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赵声阁像临危不崩的高山， 那点微不可察的倦意是溪谷飘零的落叶， 无足轻重，无人窥察， 只有每日飞向这座山的鸟知道。 高山仰止，陈挽当那只飞鸟，经年盘旋不止。
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Published June 17, 2025
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December 6, 2025
English title is Reply to Keats/A Letter from Keanu Reeves. I’ve had the hardest time trying to write a review for this! I really enjoyed it and it stayed on my mind a few days after finishing it but I just can’t seem to put my thoughts into words. I plan to reread at some point because I feel like I’ve left out some things. Probably will have to edit this review the more I remember things I wanted to include 🙄
MC Chen Wan: composed, calm, smart, always in the background (his decision), quiet but not weak, appreciated by everyone, calculating, meticulous, conceals his feelings because he feels unworthy
ML Zhao Shengge: rich, smart, desirable, “like a lion, seemingly indifferent but yet commanding”, a lot more under the surface than what people see
You might like this novel if you like the following
✔️Unrequited love/long time crush
✔️Character driven novel
✔️ Modern/mature
✔️ Focus on business
✔️ Family drama, tragic childhood
A few random thoughts and things that I loved…
📝Slow start but picked up at the 37% mark and I read it nonstop after that
📝CW really carried this book for me. I absolutely adored him, my heart ached for him, I got upset with him and also cried for him
📝CW constantly navigating his feelings and exhausting himself controlling how to act around ZS as to never be “banished” or make a mistake- this broke my heart
📝CW spent years creating a safe space where his feelings wouldn’t interfere or change anything that could result in possibly going past the point of no return
📝Not as much angst as I was anticipating but it’s definitely there
📝The last 70 pages wrecked me (in a good way)
📝ZS had a turning point for me and that is when I really started to love the story
📝ZS getting mad about all the attention he didn’t receive because CW held back all those years had me 😂😂😂
📝ZS upset that “Chen Wan could never truly experience being loved with the
same depth that he gave”.
📝ZS so accepting and supportive of CW and his mental illness
📝 Loved the friend group!
📝Second book in a row I’ve read where a main character sees a therapist. Progress!
📝I highlighted so many passages and quotes in the novel that really had me in my feelings
“I like you, not because you like me. You don’t have to keep searching for a reason. Your existence itself is the answer.”
Zhao Shengge listened carefully to every word Chen Wan said, trying to trace back all the moments of being loved that he had missed, and could no longer reclaim.
Zhao Shengge knew he was having an episode, but he only asked, “What’s wrong?” Chen Wan hesitated for a moment before finally admitting honestly, “Zhao Shengge, I’m sorry. I’m sick.” Zhao Shengge seemed satisfied with the answer. He reached into Chen Wan’s pocket, pulled out the pill case, and said, “Then take your medicine.” Chen Wan couldn’t read anything from his face, and could only say “I’m sorry” again because he had wanted to give Zhao Shengge a healthy, undamaged Chen Wan. Zhao Shengge gave him a deliberately strange look and said coolly, “You’re saying sorry for taking medicine?” Chen Wan was at a loss for words. Zhao Shengge took the pills out, twisted open a bottle of water, and held it up to Chen Wan’s lips. “Who doesn’t get sick?”
MC Chen Wan: composed, calm, smart, always in the background (his decision), quiet but not weak, appreciated by everyone, calculating, meticulous, conceals his feelings because he feels unworthy
ML Zhao Shengge: rich, smart, desirable, “like a lion, seemingly indifferent but yet commanding”, a lot more under the surface than what people see
You might like this novel if you like the following
✔️Unrequited love/long time crush
✔️Character driven novel
✔️ Modern/mature
✔️ Focus on business
✔️ Family drama, tragic childhood
A few random thoughts and things that I loved…
📝Slow start but picked up at the 37% mark and I read it nonstop after that
📝CW really carried this book for me. I absolutely adored him, my heart ached for him, I got upset with him and also cried for him
📝CW constantly navigating his feelings and exhausting himself controlling how to act around ZS as to never be “banished” or make a mistake- this broke my heart
📝CW spent years creating a safe space where his feelings wouldn’t interfere or change anything that could result in possibly going past the point of no return
📝Not as much angst as I was anticipating but it’s definitely there
📝The last 70 pages wrecked me (in a good way)
📝ZS had a turning point for me and that is when I really started to love the story
📝ZS getting mad about all the attention he didn’t receive because CW held back all those years had me 😂😂😂
📝ZS upset that “Chen Wan could never truly experience being loved with the
same depth that he gave”.
📝ZS so accepting and supportive of CW and his mental illness
📝 Loved the friend group!
📝Second book in a row I’ve read where a main character sees a therapist. Progress!
📝I highlighted so many passages and quotes in the novel that really had me in my feelings
“I like you, not because you like me. You don’t have to keep searching for a reason. Your existence itself is the answer.”
Zhao Shengge listened carefully to every word Chen Wan said, trying to trace back all the moments of being loved that he had missed, and could no longer reclaim.
Zhao Shengge knew he was having an episode, but he only asked, “What’s wrong?” Chen Wan hesitated for a moment before finally admitting honestly, “Zhao Shengge, I’m sorry. I’m sick.” Zhao Shengge seemed satisfied with the answer. He reached into Chen Wan’s pocket, pulled out the pill case, and said, “Then take your medicine.” Chen Wan couldn’t read anything from his face, and could only say “I’m sorry” again because he had wanted to give Zhao Shengge a healthy, undamaged Chen Wan. Zhao Shengge gave him a deliberately strange look and said coolly, “You’re saying sorry for taking medicine?” Chen Wan was at a loss for words. Zhao Shengge took the pills out, twisted open a bottle of water, and held it up to Chen Wan’s lips. “Who doesn’t get sick?”
March 9, 2026
Main story only (73 chapters): 3.4/5 🌟
(This rating is strictly on just the main story. I haven't read the side chapters, yet. My rating is subject to change) The extras are slowly getting fan translated and I will read them as they come out.
"Keanu Reeves, you really replied."
What can I say? This story was a rollercoaster of emotions, mainly sadness and anger. I'm glad Chen Wan got his happy ending. Though there were many times I was upset at Shengge, at least Chen Wan is happy. Shengge's personality didn't do any major shift, but moreso his attention shifted. Going from a cold and ruthless individual that cared about no one, to a caring (only to Chen Wan), yet ruthless individual.
I guess if I truly think about it, I appreciate that aspect because not every character in a story has to have character development. But I'll explain what bothered me in the spoiler.
The plot, wasn't extravagant, but certainly kept me on my toes with anticipation. This story was a lot more depressing than I expected. Chen Wan's character and back story really broke my heart. This man suffered immensely; worked his ass off to get out of the ruin he was in, stood up against his evil family, and pursued the man he had loved and admired for 16+~ years. His only ray of hope and sunshine was that man, Shengge.
He collected items that reminded him of Shengge or would pick up things that were tossed or forgotten by Shengge, and would treasure them as if it was his loaf of bread like a slice of bread to a starving child.
A school project that Shengge made, was put out of display, and our lonely Chen Wan would talk to it while he willingly and secretly dusted it and removed the leaves. He was so lonely but found solace in that one inanimate object that didn't speak back; it comforted him.
Fortunately, years later after his pursuit to happiness paid off, he got a miniature version of that project piece by the man he loved, but now he had the man he loved hold him, speak to him, and love him back.
Though, I never understood why Chen Wan came to fall in love with him in the first place. It literally never explained what Shengge did those many years ago that made Chen Wan so infatuated and idolize him so, and ultimately love him so unconditionally. Neither did it explain much about Shengge, so empathizing with him was rather difficult and almost non existent. He hurt Chen Wan so unnecessarily. (lack if explanation is reason 3 for my 3~ rating)
Though much of the story Shengge was so in the dark and unaware like an idiot, the way he handled things have no excuse. He was cold and unbearably annoying with his serious looks, condiscending tones, and withholding his genuine self as a way to sort of torture or to get back at Chen Wan even after knowing Chen Wan's background. The way he communicates drove me up the wall. He's so selfish at so many moments that I just wanted to punch him in the face (more if that in the spoilers) —I was so angry! (Reason no 2 for my 3~ star rating.)
Shengge was an ass the majority of the time (the first 33% and continously sprinkled here up until the end of chapter 67 UGH! I was furious, mostly annoyed for overall 67/73 chapters). I just wanted to wrap Chen Wan in a blanket like a burrito and protect him. His love was so unconditional—he never expected anything in return and was content simply watching Shengge from afar. But that doesn’t mean Shengge’s coldness didn’t hurt him, and it made me question why Chen Wan loved him so deeply.
Perhaps it’s because Chen Wan is such an unreliable narrator that we never truly understand Shengge. His POV withholds so much; he’s so determined not to burden or disturb Shengge that he only ends up hurting himself. What Chen Wan believes is restraint and selflessness instead appears as coldness and indifference to Shengge, often leaving him hurt and confused. (Reason no 2 continued.)
The beginning of this story was rather boring, aside from Chen Wan's back story, everything up to chapter 33~ was bland. So because that was 47% of the story, is my reason no. 1 why I give it 3~ stars.
Also, can I point out how utterly annoying it was that, I swear, 2x at LEAST in every chapter, would say over and over how handsome, tall, put together blah blah blah Shengge was... Dear lord it was so annoying. I get you're infatuated Chen Wan, but common! I don't need to hear about it a million times. (Reason no 4.)
When Shengge is in a good mood, he can be so loving and so caring enough to make me blush that FINALLY Chen Wan can be happy and warm -—hella adorable. But other times... Dear lord... I again wanted to go into the book to punch him in the face! I'm glad things got wrapped up overall well, and not much was left incomplete.
Besides all of this in this review, I'm looking forward to the extras and I hope it changes my mind on a lot of my sour feelings about this story.
⚠️ Spoiler from here ⚠️
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I am deeply disturbed at how Shengge communicates and almost reprimands Chen Wan. It's almost in a way of punishing him and getting back at him.
He questions him, withholds what he knows, and then lays it out after Chen Wan already feels like utter garbage.
After he found out the truth of everything Chen Wan was dealing with on his own, instead of laying things out or asking him questions saying, "you hurt my feelings and broke my trust with not telling me what you were going through. I felt isolated and I'm really disappointed. What you did didn't make me happy. Why did you do it? In your own words, tell me everything."
