something bad underneath the surface, you can feel it throughout every restrained emotion from David.
These two are powerfully emotional in the development of their love for one another, but they both hesitate to be loved. They both struggle with believing they are worthy of love and they have to fight to have what they desire. It's not an easy road and it's fraught with many obstacles.
This is why I held my breath through the entire book. Those secrets are slowly revealed and it's heartbreaking. But love always triumphs and the end of this one made my heart so happy for them.
Anna has returned to the small village she spent one summer in many years ago, as she's trying to find a future for herself and her mother. She's fallen on very difficult times and is trying to find employment and housing until she can collect her inheritance.
David lives in the same village and when they met during that one summer, he had proposed to her even though he was too young to be able to do anything about it. But their connection has carried through the years and now that Anna is back, they're drawn to one another again.
I love the moment they find one another in the opening chapter. It's sweet, it's sweetly peculiar with their teasing of one another and awkward in the moments leading up to how Anna will get herself out of her favorite tree. Yes, you'll have to read to find that out!
David couldn't be happier that she has returned and he's determined to do whatever he can to help her. A fake engagement, a fake marriage and so many secrets that Anna is trying to uncover about this boy who has become such a handsome man. But David holds a lot of information back. I knew there was something bad underneath the surface, you can feel it throughout every restrained emotion from David.
These two are powerfully emotional in the development of their love for one another, but they both hesitate to be loved. They both struggle with believing they are worthy of love and they have to fight to have what they desire. It's not an easy road and it's fraught with many obstacles.
This is why I held my breath through the entire book. Those secrets are slowly revealed and it's heartbreaking. But love always triumphs and the end of this one made my heart so happy for them.
January 26, 2026
I am OBSESSED!!!!! 🤩 😍 This was the best start to a book I have read in a long time!!! “Are you real?” Oh, I just can’t get over it. I friggin love David. LOVE HIM!!
This book is the perfect balance of all the things I need and love in a book - humor, tension, swoon, heartbreak. I cried two times in this book - and that’s a big deal for me. There is SO much packed into the pages of this book. I just don’t even know if I have all the words because it was incredible. I keep telling my husband how much I loved it, and I don’t know if he’s sick of it yet 😂😂 I was so giddy and happy for so much of the book, David was so sweet and romantic, and loved Anna so much. I want to reread it again already!! 🥹❤️
Also, this is a Single POV but the little quotes at the beginning of the chapter from him were like little drops of sunshine, and I LOVED them!!!!!
Thank you so much to Esther and Shadow Mountain for an advance copy. All gushing is given freely.
TW: child abuse- message me for more detail
This book is the perfect balance of all the things I need and love in a book - humor, tension, swoon, heartbreak. I cried two times in this book - and that’s a big deal for me. There is SO much packed into the pages of this book. I just don’t even know if I have all the words because it was incredible. I keep telling my husband how much I loved it, and I don’t know if he’s sick of it yet 😂😂 I was so giddy and happy for so much of the book, David was so sweet and romantic, and loved Anna so much. I want to reread it again already!! 🥹❤️
Also, this is a Single POV but the little quotes at the beginning of the chapter from him were like little drops of sunshine, and I LOVED them!!!!!
Thank you so much to Esther and Shadow Mountain for an advance copy. All gushing is given freely.
TW: child abuse- message me for more detail
February 7, 2026
Absolutely loved this clean historical romance. I finished it in less than 24 hours and just could not put it down. When David was only 14, he first proposed to Anna she was a bright light and his life that was often filled with torment and sadness. After eight long years, they are finally reunited and David has an opportunity to not only repay the joy she brought to his life, but also to help her when she is in a difficult situation. I loved David and all his shameless flirting. I loved the age difference! You don’t typically see the woman older in historical romance but when you are in your 20’s a two year age gap isn’t so insurmountable. I also love the little snippets from David’s journal at the beginning of the chapters, although this written with a single point of view it was fun to see how much he loved Anna even from such a young age. I would definitely recommend this one and I hope his siblings also get their own stories.
Trigger warning, severe child abuse in the past
Trigger warning, severe child abuse in the past
February 10, 2026
Super hype but the most cartoon ahh villain
October 4, 2025
I was lucky enough to have an early copy of If You’ll Have Me.
I’ve read all of Esther Hatches books and she always entertains me. I love her humor in her books.
Although this book has some sweet banter, the premise is much more serious than I’m used to from one of Esters books. But, the depth and emotional resilience, not to mention the connection between David and Anna, make this one of my favorite books written by her!
“If you’ll have me” has a classic feel. Carefully addressing difficult topics all while weaving a beautiful love story is perfection!
Mark your calendars for February because you’ll want this book as soon as it is released.
I’ve read all of Esther Hatches books and she always entertains me. I love her humor in her books.
