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From the author of My Throat an Open Grave and Not Good for Maidens comes a bewitching, passionate tale of the unlikely alliance between a ghost and the girl who moves into a haunted house. Cyrano de Bergerac meets Beetlejuice in this story perfect for fans of supernatural small-town horror, witty ghosts and amateur teenage sleuths.
There's a ghost haunting Drew Tarpin's new room. Liam Orville has been dead for ten months and has no idea how to move on. But the longer he stays, the more likely it is he'll degrade into an energy consuming husk—which Drew is more concerned about than her grades or her inability to make meaningful connections with other students.
Drew is everything Liam never was when he was alive, but they do share some common Drew finds herself hopelessly attracted to—and completely tongue-tied around—Hannah Sullivan, who happens to be Liam's former best friend.
After a run-in with a ghost-eating monster leaves Drew and Liam desperate for answers, they strike up a In return for Drew investigating why Liam is still around, he'll help her talk to Hannah. But Liam's time is running out, and if Drew doesn't help him move on, he risks becoming a monster himself.
There's a ghost haunting Drew Tarpin's new room. Liam Orville has been dead for ten months and has no idea how to move on. But the longer he stays, the more likely it is he'll degrade into an energy consuming husk—which Drew is more concerned about than her grades or her inability to make meaningful connections with other students.
Drew is everything Liam never was when he was alive, but they do share some common Drew finds herself hopelessly attracted to—and completely tongue-tied around—Hannah Sullivan, who happens to be Liam's former best friend.
After a run-in with a ghost-eating monster leaves Drew and Liam desperate for answers, they strike up a In return for Drew investigating why Liam is still around, he'll help her talk to Hannah. But Liam's time is running out, and if Drew doesn't help him move on, he risks becoming a monster himself.
256 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 13, 2026
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Tori Bovalino
9 books662 followersTori Bovalino is a bestselling author of young adult horror and fantasy fiction. She loves obscure academic facts, folklore, and oversized sweaters. Find her on Twitter as @toribov and Instagram as @toribovalino.
Tori also writes adult fantasy as V.L. Bovalino.
Tori also writes adult fantasy as V.L. Bovalino.
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November 13, 2025
This is YA at its best for me, it’s realistic and doesn’t shy away from having messy characters. I mean like, you can see ghosts, you’re trying to help said ghost move on but also the ghost was best friends with the girl you like and now you’re kinda using him to get close to her, there’s no way that doesn’t end poorly.
I really loved that Bovalino wasn’t afraid to make her characters be problematic, it really endeared me to them and had me rooting for them to figure it out. Eventually they do and despite the huge amounts of grief and terrible happenings there is still joy and hope.
Thank you Page Street and NetGalley for the ARC.
I really loved that Bovalino wasn’t afraid to make her characters be problematic, it really endeared me to them and had me rooting for them to figure it out. Eventually they do and despite the huge amounts of grief and terrible happenings there is still joy and hope.
Thank you Page Street and NetGalley for the ARC.
January 4, 2026
Thank you to NetGalley and the publishers for this ARC in exchange for my honest review!!
Tori Bovalino got me again. I can officially say they are a favorite author now. This story is a lot of things. It’s messy. The characters fuck up and make mistakes. They do dumb stuff. They hurt each other and lie. But there is healing and there is forgiveness and second chances. There is also grief. Grieving the most important person in your life. Hearing Liam and Hannah that was the type of friendship I always wanted. Their entire friend group seemed so great. Rin was one of my favorite characters. Drew had a lot of people in her corner. Bee was amazing and I loved how she was Drew’s mother when her biological one wasn’t around. No, she was Drew’s mother period. When Drew was hurting the pain wasn’t worse with her around. It didn’t matter if her dad was absent because she had Bee and Reece. The familiar dynamics were just as strong as the friendships. Tori always has a plot twist and I was waiting for it and it still got me. I was sobbing. The whole last part of this had me sobbing. This is a tender story about moving on and grieving without hurting yourself or others in the process. This was an excellent book to pick for my first of the year.
One thing I’m confused on is why the synopsis says the creature is called The Beast when it’s The Watcher? Did that get changed after the summary was written?
Tori Bovalino got me again. I can officially say they are a favorite author now. This story is a lot of things. It’s messy. The characters fuck up and make mistakes. They do dumb stuff. They hurt each other and lie. But there is healing and there is forgiveness and second chances. There is also grief. Grieving the most important person in your life. Hearing Liam and Hannah that was the type of friendship I always wanted. Their entire friend group seemed so great. Rin was one of my favorite characters. Drew had a lot of people in her corner. Bee was amazing and I loved how she was Drew’s mother when her biological one wasn’t around. No, she was Drew’s mother period. When Drew was hurting the pain wasn’t worse with her around. It didn’t matter if her dad was absent because she had Bee and Reece. The familiar dynamics were just as strong as the friendships. Tori always has a plot twist and I was waiting for it and it still got me. I was sobbing. The whole last part of this had me sobbing. This is a tender story about moving on and grieving without hurting yourself or others in the process. This was an excellent book to pick for my first of the year.
One thing I’m confused on is why the synopsis says the creature is called The Beast when it’s The Watcher? Did that get changed after the summary was written?
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Another great emotionally explorative YA work from Bovalino. I particularly enjoyed that this book’s main character is perfectly imperfect. Relatable character building is something of an author’s writing style for Bovalino, and even if my lived experience is not the same as Drew’s is on the page, I still felt so closely connected to her inner monologue. There’s a great balance of plot and character focus in this one. I kind of liked that the premise in the first few chapters teased a "what could possibly go wrong?!" (sarcasm) ride, but it was so well executed. I couldn't look away from each twist and turn, and it didn't feel predictable in any way. An excellent book for suspending reality and really delving into some feelings.
(NetGalley review.)
(NetGalley review.)
November 30, 2025
I was super impressed with this book! previously, I was only familiar with the author's adult fantasy, but I was so excited to receive an arc for her new young adult novel! I'll admit, as someone who's the complete opposite of the main character, I initially had trouble connecting to Drew and her avoidant tendencies. by the end, though, I really feel like I understood her and empathized with her struggles, which I think is a testament to how well Tori wrote her character (not to mention that the character is a teenager, and actually acts like a teenager, flawed thinking and all). this book deals heavily with grief and acceptance and is messy, heartbreaking, bittersweet, and beautiful. I highly recommend giving this a read, especially to teenage/young adult audiences.
"But it's like treading water; sometimes we're flailing so hard to stay above water that we end up taking others down with us..."
"But it's like treading water; sometimes we're flailing so hard to stay above water that we end up taking others down with us..."
November 20, 2025
This book is one hell of a balancing act, and Bovalino executed it perfectly. I didn't know if this book would read as a horror, a mystery, or a romance, but I found it was a beautiful blend of the 3! And those are a hard 3 to blend without overshadowing or undermining. The main character is extremely realistic and relatable, I love how much detail we get to experience her world and feelings in. I was pleasantly surprised by the gender-diverse cast as well as the ability to make each supporting character fleshed-out without overdoing their arcs!! The other reviews all do a great job of pointing to how the heart of the book lies in the messiness of the characters. I completely agree. The bad decisions that push the story forward are decisions that a teenager in those circumstances would be completely expected to make. These kids are all put through the ringer, and the way it comes out in the end is worth the turmoil it puts you through.
It is a consistently well-done, empathetic story with a cast that all comes together to bring you through a journey of complex feelings of yearning, grief, identity, and compassion. Bovalino is clearly a seasoned and talented author, and I'll be interested to read more of her works!
Thank you to NetGalley and Page Street for the eArc!
It is a consistently well-done, empathetic story with a cast that all comes together to bring you through a journey of complex feelings of yearning, grief, identity, and compassion. Bovalino is clearly a seasoned and talented author, and I'll be interested to read more of her works!
Thank you to NetGalley and Page Street for the eArc!
November 4, 2025
~4 stars
This was my second Tori Bovalino book and I've so far found that I really enjoy the way she writes characters. Drew, Liam, and Hannah all felt very well fleshed-out and they each had their own flaws which at times even made them a bit unlikeable, but it also made them seem more like real teenagers so I think that was probably the intention. I also think the book handled the topic of grief with great care and struck a good balance between lightness and heaviness; and although grief was the main theme of the book I appreciated how the topic of pretending to be someone you're not was explored through the main character Drew. I really loved the dynamics Drew had with Liam, her stepmom, and to some extent her sibling, Reece (although I felt quite annoyed at them for much of the middle of the book even though they weren't even on page). However, I thought the romance between Drew and Hannah was a little odd to start with, although I now understand the author's intention, but in the moment it was kind of weird to read. Overall though, I really recommend the book if you're looking for a good YA contemporary with some horror elements and good queer representation.
Thank you to Page Street YA for providing me with an eARC via NetGalley.