He instead sits Chen Wan on his lap and leads him on... Pretending to coax him, yet pushes him away and tells him he's going to do the exact same thing to him tenfold. He hits him where it hurts and practically tells him that everything Chen Wan has done for him didn't make him happy. He manipulates and twist things, telling him he's sneaky because he himself is hurt and pissed.
He tells Chen Wan that Chen Wan's efforts to pursue him, sucks. All while Chen Wan is sitting there shaking like a leaf, bawling his eyes out just trying to hold him. Chen Wan was breaking down, having lost all hope, but still pleaded and pleaded to know if he could still pursue him. Only after he's utterly broken into a full on panic attack, did Shengge soothe him... I was pissed!
He knows Chen Wan only kept things from him because he didn't want to burden him, nor bother him. Chen Wan didnt feel worthy of asking for help. Shengge knew Chen Wan idolized him, yet throws it all in his face. How fucked up is that? I was livid.
"You made a mistake and now you're crying?... You commited too many offenses against me, and now you're acting so fearlessly. It hard for me to trust you again."
...
"Chen Wan, you don't need to feel bad. This is how you treated me. You caught fireflies for me, made a Christmas tree shot, give me peonies and hydrangeas.
You said you wanted me to be happy.
But I wasn't happy.
Chen Wan.
Today is saddest day of my life."
It would make sense for him to behave this way if Chen Wan did all of these out of malicious intent. But no, it was the opposite, and yet Shengge hurt him so... Even after he kissed him and said he loved him, I was too pissed to care. It didn't make up for what I already felt and what he did to Chen Wan.
Anyway, I believe things could have been handled differently without hurting Chen Wan. Shengge could have still said all he said without being a gaslighting manipulative jerk!
Anyway... At least at the end he was kind and he is doing everything he can to shower Chen Wan with love and endless adoration. He's still jealous and possessive, punishing Chen Wan in bed, but at least Chen Wan is happy.
I'm glad he got revenge for him, too. That scene of how Chen Wan's family were being tortured, was insane! Ngl, I was pleased when Shengge stuck that tazer thing into LQ's mouth for talking trash about Chen Wan.
Deserved!
Finished 12/15/2025
(This rating is strictly on just the main story. I haven't read the side chapters, yet. My rating is subject to change) The extras are slowly getting fan translated and I will read them as they come out.
"Keanu Reeves, you really replied."
What can I say? This story was a rollercoaster of emotions, mainly sadness and anger. I'm glad Chen Wan got his happy ending. Though there were many times I was upset at Shengge, at least Chen Wan is happy. Shengge's personality didn't do any major shift, but moreso his attention shifted. Going from a cold and ruthless individual that cared about no one, to a caring (only to Chen Wan), yet ruthless individual.
I guess if I truly think about it, I appreciate that aspect because not every character in a story has to have character development. But I'll explain what bothered me in the spoiler.
The plot, wasn't extravagant, but certainly kept me on my toes with anticipation. This story was a lot more depressing than I expected. Chen Wan's character and back story really broke my heart. This man suffered immensely; worked his ass off to get out of the ruin he was in, stood up against his evil family, and pursued the man he had loved and admired for 16+~ years. His only ray of hope and sunshine was that man, Shengge.
He collected items that reminded him of Shengge or would pick up things that were tossed or forgotten by Shengge, and would treasure them as if it was his loaf of bread like a slice of bread to a starving child.
A school project that Shengge made, was put out of display, and our lonely Chen Wan would talk to it while he willingly and secretly dusted it and removed the leaves. He was so lonely but found solace in that one inanimate object that didn't speak back; it comforted him.
Fortunately, years later after his pursuit to happiness paid off, he got a miniature version of that project piece by the man he loved, but now he had the man he loved hold him, speak to him, and love him back.
Though, I never understood why Chen Wan came to fall in love with him in the first place. It literally never explained what Shengge did those many years ago that made Chen Wan so infatuated and idolize him so, and ultimately love him so unconditionally. Neither did it explain much about Shengge, so empathizing with him was rather difficult and almost non existent. He hurt Chen Wan so unnecessarily. (lack if explanation is reason 3 for my 3~ rating)
Though much of the story Shengge was so in the dark and unaware like an idiot, the way he handled things have no excuse. He was cold and unbearably annoying with his serious looks, condiscending tones, and withholding his genuine self as a way to sort of torture or to get back at Chen Wan even after knowing Chen Wan's background. The way he communicates drove me up the wall. He's so selfish at so many moments that I just wanted to punch him in the face (more if that in the spoilers) —I was so angry! (Reason no 2 for my 3~ star rating.)
Shengge was an ass the majority of the time (the first 33% and continously sprinkled here up until the end of chapter 67 UGH! I was furious, mostly annoyed for overall 67/73 chapters). I just wanted to wrap Chen Wan in a blanket like a burrito and protect him. His love was so unconditional—he never expected anything in return and was content simply watching Shengge from afar. But that doesn’t mean Shengge’s coldness didn’t hurt him, and it made me question why Chen Wan loved him so deeply.
Perhaps it’s because Chen Wan is such an unreliable narrator that we never truly understand Shengge. His POV withholds so much; he’s so determined not to burden or disturb Shengge that he only ends up hurting himself. What Chen Wan believes is restraint and selflessness instead appears as coldness and indifference to Shengge, often leaving him hurt and confused. (Reason no 2 continued.)
The beginning of this story was rather boring, aside from Chen Wan's back story, everything up to chapter 33~ was bland. So because that was 47% of the story, is my reason no. 1 why I give it 3~ stars.
Also, can I point out how utterly annoying it was that, I swear, 2x at LEAST in every chapter, would say over and over how handsome, tall, put together blah blah blah Shengge was... Dear lord it was so annoying. I get you're infatuated Chen Wan, but common! I don't need to hear about it a million times. (Reason no 4.)
When Shengge is in a good mood, he can be so loving and so caring enough to make me blush that FINALLY Chen Wan can be happy and warm -—hella adorable. But other times... Dear lord... I again wanted to go into the book to punch him in the face! I'm glad things got wrapped up overall well, and not much was left incomplete.
Besides all of this in this review, I'm looking forward to the extras and I hope it changes my mind on a lot of my sour feelings about this story.
⚠️ Spoiler from here ⚠️
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I am deeply disturbed at how Shengge communicates and almost reprimands Chen Wan. It's almost in a way of punishing him and getting back at him.
He questions him, withholds what he knows, and then lays it out after Chen Wan already feels like utter garbage.
After he found out the truth of everything Chen Wan was dealing with on his own, instead of laying things out or asking him questions saying, "you hurt my feelings and broke my trust with not telling me what you were going through. I felt isolated and I'm really disappointed. What you did didn't make me happy. Why did you do it? In your own words, tell me everything."
He instead sits Chen Wan on his lap and leads him on... Pretending to coax him, yet pushes him away and tells him he's going to do the exact same thing to him tenfold. He hits him where it hurts and practically tells him that everything Chen Wan has done for him didn't make him happy. He manipulates and twist things, telling him he's sneaky because he himself is hurt and pissed.
He tells Chen Wan that Chen Wan's efforts to pursue him, sucks. All while Chen Wan is sitting there shaking like a leaf, bawling his eyes out just trying to hold him. Chen Wan was breaking down, having lost all hope, but still pleaded and pleaded to know if he could still pursue him. Only after he's utterly broken into a full on panic attack, did Shengge soothe him... I was pissed!
He knows Chen Wan only kept things from him because he didn't want to burden him, nor bother him. Chen Wan didnt feel worthy of asking for help. Shengge knew Chen Wan idolized him, yet throws it all in his face. How fucked up is that? I was livid.
"You made a mistake and now you're crying?... You commited too many offenses against me, and now you're acting so fearlessly. It hard for me to trust you again."
...
"Chen Wan, you don't need to feel bad. This is how you treated me. You caught fireflies for me, made a Christmas tree shot, give me peonies and hydrangeas.
You said you wanted me to be happy.
But I wasn't happy.
Chen Wan.
Today is saddest day of my life."
It would make sense for him to behave this way if Chen Wan did all of these out of malicious intent. But no, it was the opposite, and yet Shengge hurt him so... Even after he kissed him and said he loved him, I was too pissed to care. It didn't make up for what I already felt and what he did to Chen Wan.
Anyway, I believe things could have been handled differently without hurting Chen Wan. Shengge could have still said all he said without being a gaslighting manipulative jerk!
Anyway... At least at the end he was kind and he is doing everything he can to shower Chen Wan with love and endless adoration. He's still jealous and possessive, punishing Chen Wan in bed, but at least Chen Wan is happy.
I'm glad he got revenge for him, too. That scene of how Chen Wan's family were being tortured, was insane! Ngl, I was pleased when Shengge stuck that tazer thing into LQ's mouth for talking trash about Chen Wan.
Deserved!
Finished 12/15/2025
March 8, 2026
Before I talk about my fondness for this book, let me start with the things that threw me off. It took me days to really warm up around it because I really couldn't give a fuck about the background plot that doesn't directly involve Chen Wan and Zhao Shengge. Next, there were too many names simultaneously being introduced like what the hell sure. And I probably stumbled upon an unedited MTL on the early parts because the succeeding chapters are much better and there're T/Ns. There's some inconsistencies with the translation on the early parts, plus there are some parts that only uses the characters' surnames and not their full names which tilts my reading mood. I also feel like there's too much running around the business talk and less time for the past and background stories which I would've loved to focus on, but okay. I can't deny,
Zhao Shengge and Chen Wan is electric
.
What really did it for me was when it was getting gradually revealed that it's not just Chen Wan silently moving around like a shadow, Zhao Shengge was also cooking at the background.
"Chen Wan couldn’t read anything from his face, and could only say “I’m sorry” again because he had wanted to give Zhao Shengge a healthy, undamaged Chen Wan."
Chen Wan's character is so painfully... sad? I don't pity him, okay? Like how do I even say this, I think I could read a book just about him. You know most stories portray obsession as someone who cannot control themselves. But Chen Wan is the opposite. He controls himself too well. It's both harming and helping him at the same time. He loves Zhao Shengge so deeply that it's like imprisonment, but he doesn't even want Zhao Shengge's love. His feelings are just like a prayer. It stacks like blessings hoping Zhao Shengge win, have good luck, stay healthy, and he sincerely hopes Zhao Shengge is happy. But Chen Wan's love doesn't include himself.
"Chen Wan had a certain kind of magic. Every day used to feel the same for Zhao Shengge, but with Chen Wan, life and time became tangible emotions, heartbeats and memories. They became the sunset over Central, the Cantonese opera playing on the radio during a typhoon, the burning desire that surfaced in the depths of night."