Although this book has some sweet banter, the premise is much more serious than I’m used to from one of Esters books. But, the depth and emotional resilience, not to mention the connection between David and Anna, make this one of my favorite books written by her!
“If you’ll have me” has a classic feel. Carefully addressing difficult topics all while weaving a beautiful love story is perfection!
Mark your calendars for February because you’ll want this book as soon as it is released.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
♾️⭐
Did I just read my new favorite regency romance!!!!?
The amount of butterflies I experienced while reading this book is unmatched
This is truly a masterpiece! There is the sweetest second chance romance, hands down the most perfect MMC I've ever read, tragedy, darkness, and a love that overcomes it all.
The yearing in this book is torture, and I loved every single second.
We follow Anna who is scrambling to find a solution to her and her mother's predicament. They seek out help of her late father's friends, but it has a time limit. She needs to either marry or wait until she turns twenty seven to receive her inheritance.
David is a man who knew Anna for a summer when she came to visit and who left a deep imprint on him. He has secrets and past hurts, but he is kind and wants to help Anna.
I think I was swept away by the yearning. This story isn't straight forward there are deep hurts and scars that are carried by many of the characters. The resilience and the desire to find and maintain happiness was so inspiring. I truly haven't been moved to tears by a story in a while and this one moved me. The characters were so brave and I just enjoyed this book immensely.
remarks •
no spice - just kisses
no language
TW - bodily harm, toxic abusive parent, injury
Thank you netgalley, shadow mountain, and esther hatch for the arc. All opinions expressed are my own.
Favorite things:
Tree meeting
The engagement list
Dancing in the snow
Julia climbing
Sweeping the roof
"hot cross buns"
Hallway kiss
Scar kisses
Julia facing her father
Anna watching David work
Favorite quotes: (basically the whole book)
An old, blind man would have been the perfect person to catch me. But no, I was graced with a man, perhaps twenty, who would cause a stir if he entered a ballroom.
“Matters of the heart are not bound by the years we’ve lived on the earth. As you must know, seeing as you’ve pursued a woman half your age.”
“Your daughter was a ray of light in an otherwise very dark childhood.”
“I couldn’t allow that light to leave without at least asking for her to become a permanent part of my future.
“I’ve never met anyone more alive than you. Do not underestimate how much your brilliant light affected me back then. I want that back in my life, not just for me but for Julia as well.”
“I am relieved to hear that. All of it. You, on the other hand, haven’t changed at all. I should have known that when I finally saw you again, it would be in that tree, looking more beautiful and as wild as you ever were at seventeen.”
“I think,” he said, “you underestimate how little it would take to convince everyone of my strong feelings.
“Let me be the one to do something for your sake this time. Give me a chance to return a small portion of what you gave me. I promise it won’t be unfair to me.”
“That door is going to open, and I’m going to start on your list of what an engagement should look like. Trust me, it is going to be very easy to make our friends and family believe I want to marry you.”
Blast. Why did the sunlight have to shine through the doorway, lighting him up from behind as though he were some young lord dashing in to save a damsel in distress? Moonlight and sunlight— they were going to be the death of me.
“You are the last person who should feel the need to say that to me. From the first moment we met, you helped me.”
“But some things are probably worth hurting for.”
“The point is, I wouldn’t be sad for the climb, even if I fell. Even if I were in pain for days afterward.”
“There is something satisfying about watching men perform physical labor, isn’t there?”
How would I go back to living my life on solid ground after he’d made me feel the heat of the sun and the wind on my face that only came from climbing to the treetops?
I forced my grip on his lapel to relax, took a slow, steadying breath, and drew a picture in my mind of what the two of us must look like. I traced the lines of us tucked together in a darkened corridor, his hands on my face, and my lips brushing over his, marking the parts of my gown that pressed against him, putting to memory this stolen moment. I folded the picture and tucked it safely into my soul, a memory to unwrap whenever I wished. Then I pulled away.
“I convinced everyone the moment they walked into the drawing room and found you in my arms. That list has never been about anyone else but us, and I want to finish it.”
No one but David would ever be enough.
“You taught me what happiness was, Anna. Anytime I’m happy, it makes me thankful for you.”
“Blue has always brought out the fire in those stormy walnut eyes of yours.”
“If I mentioned the way your eyes like to devour him while he is working during dinner tonight, I wonder what David would say.”
“I think you know you’re doing it right, David. Carry on. Your wife is enjoying the exhibition.”
“My marriage with Anna has only given me joy and has cost me nothing. Thus far, it has been the happiest time of my life.”
“I was very selfish at fourteen. I found you, and I wanted to keep you. You were the buried treasure I happened upon in the sand, and I wasn’t about to share you with the world.”
“I don’t want to live my life without you. Not if you love me.
You are everything I’ve ever wanted and the one thing I can never have.”
