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Iris Blackwood always knew her mother didn’t love her.

It’s why she left six years ago and never looked back. But when her aunt—her mother’s identical twin—and her stepfather die in a tragic accident, she’s forced to return home.

The cruel woman she remembers is gone. In her place is someone who cooks breakfast with a smile and says, “I love you.”

Iris wants to believe it’s real. But then she finds a journal in the attic. One that reveals her mother and aunt used to switch places all the time.

And when her car mysteriously won’t start, she begins to fear the truth.

She came home to the wrong mother.

And now she may never leave.

Mother, Mother is a psychological thriller with a twist that plays on the time old tale of "Are you my mother", perfect for fans of Freida McFadden, Kiersten Modglin, and Lucinda Berry.

312 pages, Kindle Edition

Published July 1, 2025

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328 reviews22 followers
September 24, 2025
Mother, Mother by Zia Ryyan is the best psychological thriller I’ve read so far this year.
I stumbled upon it on my Kindle recommendations. The cover and title were intriguing and when I read the synopsis I was hooked.

Fast-paced, twisty, with excellent character development and a jaw-dropping twisty ending. Crisp, compelling writing that kept me reading. —My first time reading Zia Ryyan but I’ll definitely be reading more from this author.
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31 reviews1 follower
July 7, 2025
I finished this book in a few hours. I can honestly say it did not disappoint! Once you think you have it all figured out, you’re still wrong. 😩 It’s a great read, fast-paced, but the ending will definitely shock you.
Profile Image for Kellie Welty.
78 reviews6 followers
July 6, 2025


⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
An Absolute Page-Turner!

I had never heard of Zia Rayyan before, but after seeing her post about this book in my psychological thriller Facebook group, I decided to give it a try—and I’m so glad I did. I was instantly pulled in and spent the whole day devouring this twisty, gripping story.

The writing style is sharp, compelling, and incredibly well-paced. Every chapter left me needing to know what happened next. Rayyan masterfully builds suspense without ever feeling overdone. It’s the kind of book where you tell yourself “just one more chapter” and suddenly it’s midnight.

I’m so impressed by this debut (or at least new-to-me) author and already excited to dive into her other work. If you’re a fan of psychological thrillers with strong writing and smart twists, this one’s a must-read.

6 reviews
July 8, 2025
One of the best books I’ve read this year!!!

Wow!!! All I can say is wow!!! The twist. The plots. The story line. All just wow. This book is truly a must read. I wish I could give it more starts than 5 stars.
Profile Image for Ney oh the thrill of it  FN.
175 reviews2 followers
October 31, 2025
Sensational!!

This book was not on my TBR list, but I saw it and just had to read it. Im so glad I did (sorry to all the books patiently waiting to be read lol).

The story follows Iris who returns for the funeral of her aunt and her step father. Iris has been away from home for a number of years and its clear she doesnt want to hang around for long.

She returns to her family home, one that is shrouded in deceit lies and family secrets that have long sincec been buried. Returning threatens to unearth these secrets.

Iris wants to leave as quickly as she returned, her mother wants her to stay. Mother knows best? Or does she?

This book was initially a slow burn for me but it quickly gained momentum and once the action built it was twist after twist! I honestly didnt know if I was coming or going! I didnt see the twists coming and audibly gasped on a few ocassions as they were revealed. The twists for me where real psychological twists filled with suspense and intrigue and caused me to stay up late as I just had to know how it ended.

This book now lives rent free in my head and I wont stop recommending it, honestly can't give it enough praise!

Very excited to read more of Zia's work.
Profile Image for Anne Chinn.
43 reviews
October 19, 2025
WOW!! WOW!! WOW!!

Kept me tense until the very end! What a great 📚📚📚! I tried to take a nap before I finished the book but I couldn't quit thinking about it! I had to finish. Lots of twists and turns, which I love! Can't wait to read more from this author!
4 reviews
July 28, 2025
it didn’t draw me in

“His knuckles turned white” the white knuckle line was repeated a lot. It was an ok book, it just didn’t pull me in at all.
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290 reviews1 follower
September 30, 2025
This book is my favorite book of all time!!! The author used my name in it and my obsession with Ghostface and drawing!!! I love this book so much!!! This author is so amazing!!! The way he describes characters and the setting!!! I am a visual reader and if an author describes the book well enough I can picture the setting and characters and this author is amazing at describing things!!! I love it so so much!!! The thrill in this book was amazing as well! It kept me on the edge of my seat!!
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20 reviews1 follower
July 29, 2025
ZIAAAAA you gotta keep these suspenseful page turners coming. This one took me some more time to read but not because it was lacking anything just because I was taking my time. Such a fast paced easy read.
Profile Image for Ashley Cwiklewski.
213 reviews2 followers
July 19, 2025
I AM PRETTY SURE THIS BOOK GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!! I had to stay up to finish it becUse my heart was beating out of my chest! I cant remember the last time i was hooked and read a book this quickly. It is a short read but kept my interest the whole time! THANKS TO WHATEVER TIKTOKER OR LEMON8 PERSON WHERE I SAW THIS RECOMMENDATION!! Now i need to go calm myself so i can go to bed🤣
822 reviews47 followers
August 15, 2025
3⭐️

