What do you think?
Rate this book
Win a free print copy of this book!
17 days and 00:44:32
5 copies available
U.S. only
Fruit Fly
Win a free print copy of this book!
17 days and 00:44:32
5 copies available
U.S. only
Anyone can write a bestseller. Here’s how:
GO GAY
It’s been seven years since Mallory shot to fame as a literary sensation. But after years of struggling with writer’s block, she’s desperate to resurrect her career before it spirals into obscurity. She needs inspiration to strike – and fast.
GO SAD
Enter a young struggling addict sleeping under bridges and trading sex for survival. He’s vulnerable. He’s enigmatic. He’s exactly what Mallory has been looking for.
GO DARK
Mallory needs Leo if she wants another bestseller. Authenticity sells, and there’s nothing more authentic than real life. She’s the perfect person to tell Leo’s story. Gay, sad, dark – just what the world needs right now. But as secrets threaten to unravel more than just her career, Mallory must just how far will she go to pen the perfect story?
GO GAY
It’s been seven years since Mallory shot to fame as a literary sensation. But after years of struggling with writer’s block, she’s desperate to resurrect her career before it spirals into obscurity. She needs inspiration to strike – and fast.
GO SAD
Enter a young struggling addict sleeping under bridges and trading sex for survival. He’s vulnerable. He’s enigmatic. He’s exactly what Mallory has been looking for.
GO DARK
Mallory needs Leo if she wants another bestseller. Authenticity sells, and there’s nothing more authentic than real life. She’s the perfect person to tell Leo’s story. Gay, sad, dark – just what the world needs right now. But as secrets threaten to unravel more than just her career, Mallory must just how far will she go to pen the perfect story?
476 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 4, 2026
Ratings & Reviews
Friends & Following
Create a free account to discover what your friends think of this book!
Community Reviews
Displaying 1 - 30 of 2,288 reviews
August 9, 2026
a half star would be soooo helpful right now goodreads!! kidding! kidding! im content with a 4. initially when i read the synopsis i was getting “Yellowface” by R.F. Kuang vibes, but this was much darker! loved this book overall, but i feel like it shot out of the gate at 150mph and then slowly lost momentum as the story continued on… and then redeemed itself with the ending! maybe a sequel is in our future?! 👀
April 22, 2026
*A Little Life has left the chat*
April 25, 2026
”Virginia Woolf would have loved Grindr.”
What a sharp, witty, and scathing commentary on the commodification of ‘sad gay’ stories, & who gets to write and profit from them most of the time.
By far one of the more unique books I’ve read in a while, I could barely put it down & was completely engrossed from start to finish. Also, loved the ending, didn’t expect that last few pages!! Truly recommend picking this one up. I’m excited to see what Silver comes up with next.
What a sharp, witty, and scathing commentary on the commodification of ‘sad gay’ stories, & who gets to write and profit from them most of the time.
By far one of the more unique books I’ve read in a while, I could barely put it down & was completely engrossed from start to finish. Also, loved the ending, didn’t expect that last few pages!! Truly recommend picking this one up. I’m excited to see what Silver comes up with next.
August 6, 2026
Who decides what we can be?
Who decides what we can write about?
This is a novel written by a gay man about a woman (Mallory) who pretends to befriend a young gay man (Leo), addicted to drugs, in order to write his story that might revitalize her dying career. But "pretending" is a word that tells only half the story. Mallory and Leo are pretending so much that sometimes they lie not only to others, but to themselves. They aren't happy. People see Mallory as a modern Clarissa Dalloway, but she feels more like Virginia Woolf trapped in a Sleeping with the Enemy marriage, always forced to smile and do (and write) what others want. Leo is homeless, a thief, a sex worker, a poet, a liar so accustomed to selling his dramatic life story to benefactors that he can't even realize he's in an A Little Life situation.
The beauty of this disturbingly crazy, fun, hopeful novel is that it understands a great story between two complex characters like these can't be stopped by the pretending. We do that in real life too, and we still find a way to each other when we are soulmates. And these two are soulmates. They need each other to survive, to escape, and to become who they want to be.
One of the most powerful scenes in the book is Leo's reaction when he finds out the horrible ending the publisher wants for the character inspired by him. It reminds us how important it is to see ourselves succeed, even if only in books or films. It gives hope, and we need that, but this book is more than a critique of the publishing world.
This book is an act of rebellion. It understands the power of representation, but it wants to remind us that we can be who we want to be, no matter what others think we should be. It is offensively funny, disturbingly funny, too real to be able to laugh, and so tense in the second half that it gave me anxiety. The finale was so strange, because we get an amazing ending and then something feels off, but maybe not. This is book of the year material for me
Who decides what we can write about?
This is a novel written by a gay man about a woman (Mallory) who pretends to befriend a young gay man (Leo), addicted to drugs, in order to write his story that might revitalize her dying career. But "pretending" is a word that tells only half the story. Mallory and Leo are pretending so much that sometimes they lie not only to others, but to themselves. They aren't happy. People see Mallory as a modern Clarissa Dalloway, but she feels more like Virginia Woolf trapped in a Sleeping with the Enemy marriage, always forced to smile and do (and write) what others want. Leo is homeless, a thief, a sex worker, a poet, a liar so accustomed to selling his dramatic life story to benefactors that he can't even realize he's in an A Little Life situation.
The beauty of this disturbingly crazy, fun, hopeful novel is that it understands a great story between two complex characters like these can't be stopped by the pretending. We do that in real life too, and we still find a way to each other when we are soulmates. And these two are soulmates. They need each other to survive, to escape, and to become who they want to be.
One of the most powerful scenes in the book is Leo's reaction when he finds out the horrible ending the publisher wants for the character inspired by him. It reminds us how important it is to see ourselves succeed, even if only in books or films. It gives hope, and we need that, but this book is more than a critique of the publishing world.