“We don’t have to see our future to believe in it. That is exactly what hope is— not knowing but believing anyway.”
“Our happiness will forever be entwined. In gaining your own happiness, you would also be granting mine.”
“You brought light into my life because you were braver than anyone I’d ever met. You left songs in your wake, even though everyone who heard them knew you couldn’t sing.”
You taught me to live when all I’d been doing up until that point was hiding.
No one has ever touched my heart like you did then, and no one has ever come close to owning it like you do now. If you’ll have me, Anna, I will always be yours.”
Did I just read my new favorite regency romance!!!!?
The amount of butterflies I experienced while reading this book is unmatched
This is truly a masterpiece! There is the sweetest second chance romance, hands down the most perfect MMC I've ever read, tragedy, darkness, and a love that overcomes it all.
The yearing in this book is torture, and I loved every single second.
We follow Anna who is scrambling to find a solution to her and her mother's predicament. They seek out help of her late father's friends, but it has a time limit. She needs to either marry or wait until she turns twenty seven to receive her inheritance.
David is a man who knew Anna for a summer when she came to visit and who left a deep imprint on him. He has secrets and past hurts, but he is kind and wants to help Anna.
I think I was swept away by the yearning. This story isn't straight forward there are deep hurts and scars that are carried by many of the characters. The resilience and the desire to find and maintain happiness was so inspiring. I truly haven't been moved to tears by a story in a while and this one moved me. The characters were so brave and I just enjoyed this book immensely.
remarks •
no spice - just kisses
no language
TW - bodily harm, toxic abusive parent, injury
Thank you netgalley, shadow mountain, and esther hatch for the arc. All opinions expressed are my own.
Favorite things:
Tree meeting
The engagement list
Dancing in the snow
Julia climbing
Sweeping the roof
"hot cross buns"
Hallway kiss
Scar kisses
Julia facing her father
Anna watching David work
Favorite quotes: (basically the whole book)
An old, blind man would have been the perfect person to catch me. But no, I was graced with a man, perhaps twenty, who would cause a stir if he entered a ballroom.
“Matters of the heart are not bound by the years we’ve lived on the earth. As you must know, seeing as you’ve pursued a woman half your age.”
“Your daughter was a ray of light in an otherwise very dark childhood.”
“I couldn’t allow that light to leave without at least asking for her to become a permanent part of my future.
“I’ve never met anyone more alive than you. Do not underestimate how much your brilliant light affected me back then. I want that back in my life, not just for me but for Julia as well.”
“I am relieved to hear that. All of it. You, on the other hand, haven’t changed at all. I should have known that when I finally saw you again, it would be in that tree, looking more beautiful and as wild as you ever were at seventeen.”
“I think,” he said, “you underestimate how little it would take to convince everyone of my strong feelings.
“Let me be the one to do something for your sake this time. Give me a chance to return a small portion of what you gave me. I promise it won’t be unfair to me.”
“That door is going to open, and I’m going to start on your list of what an engagement should look like. Trust me, it is going to be very easy to make our friends and family believe I want to marry you.”
Blast. Why did the sunlight have to shine through the doorway, lighting him up from behind as though he were some young lord dashing in to save a damsel in distress? Moonlight and sunlight— they were going to be the death of me.
“You are the last person who should feel the need to say that to me. From the first moment we met, you helped me.”
“But some things are probably worth hurting for.”
“The point is, I wouldn’t be sad for the climb, even if I fell. Even if I were in pain for days afterward.”
“There is something satisfying about watching men perform physical labor, isn’t there?”
How would I go back to living my life on solid ground after he’d made me feel the heat of the sun and the wind on my face that only came from climbing to the treetops?
I forced my grip on his lapel to relax, took a slow, steadying breath, and drew a picture in my mind of what the two of us must look like. I traced the lines of us tucked together in a darkened corridor, his hands on my face, and my lips brushing over his, marking the parts of my gown that pressed against him, putting to memory this stolen moment. I folded the picture and tucked it safely into my soul, a memory to unwrap whenever I wished. Then I pulled away.
“I convinced everyone the moment they walked into the drawing room and found you in my arms. That list has never been about anyone else but us, and I want to finish it.”
No one but David would ever be enough.
“You taught me what happiness was, Anna. Anytime I’m happy, it makes me thankful for you.”
“Blue has always brought out the fire in those stormy walnut eyes of yours.”
“If I mentioned the way your eyes like to devour him while he is working during dinner tonight, I wonder what David would say.”
“I think you know you’re doing it right, David. Carry on. Your wife is enjoying the exhibition.”
“My marriage with Anna has only given me joy and has cost me nothing. Thus far, it has been the happiest time of my life.”
“I was very selfish at fourteen. I found you, and I wanted to keep you. You were the buried treasure I happened upon in the sand, and I wasn’t about to share you with the world.”
“I don’t want to live my life without you. Not if you love me.