This was my second Tori Bovalino book and I've so far found that I really enjoy the way she writes characters. Drew, Liam, and Hannah all felt very well fleshed-out and they each had their own flaws which at times even made them a bit unlikeable, but it also made them seem more like real teenagers so I think that was probably the intention. I also think the book handled the topic of grief with great care and struck a good balance between lightness and heaviness; and although grief was the main theme of the book I appreciated how the topic of pretending to be someone you're not was explored through the main character Drew. I really loved the dynamics Drew had with Liam, her stepmom, and to some extent her sibling, Reece (although I felt quite annoyed at them for much of the middle of the book even though they weren't even on page). However, I thought the romance between Drew and Hannah was a little odd to start with, although I now understand the author's intention, but in the moment it was kind of weird to read. Overall though, I really recommend the book if you're looking for a good YA contemporary with some horror elements and good queer representation.
Thank you to Page Street YA for providing me with an eARC via NetGalley.
December 7, 2025
I, in the Shadows is a young adult supernatural novel about a teenage girl who can see ghosts and what happens when there's one haunting her new room. Drew's the new girl in town, getting used to the fact that her sibling has gone to college, but there's also the complication that she (and her sibling) can see ghosts, and Drew's new bedroom is haunted by Liam, a teenage boy who needs to be helped to move on before he turns into an energy consuming husk. If that wasn't enough, Drew develops a crush on Hannah, who was Liam's best friend before he died, and soon it is a race to help Liam whilst he helps Drew to actually talk to Hannah.
This book is a multi-faceted story that blends a supernatural narrative about grief and moving on with a queer romance and the protagonist learning to not just push people away in the fear they might leave. It's the kind of young adult book that doesn't just feel one dimensional, but instead offers something that is both fun and bittersweet, with a protagonist who makes mistakes but also knows herself and what she wants, even if she can struggle to say it. One element of that which I found quite refreshing was Drew's certainty that she doesn't want to go to college and how a little detail like that made her feel like a more interesting character. The romance is basically a classic 'getting help from someone who knows the love interest better backfires when they find out' story and it sits nicely alongside the paranormal aspects.
When I chose to read this book I didn't realise it was young adult as it was just listed as horror, but it is definitely more of a supernatural mystery with a (non-supernatural) romance. I'm 15-20 years older than the target audience, but I had fun with the book and the characters are interesting (Drew's sibling Reece could definitely get their own spin-off sequel).
This book is a multi-faceted story that blends a supernatural narrative about grief and moving on with a queer romance and the protagonist learning to not just push people away in the fear they might leave. It's the kind of young adult book that doesn't just feel one dimensional, but instead offers something that is both fun and bittersweet, with a protagonist who makes mistakes but also knows herself and what she wants, even if she can struggle to say it. One element of that which I found quite refreshing was Drew's certainty that she doesn't want to go to college and how a little detail like that made her feel like a more interesting character. The romance is basically a classic 'getting help from someone who knows the love interest better backfires when they find out' story and it sits nicely alongside the paranormal aspects.
When I chose to read this book I didn't realise it was young adult as it was just listed as horror, but it is definitely more of a supernatural mystery with a (non-supernatural) romance. I'm 15-20 years older than the target audience, but I had fun with the book and the characters are interesting (Drew's sibling Reece could definitely get their own spin-off sequel).
January 13, 2026
I loved this a lot! This was emotionally heavy, and I 100% recommend it, especially if you love emotional books with a touch of horror and thriller elements.
What would you do if you have a ghost haunting your bedroom? Well, our fmc, Drew, decides to perform an exorcism, and when that fails, she realises that she needs to help the ghost, Liam, move on to the afterlife.
I, in the shadows, perfectly encapsulates what it’s like to be a teenager. It also explores the topic of grief and so much more.
One of the things I loved most is the writing. The prose is beautiful and it hooks you from the very first line. The characters feel real and well-developed, and each of them stands out. There is also a queer relationship and strong LGBTQ+ representation, which I really appreciated.
The book doesn’t shy away from messy characters. Everyone is dealing with their own problems and they mess up a lot, but they learn and grow in their own way, and it was honestly really nice to read.
This book made me laugh and cry. The last 3 to 4 chapters were especially emotional and I had tears the whole time. Overall, it’s wholesome, messy, and bittersweet, and if you like books that make you feel a lot, you should absolutely read this.
Thank you, NetGalley and Page Street YA for the e-arc. All opinions are my own :)
What would you do if you have a ghost haunting your bedroom? Well, our fmc, Drew, decides to perform an exorcism, and when that fails, she realises that she needs to help the ghost, Liam, move on to the afterlife.
“The exorcism didn’t work,”
I, in the shadows, perfectly encapsulates what it’s like to be a teenager. It also explores the topic of grief and so much more.
One of the things I loved most is the writing. The prose is beautiful and it hooks you from the very first line. The characters feel real and well-developed, and each of them stands out. There is also a queer relationship and strong LGBTQ+ representation, which I really appreciated.
The book doesn’t shy away from messy characters. Everyone is dealing with their own problems and they mess up a lot, but they learn and grow in their own way, and it was honestly really nice to read.
What if everyone leaves you? What if you leave everyone else first? Maybe there’s a reason I’ve been ignoring Andie’s calls. Not returning her texts. Pushing Reece away. Packing away friendships and getting ready for my next adventure— alone. Maybe if I leave everyone else first, they don’t have the chance to leave me.
This book made me laugh and cry. The last 3 to 4 chapters were especially emotional and I had tears the whole time. Overall, it’s wholesome, messy, and bittersweet, and if you like books that make you feel a lot, you should absolutely read this.
Thank you, NetGalley and Page Street YA for the e-arc. All opinions are my own :)
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Drew has just moved into a new house with her family. She was expecting a lot of changes in her new town, but sharing her room with a ghost called Liam was not one of them.
Liam has been a ghost for 10 months now and if Drew cannot help him move on, he will become stuck and become a husk unable to move on.
Unfortunately, Drew and her brother Reese inherited this gift from their mother but without much guidance, they just need to do what they can to help the spirit move on, and one of the best ways is to find out what happened to them and resolve any issues.
Liam agrees to help Drew get in with his old friend group to see what they know, and see if they can unknowingly help Liam move on.
I really enjoyed this premise, cast full of relatable flawed characters and tugged on the heartstrings.
Out 13 Jan so time to get those preorders in. Thank you to NetGalley and Titan for the review copy. All opinions my own.
Liam has been a ghost for 10 months now and if Drew cannot help him move on, he will become stuck and become a husk unable to move on.
Unfortunately, Drew and her brother Reese inherited this gift from their mother but without much guidance, they just need to do what they can to help the spirit move on, and one of the best ways is to find out what happened to them and resolve any issues.
Liam agrees to help Drew get in with his old friend group to see what they know, and see if they can unknowingly help Liam move on.
I really enjoyed this premise, cast full of relatable flawed characters and tugged on the heartstrings.
Out 13 Jan so time to get those preorders in. Thank you to NetGalley and Titan for the review copy. All opinions my own.
December 31, 2025
★★★★☆ - 4 stars
Thank you to NetGalley and Titan Books for providing me a copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
The Second Death of Locke has been on my tbr for a while and when I saw that the author also wrote horror under a different name, I wanted to read her work.
The book has an amazing premise and it didn’t disappoint. Here we follow Drew who is trying to help Liam, a ghost, to find peace.
I really enjoyed how the author described Drew. She really is a different character, she has flaws and insecurities that make her so real and relatable. I loved that.
Liam was the opposite of Drew, when he was alive, perfect. I think this contrast between characters was well explored, the author did a great job here.
Reece and Hannah were also characters I really liked but I wanted more of them. We got a little of Drew and Reece’s relationship, but I wanted more of their sibling relationship and a bit more about their mom. Drew and Hannah were great too, but again, I wanted a little bit more development.
Other than that the book was great! I really enjoyed the plot and ghost helping, the addition of some other elements was really refreshing too.
Thank you to NetGalley and Titan Books for providing me a copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
The Second Death of Locke has been on my tbr for a while and when I saw that the author also wrote horror under a different name, I wanted to read her work.
The book has an amazing premise and it didn’t disappoint. Here we follow Drew who is trying to help Liam, a ghost, to find peace.
I really enjoyed how the author described Drew. She really is a different character, she has flaws and insecurities that make her so real and relatable. I loved that.
Liam was the opposite of Drew, when he was alive, perfect. I think this contrast between characters was well explored, the author did a great job here.
Reece and Hannah were also characters I really liked but I wanted more of them. We got a little of Drew and Reece’s relationship, but I wanted more of their sibling relationship and a bit more about their mom. Drew and Hannah were great too, but again, I wanted a little bit more development.
Other than that the book was great! I really enjoyed the plot and ghost helping, the addition of some other elements was really refreshing too.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
First read of the year and a five star? I don't think I could ask for more.
Tori Bovalino has done it again. A favourite, auto-read author for me.
I didn't know what to expect going into this one. I didn't read the synopsis, just requested the arc because I knew I would read anything this author writes.
This book is absolutely incredible. So raw and emotional.
We follow Drew, a teenager that sees ghosts. When her family moves to a new town she discovers a ghost in her new house, a teenager named Liam that had a tragic death. From that point on she is tasked with the job of helping him move on. But things get a bit busy along the way, with a mysterious shadow roaming in the woods.