Took me a while to get through this book. It didn’t capture my attention the way it should have based on the plot. Some things were predictable and some just ridiculous. That being said, it wasn’t too boring either.
Profile Image for Kelsey Van Hook.
23 reviews1 follower
July 16, 2025
Guessed the twist early on. A little
Outlandish. No likable characters but I did want to find out what would happen next.
17 reviews
August 2, 2025
Quite the THRILL ride!

I thought I knew what was going on three times only to find out I was WRONG. This author REALLY knows how to weave a story. Fast paced,interesting characters, great plot.
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1,080 reviews10 followers
August 20, 2025
Mother?

Wow! Murder can destroy a family, three generations of deceit. Iris is sent scrambling to return home for her aunt, and step fathers funnel. Six years away from the memories of the pain of growing up, knowing you killed your father when you were at the tender age of seven. Fast paced, great characters and a stunning story line. A must read!
41 reviews
July 9, 2025
I give this a 4.2. Some of the twists were a little predictable, but one of them GOT ME!!! It was definitely a good read and got me out of a little slump that I was in.
11 reviews
July 5, 2025
AMAZING! I read it twice! I couldn't put the book down, reading it too fast to see what happens. Mindblown. I didn't see that ending coming. I read it a second time, a bit slower. Zia is a genius.
Profile Image for Nikki Houghton.
710 reviews16 followers
July 20, 2025
Triplets
That’s it
Just triplets
What a lot of idiocy.
Who writes this stuff? I just wasted three hours reading this nonsense I’ll never get back.
Avoid.
Profile Image for Bugs.
123 reviews4 followers
March 19, 2026
Wow. Just..wow.

Utterly gobsmacked, I am.

*slow clap*

Very rarely does a thriller, regardless of its sub-genres, particularly psychological in nature, utterly surprise me to a point of shock because of the sheer amount of twists the story unravels. Until now. And I'm a huge fan of thrillers, especially the psychological, twisty (that makes sense) ones and have had my share of reading all kinds.

Nothing really shocks me or catches me off-guard anymore with a few exceptions albeit few and far-between. So when I started "Mother, Mother," I had an inclination of what it'd be about because the premise was not unknown to me. I was just thrilled to listen to Kira Fixx's performance in their new thriller role!

As usual, Fixx's incredible knack for creating a sustained sense of unease, anxiety, fear, suspense and paranoia throughout the story that screams for it makes this thriller (and all the others that they've done, thusfar!), crafted brilliantly by Zia Rayyan, a total MUST-LISTEN!

You know that visuals and sounds are tools used to create a certain mood and atmosphere in a movie/show or in the case of a book, descriptive wordings that trigger the effects, right?

Well, our voice can also create an atmospheric effect, too, if we know how to tweak and manipulate its pitch, rhythm, intonation, volume, texture, layer, even breadth, so effortlessly that the listener can't help but detects and senses the mood, the emotions of the story, making the aural experience a visually immersive one.

And that's what I get from Fixx's vocal artistry every single time they perform an audiobook in any genre, really. And that's saying something about their level of vocal artistry in their work, always with passion and conviction. I think that's why the execution of their performance is always so visceral, so authentic, to the story they portray with their voice that exudes versatility.

Rayyan's "Mother, Mother" is one dark, twisty story weaved brilliantly by her written narrative, embodied to precise intensity by Fixx. Just when I thought I had it figured out, something else crept up from my peripheral, ready to pounce from its dark corners when I wasn't "looking!" And then the hits just kept coming! Oh, how I LOVED that feeling! The adrenaline!! The thrills! The jaw-drop! YES!

I stand corrected. I did not see that coming! What an original take on a not-so-original trope! Hats off! I'm impressed!

There was one scene that absolutely had me sitting at the edge of my seat! Rayyan's words were there to incite that tension needed to create the suspense but Fixx drove the stake right through the heart with her vocal embodiment of sheer intensity I had to remind myself that I wasn't watching the scene visually. I was "watching" it with my auditory perception through the voice that became visual! It was an absolutely adrenaline-filled scene perfectly executed by the person who can bring to life a story, a character, a scene, by only their vocals that transcend all five senses with their raw, unfiltered emotional energy!

If you're into psychological thrillers with some devilish twists and dark turns, look no further. Read this one. And if you want to further immerse yourself into the paranoia and suspense, listen to the story unfold visually like you're watching the thriller on-screen!

