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Find Me in Darkness

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A doomed woman. A dangerous and mysterious man. And an epic passion that cannot be denied…

Don’t miss Mal and Christina’s story:

Find Me in Darkness

Find Me in Pleasure

Find Me in Passion

And be sure not to miss the first novella in this exciting and sexy series by Julie Kenner (aka J. Kenner), Caress of Darkness, a 1001 Dark Nights novella.

***NOTE TO READERS*** Each of the 1001 Dark Nights novellas stands alone. (Caress of Darkness and the 2015 release, Caress of Pleasure.) The Find Me books are a true trilogy and are meant to be read in order.

115 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 13, 2015

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1,019 reviews152 followers
January 14, 2015
This was freaking awesome! Excellent characters with a fantastic build. Fast paced, intriguing story loaded with major hotness!!!!!

It was intense right from the start and I was immediately pulled in. There are enough details about the main characters given right away, so I instantly had a good feel for them, liked them, and was rooting for them. Loved both Christina and Mal and this seriously intense connection they had for one another. It created a lot of sexual tension and anticipation. These two were combustible together! Seriously hot! Beyond the hotness, you can feel how torn and conflicted they both were because of their pasts and the situation at hand. I loved the overall story and am looking forward to where it will go next.

Everything developed at a really good pace. I was in the edge of my seat! The author has created this elaborate world and even though it's otherworldly it's totally believable and I couldn’t absorb the details fast enough. There were lots of other characters introduced as well and I loved the interactions between everyone. There was a nice amount of tension and drama. I'm just really excited about where it's going to go. There are three parts to this, which I knew going in, so expect a cliffhanger.

Lots of intensity mixed in with passion and sensuality! I loved it and can’t wait for part 2! It was just thrilling to read! I had so much anticipation and there was such a incredible build. Excellent story!

Complimentary copy received for honest review.

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486 reviews20 followers
January 13, 2015
I usually don't read paranormal books, but I have to say that I love where Julie took us! I loved Mal's passion for Christina and how much he loves her! I can't wait to see where Julie takes the story!
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3,376 reviews91 followers
March 27, 2021
Wow! What an awesome, fast paced, page turner for part one! There's so many things to come I assume. I'm excited to see how this will play out.

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206 reviews
June 9, 2017
I found the book well written and I must say that I love where Julie took us! I loved Mal's passion for Christina and how much he loves her and cares for her! I can't wait to see where Julie takes their story in the next book!
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999 reviews58 followers
January 17, 2018
Short-length serial read, first of three parts (s/b shown not as Book One, but as Part One).
Started out strong. Lots of tension between MCs and good world building (better than the prequel novella IMHO). Then it just tapped out of intensity last 20 percent when it becomes clear it's set up for a continuation of Mal and Christina's journey (in Part Two), and that mild "cliffy." Not even a HFN.
Will read all parts because I already have them and the backstory of how their species' world was interesting...
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61 reviews122 followers
January 21, 2015
ARC received for honest review
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Falls Rating: 4.5 Glasses

I want to start by saying I am a J. Kenner fan! However, I have never read a paranormal book by her. I honestly had no idea going into this that it was paranormal.....haha! I did not read the novella, and it probably would have helped me get into it a bit faster, but I stuck with it and was very happy that I did. There are two other books releasing very closely after this one.

This is the story of Malcolm (Mal) and Christina. Mal is a typical alpha male, sexy, confident, loyal and intense! Mal has secrets and his secrets have haunted him for more then one life time. Bound to a certain destiny, or hell, he has a mission in life and it never gets easier. I don't want to give away anything because seriously you will be like "whoa!". Christina is drawn to Mal from the very beginning and she doesn't know what it is about him that seems so familiar. The chemistry they share is intense and the sexual tension palpable. however their relationship is doomed before it even begins and the only one who holds the key as to why is Malcolm. As a reader you can see that the love these characters share is a forever, undying love. Can love withstand the test of time.....over and over again?

This was a great book! Short but packed with action and well written characters. You seriously will be mind blown when you learn of the secrets Malcolm has and your heart will break a little for Mal and Christina. I can not wait to read the next 2 books and see how their story ends. I give Find Me In Darkness by J. Kenner 4.5 glasses of Pinot! Cheers and Happy Reading!!!
Profile Image for Tina Lee Harris.
516 reviews12 followers
January 14, 2015
3.5 stars

This is the beginning of Mal and Christina’s story. And boy what a story it is. It is a story of true love that test the times and memories of soul mates over the spam of 3000 years. It is unlike anything I have read before and looking forward to more in their story not only does Mal and Christina love affair continues through time but Mal is the one that ends Christina each time. I am not sure how much more his heart can take. He kills her. He has too. He has no choice or does he?