This book deals with grief in such a beautiful way. It made me emotional at times and even made me shed a few tears.
Absolutely stunning.
Tori Bovalino has done it again. A favourite, auto-read author for me.
I didn't know what to expect going into this one. I didn't read the synopsis, just requested the arc because I knew I would read anything this author writes.
This book is absolutely incredible. So raw and emotional.
We follow Drew, a teenager that sees ghosts. When her family moves to a new town she discovers a ghost in her new house, a teenager named Liam that had a tragic death. From that point on she is tasked with the job of helping him move on. But things get a bit busy along the way, with a mysterious shadow roaming in the woods.
This book deals with grief in such a beautiful way. It made me emotional at times and even made me shed a few tears.
Absolutely stunning.
November 23, 2025
I read an eARC of this book on NetGalley so thank you to the author and the publisher.
This is a supernatural, young adult story. We follow an older teenager who has recently moved to a new town. She, along with her older brother see ghosts and try to help them move along to the afterlife before they become husks. However her brother has gone to college leaving her to deal with the ghosts on her own for the first time, and she’s not experienced enough. She finds herself sharing a bedroom with the spectre of a boy who died the year before. She wants to find out what’s holding him back from moving on and in turn he agrees to help her with making friends with the girl she has a crush on, who happens to be his best friend.
The supernatural stuff in this book was pretty fascinating. I liked the darker turn it took with the husks and the threat that came from them. There was something quite unnerving about what happens to ghosts who don’t move on and the clock running down to their inevitable fate. Especially when it’s out of their control or they don’t really understand what’s happening to them.
There was a nice message through this as well about it being ok to ask for help. This comes up a few times and the book promotes the power of community and asking for help. This was pretty wholesome to see in a young adult book. There’s also a core narrative around grief and how all consuming it can be.
Overall an entertaining and heartfelt read with enough gritty darkness to keep the tension high throughout.
This is a supernatural, young adult story. We follow an older teenager who has recently moved to a new town. She, along with her older brother see ghosts and try to help them move along to the afterlife before they become husks. However her brother has gone to college leaving her to deal with the ghosts on her own for the first time, and she’s not experienced enough. She finds herself sharing a bedroom with the spectre of a boy who died the year before. She wants to find out what’s holding him back from moving on and in turn he agrees to help her with making friends with the girl she has a crush on, who happens to be his best friend.
The supernatural stuff in this book was pretty fascinating. I liked the darker turn it took with the husks and the threat that came from them. There was something quite unnerving about what happens to ghosts who don’t move on and the clock running down to their inevitable fate. Especially when it’s out of their control or they don’t really understand what’s happening to them.
There was a nice message through this as well about it being ok to ask for help. This comes up a few times and the book promotes the power of community and asking for help. This was pretty wholesome to see in a young adult book. There’s also a core narrative around grief and how all consuming it can be.
Overall an entertaining and heartfelt read with enough gritty darkness to keep the tension high throughout.
November 11, 2025
Books like this remind me of why I love YA books. There is so much grief and sadness in this book, but also so much hope and that is always easier to grasp witching the realm of youth. In this case, one of the main characters in this book is a ghost - a teenage boy. The juxtaposition of young life - and death is poignant.
Drew moves into a new house and finds herself sharing a bedroom with the ghost of the boy who lived there before. Liam has been dead for ten month and he is struggling with everything afterlife. This is all made so much worse by a terrifying entity he keeps seeing. Having been gifted with seeing abilities, Drew can see and speak to Liam. Drew can hopefully help him move on, but first, she must help Liam survive the demon who wants his soul.
Coincidentally, the girl at school that Drew is hopelessly crushing on is Hannah, Liam’s best friend (and unrequited love in life). In exchange for helping him with his soul-eating-beast problem, Liam agrees to help Drew get to know Hannah.
All together, this is a fabulous cast of characters. They all bring something so unique to the story. I was very into Drew’s backstory because I find the ability to see ghosts terrifying and incredible at the same time. We get a lot of drama in this book, and rightly so. Imagine being dead and just wanting to know if people think about you… if people miss you… if you matter at all.
I absolutely loved this book. It pulled at my heartstrings and made me cheesy smile. I recommend this for lovers of all things ghost and paranormal if you’re looking for some heart with your scaries!
Drew moves into a new house and finds herself sharing a bedroom with the ghost of the boy who lived there before. Liam has been dead for ten month and he is struggling with everything afterlife. This is all made so much worse by a terrifying entity he keeps seeing. Having been gifted with seeing abilities, Drew can see and speak to Liam. Drew can hopefully help him move on, but first, she must help Liam survive the demon who wants his soul.
Coincidentally, the girl at school that Drew is hopelessly crushing on is Hannah, Liam’s best friend (and unrequited love in life). In exchange for helping him with his soul-eating-beast problem, Liam agrees to help Drew get to know Hannah.
All together, this is a fabulous cast of characters. They all bring something so unique to the story. I was very into Drew’s backstory because I find the ability to see ghosts terrifying and incredible at the same time. We get a lot of drama in this book, and rightly so. Imagine being dead and just wanting to know if people think about you… if people miss you… if you matter at all.
I absolutely loved this book. It pulled at my heartstrings and made me cheesy smile. I recommend this for lovers of all things ghost and paranormal if you’re looking for some heart with your scaries!
November 15, 2025
There are certain books that remind you exactly why you fell in love with young adult fiction in the first place—stories that balance genuine darkness with the kind of hope that feels both hard-won and absolutely necessary. I, in the Shadows by Tori Bovalino is exactly that kind of book, managing to be heartbreaking and uplifting often within the same chapter.
The premise immediately grabbed my attention: Drew moves into a new house and discovers she’s sharing her bedroom with Liam, the ghost of the teenage boy who died there ten months earlier. What could have been a quirky supernatural comedy instead becomes something much more emotionally complex, exploring grief, identity, and the desperate human need to know that we mattered.
Drew’s ability to see and communicate with ghosts is portrayed as both gift and burden in ways that felt genuinely thoughtful. Bovalino doesn’t romanticize this power—she shows how terrifying and isolating it would be to constantly perceive a layer of reality that most people can’t access. Drew’s backstory reveals the toll this ability has taken on her life, the way it’s shaped her relationships and sense of normalcy.
Liam exists in this heartbreaking liminal space between life and death, unable to move forward but painfully aware of everything he’s missing. The way Bovalino captures his desperation to know if people remember him, if his life mattered, if his absence has left any mark at all—it’s absolutely gutting. His struggle feels achingly real despite the supernatural premise.
The addition of a soul-devouring entity stalking Liam raises the stakes beyond simple ghost story territory. This isn’t just about helping a spirit move on peacefully—there’s genuine danger here, a threat that makes Drew’s assistance crucial rather than simply kind. The horror elements never overwhelm the emotional core but add urgency that keeps the plot moving.
What makes this book particularly interesting is how morally complicated it allows its characters to be. Drew agrees to help Liam with his demon problem, but she’s also motivated by the fact that he was best friends with Hannah, the girl Drew has been hopelessly crushing on. Using a dead boy to get closer to his former best friend is objectively terrible, and Bovalino doesn’t shy away from that reality.
This is where the book really won me over—Bovalino creates characters who make genuinely questionable choices without becoming unsympathetic. Drew isn’t a bad person, but she’s a teenager dealing with complicated feelings and making decisions that serve her own interests alongside her desire to help. It’s messy and realistic in ways that young adult fiction sometimes avoids.
Liam’s own complications add layers to what could have been a simple “help the ghost move on” narrative. His unrequited love for Hannah during his life creates this painful dynamic where death hasn’t resolved his feelings, only made them more complicated. He’s simultaneously trying to let go and desperate to maintain connection, wanting Hannah to move forward while also needing to know she hasn’t forgotten him.
Hannah herself emerges as more than just the object of various people’s affection. Bovalino gives her genuine interiority, showing her grief and confusion as she navigates life after losing her best friend. The way she’s processing Liam’s death while trying to move forward with her own life feels authentic rather than convenient to the plot.
The supporting cast enriches the story without cluttering it. Each character brings distinct energy and perspective, creating a world that feels populated by actual people rather than plot devices. Their interactions reveal character through dialogue and behavior rather than exposition.
What impressed me most was Bovalino’s handling of grief in all its complicated forms. Liam grieves his own life and all the experiences he’ll never have. Drew grieves the normal teenage existence her abilities have made impossible. Hannah grieves her best friend while feeling guilty about continuing to live and find happiness. Bovalino shows how grief isn’t linear or simple, how it coexists with joy and hope and everyday concerns.
The romantic elements develop naturally alongside the supernatural plot rather than overwhelming it. Drew’s feelings for Hannah create complications and motivations, but the story never loses sight of Liam’s urgent situation or the larger themes about mortality and meaning.
Bovalino’s prose style serves the emotional weight of the story beautifully. She writes with enough restraint that the sad moments hit hard without feeling manipulative, and enough warmth that the hopeful moments feel earned rather than artificially imposed. The balance between darkness and light feels carefully calibrated throughout.