It behooves me to mention that Marnie Penning, although this was my first listen of her performance, did a fabulous job playing the role of the mother!! Great pairing between Penning and Fixx as their performance styles compliment each other superbly!

"Mother, Mother" is a dark, suspenseful, and highly twisted psychological thriller that takes you from one discovery to the next revelation until its ultimate climax as you slowly begin to understand what truly lies beneath...

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
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141 reviews2 followers
August 3, 2025
4 stars! This book is narrated by a girl named Iris who loses her aunt and her stepfather in a car accident. Her aunt and her mom were identical twins. She goes home for the services and finds that her mom is acting significantly different. Instead of her baseline, cold and hard attitude, she is nice. Making her meals. The author is also hinting of something horrible that happened in the attic of her family home and how all the family members are visiting to try and see if her mom’s going to list the place for sale. She does have a younger brother named Cole who still lives at the house. He’s also acting strange. The author left for an unknown reason 6 years ago abandoning her family and her best friend Dean. After a short power outage, Iris finds her way into the attic and finds a leather bound notebook written by her aunt Anna in cursive writing.

In the book, and writes about how her twin sister Mara stole her first love David Eriks. She had sex with him and he did not know the difference between the twins. She was heartbroken that their connection was not sacred and was interchangeable. David is Iris’s dad.

Anna and Mara decided to share David. They shared him by both pretending to be Anna. David couldn’t tell them apart and didn’t know the difference. Eventually, Mara got pregnant. There is a journal entry about a lot of blood. This sends the narrator Iris into a panic attack. She has some memory again in the attic that we are unsure of. She starts questioning if this is why her mom was so cold to her. She questions if Anna was really the one they buried.

She starts having more panic symptoms and decides she needs to leave. She goes to get in her car and it won’t start. She immediately gets a call from her job saying she has fire effective immediately for gross misconduct. She now has to stay.

Her neighbor and old best friend Dean agrees to investigate the family with her. We find out that her grandma committed suicide by hanging in the home and Claire (her aunt) was there. Her aunts sister’s Anna and Mara blamed Claire. Three months later, Claire was dead and in the ground very quickly. We find out that the narrator was also there in the attic when her father committed suicide. When the cops got there, she was covered in blood and calm.

After iris finds out that the break lines in the car that killed her mom Mara and stepfather might have been cut she’s almost arrested. Anna ties her to the bed to detox her at home at threatens to have her committed.

Iris gets back on her mom’s good terms and finds a loose floorboard in her mom’s room. She learns from a ripped old photo and missing journal entries that her dead aunt Claire was their triplet not their younger sister. Also Claire is her mom. Anna and Mara are both dead. One in the car accident with her stepfather and one who killed herself after her own mom died. Long story short, they think that their mom is going to kill them, so they call the neighbor - who’s secretly been in love with Iris the whole time - Dean to come save them. When he shows up Cole admits that Dean told him cutting the brake lines would not actually kill them and that there was a back up break system. Dean was sabotaging their family and killing the two of them so that he could have Iris to himself. Claire stabs Dean in self-defense after he almost strangles Iris to death. In the end, Iris and Cole end up with a life insurance policy from their stepdad and eat a pint of mint chocolate chip while they watch their house burn to the ground after dousing it in gasoline. Dean dies. Claire ends up in jail, likely for the rest of her life
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203 reviews5 followers
July 28, 2025
Childhood is not happy and carefree for everyone and family is not same for every child. Having a loving family is truly a blessing and every child deserves one but not always possible. Every child deserves parents but not all parents deserve children, it is the decision of parents to bring the child so why do they hate them after birth?
Some traumas are so worst that we literally need to run from the people we love and care about in order to stay sane. Pills help getting over anxieties but they aren’t the forever solution because after sometime they do become the drugs that we need to avoid at any cost.
This is the story of Iris who has come back to her hometown for the funeral of her aunt and step-father. She has a lot of trauma related to the house which is the reason she wants to go back as soon as possible but her mother and brother don’t want her to leave altogether. She is shocked to see the person her mother has become since she left 6 years ago as she was one of the coldest person on earth and now she is the most loving and caring mother.
As her car fails to start and she’s fired from her job without notice she is left with no choice but to stay back for inevitable time. While she is here, she finds a journal which belonged to her aunt and the things she read makes her too shocked to even react and she decides to find the truth about her childhood and the house she has lived for most of her life.
As the facts unravel she is more n more invested in knowing the history and the secrets that her mother never told her. The things keep getting weird around her, her childhood best friend is trying everything to help her unravel the mystery of the deaths related to her life and home.
Is the woman in the house really her mother or the secrets will give way to so many lies that she will never be able to trust anyone but herself ever in life? Not everything told and seen and remembered is the same way it is, sometimes the reality is way different from the memories.
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609 reviews39 followers
March 6, 2026
𝗤𝗨𝗜𝗖𝗞 𝗣𝗟𝗢𝗧 𝗣𝗘𝗘𝗞
After years away, Iris returns home following a family tragedy and finds her once-cruel mother suddenly loving and kind. When she uncovers a journal, Iris begins to suspect the woman in the house may not be her mother at all.