And to Zhao Shengge, Chen Wan is the very bane of his existence. Unlike Chen Wan, whose love is defined by restraint, his affection manifests through action and certainty. I'm so crying at the fact that he recognizes Chen Wan's tendency toward self-denial and refuses to accept the idea that Chen Wan should settle for less than being fully loved. That's why he keeps on pursuing Chen Wan even though the feeling is mutual! He feels like it'll never be enough! And with the fact of him being possessive and controlling, his love is also protective and deeply sincere; he does not romanticize Chen Wan's suffering but instead accepts him entirely, flaws and all. Zhao Shengge simply responds to Chen Wan's sickness by helping him take his medicine and treating it as something ordinary. To him, Chen Wan is unparalleled.
"Zhao Shengge fully pulled that lost leaf into his embrace, embedded it in his heart, and in doing so, gained an entire and complete autumn."
I love how their relationship ultimately becomes a process of healing: Chen Wan learns that his existence alone is worthy of love, while Zhao Shengge grapples with the bittersweet realization that someone had loved him wholeheartedly for years without his knowledge. They balance each other so well! I don't even know if which character I want to be, I want to be loved like how Chen Wan loves—so deeply, so patiently, that even years of silence can't wear it down. But another part of me wants to be loved the way Zhao Shengge loves—fiercely, openly, and without hesitation. In the end, I think what moved me most is that their love meets somewhere in the middle: devotion that waits, and devotion that answers . I feel so sick!
"In those unknowing years, Zhao Shengge had been so thoroughly, so carefully, so wholeheartedly loved. And today, he was finally hit by the deafening backlash of that love, echoing back at him. The fragments lost in their youth had been picked up one by one by Chen Wan and carefully treasured. A piece here, a piece there—he had gathered them slowly, and that’s how he’d made it through all these years."
Another aspect of the novel that struck me was how the author portrays women, both with mercy and with cruelty. The women in this world are written with deep sympathy, yet their lives are often tragic, shaped by the same patriarchal power structures that the story criticizes. Chen Wan's mother, Song Qingmiao, is perhaps the most painful example. She is painted as someone bad but the narrative never fully condemns her. Instead, it repeatedly reminds the reader that she was pushed into that abyss by men who treated women as tools for profit and prestige. In this way, the novel is both merciful and cruel toward its women: merciful because it recognizes their suffering and humanity, but cruel because it shows how little room they are given to escape the system that destroys them. It's so sad.
Anyway, despite the initial irritation and borement, the latter parts literally blew me away. I will never forget Chen Wan and Zhao Shengge. They're so beautiful, dynamic and all. I was screaming, crying, throwing up at the top of my lungs. I couldn't contain my emotions most of the times. Honestly, most parts nearly killed me because of how well done it is. And starting from 70% up to end, everything was so satisfying and brilliant that I could rate it full 5 stars alone. Too bad, the start wasn't so good to me. But yeah! I love them so much!
What really did it for me was when it was getting gradually revealed that it's not just Chen Wan silently moving around like a shadow, Zhao Shengge was also cooking at the background.
"Chen Wan couldn’t read anything from his face, and could only say “I’m sorry” again because he had wanted to give Zhao Shengge a healthy, undamaged Chen Wan."
Chen Wan's character is so painfully... sad? I don't pity him, okay? Like how do I even say this, I think I could read a book just about him. You know most stories portray obsession as someone who cannot control themselves. But Chen Wan is the opposite. He controls himself too well. It's both harming and helping him at the same time. He loves Zhao Shengge so deeply that it's like imprisonment, but he doesn't even want Zhao Shengge's love. His feelings are just like a prayer. It stacks like blessings hoping Zhao Shengge win, have good luck, stay healthy, and he sincerely hopes Zhao Shengge is happy. But Chen Wan's love doesn't include himself.
"Chen Wan had a certain kind of magic. Every day used to feel the same for Zhao Shengge, but with Chen Wan, life and time became tangible emotions, heartbeats and memories. They became the sunset over Central, the Cantonese opera playing on the radio during a typhoon, the burning desire that surfaced in the depths of night."
And to Zhao Shengge, Chen Wan is the very bane of his existence. Unlike Chen Wan, whose love is defined by restraint, his affection manifests through action and certainty. I'm so crying at the fact that he recognizes Chen Wan's tendency toward self-denial and refuses to accept the idea that Chen Wan should settle for less than being fully loved. That's why he keeps on pursuing Chen Wan even though the feeling is mutual! He feels like it'll never be enough! And with the fact of him being possessive and controlling, his love is also protective and deeply sincere; he does not romanticize Chen Wan's suffering but instead accepts him entirely, flaws and all. Zhao Shengge simply responds to Chen Wan's sickness by helping him take his medicine and treating it as something ordinary. To him, Chen Wan is unparalleled.
"Zhao Shengge fully pulled that lost leaf into his embrace, embedded it in his heart, and in doing so, gained an entire and complete autumn."
I love how their relationship ultimately becomes a process of healing: Chen Wan learns that his existence alone is worthy of love, while Zhao Shengge grapples with the bittersweet realization that someone had loved him wholeheartedly for years without his knowledge. They balance each other so well! I don't even know if which character I want to be, I want to be loved like how Chen Wan loves—so deeply, so patiently, that even years of silence can't wear it down. But another part of me wants to be loved the way Zhao Shengge loves—fiercely, openly, and without hesitation. In the end, I think what moved me most is that their love meets somewhere in the middle: devotion that waits, and devotion that answers . I feel so sick!
"In those unknowing years, Zhao Shengge had been so thoroughly, so carefully, so wholeheartedly loved. And today, he was finally hit by the deafening backlash of that love, echoing back at him. The fragments lost in their youth had been picked up one by one by Chen Wan and carefully treasured. A piece here, a piece there—he had gathered them slowly, and that’s how he’d made it through all these years."
Another aspect of the novel that struck me was how the author portrays women, both with mercy and with cruelty. The women in this world are written with deep sympathy, yet their lives are often tragic, shaped by the same patriarchal power structures that the story criticizes. Chen Wan's mother, Song Qingmiao, is perhaps the most painful example. She is painted as someone bad but the narrative never fully condemns her. Instead, it repeatedly reminds the reader that she was pushed into that abyss by men who treated women as tools for profit and prestige. In this way, the novel is both merciful and cruel toward its women: merciful because it recognizes their suffering and humanity, but cruel because it shows how little room they are given to escape the system that destroys them. It's so sad.
Anyway, despite the initial irritation and borement, the latter parts literally blew me away. I will never forget Chen Wan and Zhao Shengge. They're so beautiful, dynamic and all. I was screaming, crying, throwing up at the top of my lungs. I couldn't contain my emotions most of the times. Honestly, most parts nearly killed me because of how well done it is. And starting from 70% up to end, everything was so satisfying and brilliant that I could rate it full 5 stars alone. Too bad, the start wasn't so good to me. But yeah! I love them so much!
August 25, 2025
Length: 73 chapters + 7 extras
3rd person POV
Genre: Contemporary Romance
3.5*
Even though this is my least favourite sub-genre of danmei I still ended up enjoying it.
However, be prepared for lots of boring business talk.
Chen Wan (MC) & Zhao Shengge (ML) meet for the 1st time properly in chapter 12 then you spend 20+ chapters of one of them entering the room and the other leaving immediately to answer a work call. The lack of communication between them was getting on my nerves at one point.
Things really pick up in the 2nd ½ of this novel. The ending was chef’s kiss perfection and the best part for me. When they finally get together it was very satisfying.
3rd person POV
Genre: Contemporary Romance
3.5*
Even though this is my least favourite sub-genre of danmei I still ended up enjoying it.
However, be prepared for lots of boring business talk.
Chen Wan (MC) & Zhao Shengge (ML) meet for the 1st time properly in chapter 12 then you spend 20+ chapters of one of them entering the room and the other leaving immediately to answer a work call. The lack of communication between them was getting on my nerves at one point.
Things really pick up in the 2nd ½ of this novel. The ending was chef’s kiss perfection and the best part for me. When they finally get together it was very satisfying.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 6, 2026
Update:(maybe mid spoilers?)
just read the mid autumn festival extra and chen wan bought a special racecar for zhao shenge cuz they like doing it in the car... it's always the innocent looking ones
3.75 ⭐️ first half was kinda boring but I liked the second half it had more action and romance , however I still wanna punch zhao shenge he could've treated chen wan better( ￣-￣)
just read the mid autumn festival extra and chen wan bought a special racecar for zhao shenge cuz they like doing it in the car... it's always the innocent looking ones
3.75 ⭐️ first half was kinda boring but I liked the second half it had more action and romance , however I still wanna punch zhao shenge he could've treated chen wan better( ￣-￣)
July 25, 2025
English title: A letter from Keanu Reeves
My reasoning for giving it 5* is...I loved it, Your Honour.
I just don't know how to put into words how I felt about this book. I'm gonna try though.
Unusual for danmei, the summary on NU was actually spot on: Chen Wan (MC) is in love with Zhao Shengge (ML) and has been for many, many years. However, he never wanted to be part of his life and doesn't have any intention of pursuing him. His only wish is for Zhao Shengge to be happy.
The concept itself is very similar to Eternities still unsaid till you love me (another 5* I recommend) but Chen Wan is definitely much more unhinged than Xu Ze. His backstory is extremely sad and it makes you feel protective of him and you can also understand better why he won't pursue his love.
Zhao Shengge is seen as this untouchable god by everyone and he acts like it too. The moment he notices the MC, however, it's over for him. I love this kind of cold businessman that acts so pathetic for his crush the most, hahaha.
It's a very short novel actually and the plot is nothing too complicated, but I enjoyed it very much nonetheless. I'm just here for the drama, angst and romance and I got them all.
My reasoning for giving it 5* is...I loved it, Your Honour.
I just don't know how to put into words how I felt about this book. I'm gonna try though.
Unusual for danmei, the summary on NU was actually spot on: Chen Wan (MC) is in love with Zhao Shengge (ML) and has been for many, many years. However, he never wanted to be part of his life and doesn't have any intention of pursuing him. His only wish is for Zhao Shengge to be happy.
The concept itself is very similar to Eternities still unsaid till you love me (another 5* I recommend) but Chen Wan is definitely much more unhinged than Xu Ze. His backstory is extremely sad and it makes you feel protective of him and you can also understand better why he won't pursue his love.