The juxtaposition of teenage life and death creates constant poignancy. Liam is frozen at the age where you’re just beginning to understand who you might become, robbed of the opportunity to actually become that person. Drew is trying to have normal teenage experiences while dealing with decidedly abnormal circumstances. The contrast between youth’s possibilities and death’s finality generates much of the story’s emotional power.
I, in the Shadows succeeds most impressively in refusing easy answers or simple resolutions. Characters don’t magically overcome their flaws, grief doesn’t disappear when spirits move on, and doing the right thing doesn’t always feel good. It’s the kind of realistic messiness that makes young adult fiction at its best so powerful.
For readers who like:
Fans of Cemetery Boys or The Lovely Bones, anyone who appreciated They Both Die at the End for its emotional depth, readers seeking ghost stories with genuine heart, and those who enjoy YA that doesn’t shy away from moral complexity.
Final Verdict
Tori Bovalino has crafted a ghost story that’s as much about living as it is about dying, a romance that acknowledges its own ethical complications, and a meditation on grief that still manages to find hope. I, in the Shadows demonstrates exactly what young adult fiction can achieve when it trusts its readers to handle emotional complexity and moral ambiguity. This is a book that will make you cry and smile, often within the same chapter, and leave you thinking about what it means to matter, to be remembered, and to find connection across impossible divides. Essential reading for anyone who believes YA can be both deeply sad and ultimately hopeful.
Grateful to NetGalley, Page Street YA, and Tori Bovalino for the opportunity to read an advance copy of this story in exchange for an honest review.
The premise immediately grabbed my attention: Drew moves into a new house and discovers she’s sharing her bedroom with Liam, the ghost of the teenage boy who died there ten months earlier. What could have been a quirky supernatural comedy instead becomes something much more emotionally complex, exploring grief, identity, and the desperate human need to know that we mattered.
Drew’s ability to see and communicate with ghosts is portrayed as both gift and burden in ways that felt genuinely thoughtful. Bovalino doesn’t romanticize this power—she shows how terrifying and isolating it would be to constantly perceive a layer of reality that most people can’t access. Drew’s backstory reveals the toll this ability has taken on her life, the way it’s shaped her relationships and sense of normalcy.
Liam exists in this heartbreaking liminal space between life and death, unable to move forward but painfully aware of everything he’s missing. The way Bovalino captures his desperation to know if people remember him, if his life mattered, if his absence has left any mark at all—it’s absolutely gutting. His struggle feels achingly real despite the supernatural premise.
The addition of a soul-devouring entity stalking Liam raises the stakes beyond simple ghost story territory. This isn’t just about helping a spirit move on peacefully—there’s genuine danger here, a threat that makes Drew’s assistance crucial rather than simply kind. The horror elements never overwhelm the emotional core but add urgency that keeps the plot moving.
What makes this book particularly interesting is how morally complicated it allows its characters to be. Drew agrees to help Liam with his demon problem, but she’s also motivated by the fact that he was best friends with Hannah, the girl Drew has been hopelessly crushing on. Using a dead boy to get closer to his former best friend is objectively terrible, and Bovalino doesn’t shy away from that reality.
This is where the book really won me over—Bovalino creates characters who make genuinely questionable choices without becoming unsympathetic. Drew isn’t a bad person, but she’s a teenager dealing with complicated feelings and making decisions that serve her own interests alongside her desire to help. It’s messy and realistic in ways that young adult fiction sometimes avoids.
Liam’s own complications add layers to what could have been a simple “help the ghost move on” narrative. His unrequited love for Hannah during his life creates this painful dynamic where death hasn’t resolved his feelings, only made them more complicated. He’s simultaneously trying to let go and desperate to maintain connection, wanting Hannah to move forward while also needing to know she hasn’t forgotten him.
Hannah herself emerges as more than just the object of various people’s affection. Bovalino gives her genuine interiority, showing her grief and confusion as she navigates life after losing her best friend. The way she’s processing Liam’s death while trying to move forward with her own life feels authentic rather than convenient to the plot.
The supporting cast enriches the story without cluttering it. Each character brings distinct energy and perspective, creating a world that feels populated by actual people rather than plot devices. Their interactions reveal character through dialogue and behavior rather than exposition.
What impressed me most was Bovalino’s handling of grief in all its complicated forms. Liam grieves his own life and all the experiences he’ll never have. Drew grieves the normal teenage existence her abilities have made impossible. Hannah grieves her best friend while feeling guilty about continuing to live and find happiness. Bovalino shows how grief isn’t linear or simple, how it coexists with joy and hope and everyday concerns.
The romantic elements develop naturally alongside the supernatural plot rather than overwhelming it. Drew’s feelings for Hannah create complications and motivations, but the story never loses sight of Liam’s urgent situation or the larger themes about mortality and meaning.
Bovalino’s prose style serves the emotional weight of the story beautifully. She writes with enough restraint that the sad moments hit hard without feeling manipulative, and enough warmth that the hopeful moments feel earned rather than artificially imposed. The balance between darkness and light feels carefully calibrated throughout.
The juxtaposition of teenage life and death creates constant poignancy. Liam is frozen at the age where you’re just beginning to understand who you might become, robbed of the opportunity to actually become that person. Drew is trying to have normal teenage experiences while dealing with decidedly abnormal circumstances. The contrast between youth’s possibilities and death’s finality generates much of the story’s emotional power.
I, in the Shadows succeeds most impressively in refusing easy answers or simple resolutions. Characters don’t magically overcome their flaws, grief doesn’t disappear when spirits move on, and doing the right thing doesn’t always feel good. It’s the kind of realistic messiness that makes young adult fiction at its best so powerful.
For readers who like:
Fans of Cemetery Boys or The Lovely Bones, anyone who appreciated They Both Die at the End for its emotional depth, readers seeking ghost stories with genuine heart, and those who enjoy YA that doesn’t shy away from moral complexity.
Final Verdict
Tori Bovalino has crafted a ghost story that’s as much about living as it is about dying, a romance that acknowledges its own ethical complications, and a meditation on grief that still manages to find hope. I, in the Shadows demonstrates exactly what young adult fiction can achieve when it trusts its readers to handle emotional complexity and moral ambiguity. This is a book that will make you cry and smile, often within the same chapter, and leave you thinking about what it means to matter, to be remembered, and to find connection across impossible divides. Essential reading for anyone who believes YA can be both deeply sad and ultimately hopeful.
Grateful to NetGalley, Page Street YA, and Tori Bovalino for the opportunity to read an advance copy of this story in exchange for an honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
*Review to come*
Pre-review comments below
queer Cyrano is already my niche but paranormal too????? and the ghost design on the cover???? 👀
Pre-review comments below
queer Cyrano is already my niche but paranormal too????? and the ghost design on the cover???? 👀
December 5, 2025
I, in the Shadows follows Drew, who's new in town following her family's move and her sibling's departure for college. Drew is a complex, multilayered character who is so utterly, perfectly human. Oh... and she can see (and talk to) ghosts!
We come into the story at a point in Drew's life where she has sacrificed many of her own needs for her family, for example agreeing to move away from her friends and the only home she's known so that her parents can thrive in their careers. However, her new home comes with a ghost of a boy her age, and Drew's determination to help him move on on her own without relying on her sibling- who's busy in college- helps open Drew's world to (delightfully queer!) love, increased connection, and more authenticity broadly, even while it pushes her to explore long-buried grief in a way that connects her more to life.
I thoroughly, completely enjoyed this book. From the outset, I quickly felt connected to Drew and her world, and thanks to the way that Tori Bovalino's mastery of language perfectly presented a character that felt so human -- flaws and all-- I felt so submerged that I was sometimes surprised to remember sometimes that I was reading a book versus getting to know a real person. This book is everything I love about YA. It’s been a long time since a book made me cry like this, like I’m both devastated and soothed all at once. The layers of grief and coming-of-age and trauma and growth all woven together by messy characters that felt REAL were masterful. I feel it lingering within me like a perfect chocolate truffle, something to be savored. I’m in awe of Tori Bovalino's skill and know this is a book that I will reach for again, hoping forever that it'll make me feel like it did the first time.
Some pieces I particularly loved:
Drew and Liam's relationship, and how it opened the door for Drew to have other friendships and relationships.
What felt like a genuine YA crush, with all its attendant anxiety and mortification.
The magic system and its interconnections with trauma and grief.
It's also refreshing to see a healthy stepchild-stepparent relationship, and Bee was an unexpected gem, and I love her bakery and the uses that Drew made of her treats.
The twists that were simultaneously powerful, thematic, and healing.
Essentially, this was perfection, no notes.
Thank you to Tori Bovalino, Page Street YA, and NetGalley for this eARC! I'm delighted to be able to leave an advanced review for this gem of a book.
We come into the story at a point in Drew's life where she has sacrificed many of her own needs for her family, for example agreeing to move away from her friends and the only home she's known so that her parents can thrive in their careers. However, her new home comes with a ghost of a boy her age, and Drew's determination to help him move on on her own without relying on her sibling- who's busy in college- helps open Drew's world to (delightfully queer!) love, increased connection, and more authenticity broadly, even while it pushes her to explore long-buried grief in a way that connects her more to life.