You are everything I’ve ever wanted and the one thing I can never have.”
“We don’t have to see our future to believe in it. That is exactly what hope is— not knowing but believing anyway.”
“Our happiness will forever be entwined. In gaining your own happiness, you would also be granting mine.”
“You brought light into my life because you were braver than anyone I’d ever met. You left songs in your wake, even though everyone who heard them knew you couldn’t sing.”
You taught me to live when all I’d been doing up until that point was hiding.
No one has ever touched my heart like you did then, and no one has ever come close to owning it like you do now. If you’ll have me, Anna, I will always be yours.”
February 11, 2026
4.5 🌟
Sweet sweet summer child. 🥺🥺🥺
This is such a bittersweet story. Beautiful in its earnestness and deep emotions yet grief stricken in its motives.
It is so sad that more often than not, the books that latch onto the tendrils of your heart are usually centered on grief, violence, cruelty and vulnerability.
David, a beautiful soul who has been horrifically abused and tortured by his dad till the age of 15, met Anna the summer he was 14. A summer when life gave him a glimpse of hope and a shot at happiness. Anna at the time was 17 years old. Now bare with me, I totally understand why the author chose an MFC who was slightly older than the MMC. In my humble opinion, if Anna was younger than her 17 years or closer to David's age, she wouldn't have been able to impact him with her kindness, her free spirit and her ability to bring a smile to every person she met. She would have been a child herself and her influence would have been more muted. So you see, I care not for the reverse age gap as it is barely 3 years.
What I did mind however, was the author's constant mention of David's tender age when he first met Anna and Anna's comparison between the boy she met at the age of 14 and the young dashing man she meets 8 years after. She was always remembering him as a young boy and trying to reacquaint herself with him being the same person. She often referred to herself as too old, or too unfortunate to be anyone's wife when she's only 25. The age difference was a bit exaggerated in the book and made us readers a bit uncomfortable and annoyed at the recurrent mention of it. When in reality, it wasn't that big of a deal.
Other than that, the book is absolutely beautiful. I couldn't put it down. I wish it weren't a standalone though and that we would actually have Garett's and Julia's books as well (David's siblings).
I wish his dad actually got his comeuppance but as usually villains do, he got away with it. I hated him with a passion and I wish the author wrote a different ending to such a vile man.
"...I'm not afraid of being poor. I'm only afraid of losing you." David took in a slow. shaky breath. Walked back to the door, and rested his forehead on it. "This is torture."
I pushed myself off the bed and came up behind him, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Then make it stop."
He heaved a deep sigh and turned around to face me. "That's what I'm trying to do. Living with you has been excruciating. My wife sleeps across the corridor from me every night. I can hear you when you walk past my room. You've kissed me exactly twice since we've been married, and I held you once through the night. All three of those moments repeat in my mind whenever I'm not forcing myself to keep busy. You've laughed with Julia and built something beautiful here, in the wreck of a home I despised growing up. You are everything I've ever wanted and the one thing I can never have." His voice hitched, and I could see the pain written all over his face. "At some point, the torture has to stop, doesn't it? I can't be tortured forever. Not if I want to remain sane."
_____________________________________
"Do you think you were always happy that summer?"
I sniffed. Isn't that what he'd said? "I don't know. I thought that was how you remembered me. I've been trying so hard to live up to who I was then, but I simply can't do it. Not right now."
"No. Anna, no.' He placed a kiss just below each of my eyes, letting my tears stain his lips. "You brought light into my life because you were braver than anyone I'd ever met. You left songs in your wake, even though everyone who heard them knew you couldn't sing." His thumb finished the job of drying my cheeks. "You had the audacity to knock on the doors of some of the gruffest of my father's tenants, leaving them baskets filled with foods like fairy cakes and berries. You held Charlotte as she panted her last breaths. You taught me to live when all I'd been doing up until that point was hiding. I'm in awe that a woman who lived her life like that could love me. And I'm grateful." His voice faltered for the briefest moment before he continued. "I'm so overwhelmingly grateful you do because I don't think anyone else would be brave enough to see my world and then plead to be let in it."
2026 Bingo Challenge 🥳
#50 Bittersweet romance
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Sweet sweet summer child. 🥺🥺🥺
This is such a bittersweet story. Beautiful in its earnestness and deep emotions yet grief stricken in its motives.
It is so sad that more often than not, the books that latch onto the tendrils of your heart are usually centered on grief, violence, cruelty and vulnerability.
David, a beautiful soul who has been horrifically abused and tortured by his dad till the age of 15, met Anna the summer he was 14. A summer when life gave him a glimpse of hope and a shot at happiness. Anna at the time was 17 years old. Now bare with me, I totally understand why the author chose an MFC who was slightly older than the MMC. In my humble opinion, if Anna was younger than her 17 years or closer to David's age, she wouldn't have been able to impact him with her kindness, her free spirit and her ability to bring a smile to every person she met. She would have been a child herself and her influence would have been more muted. So you see, I care not for the reverse age gap as it is barely 3 years.