Zhao Shengge is seen as this untouchable god by everyone and he acts like it too. The moment he notices the MC, however, it's over for him. I love this kind of cold businessman that acts so pathetic for his crush the most, hahaha.
It's a very short novel actually and the plot is nothing too complicated, but I enjoyed it very much nonetheless. I'm just here for the drama, angst and romance and I got them all.
July 22, 2025
4.25⭐️ English Title: Reply to Keats / A Letter from Keanu Reeves.
Really enjoyed this one—unrequited love, a slow burn, and just the right amount of angst. The dynamic between the leads was really interesting. Chen Wan (MC) waits and watches for years, quietly obsessed in a way that feels both selfless and heartbreaking (he actually reminded me a bit of Xu Ze, if you’ve read that one). Zhao Shengge is completely unaware and keeps his distance, cold and unreadable as ever, until he finally gives in and goes all in, reckless and intense. It’s a slow, emotional push and pull between two people who feel a lot but say very little. If you’re into messy, emotional romance, this one’s worth picking up.
Really enjoyed this one—unrequited love, a slow burn, and just the right amount of angst. The dynamic between the leads was really interesting. Chen Wan (MC) waits and watches for years, quietly obsessed in a way that feels both selfless and heartbreaking (he actually reminded me a bit of Xu Ze, if you’ve read that one). Zhao Shengge is completely unaware and keeps his distance, cold and unreadable as ever, until he finally gives in and goes all in, reckless and intense. It’s a slow, emotional push and pull between two people who feel a lot but say very little. If you’re into messy, emotional romance, this one’s worth picking up.
August 12, 2025
idk whether this will be a review or a long ass appreciation post.
" a letter from Keanu reeves" this is a danmei that i have heard from a lot of people and had it in my tbr! just somehow I picked it up..and i couldn't stop reading.
Our MC (chen wan) has been in love with ML(Zhao Shengge) since a long long time ago but never thought anything is possible between them because ML is quite untouchable with his reputation, family background, career and everything while MC is a hard worker who tries his best to survive being the illegitimate son of a influential family, still keeps doing everything he can to make the ML happy as he admires him from afar, completely resigning to the fact that he will never be the one.
♥️ Chen Wan was a character that ripped my heart, his insecurities, his stubborness to survive, him becoming a puddle in front of the man he loves and the fact that someone he never thought would acknowledge him back.
♥️ Chen Wan's backstory enraged me, my heart was in a mess. MC is the most devoted shou I've ever seen the feelings, the genuineness of his love towards the ML, the protectiveness (i honestly can't even call it obsession as it was so pure) 🥺
♥️ When Zhao Shengge came to know his feelings, i love how he went all in..for someone known to be icy cold and not letting people in..this man has been crushing hard...i love how he loves the MC to the point of thinking that he'd never reach the level of devotion the MC has for him.
— this had some of my favourite quotes throughout.
— my heart is still a mess right now, this book actually is a unrequited love to requited love with the highest level of yearning.
— “I like you, not because you like me. You don’t have to keep searching for a reason. Your existence itself is the answer.” ( i love the ML for saying this to the MC) ✨
this book tore me apart and sewed my heart up again.
" a letter from Keanu reeves" this is a danmei that i have heard from a lot of people and had it in my tbr! just somehow I picked it up..and i couldn't stop reading.
Our MC (chen wan) has been in love with ML(Zhao Shengge) since a long long time ago but never thought anything is possible between them because ML is quite untouchable with his reputation, family background, career and everything while MC is a hard worker who tries his best to survive being the illegitimate son of a influential family, still keeps doing everything he can to make the ML happy as he admires him from afar, completely resigning to the fact that he will never be the one.
♥️ Chen Wan was a character that ripped my heart, his insecurities, his stubborness to survive, him becoming a puddle in front of the man he loves and the fact that someone he never thought would acknowledge him back.
♥️ Chen Wan's backstory enraged me, my heart was in a mess. MC is the most devoted shou I've ever seen the feelings, the genuineness of his love towards the ML, the protectiveness (i honestly can't even call it obsession as it was so pure) 🥺
♥️ When Zhao Shengge came to know his feelings, i love how he went all in..for someone known to be icy cold and not letting people in..this man has been crushing hard...i love how he loves the MC to the point of thinking that he'd never reach the level of devotion the MC has for him.
— this had some of my favourite quotes throughout.
— my heart is still a mess right now, this book actually is a unrequited love to requited love with the highest level of yearning.
— “I like you, not because you like me. You don’t have to keep searching for a reason. Your existence itself is the answer.” ( i love the ML for saying this to the MC) ✨
this book tore me apart and sewed my heart up again.
January 29, 2026
➺
4.5/5🌟
The title "A Letter from Keanu Reeves" might seemed goofy and fanfiction-y, but when I learned the explanation behind, it became much more meaningful and quite fitting with the unrequited love trope.
This might be my second danmei novel with unrequited love, where the one who fell first fell so sincerely and so loyally but didn't even consider their feelings possible of being reciprocated. They held no delusion and just wanted to be the silent supporter. They loved so wholeheartedly without any selfishness, and they view their love as their own feelings, not something the other person should be bothered with.
The romance is slow burn, a 'will-they-won't-they' progression.
MC's view of his love for ML is actually so complex but also so interesting. He's not a pursuer but more of a silent admirer. He did everything in the background for ML without even taking any credit. He's an absolute giver but sincerely never expect anything in return. For a long time, ML didn't even know of his existence. MC didn't even feel disappointed even if ML barely look at him. For him, it was a matter of course because ML is standing on the highest pedestal while he's just someone who came from the muck, someone who's not worth even looking at by the ML.
But he's also an absolute madman. He has a tendency to be a yandere and he knew that, that's why he didn't let himself have any expectations. In surface, he always have very strong self-restraint when it comes to ML, but only he knows the turmoil inside him. He's also very self-destructive and very unkind to himself. Really, his care and love are all for ML and no one else.
ML, on the other hand, is initially very suspicious of MC. Because of his status, he's used to having people with certain motives around him, and even though MC is good at hiding his feelings and always acting normal, considerate but staying in an appropriate distance, He only thought MC was being manipulative, and it was only a matter of time before he discovered MC’s motive. That's why he's quite confused with the contradiction in MC's action.
ML's feelings came gradually, but he fell deeply. I always appreciate the reciprocation of unrequited love when the person who fell in love last caught feelings before they knew the other person's feelings for them. It doesn't feel like the ML just fell for him because MC loves him. He loves MC because it's his own feelings. Also, ML's personality is very indifferent when it comes to emotion. He wouldn't like you just because you like him. That's why him falling in love felt raw and genuine.
He also could handle MC's madness perfectly. He's a yandere himself, but one who's also very rational. He didn't coax or wasn't too compliant just because he loves MC, especially in times when MC is being too unkind to himself. ML knows MC's weakness is him, and he's using this knowledge to prevent MC from further hurting himself in any kind of way. They actually complement each other so perfectly, being to passionately obsessed with each other.
This has a perfect amount of angst and sweetness to this. I was so invested the whole time reading this.
The title "A Letter from Keanu Reeves" might seemed goofy and fanfiction-y, but when I learned the explanation behind, it became much more meaningful and quite fitting with the unrequited love trope.
This might be my second danmei novel with unrequited love, where the one who fell first fell so sincerely and so loyally but didn't even consider their feelings possible of being reciprocated. They held no delusion and just wanted to be the silent supporter. They loved so wholeheartedly without any selfishness, and they view their love as their own feelings, not something the other person should be bothered with.
The romance is slow burn, a 'will-they-won't-they' progression.
MC's view of his love for ML is actually so complex but also so interesting. He's not a pursuer but more of a silent admirer. He did everything in the background for ML without even taking any credit. He's an absolute giver but sincerely never expect anything in return. For a long time, ML didn't even know of his existence. MC didn't even feel disappointed even if ML barely look at him. For him, it was a matter of course because ML is standing on the highest pedestal while he's just someone who came from the muck, someone who's not worth even looking at by the ML.
But he's also an absolute madman. He has a tendency to be a yandere and he knew that, that's why he didn't let himself have any expectations. In surface, he always have very strong self-restraint when it comes to ML, but only he knows the turmoil inside him. He's also very self-destructive and very unkind to himself. Really, his care and love are all for ML and no one else.
ML, on the other hand, is initially very suspicious of MC. Because of his status, he's used to having people with certain motives around him, and even though MC is good at hiding his feelings and always acting normal, considerate but staying in an appropriate distance, He only thought MC was being manipulative, and it was only a matter of time before he discovered MC’s motive. That's why he's quite confused with the contradiction in MC's action.
ML's feelings came gradually, but he fell deeply. I always appreciate the reciprocation of unrequited love when the person who fell in love last caught feelings before they knew the other person's feelings for them. It doesn't feel like the ML just fell for him because MC loves him. He loves MC because it's his own feelings. Also, ML's personality is very indifferent when it comes to emotion. He wouldn't like you just because you like him. That's why him falling in love felt raw and genuine.
He also could handle MC's madness perfectly. He's a yandere himself, but one who's also very rational. He didn't coax or wasn't too compliant just because he loves MC, especially in times when MC is being too unkind to himself. ML knows MC's weakness is him, and he's using this knowledge to prevent MC from further hurting himself in any kind of way. They actually complement each other so perfectly, being to passionately obsessed with each other.
This has a perfect amount of angst and sweetness to this. I was so invested the whole time reading this.
July 12, 2025
I’m so happy Chen Wan got his man.
If you’re looking for a book full of devotion, with amazing main and side characters, A Letter From Reeves should be at the top of your list.
I usually don’t enjoy stories where the shou chases the gong that’s just a personal preference and while this book might seem like that at first glance, it’s not.
Yes, the shou is devoted, nearly worshipping the gong from afar… but the moment the gong notices, he starts bending fate itself to pull him closer.
And I quote:
“If they didn’t know how, he would pave the road and build the steps, guiding them every step of the way. But if they refused to come—Zhao Shengge leaned back in his chair, rotating his watch, his gaze tinged with regret and shadow. He could teach. But if they were unwilling, he had his own ways.”
This was an amazing read definitely another all-time favorite and solidly on my Best of 2025 list.
If you’re looking for a book full of devotion, with amazing main and side characters, A Letter From Reeves should be at the top of your list.
I usually don’t enjoy stories where the shou chases the gong that’s just a personal preference and while this book might seem like that at first glance, it’s not.
Yes, the shou is devoted, nearly worshipping the gong from afar… but the moment the gong notices, he starts bending fate itself to pull him closer.