I thoroughly, completely enjoyed this book. From the outset, I quickly felt connected to Drew and her world, and thanks to the way that Tori Bovalino's mastery of language perfectly presented a character that felt so human -- flaws and all-- I felt so submerged that I was sometimes surprised to remember sometimes that I was reading a book versus getting to know a real person. This book is everything I love about YA. It’s been a long time since a book made me cry like this, like I’m both devastated and soothed all at once. The layers of grief and coming-of-age and trauma and growth all woven together by messy characters that felt REAL were masterful. I feel it lingering within me like a perfect chocolate truffle, something to be savored. I’m in awe of Tori Bovalino's skill and know this is a book that I will reach for again, hoping forever that it'll make me feel like it did the first time.
Some pieces I particularly loved:
Drew and Liam's relationship, and how it opened the door for Drew to have other friendships and relationships.
What felt like a genuine YA crush, with all its attendant anxiety and mortification.
The magic system and its interconnections with trauma and grief.
It's also refreshing to see a healthy stepchild-stepparent relationship, and Bee was an unexpected gem, and I love her bakery and the uses that Drew made of her treats.
The twists that were simultaneously powerful, thematic, and healing.
Essentially, this was perfection, no notes.
Thank you to Tori Bovalino, Page Street YA, and NetGalley for this eARC! I'm delighted to be able to leave an advanced review for this gem of a book.
December 21, 2025
Thank you Page Street and NetGalley for the ARC!
Drew has always been able to see ghosts, and after moving to a new town she realises there's a boy in her room—Liam. It used to be his room, his house, but he died ten months ago and has been unable to move on. Drew is determined to help him, but as the two struggle to find answers as to what's keeping Liam here, and Drew gets wrapped up in Liam's former friendship group, they realise time is running out before Liam will deteriorate and turn into a monster himself.
I was lucky to receive an ARC of The Second Death of Locke, which I absolutely loved, and I've been excited to read Tori's Young Adult work. As expected, I, in the Shadows did not disappoint. Tori has such a way with characters, I felt so connected to Drew and Liam throughout. Not only were they so relatable at times, but they were messy and unpredictable and full of teenage angst. Yet they could be so tender and compassionate, I loved watching their friendship bloom.
I really appreciate how naturally Tori weaves queer characters into her stories, and I loved the representation we had with Drew and Hannah's relationship. It develops so naturally without taking away from the main plot.
As a story about ghosts, this book focuses on grief a lot. I think it's handled beautifully, and the characters are so well developed we can relate to their grief despite it all being from different angles. The story definitely took twists and turns I wasn't expecting, I love that it kept me on my toes at times.
This was a beautiful story. Tori has tackled so many topics and they come together effortlessly. This is a story about community, and what it means to ask for help when you need it.
Drew has always been able to see ghosts, and after moving to a new town she realises there's a boy in her room—Liam. It used to be his room, his house, but he died ten months ago and has been unable to move on. Drew is determined to help him, but as the two struggle to find answers as to what's keeping Liam here, and Drew gets wrapped up in Liam's former friendship group, they realise time is running out before Liam will deteriorate and turn into a monster himself.
I was lucky to receive an ARC of The Second Death of Locke, which I absolutely loved, and I've been excited to read Tori's Young Adult work. As expected, I, in the Shadows did not disappoint. Tori has such a way with characters, I felt so connected to Drew and Liam throughout. Not only were they so relatable at times, but they were messy and unpredictable and full of teenage angst. Yet they could be so tender and compassionate, I loved watching their friendship bloom.
I really appreciate how naturally Tori weaves queer characters into her stories, and I loved the representation we had with Drew and Hannah's relationship. It develops so naturally without taking away from the main plot.
"My heart speeds into overdrive when she reaches down and laces our fingers together. As if it's nothing at all. As if it doesn't change everything. As if it doesn't fill me with hope that, just maybe, everything will be okay."
As a story about ghosts, this book focuses on grief a lot. I think it's handled beautifully, and the characters are so well developed we can relate to their grief despite it all being from different angles. The story definitely took twists and turns I wasn't expecting, I love that it kept me on my toes at times.
"I don't want to go gentle. I don't want to go at all. I'm here, screaming, and I think I'll be here, screaming, until the end of time. I don't seek peace—I seek more. I want more.
I want to be alive more than I've ever wanted anything before, and I fear—
It's too late, isn't it? It's all over."
This was a beautiful story. Tori has tackled so many topics and they come together effortlessly. This is a story about community, and what it means to ask for help when you need it.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC!
This a relatively quick read, with a complex and moving portrayal of grief. The plot is fairly straightforward but well-executed; I half expected some sort of dramatic twist or reveal, but the focus is more on the characters and their relationships.
Between Drew's chapters, there are short snippets of Liam's point of view written in various formats. These glimpses of Liam's thoughts are very insightful in the way that they show a whole different side to Liam that we never see from Drew's perspective. I know Drew is the main character here, but I kind of wish we got more of these moments, or at least for them to be longer.
Outside of her interactions with Liam, Drew is dealing with lots of stuff; moving to a new town, trying to make new friends while losing touch from her old friends, feeling isolated from her older sibling who left for college, and learning about her birth mother who left her. I found Drew's dealing with her familial relationships to be the most interesting parts of the book. They are complicated, and none of them are perfect, but I appreciate that that makes it all the more realistic. I also love how lovely and supportive of a relationship Drew has with her stepmother, Bee. I found it pretty cool that even though Drew has a great relationship with her, she calls Bee by her name and never calls or thinks of her as her mother. Whenever the protagonist has a good relationship with their stepparent, they always make a big deal about calling them "Mom" or "Dad", like their relationship is more legitimate by the protagonist thinking of them as a "real" parent or whatever.
One gripe I have is that the romance is very instalove-y, like Drew literally sees Hannah from a distance, and without interacting with her or knowing her name, falls in love with her immediately based on her looks. Drew is also self-aware of that, and I know there is a point to be made for Drew having a character arc where she learns that relationships have to be built and she eventually learns to care about Hannah beyond her looks etc. etc. but I just don't care for it.
Anyway, I thought this was a pretty solid YA book that does a good job of examining grief, and the way it lingers.
This a relatively quick read, with a complex and moving portrayal of grief. The plot is fairly straightforward but well-executed; I half expected some sort of dramatic twist or reveal, but the focus is more on the characters and their relationships.
Between Drew's chapters, there are short snippets of Liam's point of view written in various formats. These glimpses of Liam's thoughts are very insightful in the way that they show a whole different side to Liam that we never see from Drew's perspective. I know Drew is the main character here, but I kind of wish we got more of these moments, or at least for them to be longer.
Outside of her interactions with Liam, Drew is dealing with lots of stuff; moving to a new town, trying to make new friends while losing touch from her old friends, feeling isolated from her older sibling who left for college, and learning about her birth mother who left her. I found Drew's dealing with her familial relationships to be the most interesting parts of the book. They are complicated, and none of them are perfect, but I appreciate that that makes it all the more realistic. I also love how lovely and supportive of a relationship Drew has with her stepmother, Bee. I found it pretty cool that even though Drew has a great relationship with her, she calls Bee by her name and never calls or thinks of her as her mother. Whenever the protagonist has a good relationship with their stepparent, they always make a big deal about calling them "Mom" or "Dad", like their relationship is more legitimate by the protagonist thinking of them as a "real" parent or whatever.
One gripe I have is that the romance is very instalove-y, like Drew literally sees Hannah from a distance, and without interacting with her or knowing her name, falls in love with her immediately based on her looks. Drew is also self-aware of that, and I know there is a point to be made for Drew having a character arc where she learns that relationships have to be built and she eventually learns to care about Hannah beyond her looks etc. etc. but I just don't care for it.
Anyway, I thought this was a pretty solid YA book that does a good job of examining grief, and the way it lingers.
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January 6, 2026 I, in the Shadows beautifully and realistically tackles the difficult process of grappling with abandonment, mortality, and the randomness of the universe through a coming-of-age ghost story. The characters are all messy but take accountability for their mistakes and the ripple effect they can have on others, offering relatable, imperfect teen characters that feel realistic.
The book bridges between a lighthearted tone and more murky, dark, complex territory featuring a mystery of moving on and letting go, with the attached threat of a ghost becoming a primal monster only able to shred others of happiness and their own humanity if it can’t find the answers towards closure. Within this there is a lingering sense of hopefulness, acknowledging both tragedy and possibilities.
I am very different from the main character in almost everyway, I'm bookish, reflective, emotionally driven, and open with others where she is someone who prefers physical exercise and work to mental exercise, closed off from others, has trouble expressing herself. I initially didn't relate to her very much, but there were other characters who I saw myself at an earlier stage in my life more. As the story went on, I began to understand and care more for the main character, especially among the reflection and growth. Additionally, there's always value in being able to understand someone's experience different than your own. I can certainly imagine for many young readers, they might relate to her more, if not, they will certainly find one character that represents them, their yearnings or their flaws.