What I did mind however, was the author's constant mention of David's tender age when he first met Anna and Anna's comparison between the boy she met at the age of 14 and the young dashing man she meets 8 years after. She was always remembering him as a young boy and trying to reacquaint herself with him being the same person. She often referred to herself as too old, or too unfortunate to be anyone's wife when she's only 25. The age difference was a bit exaggerated in the book and made us readers a bit uncomfortable and annoyed at the recurrent mention of it. When in reality, it wasn't that big of a deal.
Other than that, the book is absolutely beautiful. I couldn't put it down. I wish it weren't a standalone though and that we would actually have Garett's and Julia's books as well (David's siblings).
I wish his dad actually got his comeuppance but as usually villains do, he got away with it. I hated him with a passion and I wish the author wrote a different ending to such a vile man.
"...I'm not afraid of being poor. I'm only afraid of losing you." David took in a slow. shaky breath. Walked back to the door, and rested his forehead on it. "This is torture."
I pushed myself off the bed and came up behind him, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Then make it stop."
He heaved a deep sigh and turned around to face me. "That's what I'm trying to do. Living with you has been excruciating. My wife sleeps across the corridor from me every night. I can hear you when you walk past my room. You've kissed me exactly twice since we've been married, and I held you once through the night. All three of those moments repeat in my mind whenever I'm not forcing myself to keep busy. You've laughed with Julia and built something beautiful here, in the wreck of a home I despised growing up. You are everything I've ever wanted and the one thing I can never have." His voice hitched, and I could see the pain written all over his face. "At some point, the torture has to stop, doesn't it? I can't be tortured forever. Not if I want to remain sane."
_____________________________________
"Do you think you were always happy that summer?"
I sniffed. Isn't that what he'd said? "I don't know. I thought that was how you remembered me. I've been trying so hard to live up to who I was then, but I simply can't do it. Not right now."
"No. Anna, no.' He placed a kiss just below each of my eyes, letting my tears stain his lips. "You brought light into my life because you were braver than anyone I'd ever met. You left songs in your wake, even though everyone who heard them knew you couldn't sing." His thumb finished the job of drying my cheeks. "You had the audacity to knock on the doors of some of the gruffest of my father's tenants, leaving them baskets filled with foods like fairy cakes and berries. You held Charlotte as she panted her last breaths. You taught me to live when all I'd been doing up until that point was hiding. I'm in awe that a woman who lived her life like that could love me. And I'm grateful." His voice faltered for the briefest moment before he continued. "I'm so overwhelmingly grateful you do because I don't think anyone else would be brave enough to see my world and then plead to be let in it."
2026 Bingo Challenge 🥳
#50 Bittersweet romance
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47|🟣|17|63|25|04|🟣|30|
08|26|55|33|64|16|08|44|
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February 3, 2026
Esther Hatch is an auto-read author for me. I have loved every book I've read by her. And this one was no different.
Anna and her mother are in trouble. Her father passed and her relations have decided that they will no longer support Anna and her mother. But they just need a little over a year for Anna to be able to access her inheritance. Anna convinces her mother to return to Breckenridge where they spent one summer when Anna was seventeen. Some friends they made have a cottage that Anna and her mother can stay at, but only for two weeks because they have already rented it. Anna's only other option is to marry a man who is twice her age and as sleazy as they come.
However, their first day back, Anna runs into David who used to follow Anna around that summer. David is three years younger than Anna which isn't typical in historical fiction. David kept his family a secret from Anna back then. His father is Lord Murphy and is quite abusive. As adults, David and his sister Julia are mostly left alone at the family's country estate due to the sacrifice of their older brother, Griffin. David has been in love with Anna since he was fourteen. He had no idea if he would ever see her again though.
When the awful man pursuing Anna's hand shows up to a dinner, David takes matters into his own hands and declares that Anna can't marry Mr. Green because she is engaged to him. The two intend to call off their engagement in time because David has no plans to ever marry. This was a little confusing to me. He was obviously enamored with Anna from the start. So why go through so much trouble to "enjoy their engagement" when that would only leave him with the inevitable broken heart in the end. Yet I suppose he was just so thankful to get to have these moments with Anna that he never dreamed he would actually get.
The aspects involving Lord Murphy felt alittle unrealistic. A little too dramatic. But real life can definitely be stranger than fiction.And I appreciated this book touching on the idea of a member of the peerage being abusive. Obviously, that part could have been real.
Anna and David were such a great couple. And my heart broke for David and his siblings. I am interested to see if Esther Hatch will pursue stories for the side characters, Julia especially, but Griffin also.