This book is an act of rebellion. It understands the power of representation, but it wants to remind us that we can be who we want to be, no matter what others think we should be. It is offensively funny, disturbingly funny, too real to be able to laugh, and so tense in the second half that it gave me anxiety. The finale was so strange, because we get an amazing ending and then something feels off, but maybe not. This is book of the year material for me
June 10, 2026
alors là je suis choqué what a ride
August 5, 2026
5/5 - “It fucking hurts. All of it. But at least I feel it.”
I am in awe, speechless. This book was UNREAL. It’s been some time since I’ve been truly hooked by a writing style alone, and Josh Silver’s scratched the right itch for me. His ability to envelop me into the chaos of Mallory’s mind was riveting, and his intentional deep dive into the true nature of the gay experience was fresh, authentic and perspective-shifting.
There are a lot of gay/queer books in the current literary world that really tailor to straight and heteronormative culture, but this book stands out amongst those. Silver’s unfiltered approach to queerness, the pursuit of identity and fulfillment in companionship was groundbreaking for me here. The juxtaposition between straight and queer domestic partnerships was done so well, really diving into the nuances that is experiencing love and life as a queer individual.
This does not shy away from the brutality that can come with finding yourself, bringing forth a conversation about the gay experience that not many are privy to, or completely understand. Silver’s dive into how heterosexual individuals often appropriate the gay experience was so insightful, giving a raw and uncensored look into just how slimy it can sometimes be.
I’m not here to say that any heterosexual person that writes queer characters are appropriating them, but what I AM saying is that Silver showcases how delving into queer/gay experiences don’t always come with the facade of what society deems as “queer culture”. It can be dark, it can be unfiltered and it can be messy. Society is just now becoming privy to the experiences that individuals face when dealing with identity, and this book shows that we still have a ways to go in understanding just how dark it can be.
I am floored by this book and will be recommending this to every person I know. I cannot wait to pick this up again and go on the wild ride that is Fruit Fly. SUPERB.
I am in awe, speechless. This book was UNREAL. It’s been some time since I’ve been truly hooked by a writing style alone, and Josh Silver’s scratched the right itch for me. His ability to envelop me into the chaos of Mallory’s mind was riveting, and his intentional deep dive into the true nature of the gay experience was fresh, authentic and perspective-shifting.
There are a lot of gay/queer books in the current literary world that really tailor to straight and heteronormative culture, but this book stands out amongst those. Silver’s unfiltered approach to queerness, the pursuit of identity and fulfillment in companionship was groundbreaking for me here. The juxtaposition between straight and queer domestic partnerships was done so well, really diving into the nuances that is experiencing love and life as a queer individual.
This does not shy away from the brutality that can come with finding yourself, bringing forth a conversation about the gay experience that not many are privy to, or completely understand. Silver’s dive into how heterosexual individuals often appropriate the gay experience was so insightful, giving a raw and uncensored look into just how slimy it can sometimes be.
I’m not here to say that any heterosexual person that writes queer characters are appropriating them, but what I AM saying is that Silver showcases how delving into queer/gay experiences don’t always come with the facade of what society deems as “queer culture”. It can be dark, it can be unfiltered and it can be messy. Society is just now becoming privy to the experiences that individuals face when dealing with identity, and this book shows that we still have a ways to go in understanding just how dark it can be.
I am floored by this book and will be recommending this to every person I know. I cannot wait to pick this up again and go on the wild ride that is Fruit Fly. SUPERB.
July 5, 2026
2.5 stars🌟
*I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley Read Now Section. Thank you to NetGalley for the ARC. This doesn't affect my opinion, rating or review. Quotes may be subject to change.
See my Spotify Book Playlist here- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1oj...
Content/Trigger Warnings: **may contain ‘spoilers’**, anxiety, anxiety attacks, blackouts, addiction, assault, abuse, abusive parents, domestic abuse, homophobia, hallucinations, swearing, substance addiction, suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, sexual assault, stalking, on page gang-rape, mental illnesses, mentions of former psychiatric admission (These were all I noted, but there is no guarantee that I haven't missed anything. This is also a very heavy book, which is why I am not tagging these as ‘spoilers’, so please take care while reading. Mention and discussion of these in the review.)
I was intrigued by Fruit Fly from the moment I read the description, and when I saw it was available on NetGalley Read Now I downloaded and read it instantly. The first 30 pages of the book were absolutely fantastic, and had me convinced that this would not only be a 5 star read, but also be a new all time favourite. Unfortunately, as the book progressed, it turned out to be a disappointment for me.
THE PLOT
Former famous bestselling author Mallory has been stuck in a “writer's block” for years. Desperate to resurrect her career, she decides to follow Reddit's simple advice “Go gay. Gay sells.” But as Mallory meets Leo, a gay man struggling with addiction and mental illnesses, the question arises, how far is she willing to go for the perfect story?
MY THOUGHTS
Fruit Fly had an interesting concept. The underlying messaging, of who gets to write stories of marginalised people, and “who gets to profit off them” is definitely a conversation worth having. The first 30 pages in particular, are very well written. However for me, the book goes downhill from there. Many readers are calling this the “gay Yellowface”, and while I do see the resemblance, I don't feel this goes hard enough on any of its messaging. I loved Yellowface to the point of giving it 5 stars, and yet I found that too to be lacking in certain aspects of its social commentary, and Fruit Fly is even more so. (Also this is dual POV, unlike that one, just a heads up!)
I get that this book is meant to be a satire with mystery/thriller vibes. And it worked, at first. Mallory being the “clueless straight women” venturing into the “gay world” made for an amusing start, in contrast to the darker tone the book set up with Leo's POV. But there's only so much of that one can take, before it eventually gets boring.
