I really wish I could give this book a higher rating because I wanted to love it, and there were some really good moments. However, the issues I had unfortunately made it fall flat. Graham is looking for a wife to gain his inheritance and after Emmy steals his car to get out of a precarious situation he leverages that and her bookstore she works at to get her to comply.
The biggest issue? Graham. I was seriously annoyed with him for this whole entire book. He’s awful to Emmy, and I’m sorry but buying her random things does not make up for the attitude and amount of time he ignores her. There’s broody, and then there’s having the personality of a piece of wet cardboard.
So this is supposed to be a marriage of convenience trope, but they don’t get married until like 60% into the book! He takes her on ONE date, with an ulterior motive that he hides from her mind you, and then they barely see each other until they start having sex (again, WELL past 60%). He leaves her on their honeymoon, for WEEKS, with a note on the first night and as soon as he comes back she just jumps into it with him. WHAT!? I would’ve been fuming!
This almost upset me as much as the fact that he was in a room alone with his ex fiancé letting her put her hands on him and letting Emmy think they kissed. He leaves Emmy alone for hours at their WEDDING PARTY to mingle with his family then walks back into the room with his ex! Sure, nothing ended up happening with them, but she just forgives him all willy nilly. It was ironic because HE got extremely angry at Emmy for being spotted with her ex in public.
She says she loves him and he turns around and leaves AGAIN. I swear they spent more time apart than together. All because he has a stick up his bum because of his ex from 3 years ago. Um HELLO, Emmy was JUST cheated on, AND physically assaulted!!!! You don’t see her acting the same way and taking it out on Graham (the person who requested to be married in the first place!).
He doesn’t admit his feelings until after 90% in when she has another heart surgery…….??? It just didn’t feel sincere and it didn’t help that he uses his ex’s name in his damn speech. He says I love you to her for the first time in front of the media, then proceeds to give her space to sort out her feelings. While I’m glad she didn’t take him back right away, she waited a few days, I much would’ve preferred if he had spoken up in the hospital and then GROVELED. For a LONG time. I didn’t feel like he deserved Emmy at all, even up until the very end.
Also, what was the point of his “premonition” of Emmy when he literally ignores/denies it’s her for 99% of the book? 🤣 It just seemed pointless for him to be concentrated on it so much to just deny the fact that he meets someone who looks JUST LIKE the woman he sees.
The best part of this book is the side characters and Emmy (aside from her weakness with Graham). She was an incredibly well written character and you just admired her for everything she has done for her family. I loved her siblings, I loved the bookstore and I loved her friends who were more like family. Jane is incredible and I so hope she gets her own book. I’d say Grahams grovel was decent but honestly I was so over him by the end of the book that I really didn’t care much for anything he did 😅. The smut was also quite lacking in anything special but there were some spicy moments, some angst, and definitely some laughs.
Overall, it wasn’t a bad book by any means and the writing was good as it always is with Ilsa’s books. This one just was not my favorite from her although it really did have potential!