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515 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 24, 2024
I couldn’t have a lifetime, but I could have this moment.
There is no shame in turning on those who turn from you.
"I want you on my arm tonight. I want you on my arm every night."
"I'm all by myself."
"You're with me."
Just because you made him change does not mean he changed for you.
“Oh, my brilliant, bright, darling little Hazel.”
“There’s not much candle left, is there?”
“No, and there’s so much I need to—”
“There’s nothing you need to do, nothing that needs to be said. I had the life I did not in spite of but because of you, because you thought me special enough to fight for, because you loved me.”
“Love,” he corrected. “Never past tense. Always present.”
A wish was nothing but a hopeful regret, and here, at the end of my life, I had none.
”when i was little…when you didn’t come for all those years, i thought it was because you realized you’d make a mistake.”
“all those years…did it truly feel so long?”
“merrick, i’d been waiting my whole life for you.”
god, this book truly has one of the most fascinating father-daughter dynamics i’ve ever read in books. it actually pains me to give this book a one-star rating because i actually enjoyed it. the writing, the world building—all of them were stellar.
unfortunately, we have hazel, the boo boo clown to blame for the low rating. i’m sorry but imagine having 3 long lives ahead of you, but you give one up to save a king—someone of privilege, someone who thought you weren’t even good enough to lick the dirt on his feet, someone you damn well knew would continuously hurt people, just because you didn’t have the heart to tell his daughter that his father was dead? i can’t imagine licking the ass of a rich person like that.
i tried so hard to be understanding of her thought process but it was insanity. she was incredibly stupid and just as foolish as her huntsman father. i would understand it if she hadn’t had the same experience with her ex, but she had. literally, this wasn’t your first rodeo, kid. you should have known better. even if you were scared of the ghosts haunting you—girl? you have the god of death at your feet, ask him to help you. use your words??
it’s for that same reason that i couldn’t find it in me to feel sorry for her when the consequences of her actions bit her in the ass afterwards. she practically asked for it. like, you jeopardized your relationship with your godfather for that? oh my god i couldn’t believe my eyes.