And I quote:
“If they didn’t know how, he would pave the road and build the steps, guiding them every step of the way. But if they refused to come—Zhao Shengge leaned back in his chair, rotating his watch, his gaze tinged with regret and shadow. He could teach. But if they were unwilling, he had his own ways.”
This was an amazing read definitely another all-time favorite and solidly on my Best of 2025 list.
January 4, 2026
English Title: A Letter From Keanu Reeves
The first danmei of 2026. What a great way to start the year.
Chen Wan, our protagonist, is a hard working businessman who strives to make those around him comfortable and secure. He organizes events, catering to the needs of his friends and acquaintances with the distinct perception that he is societally beneath them (as an abandoned son of the fourth concubine of Chen Bingxu). However, his special care goes further for one person in particular: Zhao Shengge.
He has held an unrequited love for this man for the last sixteen years without any expectation of being noticed for all his gestures and care. Granted, some of his care leans a little into the yandere territory, but it ends up working in his favor.
Zhao Shengge notices Chen Wan’s careful attentions, but instead of understanding it as that of a person in love, he becomes suspicious of Chen Wan’s motivations (which, valid— Chen Wan is a little stalkerish even though he manages to fly under the radar) and sets out to expose any suspicious behavior. From there, they slowly progress from strangers to acquaintances to business partners to something more.
It’s heartwarming to read something like this where the protagonist fundamentally believes he won’t be loved due to his societal position and poor mental health (due to trauma being treated like a dog, literally kept in the dog kennel by his family, and kept in an awful asylum when he dared to fight back) <“Zhao Shengge, I’m sorry, I’m sick”>, but someone comes along and proves that he is worthy of being loved with the same intensity that he loves other people.
Just goes to show, someone out there WILL match your freak.
The first danmei of 2026. What a great way to start the year.
Chen Wan, our protagonist, is a hard working businessman who strives to make those around him comfortable and secure. He organizes events, catering to the needs of his friends and acquaintances with the distinct perception that he is societally beneath them (as an abandoned son of the fourth concubine of Chen Bingxu). However, his special care goes further for one person in particular: Zhao Shengge.
He has held an unrequited love for this man for the last sixteen years without any expectation of being noticed for all his gestures and care. Granted, some of his care leans a little into the yandere territory, but it ends up working in his favor.
Zhao Shengge notices Chen Wan’s careful attentions, but instead of understanding it as that of a person in love, he becomes suspicious of Chen Wan’s motivations (which, valid— Chen Wan is a little stalkerish even though he manages to fly under the radar) and sets out to expose any suspicious behavior. From there, they slowly progress from strangers to acquaintances to business partners to something more.
It’s heartwarming to read something like this where the protagonist fundamentally believes he won’t be loved due to his societal position and poor mental health (due to trauma being treated like a dog, literally kept in the dog kennel by his family, and kept in an awful asylum when he dared to fight back) <“Zhao Shengge, I’m sorry, I’m sick”>, but someone comes along and proves that he is worthy of being loved with the same intensity that he loves other people.
Just goes to show, someone out there WILL match your freak.
December 19, 2025
Title : A Letter from Keanu Reeves
Really enjoyed it ❤️ I loved Chen Wan he’s probably my favorite character 🥰 he’s gentleness but also fierce personality when it comes to protecting his loved ones (aka Zhao Shengge) 🥹 my only complaint is I wish we had more insight on Zhao Shengge’s feelings and how he fell in love with Chen Wan. Overall a really fun read 🫶🏻 Chen Wan is the biggest yearner, he never thought his feelings would be reciprocated but they did 🥹
Really enjoyed it ❤️ I loved Chen Wan he’s probably my favorite character 🥰 he’s gentleness but also fierce personality when it comes to protecting his loved ones (aka Zhao Shengge) 🥹 my only complaint is I wish we had more insight on Zhao Shengge’s feelings and how he fell in love with Chen Wan. Overall a really fun read 🫶🏻 Chen Wan is the biggest yearner, he never thought his feelings would be reciprocated but they did 🥹
October 19, 2025
3.25 stars
Well, that danmei wasn’t what I thought it would be. The blurb made it seem like a lighthearted and fun read but it was actually about two deeply mistreated children that grew up into men with a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms. The only admirable thing about this was that at least one of them sought help from a psychiatrist.
Like I wrote in an update, I wasn’t sure who was more obsessed with whom: Chen Wan (MC) with Zhao Shenge (ML) or the other way round. Until the end it was hard to tell.
Obviously, they had a happy ending, but the story left me wanting: It felt too superficial even though it strove for them to have a deep connection. Their relationship evolved in a long game of tug-of-war and they were observing the other at all times for reactions instead of simply talking to each other. In the end they managed to change that but it didn’t feel like a natural development. The book felt constructed from start to finish.
It managed to cure my itch for a contemporary story though.
Well, that danmei wasn’t what I thought it would be. The blurb made it seem like a lighthearted and fun read but it was actually about two deeply mistreated children that grew up into men with a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms. The only admirable thing about this was that at least one of them sought help from a psychiatrist.
Like I wrote in an update, I wasn’t sure who was more obsessed with whom: Chen Wan (MC) with Zhao Shenge (ML) or the other way round. Until the end it was hard to tell.
Obviously, they had a happy ending, but the story left me wanting: It felt too superficial even though it strove for them to have a deep connection. Their relationship evolved in a long game of tug-of-war and they were observing the other at all times for reactions instead of simply talking to each other. In the end they managed to change that but it didn’t feel like a natural development. The book felt constructed from start to finish.
It managed to cure my itch for a contemporary story though.
December 5, 2025
Que conste que lo terminé obligada (por mi misma), en realidad no quería acabarlo (T^T)
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Relectura (esta vez con los extras)
La disfruté como la primera vez, sigo amando la relación de Chen Wan y Zhao Shengge, lo devotos que son el uno con el otro y como los 2 son igual de raritos (obsesivos).
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Relectura (esta vez con los extras)
La disfruté como la primera vez, sigo amando la relación de Chen Wan y Zhao Shengge, lo devotos que son el uno con el otro y como los 2 son igual de raritos (obsesivos).
November 17, 2025
this was so beautiful oh my god
May 24, 2026
çok güzeldi…
ilk başta klasik bir tek taraflı aşk hikayesi gibi gelmişti.
baş karakterimiz Chen wan ikinci nesil bir zengin aile başının dördüncü eşinin gayrimeşru oğludur ve kendini yükseltmeye çalışır. Chen wan 16 senedir Zhao shengge adında yüksek profilli bir adama deli divane aşık. o kadar aşık ki gittiği her yerde onu olabildiğince takip ediyor ve onun hakkında öğrenebileceği her şeyi öğreniyor. onun gittiği yerlere çevrelere giriyor ve gerçekten de seviliyor o zengin ailelerin çocukları tarafından hikaye böyle gelişiyorrrrr
spoi***
ZHAO SHENGGENİN İLLA ONA DELİ DİVANE AŞIK OLCAĞINI BİLİYORDUM ama bu kadar bazen az belli etmesi beni çıldırttı!!!! bazen Chen wan bebeğime çooook üzülüyordum iş kariyer kaos denince çok zekiyken aşk işlerinde ÇOK MASUM zhao shenggeni o kadar seviyor ki hiç onunla olmayı bile düşünmemiş??? çok şiirsel bir kitaptı okunmalı
ilk başta klasik bir tek taraflı aşk hikayesi gibi gelmişti.
baş karakterimiz Chen wan ikinci nesil bir zengin aile başının dördüncü eşinin gayrimeşru oğludur ve kendini yükseltmeye çalışır. Chen wan 16 senedir Zhao shengge adında yüksek profilli bir adama deli divane aşık. o kadar aşık ki gittiği her yerde onu olabildiğince takip ediyor ve onun hakkında öğrenebileceği her şeyi öğreniyor. onun gittiği yerlere çevrelere giriyor ve gerçekten de seviliyor o zengin ailelerin çocukları tarafından hikaye böyle gelişiyorrrrr
spoi***
ZHAO SHENGGENİN İLLA ONA DELİ DİVANE AŞIK OLCAĞINI BİLİYORDUM ama bu kadar bazen az belli etmesi beni çıldırttı!!!! bazen Chen wan bebeğime çooook üzülüyordum iş kariyer kaos denince çok zekiyken aşk işlerinde ÇOK MASUM zhao shenggeni o kadar seviyor ki hiç onunla olmayı bile düşünmemiş??? çok şiirsel bir kitaptı okunmalı
January 14, 2026
this is one of the most beautifully written unrequited love stories i’ve ever read. every step and advance they make in their relationship makes perfect sense to their characters and developing understanding of each other. but what makes this, to me, one of, if not the best portrayal of unrequited love i’ve ever seen is the fact that chen wan isn’t insecure or trapped in his one-sided pining for zhao shengge. in fact, it is precisely the fact that his love is one-sided that he has the freedom and agency to dictate how and when their relationship develops, and it is zhao shengge instead who finds himself unsure of his place in their relationship and in chen wan’s heart. essentially, the core of the novel’s thesis about unrequited love is this: 暗恋和主动的人可以随时停止自己的感情，沦陷的人只能竭尽全力保留和索取那份迷恋。 / the one whose love is unrequited and who takes the lead can suspend their feelings at any moment, and the one who has fallen into their hands can only utterly exhaust all their strength to retain and seek that besotted love.
every single character is very well fleshed-out, and none of them play into stereotypical and/or trashy tropes, which is incredibly easy to do in this kind of 霸总文学 / domineering ceo fiction (... i hate every single translation of this lol). the main characters are of course particularly well-written, but even the side characters each felt like fully developed people, not just characters. zhuo zhixuan’s friendship with chen wan is just as beautiful as zhao shengge and chen wan’s relationship, and you really feel for the fact that such a loving and loyal character is stuck with a family that absolutely doesn’t deserve him. shen zongnian almost never says anything, but everything he leaves unsaid is made extremely clear to the reader. tan youming’s interactions with him, though fleeting, are sweet enough that everyone in the comments ended up begging the author to write a book for them (and she did!). xu zhiying glows with all the strength and confidence that women are rarely allowed to have, particularly in the business world; i have the entire paragraph where she shuts down a misogynistic reporter with perfect poise highlighted. even qin zhaoting has his own charm to him, despite basically only appearing here and there to make zhao shengge jealous.
and chen wan’s mother, god. i have rarely, if ever, seen such a well-written mother. song qingmiao is full of contradictions. she makes you pity her, then resent her, and then eventually heave a sigh of lament for her. i hated most of what she did, yet i could understand exactly how patriarchal strictures forced her into the depths of despair needed to twist her into that shape. we will never know what she could have been like had life treated her better—perhaps she might’ve been like xu zhiying or xu enyi: self-assured and in control of her own life, able to live and love freely, rather than clinging to beauty and jewels as the only leverage she will ever have. that, i think, is the novel’s biggest 酸涩点 / bitter ache, and not her son’s unrequited love.
anyway, i’ve written the rest of my review in chinese because it’s slightly spoilery, and also because it was actually much harder to think and write about zhao shengge and chen wan’s relationship in english lol.
p.s. i deducted half a star bc there was so much business-specific language (that i don’t understand!!) that at some point i started desperately skimming every time i saw something related to their business ventures. it would’ve been five stars otherwise.