Favorite quotes:
If You'll Have Me is a semi-marriage of convenience--which is one of my favorite tropes. I rooted for Anna and David. I really liked that Anna was the one to be vulnerable first. As someone who was terrified of that in my life, I can respect it in others. If You'll Have Me gets 4 Stars. Have you read If You'll Have Me? What did you think? Let me know!
Anna and her mother are in trouble. Her father passed and her relations have decided that they will no longer support Anna and her mother. But they just need a little over a year for Anna to be able to access her inheritance. Anna convinces her mother to return to Breckenridge where they spent one summer when Anna was seventeen. Some friends they made have a cottage that Anna and her mother can stay at, but only for two weeks because they have already rented it. Anna's only other option is to marry a man who is twice her age and as sleazy as they come.
However, their first day back, Anna runs into David who used to follow Anna around that summer. David is three years younger than Anna which isn't typical in historical fiction. David kept his family a secret from Anna back then. His father is Lord Murphy and is quite abusive. As adults, David and his sister Julia are mostly left alone at the family's country estate due to the sacrifice of their older brother, Griffin. David has been in love with Anna since he was fourteen. He had no idea if he would ever see her again though.
When the awful man pursuing Anna's hand shows up to a dinner, David takes matters into his own hands and declares that Anna can't marry Mr. Green because she is engaged to him. The two intend to call off their engagement in time because David has no plans to ever marry. This was a little confusing to me. He was obviously enamored with Anna from the start. So why go through so much trouble to "enjoy their engagement" when that would only leave him with the inevitable broken heart in the end. Yet I suppose he was just so thankful to get to have these moments with Anna that he never dreamed he would actually get.
The aspects involving Lord Murphy felt alittle unrealistic. A little too dramatic. But real life can definitely be stranger than fiction.And I appreciated this book touching on the idea of a member of the peerage being abusive. Obviously, that part could have been real.
Anna and David were such a great couple. And my heart broke for David and his siblings. I am interested to see if Esther Hatch will pursue stories for the side characters, Julia especially, but Griffin also.
Favorite quotes:
-"You see, if I were to fall from this branch right now—” I grabbed her arm. “Please don’t. David would be extremely disappointed in me if I allowed that.” “But if it were to happen—” I tightened my hold. “It won’t.” She narrowed one eye at me as if she simply wanted to finish her sentence. “The point is, I wouldn’t be sad for the climb, even if I fell. Even if I were in pain for days afterward.” ... “Here’s to the climb, then.”
-I’d thought losing my father had been excruciating, but having a father like mine— even if I’d had to lose him— had made my life a paradise compared to David’s.
If You'll Have Me is a semi-marriage of convenience--which is one of my favorite tropes. I rooted for Anna and David. I really liked that Anna was the one to be vulnerable first. As someone who was terrified of that in my life, I can respect it in others. If You'll Have Me gets 4 Stars. Have you read If You'll Have Me? What did you think? Let me know!
January 31, 2026
“Sometimes in life, you need one person who sees you better than you see yourself. One person to hold you up. One person to love you. One fervent light in an otherwise dark world by which you can find your way.”
Wowza. This one will get you right in the feels! If you want a super fluffy, lighthearted novel where everything is sunshine and roses, this is not the book for you. But if you are wanting something deep and raw, heart wrenching and achingly beautiful, then definitely pick this one up! At first you think David is the one saving Anna, but by the end of the book you realize they both saved each other. Like a true partnership, each gives and takes and helps each other through the worst.
Not gonna lie, I was getting a little frustrated with David at the onset of their relationship (hello single point of view) but you’ll definitely want to stick with it. The intrigue on why David insists things be the way they are is what kept driving me to turn the pages. I needed to know! And as a word of warning, you should probably have some tissues ready. David’s life will break your heart. I would’ve done exactly what Anna did.
When they say reading gives you more empathy, and your body feels the feelings the characters do, this is the book they were talking about! Be kind to everyone. You never know who is going to need the sunshine of your smile, so give it out to everyone!
Content: kissing, removal of David’s shirt, parental ab*se
Wowza. This one will get you right in the feels! If you want a super fluffy, lighthearted novel where everything is sunshine and roses, this is not the book for you. But if you are wanting something deep and raw, heart wrenching and achingly beautiful, then definitely pick this one up! At first you think David is the one saving Anna, but by the end of the book you realize they both saved each other. Like a true partnership, each gives and takes and helps each other through the worst.
Not gonna lie, I was getting a little frustrated with David at the onset of their relationship (hello single point of view) but you’ll definitely want to stick with it. The intrigue on why David insists things be the way they are is what kept driving me to turn the pages. I needed to know! And as a word of warning, you should probably have some tissues ready. David’s life will break your heart. I would’ve done exactly what Anna did.