It did not help that to me, the characters were almost caricatures, in the sense that they read “two-dimentional”, there was a lack of emotional depth. Without spoiling too much, both these characters go through their own journeys of struggle, except neither feels “authentic” enough. There is just this major lack of connection or even feeling towards either of them. I saw another review (https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...) saying that Leo reads like the character Liam that Mallory wrote, and not like his own person, and I completely agree. Now, before you argue that was the point of the book, or the intention with this choice, if that was the case, it did not do a good enough job, and to be very blunt, I do not think it was smartly written enough for that kind of a full circle impact. I do think certain aspects like Leo's addiction was written well enough, and the abuse Mallory faces was actually almost terrifying to read. But ultimately, I was left wanting more. Also this was filled with so many pop culture references that just did not work for me.
My other complaint is the length. This book was too long for the story it was trying to tell. Now, don't get me wrong, I am not saying that topics or themes like this don't warrant a long book, just that this one in particular would have been a way better novella. I feel the longer the pages, the more this just dragged, with one bad event after the other happening to the characters. And I do not mind dark stories, but at a certain point, as harsh as it's going to sound, I just felt that there was almost no reason for this trauma, because we don't see enough of the healing, and most of the “development” of these fictional characters happens off page. And look, again, I am not saying that people shouldn't have trauma represented in fiction or that darker stories shouldn't exist as they are. All I am saying is that all the events of this book could have had the same, and even better impact if this was like 160 pages. If anything it would have made for a very sharp read. Unfortunately, I think many readers are going to get bored of this story post 20% and not complete it.
Another small gripe I have is I do not quite get this Book Title. Maybe there is something that I missed, but why is Fruit Fly called Fruit Fly? (Edit 5/6/26: The lovely Ash told me that 'Fruit Fly' is a word used for straight women fetishisising gay men. That makes the title make a lot of sense, its actually quite clever! Though i wish the book incorporates a mention of this in the Author's Note or something. Ofc not the responsibility of the author to educate, but this would be missed by many and adds a lot to the book! Also makes the Yellowface comparisons make more sense. I am changing my rating from 2 star to 2.5 star bec of this additional context.)
However, it was not an awful book, and I have read way worse. The writing was pretty good. I also somewhat liked the ending, but I think many people will not.
Overall, Fruit Fly did not quite work for me, but I do appreciate this book for making me have enough thoughts to write such a long review (it's been a while!) AND making a book playlist. I do think a niche audience is going to love and resonate with this story, as I am seeing with the reviews, so don't let me discourage you from reading it. And of course this is just my opinion, and if you like the book good for you, but please don't start being rude in my comments, you will be blocked. I am definitely going to read more from this author, and even would read a sequel to this one, as long as it's shorter in length.
Now, onto the next!
#Book 65 of 2026
#Book 3 for Pride Month June 2026- Rep: Gay MC
Review written on 3rd June, 2026.
DISCLAIMER-All opinions on books I’ve read and reviewed are my own, and are with no intention to offend anyone. If you feel offended by my reviews, let me know how I can fix it.
How I Rate-
1 star- Hardly liked anything/ was disappointed
2 star- Had potential but did not deliver/ was disappointed
3 stars- Was ok but could have been better/ was average / Enjoyed a lot but something was missing
4 stars- Loved a lot but something was missing
5 stars- Loved it/ new favourite
*I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley Read Now Section. Thank you to NetGalley for the ARC. This doesn't affect my opinion, rating or review. Quotes may be subject to change.
“Virginia Woolf would have loved Grindr.”
See my Spotify Book Playlist here- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1oj...
Content/Trigger Warnings: **may contain ‘spoilers’**, anxiety, anxiety attacks, blackouts, addiction, assault, abuse, abusive parents, domestic abuse, homophobia, hallucinations, swearing, substance addiction, suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, sexual assault, stalking, on page gang-rape, mental illnesses, mentions of former psychiatric admission (These were all I noted, but there is no guarantee that I haven't missed anything. This is also a very heavy book, which is why I am not tagging these as ‘spoilers’, so please take care while reading. Mention and discussion of these in the review.)
I was intrigued by Fruit Fly from the moment I read the description, and when I saw it was available on NetGalley Read Now I downloaded and read it instantly. The first 30 pages of the book were absolutely fantastic, and had me convinced that this would not only be a 5 star read, but also be a new all time favourite. Unfortunately, as the book progressed, it turned out to be a disappointment for me.
THE PLOT
Former famous bestselling author Mallory has been stuck in a “writer's block” for years. Desperate to resurrect her career, she decides to follow Reddit's simple advice “Go gay. Gay sells.” But as Mallory meets Leo, a gay man struggling with addiction and mental illnesses, the question arises, how far is she willing to go for the perfect story?
MY THOUGHTS
Fruit Fly had an interesting concept. The underlying messaging, of who gets to write stories of marginalised people, and “who gets to profit off them” is definitely a conversation worth having. The first 30 pages in particular, are very well written. However for me, the book goes downhill from there. Many readers are calling this the “gay Yellowface”, and while I do see the resemblance, I don't feel this goes hard enough on any of its messaging. I loved Yellowface to the point of giving it 5 stars, and yet I found that too to be lacking in certain aspects of its social commentary, and Fruit Fly is even more so. (Also this is dual POV, unlike that one, just a heads up!)
I get that this book is meant to be a satire with mystery/thriller vibes. And it worked, at first. Mallory being the “clueless straight women” venturing into the “gay world” made for an amusing start, in contrast to the darker tone the book set up with Leo's POV. But there's only so much of that one can take, before it eventually gets boring.