Christina has just landed not quite her dreams job but close enough, she will be starring in a Broadway play. When she is on stage; it seems to be the only time she feels normal. You see her mom is just a little bit crazy. As for Christina, she also has unnerving feelings when she is out. Of course these intensify when she starts dreaming of a handsome man with grey eyes. Then when she meets him, she is so drawn to him, that it scares her. And she feels like she knows him. Malcolm How does she know his name?

As Mal and Christina get a to steal yet another moment in time for themselves but that is short lived. Mal can feel the evil coming. He has to do something. But can he end Christina again so soon after he has gotten her back?

Christina realizes that her soul knows Malcolm. He is hers and she is his. But can she understand the things that he is telling her? What is real and not? These are just a few of the questions that leaving us wanting more of this story.
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97 reviews21 followers
January 14, 2015
Wow! I just finished reading Find Me in Darkness and that's my first thought. Find Me in Darkness was a very quick read, but be prepared to put everything else aside. Once you start it you can't stop. We met Mal in Caress of Darkness, but in this series we learn to love him. One word to sum up Malcolm is intense. He's also dedicated, loyal, protective, and sexy. He's also all alpha male and extremely dominant. I don't know how Julie Kenner does it, but each of her characters is different, but they are all almost perfect.



From their first meeting Christina is drawn to Mal, but she has no idea why. Mal knows why but he doesn't share. They're relationship is doomed from the start, but the intensity and passion can't be stopped. It's a forever kind of love. It's tough to write about them without giving away any of the secrets in the book so let me just say that you have to read this book (and this series).



I am so happy that the books are releasing next week and the week after because I need to know what happens with Mal and Christina. I'm anxiously awaiting Book 2 and Book 3.



I give Find Me in Darkness FIVE STARS!
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200 reviews
January 18, 2015
I found this hard to get into in the beginning but as I love Julie's books I persevered and I'm so glad I did. I can't wait to read the next book, I want to know if Mal can help Christina to control the weapon or he will be forced to kill her again in order to keep the world a safe place. Mal has been killing her for 3000 years to keep her from losing control. It seems people like Mal and Christina are reborn over and over so Mal finds her, loves her and kills her. I want to see what the others in Mals group say when they find out what he's done to Asher and whether Christina is caught or saved from the Fuerie.
I'm off to read the next book!

It's awfully odd reading about Mal as its my hubby's name lol

I have just realised there is a 1001 novella that I should have read before starting book 1. Maybe I wouldn't have found it so hard to get into if I'd ready the start lol
898 reviews5 followers
January 11, 2015
I had the honor to review this book before it was released, and although I'm not a paranormal book fan, I really liked this book. It will help if you read Caress in the Darkness first to get the background of the Phoenix Security and it's special members. Raine and Callie's story is equally jammed backed with security scenes and a member of the Phoenix Security trying to find their long lost mates from centuries ago.

Malcom and Christina's story is a little different because of Christina's past with the furie and the weapon she now unknowingly holds. Not a bad story overall, will definitely keep you reading the entire story in one story.
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108 reviews6 followers
January 9, 2015
********ARC review***********

I have never read a paranormal romance before, I thought wrongly that they weren't for me
How wrong can you be ?

Really enjoyed Julie's descriptive character building as always.
The passion and emotion between Mal and Christina can only be described as intense.
The back story finds the star crossed lovers reconnecting once again, will it end like every time before?

I found the book well written and different. I will definitely be purchasing book 2
The only downside was it ended before I wanted it to.
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2,020 reviews69 followers
January 11, 2015
OOOH! This story sucks the reader in and captivates throughout. If you enjoyed Caress of Darkness, this one isn't to be missed. Mal and Christina have quite the history that's unveiled throughout the book. It's an intriguing story and now I want more!! Looking forward to the next book in the trilogy to see how things unfold. Another great book from J. Kenner!

*An ARC was given for my honest review.*
Profile Image for Hilary.
187 reviews37 followers
January 13, 2015
Many lifetimes of longing. Thousands of heartbreaks over millennia That is the tale of Mal and Christina. Find Me in Darkness is an exciting, steamy and sad tale of two lovers who are forced apart in order to save the world. Mal and the Brotherhood are searching for a way to save Christina, but will they be fast enough this time?

Disclaimer: I did receive this as an ARC.
813 reviews9 followers
November 4, 2017
Star crossed lovers find each other again at the mystierous private club Dark Pleasures after a millenia apart. But can Mal and Christina save their love? How many times can they and their friends rise like the Phoenix out of the ashes of their death. Will the Oheonix tattoo tha grows each time they are revived every swallow their entire canvass that is their skin. Can they control the “ weapon”that lives within Christina’s body and Soul that forces her to prevent from having an orgasm least she lose control and then attract the Alice of the Fuerie who havebeen hunting her for millenia. Or can Mals Love help deflect the weapon that lives inside her and take some of the power it creates and help prevent world mass destruction. Or will he be swallowed in the flames and never rise again. How will their love survive. Is the weapon an life force or is it mass destruction.