When they say reading gives you more empathy, and your body feels the feelings the characters do, this is the book they were talking about! Be kind to everyone. You never know who is going to need the sunshine of your smile, so give it out to everyone!
Content: kissing, removal of David’s shirt, parental ab*se
February 9, 2026
Wow, this book. Just exceptional.
There are many parts that made me laugh out loud (the duet!) and many more that put a grin on my face. There are also parts that broke my heart and made me ache for the characters. There are light moments (especially in the first half), but this is far from a light book. It is filled with hurt and hope, chains and freedom, and a bright light in darkness.
Having just finished I want to read it again. I loved David in the beginning, and his open reverence and adoration for Anna made me smile… but now, after knowing it all, I think it would be far more impactful. It’s truly a beautiful story, and the character growth is touching. Watching Anna rediscover herself, watching David and Julia come to life… And the Tate sibling bond.
This book has it all, and I highly recommend it.
Content:
There is no foul language. There is no sex, on page or before wedlock. There is violence and severe child abuse (in the past), but it’s not graphic or excessive. The romance is limited to lightly descriptive kisses. There is no mention of faith or God.
Trigger warning - severe physical and emotional child abuse
1st person single POV
There are many parts that made me laugh out loud (the duet!) and many more that put a grin on my face. There are also parts that broke my heart and made me ache for the characters. There are light moments (especially in the first half), but this is far from a light book. It is filled with hurt and hope, chains and freedom, and a bright light in darkness.
Having just finished I want to read it again. I loved David in the beginning, and his open reverence and adoration for Anna made me smile… but now, after knowing it all, I think it would be far more impactful. It’s truly a beautiful story, and the character growth is touching. Watching Anna rediscover herself, watching David and Julia come to life… And the Tate sibling bond.
This book has it all, and I highly recommend it.
Content:
There is no foul language. There is no sex, on page or before wedlock. There is violence and severe child abuse (in the past), but it’s not graphic or excessive. The romance is limited to lightly descriptive kisses. There is no mention of faith or God.
Trigger warning - severe physical and emotional child abuse
1st person single POV
February 3, 2026
4.5⭐️ ARC Review: Regency romance books are literally the best books. I truly loved this. Such a tender and sweet romance.
David being the sweetest and most tender loving MMC was the best part of this book. He was so cute. His obvious affections for Anna were so endearing. I love a man who isn’t afraid to show how he feels. He deserved all the happiness for what he had to endure growing up. His back story is quite traumatic, so be aware of that going into this. He has a horrible father who I hate.
I don’t have a huge connection with Anna but I liked her. I didn’t love how she kept referencing that she was much too old for him. But other than that she was a great character. I loved them together and their very sweet romance.
There were a few unexpected things that happened with the plot that I was pleasantly surprised about. Definite spoilers, so I won’t say anything further, but I was very happy with where their story went.
Not sure how I feel about the ending though. Kind of took a turn for the worse unfortunately for me, which is why it isn’t a full 5 stars. It had nothing to do with David and Anna’s happiness though. But other than that, this book was pretty close to perfection.
I am excited to see where David’s two sibling’s romances go. Or at least I hope those stories will be written. Especially his brother’s. He intrigued me.
*Thank you to Shadow Mountain Publishing and the author for the complimentary copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
Read if you enjoy:
- Fake engagement
- Childhood friends to lovers
- Single POV
- Adorable meet-cute
- Clean romance
Content💋:
- Kisses only
- No language
David being the sweetest and most tender loving MMC was the best part of this book. He was so cute. His obvious affections for Anna were so endearing. I love a man who isn’t afraid to show how he feels. He deserved all the happiness for what he had to endure growing up. His back story is quite traumatic, so be aware of that going into this. He has a horrible father who I hate.
I don’t have a huge connection with Anna but I liked her. I didn’t love how she kept referencing that she was much too old for him. But other than that she was a great character. I loved them together and their very sweet romance.
There were a few unexpected things that happened with the plot that I was pleasantly surprised about. Definite spoilers, so I won’t say anything further, but I was very happy with where their story went.
Not sure how I feel about the ending though. Kind of took a turn for the worse unfortunately for me, which is why it isn’t a full 5 stars. It had nothing to do with David and Anna’s happiness though. But other than that, this book was pretty close to perfection.
I am excited to see where David’s two sibling’s romances go. Or at least I hope those stories will be written. Especially his brother’s. He intrigued me.
*Thank you to Shadow Mountain Publishing and the author for the complimentary copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
Read if you enjoy:
- Fake engagement
- Childhood friends to lovers
- Single POV
- Adorable meet-cute
- Clean romance
Content💋:
- Kisses only
- No language
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February 5, 20263.5 ⭐️
I’ve read three books by Esther and this was my fourth! Her writing and characters are always captivating. This book definitely felt darker with its undertones and the looming threat of Lord Murphy. And when we finally meet the man, yikes.
