I loved this book, but need a minute to process it before reviewing. 😅
It took a few days, but I think I've finally recovered from reading Songbird of the Sorrows enough to articulate my thoughts and feelings. Here's my spoiler free review.
Including a map is always a great thing for me in fantasy books. And Braidee went so far as to include a pronunciation guide in the beginning, which I found super helpful and referred back to many times.
World building was great! I felt like I was there with the FMC, fully experiencing the world the author created. Lots of colorful details pulling in all of your senses (but not so many details that it was overwhelming and/or convoluted).
Prose was excellent. Flowed beautifully enough that I'm surprised that this is her debut novel. At times her writing feels poetic, or even lyrical. You know how some authors throw in huge, super uncommon words, but it feels contrived (I detest when they do this)? Braidee Otto does *not* do that. There are some bigger, less common words, but none that I would expect most readers w¹ouldn't know the meaning of. Use of metaphors was excellent, not too much and not too little.
Plot was great. A network of spies trained by their government (songbirds) from a young age. Most (maybe all, I can't recall right off) of those spies being unwanted, abandoned, or orphaned kids. All too often, yes even in 2024, kids that fit that category are labeled as "damaged" and/or "broken," but Braidee Otto did the opposite. I was an unwanted child who grew up in foster care, so Braidee doing this - it's been days and I still haven't been able to formulate the proper words.
Pacing was good. The first 20% felt a bit slow to me, but I'm 99.9% sure that's on me for starting an ebook when I have a lot of IRL stuff going on lol. I kept picking it up to only be able to read a page, or at times, only a sentence. Which meant I didn't have time to actually get into it. That's on me, but with a cover and blurb like that, who can really blame me for being unable to wait? 😅
Since I'm pretty confident the pacing for the first 20% is my own fault, I'm not taking away points for that. Past that point, the story goes quickly with small pockets to take a breath in spaced well. The author sets the scene, and then it's like a freight train barreling down the tracks.
I love that the FMC is strong (mentally and physically) and doesn't just wait around for a man to save her, or even help her. She gets shit done.
The mental health rep was great! Especially one character who deals with what sounds like PTSD, anxiety, and panic attacks. As someone who is diagnosed with all 3, I felt the rep was well done.
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I love that Braidee didn't use foods to describe the various skin tones, and it felt inclusive of the full ethnicity gamut.
I would say it leaned a bit more on plot development than character. This is neither a pro nor a con, just my opinion.
The characters were well developed, dimensional, and I felt attached to them and what happened to them.
The banter was excellent, it felt natural. I chuckled out loud a few times. The friendship between the FMC and her bestie was perfection. And then, I cried at one point. I didn't think I was a crier, but maybe I'm becoming one.
There was some spice, 2-3 detailed scenes that were well done in my opinion. 1, maybe 2, scenes that were more alluding to spice than actual scenes. I didn't feel the spice was gratuitous, just well done and sprinkled in. The spice was detailed enough that I wouldn't recommend this book for a kid in middle school lol. I would say 18+ probably.
I would have liked to have more info on the trials the FMC has to go through in when she's on her mission. More details. I also feel like up until the end of her mission, the trials weren't difficult for her (but maybe that was intentional). I'm not exactly sure what I would've liked, or preferred, but I felt like the trials during her mission were glazed over a bit more than I would have liked.
The relationship between the FMC and the MMC - my feelings may be nearly as confused as theirs are towards one another lol. Part of me loves it and wishes them a happy, long life together. Another part feels the MMC was up to something shady, like in book 2 he's going to do something that the FMC and myself will really not like.
But hopefully then he'll have his redemption arc. OR the FMC moves on from him.
If you enjoy fantasy, romantacy and/or mythology, you would probably like this.
That ending. Ms. Otto, we need to talk. I both hate you and love you. I'm still not sure I'm OK, and it's been 3 days since I finished this book. I'm actually shocked I didn't damage the screen on my kindle with how aggressively I was swiping to get to the next chapter. Including that beautiful character art, especially where the author did, was perfect, but also kind of mean (in the best way possible). I need the next book yesterday, or sooner if possible. Please and thank you.
@braideeottobooks has some great pre-order incentives, as well as gorgeous character art, and more info on potential triggers (if that's a concern for you). Songbird of the Sorrows releases June 18, 2024.
While I am a member of Braidee's street team and was gifted an ebook of this ARC, this is my honest review.