𝗔𝗨𝗗𝗜𝗢 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘
The narration really highlights the paranoia and suspicion, and both narrators captured the vibe. However, their voices were so similar that I’m not sure how necessary it was to have two of them.

𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘
This is a story about generational trauma. It has an unnerving, tense atmosphere but still keeps a good balance between description and emotion, so it stays entertaining and accessible.

The diary entries, multiple POV and pacing felt gentle and easy - not fast but it didn’t drag either. It was exciting in a quiet way, with a steady stream of reveals that kept me reading.

As much as I enjoyed the drama of it all, I did wish for more depth. I never fully felt like I understood the characters’ personalities. There are a lot of feelings on the page, but the abusive past felt a little glossed over and the characters themselves didn’t feel especially layered.

I really enjoyed the steady stream of reveals, but one twist was so outlandish that I wasn’t convinced it was necessary. By that point I almost felt immune to the unbelievable-ness of it all.

𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗛 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗?
I’m really happy I discovered this new to me author and I’ll definitely pick up another of her thrillers. I enjoyed the drama, the easy, addictive writing style, and overall it was a fun time.

Thank you Simon & Schuster and Libro.fm for this #gifted ARC.

🎧 Narrated by Kira Fixx, Marni Penning
📖 Publishes 03•17•26 | 312 pages | 8h 53m
Profile Image for Heather Murphy.
84 reviews1 follower
August 11, 2025
SPOILERS-

Figured out most of the twists early on which and a few loose ends still lingering out there. Don’t read further unless you want spoilers.

1. Figured out super early that mom wasn’t mom and that Claire was a triplet. The news article clearly stated that 2 sisters left behind, both ALSO 10. I reread that 3 times.

2. Who effed up Iris’ car? Who sabotaged her job and what was this so-called HR issue. I kept waiting for this and no explanation.

3. The best friend guy was suspect and I had a feeling he’d be bad at some point.

4. When “mom” asked Iris if she remembered anything after the stabbing, I knew something or someone extra was in that attic. We never did find out what happened “after” though.

5. How did all these people get away with so much corruption and why was everyone a killer of some sort? Too much. Too much.

⭐️⭐️⭐️ because I did like the story and saw a lot of potential. Not 4 or 5 because predictable, pretty unrealistic, and loose ended imo. But for a new author, great start with a ton of twists. It kept me reading.
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150 reviews2 followers
July 17, 2025
This was really good!!!!!

3 stars because there were a couple of missed plot holes, or points that should’ve been caught during editing, little things like on one page saying ‘school’ then next paragraph/page saying ‘asylum’, or the saying “it feels so heavy / like a rock in my pocket” - that one was used 5+ times to describe a piece of paper or photograph in a pocket


There were a few grammatical errors but this IS a new author and nobodies perfect & it’s nothing another edit or two can’t fix..

I wasn’t surprised by any of the “plot twists” but the writing/story telling itself is so well done that it kept me hooked right to the ending.

Also, all therapy should start over a pint of ice cream!!!
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128 reviews3 followers
March 19, 2026
👵👧👩Talk about generations of tragic deaths! Iris returns home for the funeral of her stepfather and aunt - her mother’s twin. After being gone for six years, she notices her mom has completely changed her way of being towards Iris. Childhood memories start to resurface, and secrets begin to unravel.

🎧The audiobook is bingeworthy! We get dual narration! While they did have similar voices, both brought suspense and tension to the story.

📔I admit I did see some twists coming, but the final reveal is one you will not guess. The journal entries were a great addition! Multiple POV, great pacing, and an easy read.
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43 reviews
July 21, 2025
This Family is Cursed

This book was great, very unhinged. Lots of twists and WTF moments. It was definitely a page turner and was very fast paced. I gave 4 stars because some of it was so unbelievable lol think of those soap operas. Very entertaining, but also like "ain't no way!" Lol overall I enjoyed the book and recommend it, if you like crazy unhinged characters and wild family dynamics.
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92 reviews1 follower
October 13, 2025
Zia delivers another tale chock full of deception, duplicity, and defiance. Like every great thriller, nothing is ever what it seems…and Iris learns that better than anyone when she returns home for a funeral. The life she thought she left behind comes rearing back with a new ugliness she never could have expected. I managed to piece together the twist, but once more, Zia fooled me in how the twist plays out. I enjoyed Mother, Mother, and I can’t wait for my next Rayyan read!
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