I appreciated how the story unfolded and the closure the characters received at the end. Though parts of me feel unsettled since the villain is still at large.
I’m curious what future installments of this series will look like.
As for characters, I love Julia and Garrett, and I found myself rooting for David and Anna the more I got to know them. This story was a beautiful depiction of what selfless love looks like.
Well done, Esther!
Content:
No language
Some kisses
Domestic violence (not sexual — father to son, off page but it’s just so sad. As a parent, it makes my stomach curdle) so if you’re sensitive to physical abuse (only mentioned off page) just be prepared
I’ve read three books by Esther and this was my fourth! Her writing and characters are always captivating. This book definitely felt darker with its undertones and the looming threat of Lord Murphy. And when we finally meet the man, yikes.
I appreciated how the story unfolded and the closure the characters received at the end. Though parts of me feel unsettled since the villain is still at large.
I’m curious what future installments of this series will look like.
As for characters, I love Julia and Garrett, and I found myself rooting for David and Anna the more I got to know them. This story was a beautiful depiction of what selfless love looks like.
Well done, Esther!
Content:
No language
Some kisses
Domestic violence (not sexual — father to son, off page but it’s just so sad. As a parent, it makes my stomach curdle) so if you’re sensitive to physical abuse (only mentioned off page) just be prepared
February 6, 2026
Oh my goodness this story was so wonderful on so many levels. A new top tier favorite historical romance.
Childhood friends -> engagement of convenience.
From page one, I was hooked. David & Anna had me immediately invested and rooting for them.
Gorgeous settings!
Trauma and yearning!
He falls first!
Hurt & comfort!
This was a deeply emotional and beautiful book. Now that my tears have dried from those last several chapters, it’s time to go look up all of Esther Hatch’s backlist.
PS: I’d like to formally request books for David’s siblings! I need more of all of this.
Thank you to Shadow Mountain & Proper Romance for the chance to review an ARC.
Childhood friends -> engagement of convenience.
From page one, I was hooked. David & Anna had me immediately invested and rooting for them.
Gorgeous settings!
Trauma and yearning!
He falls first!
Hurt & comfort!
This was a deeply emotional and beautiful book. Now that my tears have dried from those last several chapters, it’s time to go look up all of Esther Hatch’s backlist.
PS: I’d like to formally request books for David’s siblings! I need more of all of this.
Thank you to Shadow Mountain & Proper Romance for the chance to review an ARC.
February 5, 2026
I absolutely devoured this book and I read it in less than 24 hours. The story is absolutely perfect! It has real depth. I laughed, cried and felt deeply connected to each of the characters by the end. I was a little disappointed to see it wasn’t written in duel POV, and yet I was not left wanting about anyone’s feelings or thoughts. It is truly beautifully written! I look forward to reading it again soon.
November 22, 2025
#IfYoullHaveMe #NetGalley
I've read all of Esther Hatch's previous books and really enjoyed them. If You'll Have Me, had a darker tragic tone that I wasn't expecting. Two lives each with with hard things to deal with death, poverty, neglect and abuse. I almost stopped reading at one point but plowed my way through.
I've read all of Esther Hatch's previous books and really enjoyed them. If You'll Have Me, had a darker tragic tone that I wasn't expecting. Two lives each with with hard things to deal with death, poverty, neglect and abuse. I almost stopped reading at one point but plowed my way through.
February 3, 2026
ARC REVIEW🩵✨
OH MY WORD THIS BOOK!! From the first CHAPTER I fell in love with the two MCs, David and Anna I love so so much😭🩵
The TENSION AND BANTER WERE EVERYTHING!! This book also has some of most vulnerable scenes I’ve read & they have been living rent free in my head since I’ve finished✨
The PLOT TWISTS IN THIS BOOK HAD MY MIND BLOWN!! & Esther Hatch’s writing is literally SO addicting!! EVERYONE GET READY FOR FEBRUARY 3RD, YALL ARE GONNA WANT TO GET THIS ONE ASAP!! THANK YOU to Netgalley, Shadow Mountain Publishing, & Proper Romances for the e-ARC!🩵🩵
OH MY WORD THIS BOOK!! From the first CHAPTER I fell in love with the two MCs, David and Anna I love so so much😭🩵
The TENSION AND BANTER WERE EVERYTHING!! This book also has some of most vulnerable scenes I’ve read & they have been living rent free in my head since I’ve finished✨
The PLOT TWISTS IN THIS BOOK HAD MY MIND BLOWN!! & Esther Hatch’s writing is literally SO addicting!! EVERYONE GET READY FOR FEBRUARY 3RD, YALL ARE GONNA WANT TO GET THIS ONE ASAP!! THANK YOU to Netgalley, Shadow Mountain Publishing, & Proper Romances for the e-ARC!🩵🩵
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