这既是一段跨越十六年的暗恋，也是一场互相救赎的爱情故事。陈挽用了十六年的努力和辛苦，终于走到了赵声阁的身边，只为能让在他最低谷时伸出援手的那一束光活得更舒适、开心。赵声阁也为了能够更好地爱护在他寒冬是温暖他的太阳，承诺用一辈子美好的时光去追陈挽，把陈挽这十六年给予赵声阁的爱加倍奉还。两个童年缺乏亲情的人，在彼此身上寻到了自己不曾想过能得到的心疼和爱恋，因此走向他们恬美的未来。
爱不仅能捂热被爱者的心，也能让爱慕者变得更有人情味，导致他们在一起后找回了最真实的自己。赵声阁不再是那个因为爷爷的压制而对朋友疏离的冷漠上位者，相反的，他变回了小时候事事都会关照别人的好兄长。陈挽也不会再把自己装作那么毫无破绽，虽然他在别人面前还是那个八面玲珑从容得体的陈挽，但他现在能允许自己跟赵声阁哭泣、打趣、发小脾气，不再是那个毕恭毕敬，只想用献祭的方式去爱一个人的暗恋者。
最后呢我只想说，既然书名是《奇洛李维斯回信》，那就以书信的方式来告别这段酸甜的感情。致最纯粹的阿挽：十六年了，这么多苦难与难受，你终于等到了。你的奇洛李维斯，真的回信了。愿你们日后所有的苦涩能使每一份甘甜更悦心，执子之手，皆如所愿。
every single character is very well fleshed-out, and none of them play into stereotypical and/or trashy tropes, which is incredibly easy to do in this kind of 霸总文学 / domineering ceo fiction (... i hate every single translation of this lol). the main characters are of course particularly well-written, but even the side characters each felt like fully developed people, not just characters. zhuo zhixuan’s friendship with chen wan is just as beautiful as zhao shengge and chen wan’s relationship, and you really feel for the fact that such a loving and loyal character is stuck with a family that absolutely doesn’t deserve him. shen zongnian almost never says anything, but everything he leaves unsaid is made extremely clear to the reader. tan youming’s interactions with him, though fleeting, are sweet enough that everyone in the comments ended up begging the author to write a book for them (and she did!). xu zhiying glows with all the strength and confidence that women are rarely allowed to have, particularly in the business world; i have the entire paragraph where she shuts down a misogynistic reporter with perfect poise highlighted. even qin zhaoting has his own charm to him, despite basically only appearing here and there to make zhao shengge jealous.
and chen wan’s mother, god. i have rarely, if ever, seen such a well-written mother. song qingmiao is full of contradictions. she makes you pity her, then resent her, and then eventually heave a sigh of lament for her. i hated most of what she did, yet i could understand exactly how patriarchal strictures forced her into the depths of despair needed to twist her into that shape. we will never know what she could have been like had life treated her better—perhaps she might’ve been like xu zhiying or xu enyi: self-assured and in control of her own life, able to live and love freely, rather than clinging to beauty and jewels as the only leverage she will ever have. that, i think, is the novel’s biggest 酸涩点 / bitter ache, and not her son’s unrequited love.
anyway, i’ve written the rest of my review in chinese because it’s slightly spoilery, and also because it was actually much harder to think and write about zhao shengge and chen wan’s relationship in english lol.
p.s. i deducted half a star bc there was so much business-specific language (that i don’t understand!!) that at some point i started desperately skimming every time i saw something related to their business ventures. it would’ve been five stars otherwise.
这既是一段跨越十六年的暗恋，也是一场互相救赎的爱情故事。陈挽用了十六年的努力和辛苦，终于走到了赵声阁的身边，只为能让在他最低谷时伸出援手的那一束光活得更舒适、开心。赵声阁也为了能够更好地爱护在他寒冬是温暖他的太阳，承诺用一辈子美好的时光去追陈挽，把陈挽这十六年给予赵声阁的爱加倍奉还。两个童年缺乏亲情的人，在彼此身上寻到了自己不曾想过能得到的心疼和爱恋，因此走向他们恬美的未来。
爱不仅能捂热被爱者的心，也能让爱慕者变得更有人情味，导致他们在一起后找回了最真实的自己。赵声阁不再是那个因为爷爷的压制而对朋友疏离的冷漠上位者，相反的，他变回了小时候事事都会关照别人的好兄长。陈挽也不会再把自己装作那么毫无破绽，虽然他在别人面前还是那个八面玲珑从容得体的陈挽，但他现在能允许自己跟赵声阁哭泣、打趣、发小脾气，不再是那个毕恭毕敬，只想用献祭的方式去爱一个人的暗恋者。
最后呢我只想说，既然书名是《奇洛李维斯回信》，那就以书信的方式来告别这段酸甜的感情。致最纯粹的阿挽：十六年了，这么多苦难与难受，你终于等到了。你的奇洛李维斯，真的回信了。愿你们日后所有的苦涩能使每一份甘甜更悦心，执子之手，皆如所愿。
March 17, 2026
English title: A Letter from Keanu Reeves / Reply to Keats
A beautifully written romance about a secret crush. The MC, Chen Wan, has secretly liked the ML, Zhao Shengge, for years and has done so much for the ML without expecting anything in return. When the ML eventually starts noticing and interacting with him, he becomes completely flustered and doesn't know how to handle their new relationship which is no longer so one-sided. The novel summary is pretty accurate, so based on that I had a good idea of what I was getting into.
Chen Wan had a rough family situation growing up, as the illegitimate child of a business family where he was mocked and abused for the years he's lived with them. At one point, he was even sent to a mental institution for a couple years after he retaliated against one of his cousins. However, the ML was a ray of sunshine in his adolescent life, and even though their interaction was brief, Chen Wan became obsessed with him and did everything he could to catch a glimpse of him. To be honest, it's very unclear to me why Chen Wan became so obsessed with the ML after just that one interaction, and the author never really explains it either.
Fast forward to the beginning of the novel, when they're both adults, and Chen Wan's obsession hasn't faded at all. If anything, it's gotten even stronger. He knows so much about Zhao Shengge, down to his tea and food preference, and caters minute details to the ML's preference that no one else would even think about such as the temperature for warming cups or the humidity in the air.
However, Chen Wan does all this for the ML without expecting anything in return. Because of Zhao Shengge's high position among the business elites and the fact that he's made many enemies, he rarely shows up to events and it's hard to know when he will be in attendance. Chen Wan can only hope to run into him by luck. This excerpt describes it well:
Hearing that Zhao Shengge might attend a rowing competition, he worked through the night to free up an entire day, only for Zhao Shengge to not show up in the end.
When Zhuo Zhixuan mentioned that Shen Zongnian had invited Zhao Shengge to a horse race, Chen Wan was on a business trip in Macao. After a moment of silence, he booked the earliest flight back the next morning and drove four hours alone to the estate. But by then, he learned Zhao Shengge had left halfway though the race.
In the end, he lived in a world without Zhao Shengge. If he appeared, it was an unexpected gift. But Chen Wan had to accept that his absence was the norm.
Due to Chen Wan's extreme attentiveness, he slowly makes his way to Zhao Shengge's radar. Initially the ML is wary of him and what he wants, but after testing him multiple times, the ML slowly realizes that he doesn't seem to expect anything in return.
On Chen Wan's part, he completely has zero desire to actually make Zhao Shengge notice him. To him, the ML is the sun in the sky, and he's content just being around the ML without needing any special attention from him.
“No, I don’t intend to pursue him, and wanting to occasionally see someone I like and do something nice for them isn’t a contradiction, right?”
Chen Wan didn’t even need to become close with Zhao Shengge. It would be enough to occasionally see him in the same circle.
It would be great if, in the moments he was around, he could make the other person smile, as though those few minutes gave meaning to his feelings. Just a few minutes would be enough.
In terms of time, those minutes could be eternal in Chen Wan’s memory.
Eventually their interactions increase when their respective companies start partnering together, which is Zhao Shengge's excuse for texting and calling Chen Wan often, and their acquaintance and the actual relationship builds from there.
Overall I enjoyed the story, but I will admit I had a hard time empathizing with Chen Wan's selfless attitude towards the ML. I understand why he behaves that way, due to his upbringing, but it was hard to read about how much he does for the ML without expecting anything in return, especially after you learn more about his sad childhood and you just want him to be happy.
The ML doesn't really change much throughout the story. He starts off as your typical indifferent and ruthless CEO-type and ends the story the same way, except he made an exception to include Chen Wan as part of his life. I didn't particularly care for him.
Would recommend this novel for a quick read!
A beautifully written romance about a secret crush. The MC, Chen Wan, has secretly liked the ML, Zhao Shengge, for years and has done so much for the ML without expecting anything in return. When the ML eventually starts noticing and interacting with him, he becomes completely flustered and doesn't know how to handle their new relationship which is no longer so one-sided. The novel summary is pretty accurate, so based on that I had a good idea of what I was getting into.
Chen Wan had a rough family situation growing up, as the illegitimate child of a business family where he was mocked and abused for the years he's lived with them. At one point, he was even sent to a mental institution for a couple years after he retaliated against one of his cousins. However, the ML was a ray of sunshine in his adolescent life, and even though their interaction was brief, Chen Wan became obsessed with him and did everything he could to catch a glimpse of him. To be honest, it's very unclear to me why Chen Wan became so obsessed with the ML after just that one interaction, and the author never really explains it either.
Fast forward to the beginning of the novel, when they're both adults, and Chen Wan's obsession hasn't faded at all. If anything, it's gotten even stronger. He knows so much about Zhao Shengge, down to his tea and food preference, and caters minute details to the ML's preference that no one else would even think about such as the temperature for warming cups or the humidity in the air.