There is a messy romance in the realm of the narrative, but just as importantly it focuses on the validity of friendship, family, and daring to be vulnerable with others, letting one’s true, authentic self be seen.
I, In the Shadows is an ideal book for YA readers looking for something mysterious, haunting, and reflective with unique lore and flawed, realistic characters finding their way through grief and soul searching.
Thank you to NetGalley for the ARC copy for an honest review.
The book bridges between a lighthearted tone and more murky, dark, complex territory featuring a mystery of moving on and letting go, with the attached threat of a ghost becoming a primal monster only able to shred others of happiness and their own humanity if it can’t find the answers towards closure. Within this there is a lingering sense of hopefulness, acknowledging both tragedy and possibilities.
I am very different from the main character in almost everyway, I'm bookish, reflective, emotionally driven, and open with others where she is someone who prefers physical exercise and work to mental exercise, closed off from others, has trouble expressing herself. I initially didn't relate to her very much, but there were other characters who I saw myself at an earlier stage in my life more. As the story went on, I began to understand and care more for the main character, especially among the reflection and growth. Additionally, there's always value in being able to understand someone's experience different than your own. I can certainly imagine for many young readers, they might relate to her more, if not, they will certainly find one character that represents them, their yearnings or their flaws.
There is a messy romance in the realm of the narrative, but just as importantly it focuses on the validity of friendship, family, and daring to be vulnerable with others, letting one’s true, authentic self be seen.
I, In the Shadows is an ideal book for YA readers looking for something mysterious, haunting, and reflective with unique lore and flawed, realistic characters finding their way through grief and soul searching.
Thank you to NetGalley for the ARC copy for an honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
I, in the Shadows is a haunting, emotionally grounded YA novel that blends mystery, romance, and the supernatural in a way that feels both fragile and intense.
Although I no longer gravitate toward young adult fiction, I picked this up because I love Tori Bovalino’s writing, and I’m glad I did. Her prose is beautiful, raw, and intentionally disorganized in a way that mirrors grief itself. This is not a story about perfect characters or clean emotional arcs. It is about people shaped, and often broken, by abandonment, loss, and the quiet terror of mortality.
Drew is a protagonist who lingers long after the final page. Her inner world feels real, messy, and painfully human. Liam, meanwhile, is not just a ghost but a powerful embodiment of life’s fragility and unfairness. The way Bovalino intertwines the horror of seeing monsters with Liam’s inability to move on gives the story a compelling rhythm, steadily increasing the emotional and narrative tension.
The novel’s greatest strength lies in how organically it explores grief. The supernatural elements never overpower the emotional core; instead, they enhance it. That said, I did wish the world-building had been explored further. Certain questions are left unanswered, and while this may align with the story’s thematic focus and Drew’s emotional journey, I couldn’t help but want a little more.
What truly stands out is the accountability of the characters. They are flawed, messy teenagers who own their mistakes and understand the ripple effect their actions have on others. The sapphic representation is handled with care and authenticity, reinforcing the idea that imperfect, fallible protagonists deserve space in YA fiction.
I, in the Shadows is a story that feels both strong and fragile, grounded in realism yet touched by the uncanny. It may not offer all the answers, but it captures grief in a way that feels honest, human, and deeply affecting.
It had me in tears. I adored it. Thank you to Tori, Page Street and NetGalley for the ARC.
Although I no longer gravitate toward young adult fiction, I picked this up because I love Tori Bovalino’s writing, and I’m glad I did. Her prose is beautiful, raw, and intentionally disorganized in a way that mirrors grief itself. This is not a story about perfect characters or clean emotional arcs. It is about people shaped, and often broken, by abandonment, loss, and the quiet terror of mortality.
Drew is a protagonist who lingers long after the final page. Her inner world feels real, messy, and painfully human. Liam, meanwhile, is not just a ghost but a powerful embodiment of life’s fragility and unfairness. The way Bovalino intertwines the horror of seeing monsters with Liam’s inability to move on gives the story a compelling rhythm, steadily increasing the emotional and narrative tension.
The novel’s greatest strength lies in how organically it explores grief. The supernatural elements never overpower the emotional core; instead, they enhance it. That said, I did wish the world-building had been explored further. Certain questions are left unanswered, and while this may align with the story’s thematic focus and Drew’s emotional journey, I couldn’t help but want a little more.
What truly stands out is the accountability of the characters. They are flawed, messy teenagers who own their mistakes and understand the ripple effect their actions have on others. The sapphic representation is handled with care and authenticity, reinforcing the idea that imperfect, fallible protagonists deserve space in YA fiction.
I, in the Shadows is a story that feels both strong and fragile, grounded in realism yet touched by the uncanny. It may not offer all the answers, but it captures grief in a way that feels honest, human, and deeply affecting.
It had me in tears. I adored it. Thank you to Tori, Page Street and NetGalley for the ARC.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
I, In The Shadows is a really great book in a really weird way. It took me a minute to invest, but once I did iI was in!. Drew can see ghosts, as can her sister and her estranged mother. When she tries to solve a haunting on her own without the help of her big sis, who is the expert, things get complicated, for everyone. For Drew, the ghost, the ghost’s best friend.
It's messy. But it’s supposed to be. The elephant in the room is grief. How do we move on from such heartrending loss, especially someone so loved, so young and vital? What does regret and guilt do to the living? As Drew tries to get to the bottom of what is holding Liam in limbo, she is forced to witness those who grieve him and confront her own issues simultaneously.
I really loved Drew as a character, because her inner voice was so authentic. Self-aware, knowing her foibles and strengths, and 100% comfortable with her queerness. How those translate outside herself is another story.
Liam was magnetic, and I ached for this character’s loss of life because he was clearly a wonderful person. What was keeping him? Flawed as we all are, but still wonderful.
There were some plot mechanics from Cyrano that awkward, but there were several times they were dramatic and arresting. I loved the paranormal elements, without saying to much there were some very scary, tense moments. I also liked the mystery lurking in the plot. The subject of addiction is covered but rather through a distant lens,
The resolution made me cry, so bittersweet and heartbreaking. Tori makes me cry, she did with her last book I read. So, Bravo Ms. Bovalino, I will read anything you write, and blubber
Overall, I liked this a lot. I think it intelligently explores his themes and writing in a style that is both easy to read, but articulate and polished.
It's messy. But it’s supposed to be. The elephant in the room is grief. How do we move on from such heartrending loss, especially someone so loved, so young and vital? What does regret and guilt do to the living? As Drew tries to get to the bottom of what is holding Liam in limbo, she is forced to witness those who grieve him and confront her own issues simultaneously.
I really loved Drew as a character, because her inner voice was so authentic. Self-aware, knowing her foibles and strengths, and 100% comfortable with her queerness. How those translate outside herself is another story.
Liam was magnetic, and I ached for this character’s loss of life because he was clearly a wonderful person. What was keeping him? Flawed as we all are, but still wonderful.
There were some plot mechanics from Cyrano that awkward, but there were several times they were dramatic and arresting. I loved the paranormal elements, without saying to much there were some very scary, tense moments. I also liked the mystery lurking in the plot. The subject of addiction is covered but rather through a distant lens,
The resolution made me cry, so bittersweet and heartbreaking. Tori makes me cry, she did with her last book I read. So, Bravo Ms. Bovalino, I will read anything you write, and blubber
Overall, I liked this a lot. I think it intelligently explores his themes and writing in a style that is both easy to read, but articulate and polished.
January 7, 2026
I love books that make me feel something, and that’s why this one will live with me for a little while. I don’t do content warnings, I leave that responsibility up to you, as the reader. With that said grief is a heavy theme in this book.
Tori has been an auto buy author for me since Not Good For Maidens.
This book is a delicate balancing act between quirky, cutesy, funny, and haunted. But it also speaks to grief, loneliness, and the search for connection. The sapphic love is a little reprieve from the heavier elements.
Every character is well loved, and perfectly imperfect. They are all incredibly relatable.
There’s a ghost haunting Drew TarpIn’s room.
So Drew does the usual things like :
•acquire books on ghosts
•attempt an exorcism
But actually speaking to the ghost? Absolutely out of the question. They leave the hard stuff for their sibling Reece, who has the ability to see ghosts as well.
But Drew needs to rid herself of Liam, before he risks turning into a husk. Which is the equivalent of a decaying, yucky, ball of energy that thrives off of negative emotions. Nasty things, really.
So what’s a girl to do when you have a permanent resident in your room until further notice? Befriend the ghost!
Drew and Liam make a pact to help each other out: Liam will help Drew talk to her crush Hannah, if Drew will help Liam to move onto afterlife.
The friendship that develops between Liam and Drew is heartwarming. There’s a moment when Drew looks over at Liam and thinks to herself, “we could have been friends,” it broke my heart a little.
I loved Liam so fiercely. I loved the friendship. Hannah’s struggle with Liam’s death was a very real portrayal. This book had me choked up with that heavy feeling in my chest for a lot of it.
