3.5 stars
I just wrote a whole big review and lost the whole dang thing. Not happy about it at all. Took me almost a half and hour to compose the thing and I lost it all. Not going write it all over again so I am just putting notes down here and this will be my review.
Basically this was book: This is book 3 in Society Weddings miniseries in the Harlequin Presents featuring four alpha males known as the Columbia Four (best friends who met at Columbia). This was the first book I read out of the series. I was ready to get into this series so I decided to do this one first because the back synopsis sounded very intriguing and interesting to me.
This story featured the romance between Clio and Stefan. What is unique though was that Clio was friends with the Columbia Four back in their college days. They were close and very protective of her even Stefan. After he stopped pursuing her that was because he wanted her from the moment he saw her, but after a year of pursuit he stopped, valuing her friendship more and not wanting to reduce their relationship to a quick lay and lust.
They meet ten years later when Stefan vowed revenge on her fiancé, Jackson, who he didn't know was her finance at the time. When he found out he was livid, but more than that he was concerned because of the shell of the woman that she was once was. She was just not herself and a big reason for that was Jackson who kind of broke her a bit especially with his treatment of her. He was using her for her name and connection. He didn't care about her. Jackson treated her like dirt and didn't care about her feelings so she was broken and hurt by it all. When she met Stefan again there was a spark in her life, but she could feel Stefan disgust of her of what she allowed Jackson do to her. When Clio found out that Jackson was cheating on her then she vowed to help Stefan get his revenge on Stefan as well as get revenge on her own.
The set up was going in the beginning. Lots of tension and emotions going on between our couple. Just lovely friction that I love to see and witness in a romance novel. It was a promising start.
Then it petered out about half way through. The tension wasn't nearly as thick as it was nor was it overly present. I mean there was conflict there and misunderstandings to boot between them, but there wasn't more that. I didn't feel the tension emotional or otherwise between them. It was just like they were dealing with wanting each other and not having each other, but not in angst filled way if you know what I mean. It wasn't gut wrenching or even soul sucking like I have experienced in the past reading Presents books.
I didn't feel like they were panting for each other and dying to be in each others arms. That pull that they have to each other wasn't quite there or not as I would have like it. I didn't feel like they needed each other more than they needed to breathe. I felt like it was just the circumstances they were thrown in and proximity and nothing more. Not this soul connecting thing that they needed to do and explore in order to feel whole.
In my view there just wasn't a lot of tension or angst going on. There could have been. It could been upped like a hundred degree because the foundation from the beginning was set and it was already there, but it just never carried through to the rest of the book. I needed that. I needed to feel more than I got from this one. Instead I felt like I was just reading words on a page instead of going on the emotional journey with them.
There was only one big love scene, and even though it took them like forever to do the deed, I didn't feel it was pressure cooker. What I mean was I didn't think they had that explosion that I was expecting them to have after all this denial of their lust. There wasn't a lot of steam or sizzle when it came to the scene. It was kind of like finally they're going at it, bout time, but not because I was dying to see them intimately together but just because I wanted it to get over with already. It wasn't really that emotional, which was understandable for the first time, but I would have liked to have seen a love scene that was emotional and not just about the physical which the first one was very much about. I needed to see their connection on a deeper level. The intimate scenes just didn't do it.
Speaking of emotions, I wasn't feeling that they were deeply, madly in love with one another. Partly because their realization just seemed to come out of nowhere. It was very abrupt and kind of out of left field. Okay, I might understand it more from her side, but I could also see it as gratitude and not love. Gratitude for helping her and giving her the strength to become the person she was meant to be. In other words back to her normal self, Stefan gave that to her and that was where I felt she was coming from. While with him I just felt that he was in lust with her and no more. Even when he suddenly came to realize his love for her didn't feel believable and was bit rushed. I didn't feel the deep, soul wrenching emotions coming off of them, nor did I feel like they had this great love story. The caring was there. The love not so much or at least in my opinion. It felt very bland their love as did their passion for one another.
I just needed more. More emotional intensity. More sexual tension. More angst. Just more. Not just a flat line where the edge was missing. I needed that to enjoy this book more than I did. I needed that roller coaster feeling for their romance, and this one just didn't hit the mark for me.
Just I needed it to upped about a hundred percent more in all aspects then I think it would have gone over better for me. It was a shame because the beginning was very promising and was what I liked the most. Liked the character of Clio as well and loved seeing her transformation throughout the book. Her pain I could feel. I understood her. Stefan was okay. Kind of neutral about him. He needed to grovel a bit more, and I wished I felt like he found his soul mate with her but I just didn't. I didn't feel this was an all consuming love, which is what the purpose of love stories is, right? But I wasn't feeling it.
I was disappointed. Hopefully the other three books in the series will be a little bit better and have more of what this one was kind of lacking, but I look forward to the next books in this series.