It did not help that to me, the characters were almost caricatures, in the sense that they read “two-dimentional”, there was a lack of emotional depth. Without spoiling too much, both these characters go through their own journeys of struggle, except neither feels “authentic” enough. There is just this major lack of connection or even feeling towards either of them. I saw another review (https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...) saying that Leo reads like the character Liam that Mallory wrote, and not like his own person, and I completely agree. Now, before you argue that was the point of the book, or the intention with this choice, if that was the case, it did not do a good enough job, and to be very blunt, I do not think it was smartly written enough for that kind of a full circle impact. I do think certain aspects like Leo's addiction was written well enough, and the abuse Mallory faces was actually almost terrifying to read. But ultimately, I was left wanting more. Also this was filled with so many pop culture references that just did not work for me.
My other complaint is the length. This book was too long for the story it was trying to tell. Now, don't get me wrong, I am not saying that topics or themes like this don't warrant a long book, just that this one in particular would have been a way better novella. I feel the longer the pages, the more this just dragged, with one bad event after the other happening to the characters. And I do not mind dark stories, but at a certain point, as harsh as it's going to sound, I just felt that there was almost no reason for this trauma, because we don't see enough of the healing, and most of the “development” of these fictional characters happens off page. And look, again, I am not saying that people shouldn't have trauma represented in fiction or that darker stories shouldn't exist as they are. All I am saying is that all the events of this book could have had the same, and even better impact if this was like 160 pages. If anything it would have made for a very sharp read. Unfortunately, I think many readers are going to get bored of this story post 20% and not complete it.
Another small gripe I have is I do not quite get this Book Title. Maybe there is something that I missed, but why is Fruit Fly called Fruit Fly? (Edit 5/6/26: The lovely Ash told me that 'Fruit Fly' is a word used for straight women fetishisising gay men. That makes the title make a lot of sense, its actually quite clever! Though i wish the book incorporates a mention of this in the Author's Note or something. Ofc not the responsibility of the author to educate, but this would be missed by many and adds a lot to the book! Also makes the Yellowface comparisons make more sense. I am changing my rating from 2 star to 2.5 star bec of this additional context.)
However, it was not an awful book, and I have read way worse. The writing was pretty good. I also somewhat liked the ending, but I think many people will not.
Overall, Fruit Fly did not quite work for me, but I do appreciate this book for making me have enough thoughts to write such a long review (it's been a while!) AND making a book playlist. I do think a niche audience is going to love and resonate with this story, as I am seeing with the reviews, so don't let me discourage you from reading it. And of course this is just my opinion, and if you like the book good for you, but please don't start being rude in my comments, you will be blocked. I am definitely going to read more from this author, and even would read a sequel to this one, as long as it's shorter in length.
Now, onto the next!
“We're all the same, he keeps saying. Inside we're all the very same.”
#Book 65 of 2026
#Book 3 for Pride Month June 2026- Rep: Gay MC
Review written on 3rd June, 2026.
DISCLAIMER-All opinions on books I’ve read and reviewed are my own, and are with no intention to offend anyone. If you feel offended by my reviews, let me know how I can fix it.
How I Rate-
1 star- Hardly liked anything/ was disappointed
2 star- Had potential but did not deliver/ was disappointed
3 stars- Was ok but could have been better/ was average / Enjoyed a lot but something was missing
4 stars- Loved a lot but something was missing
5 stars- Loved it/ new favourite
August 7, 2026
Perhaps more of a 4.5 but Fruit Fly had it all honestly!! Drama! Anxiety! Comedy! Obsession! Horror! More of a detailed review to come but dang this was a hit.
January 25, 2026
This has completely and utterly blown me away. I’ve been a fan of Josh since his debut, HappyHead was released a few years ago and have read everything he’s written with fevered excitement. Ever since Fruit Fly was announced I’ve been dying to read it so much so that the moment I was approved for an earc I started reading it straight away.
Quite frankly, it’s a stunning book. It flips between comical, to creepy, to sad, to hopeful, to totally bonkers and back again. The plot is handled with such care and skill, I could not stop reading, desperate to find out what would happen next.
I really enjoyed Mal and the unravelling of her life. I loved Leo and his struggle to try and sort his life out.
Honestly this book has to be read and appreciated. My words just do not cut it but Josh Silver’s most certainly do. I wish I could scoop this book out of my brain so that I could read it again for the first time!
Thank you to NetGalley and Magpie for my earc!
Quite frankly, it’s a stunning book. It flips between comical, to creepy, to sad, to hopeful, to totally bonkers and back again. The plot is handled with such care and skill, I could not stop reading, desperate to find out what would happen next.
I really enjoyed Mal and the unravelling of her life. I loved Leo and his struggle to try and sort his life out.
Honestly this book has to be read and appreciated. My words just do not cut it but Josh Silver’s most certainly do. I wish I could scoop this book out of my brain so that I could read it again for the first time!
Thank you to NetGalley and Magpie for my earc!
Review of advance copy received from NetGalley
May need a palate cleanser to recalibrate my nervous system because this book has been flooding my body with cortisol for DAYS.
The most tense and uncomfortable I have felt while reading a book in YEARS.
Fruit Fly is a biting satire centered on cultural appropriation and authenticity. There is so much commentary on the way that people use the trauma of others to benefit themselves. And we need that discourse right now.
This was a masterclass in chaos. A twisty plot that knows how to maintain its pacing coupled with the inclusion of moments that feel smaller and profound gives us an end result with a great balance.
Not only is the tension palpable and dialed up to 10, but there is a lot of complex emotional material and so many heavy moments that are thrown at you — all of which leaves you in a state of perpetual anxiety.
While reading the book, I found myself thinking about it throughout the day, looking forward to being able to pick it back up to see what would happen.
I love that Mallory and Leo are morally grey characters. In theory, they aren’t that likable. But they are given so much nuance and context that you build genuine empathy for them, while still questioning their choices and audibly groaning at many of them.