Just read it. I promise you won’t regret it.
Thank you to the publisher for my copy.
Tori has been an auto buy author for me since Not Good For Maidens.
This book is a delicate balancing act between quirky, cutesy, funny, and haunted. But it also speaks to grief, loneliness, and the search for connection. The sapphic love is a little reprieve from the heavier elements.
Every character is well loved, and perfectly imperfect. They are all incredibly relatable.
There’s a ghost haunting Drew TarpIn’s room.
So Drew does the usual things like :
•acquire books on ghosts
•attempt an exorcism
But actually speaking to the ghost? Absolutely out of the question. They leave the hard stuff for their sibling Reece, who has the ability to see ghosts as well.
But Drew needs to rid herself of Liam, before he risks turning into a husk. Which is the equivalent of a decaying, yucky, ball of energy that thrives off of negative emotions. Nasty things, really.
So what’s a girl to do when you have a permanent resident in your room until further notice? Befriend the ghost!
Drew and Liam make a pact to help each other out: Liam will help Drew talk to her crush Hannah, if Drew will help Liam to move onto afterlife.
The friendship that develops between Liam and Drew is heartwarming. There’s a moment when Drew looks over at Liam and thinks to herself, “we could have been friends,” it broke my heart a little.
I loved Liam so fiercely. I loved the friendship. Hannah’s struggle with Liam’s death was a very real portrayal. This book had me choked up with that heavy feeling in my chest for a lot of it.
Just read it. I promise you won’t regret it.
Thank you to the publisher for my copy.
January 14, 2026
tori bovalino is one of my auto-buy authors and i will read everything she writes. i especially love her ya books and i, in the shadows might just take that top spot in my heart. i honestly thought this was going to be a horror, but instead it’s this heartwarming and heartwrenching portrayal of grief, love, loss and of course letting go of your ghosts.
i was hooked reading that first chapter and that first line. the story grabbed my attention, and i couldn’t put it down. i was utterly engrossed. it was so easy to connect with drew. she’s flawed and imperfect, and just quietly deals with everything without asking for help because she’s so used to leaving. it was like seeing a version of myself represented on page. drew’s reluctance to make friends, to hold people at arms length felt so real and honestly i just wanted to reach into the book and give her a massive hug.
there are three main figures in the center of this story. there’s drew, our ghost whisperer; liam, the ghost haunting her bedroom and hannah, who has a special connection with liam. even though the story is just in drew’s pov, we get to see and know these other characters in just the most wondrous way. and what they all go through and the lessons they learn together really make this such an incredibly well crafted read.
i, in the shadows, like all of tori bovalino’s works, is absolutely remarkable. this is a book that everyone should read because it offers so many valuable lessons on family, friendship and letting go.
thank you page street ya and toppling stacks tour for sending me an e-arc!
i was hooked reading that first chapter and that first line. the story grabbed my attention, and i couldn’t put it down. i was utterly engrossed. it was so easy to connect with drew. she’s flawed and imperfect, and just quietly deals with everything without asking for help because she’s so used to leaving. it was like seeing a version of myself represented on page. drew’s reluctance to make friends, to hold people at arms length felt so real and honestly i just wanted to reach into the book and give her a massive hug.
there are three main figures in the center of this story. there’s drew, our ghost whisperer; liam, the ghost haunting her bedroom and hannah, who has a special connection with liam. even though the story is just in drew’s pov, we get to see and know these other characters in just the most wondrous way. and what they all go through and the lessons they learn together really make this such an incredibly well crafted read.
i, in the shadows, like all of tori bovalino’s works, is absolutely remarkable. this is a book that everyone should read because it offers so many valuable lessons on family, friendship and letting go.
thank you page street ya and toppling stacks tour for sending me an e-arc!
December 31, 2025
This paranormal YA novel explores grief, trauma and the ghosts we refuse to let go of.
It follows Drew, who struggles at school and finds it hard to hold onto friends. She has always had one special talent - she and her sibling can see ghosts. When she moves house, she finds her bedroom haunted by the ghost of a boy who died last year. He doesn’t remember how it happened, but something is keeping him around. Drew sets out to solve his mystery, if only to get him out of her house. As time goes on, she starts to like his company, but when she finds out they both have feelings for the same girl, things get a lot more complicated.
I really like how this author writes diverse, messy characters who make bad decisions and learn from them. This story delves into sensitive topics such as divorce, mental health, addiction, loss and manipulation, giving the characters space to work through these complicated matters at a crucial time of their development. She also shows the hope that friendship, acceptance and chosen family can bring. The new, tentative friendships and budding relationships brim with the all-encompassing emotion of teen years.
While I did finish the story with some questions remaining (mostly about Drew’s mother and the previous Watcher), the characters do all develop brilliantly and there’s a good sense of closure at the end. If you’re a fan of books that make real life problems into monsters young heroes can battle and win, this might be for you.
A massive thank you to @titanbooks and @toribovalino for my copy in exchange for an honest review.
It follows Drew, who struggles at school and finds it hard to hold onto friends. She has always had one special talent - she and her sibling can see ghosts. When she moves house, she finds her bedroom haunted by the ghost of a boy who died last year. He doesn’t remember how it happened, but something is keeping him around. Drew sets out to solve his mystery, if only to get him out of her house. As time goes on, she starts to like his company, but when she finds out they both have feelings for the same girl, things get a lot more complicated.
I really like how this author writes diverse, messy characters who make bad decisions and learn from them. This story delves into sensitive topics such as divorce, mental health, addiction, loss and manipulation, giving the characters space to work through these complicated matters at a crucial time of their development. She also shows the hope that friendship, acceptance and chosen family can bring. The new, tentative friendships and budding relationships brim with the all-encompassing emotion of teen years.
While I did finish the story with some questions remaining (mostly about Drew’s mother and the previous Watcher), the characters do all develop brilliantly and there’s a good sense of closure at the end. If you’re a fan of books that make real life problems into monsters young heroes can battle and win, this might be for you.
A massive thank you to @titanbooks and @toribovalino for my copy in exchange for an honest review.
January 13, 2026
A huge thank you to Page Street Ya for gifting me an advance copy of this book! 🫶
I don’t read a lot of YA horror, but there are certain authors that I will pick up whatever they write. Bovalino has become one of those authors. Their writing is hauntingly beautiful, capturing the essence of adolescence as though they have some secret portal to revisit their own youth. I, In The Shadows is no exception, and might just be their best work yet.
I loved this one!
The main character, Drew, is kind and compassionate. She genuinely wants to help Liam, but finds herself being pulled towards her own teenage needs. She makes mistakes. She chooses things that are in her own best interest, without considering how they’ll affect those she cares about. In other words, she’s very human. I liked her quite a bit. I found myself relating to her struggles with abandonment issues, feeling like an outsider, making friends, and figuring out who she wants to be.
The ghost element is more tragic and heartbreaking than it is scary, and mirrors the loss of innocence and certain friendships as teens transition into adulthood. There is a bit of a sapphic love story, but it’s focused more on the development of young relationships/friendships than it is on steamy moments. There’s also a mystery element threaded throughout as the characters search for answers as to what happened to Liam and why he hasn’t moved on yet.
If you like character driven stories, filled with heart and heartbreak, definitely check this one out!
5/5 stars
✔️ highly recommend
rated for ages 14+
I don’t read a lot of YA horror, but there are certain authors that I will pick up whatever they write. Bovalino has become one of those authors. Their writing is hauntingly beautiful, capturing the essence of adolescence as though they have some secret portal to revisit their own youth. I, In The Shadows is no exception, and might just be their best work yet.
I loved this one!
The main character, Drew, is kind and compassionate. She genuinely wants to help Liam, but finds herself being pulled towards her own teenage needs. She makes mistakes. She chooses things that are in her own best interest, without considering how they’ll affect those she cares about. In other words, she’s very human. I liked her quite a bit. I found myself relating to her struggles with abandonment issues, feeling like an outsider, making friends, and figuring out who she wants to be.
The ghost element is more tragic and heartbreaking than it is scary, and mirrors the loss of innocence and certain friendships as teens transition into adulthood. There is a bit of a sapphic love story, but it’s focused more on the development of young relationships/friendships than it is on steamy moments. There’s also a mystery element threaded throughout as the characters search for answers as to what happened to Liam and why he hasn’t moved on yet.
If you like character driven stories, filled with heart and heartbreak, definitely check this one out!
5/5 stars
✔️ highly recommend
rated for ages 14+
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Thank you NetGalley for the ARC!
This is an extremely deft exploration of grief and ghosts in a YA setting, with very realistic teenage characters dealing with death but also just moving to a new high school and confronting their future after graduation. The horror aspects of this story were also genuinely spooky, with the husks and Watcher being horrifying and real threats. My one problem with this book is that I do wish it had lent more into the horror aspects , but that's more of a personal preference, and in terms of exploring grief and death, I do see why ultimately the ending is the way it is.