However, Chen Wan does all this for the ML without expecting anything in return. Because of Zhao Shengge's high position among the business elites and the fact that he's made many enemies, he rarely shows up to events and it's hard to know when he will be in attendance. Chen Wan can only hope to run into him by luck. This excerpt describes it well:
Hearing that Zhao Shengge might attend a rowing competition, he worked through the night to free up an entire day, only for Zhao Shengge to not show up in the end.
When Zhuo Zhixuan mentioned that Shen Zongnian had invited Zhao Shengge to a horse race, Chen Wan was on a business trip in Macao. After a moment of silence, he booked the earliest flight back the next morning and drove four hours alone to the estate. But by then, he learned Zhao Shengge had left halfway though the race.
In the end, he lived in a world without Zhao Shengge. If he appeared, it was an unexpected gift. But Chen Wan had to accept that his absence was the norm.
Due to Chen Wan's extreme attentiveness, he slowly makes his way to Zhao Shengge's radar. Initially the ML is wary of him and what he wants, but after testing him multiple times, the ML slowly realizes that he doesn't seem to expect anything in return.
On Chen Wan's part, he completely has zero desire to actually make Zhao Shengge notice him. To him, the ML is the sun in the sky, and he's content just being around the ML without needing any special attention from him.
“No, I don’t intend to pursue him, and wanting to occasionally see someone I like and do something nice for them isn’t a contradiction, right?”
Chen Wan didn’t even need to become close with Zhao Shengge. It would be enough to occasionally see him in the same circle.
It would be great if, in the moments he was around, he could make the other person smile, as though those few minutes gave meaning to his feelings. Just a few minutes would be enough.
In terms of time, those minutes could be eternal in Chen Wan’s memory.
Eventually their interactions increase when their respective companies start partnering together, which is Zhao Shengge's excuse for texting and calling Chen Wan often, and their acquaintance and the actual relationship builds from there.
Overall I enjoyed the story, but I will admit I had a hard time empathizing with Chen Wan's selfless attitude towards the ML. I understand why he behaves that way, due to his upbringing, but it was hard to read about how much he does for the ML without expecting anything in return, especially after you learn more about his sad childhood and you just want him to be happy.
The ML doesn't really change much throughout the story. He starts off as your typical indifferent and ruthless CEO-type and ends the story the same way, except he made an exception to include Chen Wan as part of his life. I didn't particularly care for him.
Would recommend this novel for a quick read!
May 27, 2026
nunca nadie me ha amado ni un poquito
March 17, 2026
A new favorite. I loved it! The way the characters circled each other, slowly drawing closer, was decadent.
September 2, 2025
reply to keats novel:
April 11, 2026
Very poetically written I almost thought my slow brain couldn't possibly absorb this in a way it was intended lol. Rather than the difficulty in understanding the words, it was the emotions that confused me at times, because both of our main characters are exceptionally good at deception, that everything never feels true sometimes. For the first half of the book, we've seen them trying to guess each other's feelings & intention (and spectacularly failed haha), which oddly made sense because all they've known was being a businessman and not quite an expert on navigating love.
Speaking about the characters, I have definitely never seen a main character that shows devotion so extreme it almost feels unreal like Chen Wan. He was meticulous in ensuring that Zhao Shengge will never discover his feelings because he hid them so well in his actions. It made me wonder till the end, what made him fall so hard for a man like Zhao Shengge. Because while it's clear that Chen Wan is extremely head over heels with this man, it didn't mean Zhao Shengge was an easy man to love.
But what this book did the best was how it showed perfectly why they were literally made for each other. Just like how Chen Wan was the only one capable of loving someone like Zhao Shengge, I don't think there's anyone better than Zhao Shengge to learn how to love Chen Wan in the best way possible. Literally a freak who's in love with an equal freak lol
The reason why it got 3 stars was because I didn't really find the business aspect of the book intriguing much, I guess?Like I said before, it felt too smart for my lazy brain😭Also, i found it quite unexpected that the book was heavily focused on the pre-relationship phase between Chen Wan & Zhao Shengge, like i was 60% in and we barely see any relationship development😔I thought the fluff will come eventually, but this book remained a rollercoster till the end like it actually gets more extreme the closer we were to the end lol
Speaking about the characters, I have definitely never seen a main character that shows devotion so extreme it almost feels unreal like Chen Wan. He was meticulous in ensuring that Zhao Shengge will never discover his feelings because he hid them so well in his actions. It made me wonder till the end, what made him fall so hard for a man like Zhao Shengge. Because while it's clear that Chen Wan is extremely head over heels with this man, it didn't mean Zhao Shengge was an easy man to love.
But what this book did the best was how it showed perfectly why they were literally made for each other. Just like how Chen Wan was the only one capable of loving someone like Zhao Shengge, I don't think there's anyone better than Zhao Shengge to learn how to love Chen Wan in the best way possible. Literally a freak who's in love with an equal freak lol
The reason why it got 3 stars was because I didn't really find the business aspect of the book intriguing much, I guess?Like I said before, it felt too smart for my lazy brain😭Also, i found it quite unexpected that the book was heavily focused on the pre-relationship phase between Chen Wan & Zhao Shengge, like i was 60% in and we barely see any relationship development😔I thought the fluff will come eventually, but this book remained a rollercoster till the end like it actually gets more extreme the closer we were to the end lol
December 20, 2025
Nice read. Actually. The romance was good. The characters don't behave out of ordinary but in tune to their emotions and heart. The slowburn was slowburning. Well, all talk about business was a little boring to me. However, it still was good.
I really loved Zhao Shengge's attitude towards Chen Wan. This, in fact, harsh approach helped opening Chen Wan up, and it was delightful to read. The only thing that throws me off when person is too obsessed with his crush/lover but I guess it's fine since they both truly yearns for each other.
I really loved Zhao Shengge's attitude towards Chen Wan. This, in fact, harsh approach helped opening Chen Wan up, and it was delightful to read. The only thing that throws me off when person is too obsessed with his crush/lover but I guess it's fine since they both truly yearns for each other.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 27, 2025
3.5 ⭐️
Chen Wan me recordó a mi yo adolescente, pero él me superó.
Un amor que quieres esconder para no molestar, pero a la vez querer darle todo para que sea feliz incluso si no es a tu lado, es realmente desesperante y doloroso.
Al comienzo el desarrollo de la historia es muy lenta (y sí, varias pensé en abandonarlo pero me intrigaba el desenlace, y por momentos me identificaba con Chen Wan y ahhh se me mezclaban las emociones), pero luego de que tiene más interacción con ZSG se vuelve interesante. El hecho de querer ver más allá de Chen Wan terminó por enamorarse de él, por darle todo y por supuesto vengarse de aquellos que lo trataron mal (AMOOOOO).
Les comparto una frase que me gustó y no olvidaré:
"Si no sabes como perseguir a alguien, entonces no lo hagas. Déjamelo a mi."
Chen Wan me recordó a mi yo adolescente, pero él me superó.
Un amor que quieres esconder para no molestar, pero a la vez querer darle todo para que sea feliz incluso si no es a tu lado, es realmente desesperante y doloroso.
Al comienzo el desarrollo de la historia es muy lenta (y sí, varias pensé en abandonarlo pero me intrigaba el desenlace, y por momentos me identificaba con Chen Wan y ahhh se me mezclaban las emociones), pero luego de que tiene más interacción con ZSG se vuelve interesante. El hecho de querer ver más allá de Chen Wan terminó por enamorarse de él, por darle todo y por supuesto vengarse de aquellos que lo trataron mal (AMOOOOO).
Les comparto una frase que me gustó y no olvidaré:
"Si no sabes como perseguir a alguien, entonces no lo hagas. Déjamelo a mi."
February 14, 2026
After the way a popular novel like 欲言难止 treated unrequited love I was scared going into this one. The fan arts are so GORGEOUS that I've always wanted to read this novel, but still, I had my doubts. And boy, was I wrong. At first, it did seem to me like the typical danmei novel, but as the story unfolded, I was like... hold up.
First of all, this story does have a business plot because I've seen some people criticize it and while I just thought that the ML was Logan Roy's perfect son, I moved on. To me, it was never a turn-off. Now, regarding the characters and their story, Chen Wan (MC) has been in love with Zhao Shengge for years, almost half his life. He's not going to pursue him or anything, and while that passivity got on my nerves in 欲言难止, this time it didn't. You understand why he acts this way, and at some point, it's what puts up so many barriers to his developing friendship with Zhao Shengge and then in his romantic relationship with him. Putting him on a pedestal just stops their relationship instead of making it develop, and I love how it's addressed. I also don't expect many things from danmei when it comes to addressing mental health, but here, I loved how normalized it becomes for Chen Wan to struggle with his mental health and to take anti-depressants, and how he feels shame about it but Zhao Shengge replies with: "Who doesn't get sick?" And Zhao Shengge himself is just... perfect in an imperfect way. He's the aura master. He's truly the biggest dick in town, but he's just so good to Chen Wan and to those he likes. I was so surprised by him and this love story in general. I highly recommend.
First of all, this story does have a business plot because I've seen some people criticize it and while I just thought that the ML was Logan Roy's perfect son, I moved on. To me, it was never a turn-off. Now, regarding the characters and their story, Chen Wan (MC) has been in love with Zhao Shengge for years, almost half his life. He's not going to pursue him or anything, and while that passivity got on my nerves in 欲言难止, this time it didn't. You understand why he acts this way, and at some point, it's what puts up so many barriers to his developing friendship with Zhao Shengge and then in his romantic relationship with him. Putting him on a pedestal just stops their relationship instead of making it develop, and I love how it's addressed. I also don't expect many things from danmei when it comes to addressing mental health, but here, I loved how normalized it becomes for Chen Wan to struggle with his mental health and to take anti-depressants, and how he feels shame about it but Zhao Shengge replies with: "Who doesn't get sick?" And Zhao Shengge himself is just... perfect in an imperfect way. He's the aura master. He's truly the biggest dick in town, but he's just so good to Chen Wan and to those he likes. I was so surprised by him and this love story in general. I highly recommend.