People love to throw the word “gaslighting” around, but this was a genuine exploration into the actuality of it. I haven’t disliked a character as much as Ronan in ages.
Finally … That ending. I had no clue where Josh Silver was going to take it, and the route that he ended up taking? I’m speechless. The final page gave me absolute CHILLS. I was left with my jaw on the floor. It was brilliant.
Enormous thank you to NetGalley for the eARC — I’ve seen rave reviews for the book everywhere online, and I’ve been wanting to read it so bad — beyond happy I don’t have to wait until the US release.
Fruit Fly is what the book space needs right now. I absolutely LOVE seeing all the praise it’s been getting, because it is well-deserved.
The most tense and uncomfortable I have felt while reading a book in YEARS.
Fruit Fly is a biting satire centered on cultural appropriation and authenticity. There is so much commentary on the way that people use the trauma of others to benefit themselves. And we need that discourse right now.
This was a masterclass in chaos. A twisty plot that knows how to maintain its pacing coupled with the inclusion of moments that feel smaller and profound gives us an end result with a great balance.
Not only is the tension palpable and dialed up to 10, but there is a lot of complex emotional material and so many heavy moments that are thrown at you — all of which leaves you in a state of perpetual anxiety.
While reading the book, I found myself thinking about it throughout the day, looking forward to being able to pick it back up to see what would happen.
I love that Mallory and Leo are morally grey characters. In theory, they aren’t that likable. But they are given so much nuance and context that you build genuine empathy for them, while still questioning their choices and audibly groaning at many of them.
People love to throw the word “gaslighting” around, but this was a genuine exploration into the actuality of it. I haven’t disliked a character as much as Ronan in ages.
Finally … That ending. I had no clue where Josh Silver was going to take it, and the route that he ended up taking? I’m speechless. The final page gave me absolute CHILLS. I was left with my jaw on the floor. It was brilliant.
Enormous thank you to NetGalley for the eARC — I’ve seen rave reviews for the book everywhere online, and I’ve been wanting to read it so bad — beyond happy I don’t have to wait until the US release.
Fruit Fly is what the book space needs right now. I absolutely LOVE seeing all the praise it’s been getting, because it is well-deserved.
August 11, 2026
"Virginia Woolf would've loved Grindr."
Fruit Fly is one of the sharpest, funniest, and most unsettling books I've read this year. On the surface, it's a darkly satirical thriller about a desperate author willing to exploit someone else's pain for success. Underneath, it's a brutal commentary on who gets to tell queer stories, the publishing industry's obsession with trauma, and the ethics of turning real lives into entertainment.
Mallory is an awful person, yet somehow fascinating enough that I couldn't stop turning the pages. Leo completely stole my heart. He's messy, vulnerable, frustrating, and painfully human. Their relationship is uncomfortable from the very beginning, and that's exactly what makes the story so compelling.
The story is often brutal, disturbing, and genuinely upsetting. There were moments that made me feel uncomfortable in the best possible way because the emotional impact is so strong. Despite the heavy themes, the pacing is incredible. This is one of those books you simply can't put down. Every chapter ends in a way that makes you say, "Just one more," and before you know it, you've read half the book.
Josh Silver balances biting humor with heartbreaking moments, creating a novel that's both wildly entertaining and emotionally devastating. Be aware that this book deals with addiction, abuse, and other dark themes, so it's definitely not an easy read. But if you enjoy morally gray characters, razor-sharp satire, and stories that leave you thinking long after you've finished them, Fruit Fly absolutely delivers
Fruit Fly is one of the sharpest, funniest, and most unsettling books I've read this year. On the surface, it's a darkly satirical thriller about a desperate author willing to exploit someone else's pain for success. Underneath, it's a brutal commentary on who gets to tell queer stories, the publishing industry's obsession with trauma, and the ethics of turning real lives into entertainment.
Mallory is an awful person, yet somehow fascinating enough that I couldn't stop turning the pages. Leo completely stole my heart. He's messy, vulnerable, frustrating, and painfully human. Their relationship is uncomfortable from the very beginning, and that's exactly what makes the story so compelling.
The story is often brutal, disturbing, and genuinely upsetting. There were moments that made me feel uncomfortable in the best possible way because the emotional impact is so strong. Despite the heavy themes, the pacing is incredible. This is one of those books you simply can't put down. Every chapter ends in a way that makes you say, "Just one more," and before you know it, you've read half the book.
Josh Silver balances biting humor with heartbreaking moments, creating a novel that's both wildly entertaining and emotionally devastating. Be aware that this book deals with addiction, abuse, and other dark themes, so it's definitely not an easy read. But if you enjoy morally gray characters, razor-sharp satire, and stories that leave you thinking long after you've finished them, Fruit Fly absolutely delivers
June 16, 2026
Half the damn book was written exactly like this:
Leo was running out of them. Ideas.
He felt sick, like he might vom.
No. He wouldn’t.
Couldn’t.
Shame. Despair. Darkness.
Fucking all of it.
His head pounded. Swirled.
He shut his eyes.
Fuck me. Fuck. Me.
So if you like clunky writing and flat characters then maybe you’ll like this. If not? Don’t bother.
Leo was running out of them. Ideas.
He felt sick, like he might vom.
No. He wouldn’t.
Couldn’t.
Shame. Despair. Darkness.
Fucking all of it.
His head pounded. Swirled.
He shut his eyes.
Fuck me. Fuck. Me.
So if you like clunky writing and flat characters then maybe you’ll like this. If not? Don’t bother.
August 9, 2026
Dark, twisty, and heavy—yet somehow, humor still finds its way through the shadows. This book is messy, urgent, and a bit unhinged, packed with tension and spice.