Drew is a great protagonist as well, curious and intent on proving to her older sibling Reece that she can handle ghosts on her own. Her crush on Hannah was very YA and fun, and I did enjoy the messy complications that the ghost Liam also having a crush on Hannah entailed. Drew's family is a great supporting cast as well, and Liam's friend group is interesting as well, although I'm surprised Drew never got to really confront Caleb, the main suspect in Liam's death.
Overall, this was a wonderful supernatural YA novel that combines light-heated high school hijinks with the reality of grief and death but also horrifying ghosts.
This is an extremely deft exploration of grief and ghosts in a YA setting, with very realistic teenage characters dealing with death but also just moving to a new high school and confronting their future after graduation. The horror aspects of this story were also genuinely spooky, with the husks and Watcher being horrifying and real threats. My one problem with this book is that I do wish it had lent more into the horror aspects , but that's more of a personal preference, and in terms of exploring grief and death, I do see why ultimately the ending is the way it is.
Drew is a great protagonist as well, curious and intent on proving to her older sibling Reece that she can handle ghosts on her own. Her crush on Hannah was very YA and fun, and I did enjoy the messy complications that the ghost Liam also having a crush on Hannah entailed. Drew's family is a great supporting cast as well, and Liam's friend group is interesting as well, although I'm surprised Drew never got to really confront Caleb, the main suspect in Liam's death.
Overall, this was a wonderful supernatural YA novel that combines light-heated high school hijinks with the reality of grief and death but also horrifying ghosts.
January 11, 2026
I would say this is a gentle step into YA horror; there are ghosts, or really one ghost, shadows in the woods, and a strange thing Drew or her brother hasn't seen before, but I would say this story is about friendships and grief with a dash of romance.
Drew isn't doing that well. She isn't doing well in school, hasn't made any friends, and her older brother, who handled most of the ghostly stuff, is off to college, and it doens't seem like he's coming back. Which isn't great, since Liam, the boy who used to live in the house before he died, is still hanging out in her bedroom. Which was probably his bedroom first, to be fair. When everything shes tried to get rid of him fails, she tries the last solution, which is, you know, talking to him and trying to help him move on, on his own.
This does lead to a few pretty messy situations, where Drew makes more than a few mistakes. But I loved how real she felt. She wasn't perfect, didn't know what to do half the time, and maybe took advantage of a couple of situations. However, in the end, she did her best to fix her mistakes and help Liam move on.
There is a great atmosphere during the spooky moments, great characters, and I sped through this reading it in one sitting. I have loved other books by Tori Bovalino, and I can't wait to see what she is going to come out with next.
Drew isn't doing that well. She isn't doing well in school, hasn't made any friends, and her older brother, who handled most of the ghostly stuff, is off to college, and it doens't seem like he's coming back. Which isn't great, since Liam, the boy who used to live in the house before he died, is still hanging out in her bedroom. Which was probably his bedroom first, to be fair. When everything shes tried to get rid of him fails, she tries the last solution, which is, you know, talking to him and trying to help him move on, on his own.
This does lead to a few pretty messy situations, where Drew makes more than a few mistakes. But I loved how real she felt. She wasn't perfect, didn't know what to do half the time, and maybe took advantage of a couple of situations. However, in the end, she did her best to fix her mistakes and help Liam move on.
There is a great atmosphere during the spooky moments, great characters, and I sped through this reading it in one sitting. I have loved other books by Tori Bovalino, and I can't wait to see what she is going to come out with next.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Oh, how I love me a YA when it’s done right because I truly enjoyed reading this one. Then again, I’m yet to pick up one of the author’s works that I don’t love.
The prose was, as always, polished and so emotionally attuned. It knows when to pull back and when to push, which lead a natural flow and pace that made it really easy to stay fully immersed.
What made the book work so well for me personally was the characters and the relationships between them all. Drew being my favourite who felt vividly human in her awkwardness, her sincerity and her desire to do the right thing, even when the right thing was unclear. The emotional dynamics were layered and thoughtfully developed, filled with longing—the trope that Bovalino seems to smash every time—uncertainty, and genuine connection that felt well-earned and not rushed.
Thankfully, the supernatural elements didn’t feel overdone or cringy. The way the paranormal world was woven into everyday life felt seamless, which, for me, only enhanced the emotional stakes instead of distracting from them.
I, in the Shadows is smart, heartfelt and engaging, and like I said, I’m yet to be disappointed by a Bovalino book.
Thank you Titan Books and Netgalley for the early copy in exchange for an honest review.
The prose was, as always, polished and so emotionally attuned. It knows when to pull back and when to push, which lead a natural flow and pace that made it really easy to stay fully immersed.
What made the book work so well for me personally was the characters and the relationships between them all. Drew being my favourite who felt vividly human in her awkwardness, her sincerity and her desire to do the right thing, even when the right thing was unclear. The emotional dynamics were layered and thoughtfully developed, filled with longing—the trope that Bovalino seems to smash every time—uncertainty, and genuine connection that felt well-earned and not rushed.
Thankfully, the supernatural elements didn’t feel overdone or cringy. The way the paranormal world was woven into everyday life felt seamless, which, for me, only enhanced the emotional stakes instead of distracting from them.
I, in the Shadows is smart, heartfelt and engaging, and like I said, I’m yet to be disappointed by a Bovalino book.
Thank you Titan Books and Netgalley for the early copy in exchange for an honest review.
January 5, 2026
'When you open yourself to a ghost, you always take a bit of them too.'
This is a paranormal YA story, with perhaps some minor horror elements when we see the husks and the watcher. Those husks were creepy!
I loved the fact that it jumps right into the story with the ghost already being established. It sets the pacing off on the right foot and makes it so easy to read.
One of my favourite things about this was the friendship between Drew and Liam. I think she really needed him in her life at that moment. Drew might have been reluctant to help ghosts move on, but Liam gave her that reality check, as well as being a comforting presence.
Above all, he finally helped her to realise that she needs to try and hold on to things a bit tighter, and not self-sabotage relationships for fear of drifting apart.
This is a story of closure, of grief, of love and friendship. Not just for Liam, so that he can move on after his untimely death, or even for Hannah, who lost her best friend and is struggling to move on. But also for Drew, to get some clarity and closure on her relationship with her absent mother.
Sadness mixed with hope is the best way I can think to describe this story. A beautiful read.
This is a paranormal YA story, with perhaps some minor horror elements when we see the husks and the watcher. Those husks were creepy!
I loved the fact that it jumps right into the story with the ghost already being established. It sets the pacing off on the right foot and makes it so easy to read.
One of my favourite things about this was the friendship between Drew and Liam. I think she really needed him in her life at that moment. Drew might have been reluctant to help ghosts move on, but Liam gave her that reality check, as well as being a comforting presence.
Above all, he finally helped her to realise that she needs to try and hold on to things a bit tighter, and not self-sabotage relationships for fear of drifting apart.
This is a story of closure, of grief, of love and friendship. Not just for Liam, so that he can move on after his untimely death, or even for Hannah, who lost her best friend and is struggling to move on. But also for Drew, to get some clarity and closure on her relationship with her absent mother.
Sadness mixed with hope is the best way I can think to describe this story. A beautiful read.
January 8, 2026
Thank you Page Street for the advanced copy - NetGalley review
There’s a ghost haunting Drew Tarpin’s new room. Liam Orville has been dead for ten months and has no idea how to move on. But the longer he stays, the more likely it is he’ll degrade into an energy consuming husk—which Drew is more concerned about than her grades or her inability to make meaningful connections with other students.
Drew is everything Liam never was when he was alive, but they do share some common ground: Drew finds herself hopelessly attracted to—and completely tongue-tied around—Hannah Sullivan, who happens to be Liam’s former best friend.
After a run-in with a ghost-eating monster leaves Drew and Liam desperate for answers, they strike up a deal: In return for Drew investigating why Liam is still around, he’ll help her talk to Hannah. But Liam’s time is running out, and if Drew doesn’t help him move on, he risks becoming a monster himself.
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I loved how messy and vulnerable this was, sure it’s a story about a ghost, but it felt like so much more than that? A true exploration of grief and the way it manifests in different people, friendships, love and regrets. I honestly loved this so much and would recommend to any YA lovers.
There’s a ghost haunting Drew Tarpin’s new room. Liam Orville has been dead for ten months and has no idea how to move on. But the longer he stays, the more likely it is he’ll degrade into an energy consuming husk—which Drew is more concerned about than her grades or her inability to make meaningful connections with other students.
Drew is everything Liam never was when he was alive, but they do share some common ground: Drew finds herself hopelessly attracted to—and completely tongue-tied around—Hannah Sullivan, who happens to be Liam’s former best friend.
After a run-in with a ghost-eating monster leaves Drew and Liam desperate for answers, they strike up a deal: In return for Drew investigating why Liam is still around, he’ll help her talk to Hannah. But Liam’s time is running out, and if Drew doesn’t help him move on, he risks becoming a monster himself.
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I loved how messy and vulnerable this was, sure it’s a story about a ghost, but it felt like so much more than that? A true exploration of grief and the way it manifests in different people, friendships, love and regrets. I honestly loved this so much and would recommend to any YA lovers.
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