August 22, 2025
"to love someone so deeply that you'd give up your life, yet never reveal it, and see the exposure of that love as a burden"
esta lectura fue como leer una constante carta de amor que en vez de ser enviada será quemada en una chimenea. (pero rescatada a último momento para llegar a tener su tan preciada respuesta hehe) es increíble como la autora retransmite tan bien los sentimientos de un amor destinado a nunca llegar a ser nada más que añoranza. por suerte estos dos no van a dejar que el destino los detenga!
un slow burn (¿se puede decir así aunque nuestro protagonista esté pilladísimo desde el primer momento?) extremadamente leeento pero es como los que me gustan a mí, todo pasa al ritmo perfecto para retransmitir lo que se pretende. (no la recomendaría para personas que no toleran el slow burn)
todos los personajes son tan HUMANOS !! está tan bien escrito, todos sus sentimientos tienen la explicación más humana y fácil de relatar del mundo, chen wan te amo
hay escenas que nunca se van a ir de mi memoria, cada pequeño avance de estos dos me hacía gritar y dar vueltas. LA TENSIÓN!! por favor que alguien me deje darle un besazo a la autora
estoy tan feliz que estas dos personitas hayan encontrado su sitio para amar y ser amados... termino esta lectura con el corazón extremadamente cálido. <3
esta lectura fue como leer una constante carta de amor que en vez de ser enviada será quemada en una chimenea. (pero rescatada a último momento para llegar a tener su tan preciada respuesta hehe) es increíble como la autora retransmite tan bien los sentimientos de un amor destinado a nunca llegar a ser nada más que añoranza. por suerte estos dos no van a dejar que el destino los detenga!
un slow burn (¿se puede decir así aunque nuestro protagonista esté pilladísimo desde el primer momento?) extremadamente leeento pero es como los que me gustan a mí, todo pasa al ritmo perfecto para retransmitir lo que se pretende. (no la recomendaría para personas que no toleran el slow burn)
todos los personajes son tan HUMANOS !! está tan bien escrito, todos sus sentimientos tienen la explicación más humana y fácil de relatar del mundo, chen wan te amo
hay escenas que nunca se van a ir de mi memoria, cada pequeño avance de estos dos me hacía gritar y dar vueltas. LA TENSIÓN!! por favor que alguien me deje darle un besazo a la autora
estoy tan feliz que estas dos personitas hayan encontrado su sitio para amar y ser amados... termino esta lectura con el corazón extremadamente cálido. <3
August 31, 2025
The name of the novel "A Letter from Keanu Reeves" is taken from a song of the same name by Fiona Sit. I would recommend listening to the song once before starting the novel. The song is about how Fiona Sit writes letters to Keanu Reeves over the years even though she thinks she'll never recieve a reply. But in the second verse, it is shown that Keanu Reeves writes back.
This novel is also the same. Chen Wan's unrequited love was just like that. Preserving, unwavering and determined, never hoping for something in return but eventually his Keanu Reeves does write back. This novel is also called "Reply to Keats" and Keats is the english name of Chen Wan.
The way Chen Wan's unrequited love is portrayed is both beautiful and painful.
This novel is also the same. Chen Wan's unrequited love was just like that. Preserving, unwavering and determined, never hoping for something in return but eventually his Keanu Reeves does write back. This novel is also called "Reply to Keats" and Keats is the english name of Chen Wan.
The way Chen Wan's unrequited love is portrayed is both beautiful and painful.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 23, 2026
No what, I’ll never understand how it took a lot of people too long to warm up to it cause I was bewitched since the beginning…..was well delivered….and I seriously think the introductions of the characters blended with the plots and didn’t feel sketched around at all
Oh how I love Chen Wan, like literally obsessed with him….he’s so gentle and I love how well written his character is with his plot and all. The way he delivered the rawness of liking someone and how he’d rather fulfill Zhao Shengge’s happiness than bother him with the context of his feelings….he’s genuinely obsessed with him but not in a way that’ll make it feel weird and uncomfortable..:but in a very different way and appreciative way… I wanna be loved how Chen Wan loved Zhao Shengge
And honestly he’s perfect…no flaws
Also he’s mentally unstable???😭
Man my bro is hooked….literally and exceptionally hooked….
Don’t think there’s another shou that’ll beat Chen Wan when it’s comes to yearning and being obsessed haha… he was ready to lose the friendship he had with Zhao Shengge just to protect him and fulfill his wish of him being happy
And when we’re talking about Zhao Shengge, man he might not have loved him since when Chen Wan has loved him but he was able to deliver his own feelings righteously…if it was up to Chen Wan I feel like this woulda ended up in a forever yearning 😭, won’t be bad cause damn I never got bored in any chapter….everything was exhilarating to read and navigate through… I feel low this was what I needed to read🥹, I picked it up at the right time
The way I was flabbergasted when they were talking about the dog shit?😭😭😭no what!!! Did I understand it correctly and Chen Wan saying his willing means he’s willing to???? Yak?????? Bruh bye
Their friend group is perfect….i just love how they never saw Chen Wan any less than them and they actually care deeply…ESP young maste Zhixuan hahahaha I love his crash out sm….like yak what he deserved to be yelled at….
A letter from Keanu Reeves is that novel you never knew you needed until you got into it and you realized hm this is how a love story should go…_argue with the wall
Oh how I love Chen Wan, like literally obsessed with him….he’s so gentle and I love how well written his character is with his plot and all. The way he delivered the rawness of liking someone and how he’d rather fulfill Zhao Shengge’s happiness than bother him with the context of his feelings….he’s genuinely obsessed with him but not in a way that’ll make it feel weird and uncomfortable..:but in a very different way and appreciative way… I wanna be loved how Chen Wan loved Zhao Shengge
And honestly he’s perfect…no flaws
Also he’s mentally unstable???😭
Man my bro is hooked….literally and exceptionally hooked….
Don’t think there’s another shou that’ll beat Chen Wan when it’s comes to yearning and being obsessed haha… he was ready to lose the friendship he had with Zhao Shengge just to protect him and fulfill his wish of him being happy
And when we’re talking about Zhao Shengge, man he might not have loved him since when Chen Wan has loved him but he was able to deliver his own feelings righteously…if it was up to Chen Wan I feel like this woulda ended up in a forever yearning 😭, won’t be bad cause damn I never got bored in any chapter….everything was exhilarating to read and navigate through… I feel low this was what I needed to read🥹, I picked it up at the right time
The way I was flabbergasted when they were talking about the dog shit?😭😭😭no what!!! Did I understand it correctly and Chen Wan saying his willing means he’s willing to???? Yak?????? Bruh bye
Their friend group is perfect….i just love how they never saw Chen Wan any less than them and they actually care deeply…ESP young maste Zhixuan hahahaha I love his crash out sm….like yak what he deserved to be yelled at….
A letter from Keanu Reeves is that novel you never knew you needed until you got into it and you realized hm this is how a love story should go…_argue with the wall
June 30, 2026
No es perfecto, pero me ha gustado muchísimo, me lo he pasado muy bien leyéndolo, y la sensación que me ha dejado al terminarlo ha sido más que satisfactoria, así que, por eso, le doy 5 estrellas.
La relación es rara, porque uno de nuestros protagonistas (Chen Wan) está obsesionado con el otro, y empieza siendo un amor unilateral, sin embargo, también es una amor de una pureza extraordinaria, de los que no hay, su obsesión no le lleva a hacer cosas malévolas, del tipo enfermizo oscuro, sino cosas siempre buenas y bonitas, porque él lo que quiere es, simplemente, que la otra persona sea feliz.
Chen Wan es una persona admirable, con una fortaleza inconmesurable, y que ha padecido horrores, especialmente en su niñez, al mirar lo que sufrió durante su niñez, no puedes dejar de tener el corazón encogido y sentir una compasión profunda por él, pero no te da lástima, porque lejos de convertirse en un pusilánime o un don nadie, es un hombre fuerte, que -la verdad, viendo lo que le ha tocado vivir, no sé bien, cómo pudo superar con creces esa vida miserable-, se ha convertido en un hombre decente, con valores, pero que a la vez, es capaz de hacer lo que sea, si es por su amado, aún cuando su amado no sepa de su existencia.
Y su amigo, es bonito ver la relación entre ambos, la confianza que se tienen, cómo su amigo, a pesar de ser de pertenecer a otro estatus social, como le ha sido leal, a través de los años, cómo es su confidente en su amor unilateral, cómo le apoya y le cuida, como puede. Claro que todo comenzó, sin contárnoslo en detalles, conque Chen Wan le salvó la vida siendo niños.
La sociedad en la que la historia se desarrolla es extraña, porque parece ubicarse en la actualidad, con todos los adelantos científicos, los rascacielos, etc., pero por otra parte, todavía existen las concubinas, las segundas y terceras esposas, todos viviendo juntos, con retahíla de descendientes, lo que parece como si fuese la China imperial.
En fin, la historia y el romance me han gustado mucho, me han dejado un regusto agradable, así que es un libro que recomiendo.
La relación es rara, porque uno de nuestros protagonistas (Chen Wan) está obsesionado con el otro, y empieza siendo un amor unilateral, sin embargo, también es una amor de una pureza extraordinaria, de los que no hay, su obsesión no le lleva a hacer cosas malévolas, del tipo enfermizo oscuro, sino cosas siempre buenas y bonitas, porque él lo que quiere es, simplemente, que la otra persona sea feliz.
Chen Wan es una persona admirable, con una fortaleza inconmesurable, y que ha padecido horrores, especialmente en su niñez, al mirar lo que sufrió durante su niñez, no puedes dejar de tener el corazón encogido y sentir una compasión profunda por él, pero no te da lástima, porque lejos de convertirse en un pusilánime o un don nadie, es un hombre fuerte, que -la verdad, viendo lo que le ha tocado vivir, no sé bien, cómo pudo superar con creces esa vida miserable-, se ha convertido en un hombre decente, con valores, pero que a la vez, es capaz de hacer lo que sea, si es por su amado, aún cuando su amado no sepa de su existencia.
Y su amigo, es bonito ver la relación entre ambos, la confianza que se tienen, cómo su amigo, a pesar de ser de pertenecer a otro estatus social, como le ha sido leal, a través de los años, cómo es su confidente en su amor unilateral, cómo le apoya y le cuida, como puede. Claro que todo comenzó, sin contárnoslo en detalles, conque Chen Wan le salvó la vida siendo niños.
La sociedad en la que la historia se desarrolla es extraña, porque parece ubicarse en la actualidad, con todos los adelantos científicos, los rascacielos, etc., pero por otra parte, todavía existen las concubinas, las segundas y terceras esposas, todos viviendo juntos, con retahíla de descendientes, lo que parece como si fuese la China imperial.
En fin, la historia y el romance me han gustado mucho, me han dejado un regusto agradable, así que es un libro que recomiendo.
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