The story centers on Leo, a British man in his twenties navigating a wall of massive challenges: homelessness, addiction, exploring his sexuality, seeking connection, and desperately trying to find his place in the world. Then there's Mallory, a woman in her thirties and a former writer plagued by severe writer's block, a history of mental health struggles, and a marriage to a truly wretched man. Mallory is a bit all over the place, but likeable. When she becomes involved in Leo’s life, she decides she wants to write about him, sparking a chaotic and compelling dynamic.
You'll be reeling right alongside these characters, glued to the edge of your seat as you wait to see where they'll take you next.
This book certainly won't be for everyone. But for readers who love a story that pushes the envelope, dares us to sit in the uncomfortable, and leaves us pondering deep questions with a dash of psychological thriller, you just might enjoy this one.
The story centers on Leo, a British man in his twenties navigating a wall of massive challenges: homelessness, addiction, exploring his sexuality, seeking connection, and desperately trying to find his place in the world. Then there's Mallory, a woman in her thirties and a former writer plagued by severe writer's block, a history of mental health struggles, and a marriage to a truly wretched man. Mallory is a bit all over the place, but likeable. When she becomes involved in Leo’s life, she decides she wants to write about him, sparking a chaotic and compelling dynamic.
You'll be reeling right alongside these characters, glued to the edge of your seat as you wait to see where they'll take you next.
This book certainly won't be for everyone. But for readers who love a story that pushes the envelope, dares us to sit in the uncomfortable, and leaves us pondering deep questions with a dash of psychological thriller, you just might enjoy this one.
August 13, 2026
4.5 fav thing ive read all year!!! rtc later i need to go to sleep lmao
Review of advance copy received from NetGalley
Zero subtlety, characters that are little more than caricatures of the straight woman and the gay man, this book in all honesty seems like exactly what the author is trying to convince us 'Slay' is, and the way it's being praised and raved about seems like a manifestation of the book.
May 14, 2026
book of the year. book. of. the. year.
July 15, 2026
4.5⭐️ - An absolute banger. It leans hard into grief, queerness and dark themes, so obviously I was sold straight away!
We follow Mallory, who used to be a bestselling author, but now she’s stuck, completely drained of ideas and feeling the pressure to deliver something new. When she’s basically told to "go gay, go sad, go dark" to stay relevant, she runs with it, deciding to follow Leo, a gay, drug-addicted sex worker living on the streets and use his life as the foundation for her next book.
The dual POV works so well because you’re getting both sides of this in real time. Mallory, spiralling and justifying her choices, and Leo, dealing with very real, very heavy circumstances.
The book explores exploitation, identity, addiction and that whole "people will consume anything if it’s tragic enough" mindset. I love how it calls out the industry’s obsession with turning real suffering into something marketable and the imbalance between the people telling those stories and the ones living them. It sounds heavy (and it is), but it’s also quite funny in places. The humour is a bit unhinged, a bit cringe, but very self-aware.
Also… Ronan (Mallory's husband). Absolutely not. I don’t think I’ve disliked a character that quickly in a while and somehow he just kept getting worse. Every scene with him had me wanting to give him a knuckle sandwich.
This isn’t a light read at all. It’s pretty unhinged and deals with some dark topics, so definitely check content warnings if you need to. But if you like books that really commit to their themes and aren’t afraid to go there, this one is worth it. It’s also one of the more unique things I’ve read in a while.
A huge thank you to Bolinda Audio and Libro.fm for the ALC!
We follow Mallory, who used to be a bestselling author, but now she’s stuck, completely drained of ideas and feeling the pressure to deliver something new. When she’s basically told to "go gay, go sad, go dark" to stay relevant, she runs with it, deciding to follow Leo, a gay, drug-addicted sex worker living on the streets and use his life as the foundation for her next book.
The dual POV works so well because you’re getting both sides of this in real time. Mallory, spiralling and justifying her choices, and Leo, dealing with very real, very heavy circumstances.
The book explores exploitation, identity, addiction and that whole "people will consume anything if it’s tragic enough" mindset. I love how it calls out the industry’s obsession with turning real suffering into something marketable and the imbalance between the people telling those stories and the ones living them. It sounds heavy (and it is), but it’s also quite funny in places. The humour is a bit unhinged, a bit cringe, but very self-aware.
Also… Ronan (Mallory's husband). Absolutely not. I don’t think I’ve disliked a character that quickly in a while and somehow he just kept getting worse. Every scene with him had me wanting to give him a knuckle sandwich.
This isn’t a light read at all. It’s pretty unhinged and deals with some dark topics, so definitely check content warnings if you need to. But if you like books that really commit to their themes and aren’t afraid to go there, this one is worth it. It’s also one of the more unique things I’ve read in a while.
A huge thank you to Bolinda Audio and Libro.fm for the ALC!
March 27, 2026
Yellowface but make it for the gays!
My first Josh Silver book but not my last because I was blown away. Fruit Fly treads so many juxtaposing fine lines and never falters. Comical, unhinged, sad, hyper aware and that’s just scratching the surface. The ending is pitch perfect in my opinion, and I would love a sequel, because that’s how attached I got to the characters. The wonderful thing about Fruit Fly is just how sympathetic you feel to both Mal and Leo (or Mandy and Liam!!), especially Mal by the end. And wonderfully satirical about how the publishing industry uses and discards those under it and how that seeps into the characters dynamics. An easy 5 stars!!!!
My first Josh Silver book but not my last because I was blown away. Fruit Fly treads so many juxtaposing fine lines and never falters. Comical, unhinged, sad, hyper aware and that’s just scratching the surface. The ending is pitch perfect in my opinion, and I would love a sequel, because that’s how attached I got to the characters. The wonderful thing about Fruit Fly is just how sympathetic you feel to both Mal and Leo (or Mandy and Liam!!), especially Mal by the end. And wonderfully satirical about how the publishing industry uses and discards those under it and how that seeps into the characters dynamics. An easy 5 stars!!!!
Did Not Finish
June 15, 2026not for me.
the biggest issue is mallory, the main chick. i already hate her obnoxious self from paragraph one and u expect me to bear with this twat the entire book?
there is definitely a way to write an anti-hero without making them mind-numbingly obnoxious, but i doubt this book knows the difference.
the biggest issue is mallory, the main chick. i already hate her obnoxious self from paragraph one and u expect me to bear with this twat the entire book?
there is definitely a way to write an anti-hero without making them mind-numbingly obnoxious, but i doubt this book knows the difference.
April 26, 2026
woweeeee what a banger
June 12, 2026
4.5⭐️
My blood pressure every time Ronan opens his damn mouth: 📈📈📈
My blood pressure every time Ronan opens his damn mouth: 📈📈📈
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
What a fantastic read. I've read all of Josh Silver's other books and loved them all; I wasn't sure how i was going to enjoy this one given that it's his first adult book and the subject matter isn't something I would normally be drawn to. But it's Josh Silver so I had to.
I loved this book; the obsession, the sickness, the gaslighting. And honestly, Mal blasting through her novel made me want to start writing again.
Spoilers Below
What a fantastic read. I've read all of Josh Silver's other books and loved them all; I wasn't sure how i was going to enjoy this one given that it's his first adult book and the subject matter isn't something I would normally be drawn to. But it's Josh Silver so I had to.
I loved this book; the obsession, the sickness, the gaslighting. And honestly, Mal blasting through her novel made me want to start writing again.
Spoilers Below
June 4, 2026
Crazy. Rage inducing.
Everything yellowface tried to do but actually good.
Everything yellowface tried to do but actually good.
August 6, 2026
До пари з Yellowface ще одна історія про сучасне письменництво. Сатирично і впізнавано, але книжковий світ занадто бульбашковий, щоб настільки впливати на чиєсь маленьке життя. Чи стає анекдот смішним, якщо його розсказати двічі (цікаво, що я мала на увазі цією фразою, вже геть не памʼятаю, ахаха).
З іншого ревю я дізналася, що fruit fly називаються жінки, які фетишизують геїв. Соррі, що не настільки знаю гейську культуру, але я б хотіла якусь примітку про це в тексті.
Ну і звісно, буквально вчора з автором підписали договір на права до серіалу.
З іншого ревю я дізналася, що fruit fly називаються жінки, які фетишизують геїв. Соррі, що не настільки знаю гейську культуру, але я б хотіла якусь примітку про це в тексті.
Ну і звісно, буквально вчора з автором підписали договір на права до серіалу.
May 24, 2026
Very enjoyable but struggles with pacing and knowing what genre it wants to be. Every time it feels like the story is gaining some momentum, there's another time jump. The strangest of these is when it cuts away from its own climax to show us the characters thirteen months later, with no explanation as to how they got there. Still, I had fun
Read
May 20, 2026Unsure how to feel about this one…
Many mixed feelings which is why I haven’t given it a star rating. I can’t deny it’s a very enjoyable read for the most part but it is severely lacking on a craft level.
I did read this book in a day which means I was obviously engrossed in it. The premise did intrigue me greatly; a once bestselling author, Mallory, becomes infatuated with a young gay drug addict, Leo, and poses as a therapist in the hopes of stealing the details of his life and using them to write another hit. The Mallory chapters were my favourite. The writing on a prose level is quite incisive in them and has a nice flow to it, even if there are too many pop culture references for my liking (no one has been quite been able to beat Tony Tulathimutte when it comes to writing about pop culture and the internet). Mallory’s chapters are also funny, at least towards the start of the book, whereas Leo’s chapters are disjointed and abrasive. I understand this is the vibe the author is going for and the writing on addiction is incredibly vulnerable and honest, I just don’t think Silver is able to pull off the kind of prose he’s trying to write. It comes across as trying a little bit too hard to be edgy.
I kind of expected a mix of R.F. Kuang’s Yellowface and Percival Everett’s Erasure but gay, and that’s what this book is trying, but not succeeding, to do. I did like what this book had to say about heterosexual authors exploiting gay trauma for their own gains but that does take a back seat to other dramas unfolding which, although very engrossing, were not what I came to this book for. Other things (there’s a sub plot about Mallory’s controlling husband and her emotionally abusive mother) are given equal or more time and I can’t help but feel there’s a much better version of this book in here if some of it had maybe been chiselled away, (we could have lost a lot of the poems which don’t add much of anything really) especially in the last 50 or so pages when the book just won’t end. It’s far too long for its own good, at just over 400 pages. If it had been 300-350 it would be a much slicker and maybe more pointed reading experience.
Many mixed feelings which is why I haven’t given it a star rating. I can’t deny it’s a very enjoyable read for the most part but it is severely lacking on a craft level.
I did read this book in a day which means I was obviously engrossed in it. The premise did intrigue me greatly; a once bestselling author, Mallory, becomes infatuated with a young gay drug addict, Leo, and poses as a therapist in the hopes of stealing the details of his life and using them to write another hit. The Mallory chapters were my favourite. The writing on a prose level is quite incisive in them and has a nice flow to it, even if there are too many pop culture references for my liking (no one has been quite been able to beat Tony Tulathimutte when it comes to writing about pop culture and the internet). Mallory’s chapters are also funny, at least towards the start of the book, whereas Leo’s chapters are disjointed and abrasive. I understand this is the vibe the author is going for and the writing on addiction is incredibly vulnerable and honest, I just don’t think Silver is able to pull off the kind of prose he’s trying to write. It comes across as trying a little bit too hard to be edgy.
I kind of expected a mix of R.F. Kuang’s Yellowface and Percival Everett’s Erasure but gay, and that’s what this book is trying, but not succeeding, to do. I did like what this book had to say about heterosexual authors exploiting gay trauma for their own gains but that does take a back seat to other dramas unfolding which, although very engrossing, were not what I came to this book for. Other things (there’s a sub plot about Mallory’s controlling husband and her emotionally abusive mother) are given equal or more time and I can’t help but feel there’s a much better version of this book in here if some of it had maybe been chiselled away, (we could have lost a lot of the poems which don’t add much of anything really) especially in the last 50 or so pages when the book just won’t end. It’s far too long for its own good, at just over 400 pages. If it had been 300-350 it would be a much slicker and maybe more pointed reading experience.
August 10, 2026
Fruit Fly falls under the giant golf umbrella of there being “no such thing as an original idea.” I think I’ve probably read a baker’s dozen of the ghostwriter or stolen manuscript plotlines over the past several years, but somehow Silver makes it fresh. The story here is about Mallory - a once promising author who fizzled after her first book was published and has been suffering from writer’s block ever since. That is until good ol’ Reddit comes to the rescue stating that a surefire literary hit will be if she follows the advice to:
“Go gay. It’s cool now. It sells. However – here is the gold dust – the perfect blend is gay AND sad. You nail that, you’re minted. And probs an award winner.”
This leads to Mallory creating a Grindr profile and eventually meeting Leo, who just may provide the inspiration for the ultimate gay/sad combo that will not only be a bestseller, but possibly result in the movie deal of her dreams.
This one might not have even pinged my radar had it not been for several friends telling me they thought I might like it. And to you I say THANK YOU, YOU LITTLE WEIRDOS! This one had me going for a solid two-thirds, but like the plot in “Slay” it kind of meandered through Part 3 without clear direction on how to wrap things up. It also didn’t dive nearly deep enough into Mallory or Leo’s characters for my liking. At almost 400 pages there was ample opportunity to explore Leo’s addiction or Mallory’s brother/husband/mental health, but instead it remained very surface level – relying on the “ooooh what’s gonna happen next?” page turnability for its success. I stand behind my broken record sort of complaint that very few stories require more than 350 pages to be told, and this one would most likely have received a higher rating from me if it had wrapped up in less than 300 since the sole focus was the book rather than those creating it.
3.5 Stars
This one might not have even pinged my radar had it not been for several friends telling me they thought I might like it. And to you I say THANK YOU, YOU LITTLE WEIRDOS! This one had me going for a solid two-thirds, but like the plot in “Slay” it kind of meandered through Part 3 without clear direction on how to wrap things up. It also didn’t dive nearly deep enough into Mallory or Leo’s characters for my liking. At almost 400 pages there was ample opportunity to explore Leo’s addiction or Mallory’s brother/husband/mental health, but instead it remained very surface level – relying on the “ooooh what’s gonna happen next?” page turnability for its success. I stand behind my broken record sort of complaint that very few stories require more than 350 pages to be told, and this one would most likely have received a higher rating from me if it had wrapped up in less than 300 since the sole focus was the book rather than those creating it.
3.5 Stars
August 9, 2026
Fruit Fly is the best book I’ve read in 2026. In fact, it might be one of the best books I’ve read in years.
From the very first page, I was hooked. Completely, helplessly hooked. The writing is sharp, the tone is immediately distinctive, and the two leads (Mal and Leo) are so flawed and yet frustratingly likeable that you can’t help but root for them. I even loved how much I hated Ronan. That’s a specific kind of literary achievement.
What surprised me most was the genre-blending. It’s so rare to find a genuine thriller that also manages to be funny, smutty and emotional all at once. Silver pulls it off with an ease that left me in awe so many times.
This is not a light read by any stretch. Domestic violence, sexual abuse, drug use and deep trauma all make appearances. But it’s handled with intention.
The plot twists are unlike anything I can recall in recent memory. I spent the entire book convinced I knew where things were heading. I was wrong. So so so wrong.
And then there’s the ending. I screamed. In bed. With my kids sleeping. I had to clasp my hand over my mouth and sit there in the dark with my jaw on the floor.
I can’t stop thinking about this book. I’m honestly not sure I ever want to.
From the very first page, I was hooked. Completely, helplessly hooked. The writing is sharp, the tone is immediately distinctive, and the two leads (Mal and Leo) are so flawed and yet frustratingly likeable that you can’t help but root for them. I even loved how much I hated Ronan. That’s a specific kind of literary achievement.
What surprised me most was the genre-blending. It’s so rare to find a genuine thriller that also manages to be funny, smutty and emotional all at once. Silver pulls it off with an ease that left me in awe so many times.
This is not a light read by any stretch. Domestic violence, sexual abuse, drug use and deep trauma all make appearances. But it’s handled with intention.
The plot twists are unlike anything I can recall in recent memory. I spent the entire book convinced I knew where things were heading. I was wrong. So so so wrong.
And then there’s the ending. I screamed. In bed. With my kids sleeping. I had to clasp my hand over my mouth and sit there in the dark with my jaw on the floor.
I can’t stop thinking about this book. I’m honestly not sure I ever want to.
June 11, 2026
Best novel I've read this year so far. Josh Silver is a masterful writer, handling the two quite different perspectives from which the novel is told with grandeur. I was hooked from page one and sold by page twenty – one of those cases where you just know this will be a book you'll love. The prose is easy to read, very funny, and contemporary in the best sense. More of this, please.
June 11, 2026
really cool and bingeable book! meta thrillers revolving around authors/publishing are trendy lately but this one was a little different - reminded me of best offer wins. it’s mostly satirical but it does have heavy and graphic scenes based around addiction, quite a dark book
Displaying 1 - 30 of 2,288 reviews