Mal ha seven forced through the millenia to destroy Christina. His one true love and lover to prevent the weapon from destroying the world. But this time Will they find the amulet in time. Can they use the force inside Christina which is really a map and weed out the Fuerie all over the globe. a. They learn how to control the weapon and bring full life into the world rather than death.

In the end. meh. Didn’t care about her weapon. Didn’t feel the 8 tense love that was supposed to ,last for 1000s of years. Just didn’t care. Wish I did. Could have been great.
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64 reviews
February 29, 2020
So I have never read a paranormal love story before and I must say I quite enjoyed it , not sure if it's because it was written by Julie Kenner but... Girl sure knows how to write. Can't wait to start book 2.
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748 reviews28 followers
July 23, 2018
Fast paced easy smooth read. Mal is immortal - and his soul mate is Christina. Unfortunately they are fated to have Mal kill her over and over. The book is super hot
2 reviews
October 26, 2024
Short intriguing story

Just as I started to get into The story its time for the next . I can't wait to read the next one.
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809 reviews
January 30, 2015
I was gifted a copy of Find Me in Darkness by the author in exchange for an honest review.

Mal
He is a use 'em and leave 'em kind of guy. He once had a true love that he would have kept for eternity. But, his opportunity for a life of love has been overshadowed by circumstances and powers that are our of his control.

Christina
She is the love of Mal's life. She is strong and powerful She, herself, is a mystery, and houses something that is not of this world and is constantly fighting to break out.

When we met Mal he has just finished tossing aside his latest conquest. We are given a brief glimpse of his wondering thoughts to a happier time when he was in love and knew love. He has been fated to immortality, and should retain a bit of pride by the life he has been given. However, he has a deep ache and longing for the one thing he repeatedly must let go.


Brayden
A med-school student and Jaynie's best friend since second grade. He knows Jaynie's past and her fears of the present and future. He is protective of her, like a brother would be. He watches out for her well-being, and is a constant in her life.

Jaynie
We are afforded such an interesting introduction to Jaynie, the actress. She narrates to us what she knows about herself, from her personal experience and her mother. In this life, she has had a difficult time. We hear this as she tells us, "...she (her mother) would repeatedly tell me that I had the devil living inside me and that she should never have had me because I was going to destroy the world." We also learn that Jaynie has frequent black-out spells that occur unexplainably and at bizarre times. The lack of nurturing in her life coupled with other strange quirks leaves Christina feeling lost and rejected.

Brayden and Jaynie are catching up, having a night out on the town, when a surprise guest interrupts their good time. As this occurs, we slowly begin to see the rationalization for how the story's main characters come together. An explosion of sexual fireworks in an alley outside of a bar takes Jaynie deep in her psyche to a place that has been buried, and she recalls who she is and the mystery person that is before her. But then, just like that, the fog descends once more, and she is forced into the darkness that she has lived in so long thus far.

The first part of this novella was well-written and served as a satisfying introduction to the premise of the story and the characters. However, I felt like the second part of the novella really entrapped me in such a wonderful way! Meeting Mal's friends gave me further understanding into the past. After reading their interactions, I felt increased sympathy for each of them, as they all knew of what the outcome of this time would be if they were not proactive, but understood the harm it caused Mal. The plan they allowed to be put in place overlooked some of their own misgivings, but allowed Mal the opportunity to explore any possibilities of keeping himself from further devastation, and saving a key part of his life. As Jaynie enters into this devised plan I anticipated the interaction of her and Mal. It was deep, passionate, and smoldering hot. The conclusion to the story offered me enough to feel I wouldn't die before getting to the next book, but also left the top just far enough off Pandora's box that I could wait anxiously for its release.
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884 reviews93 followers
January 13, 2015
Overall Rating: 5 Rockin’ ★★★★★

A Millennium seems like eternity when you are alone…When you must kill the one you love, over and over again, it is a living hell!

This is the first part in the Dark Pleasures series by Julie Kenner. Find Me in Darkness is the first installment in a trilogy that tells Mal and Christina’s story. A story that takes turns that is often dark with twists that will break your heart. Their love story stretches across time and is unforgettable. Can true love be denied? Will it find a way?

Christina has never fit in anywhere. Her mother is insane and her father is an invisible presence in her life. She allows no one to get close to her with the exception of her best friend, Brayden. Her heart is encased in ice which keeps others from touching the real person inside. From the moment her heartbeat matched his, she knows that she is his and he is her.

Mal feels like he is the star player in Groundhog Day, trapped in a repeated nightmare that never changes! When he feels her presence the pull to find her will not be denied. He is helpless to change what he must do…to save the world…to fulfill his purpose…to deny his only love…to take her life! Will he be able to do what is required of him?

Passion denied for so long can become explosive and uncontrollable. Will they find a way to change the past and secure the future? Or will history continue to repeat itself?

Hero: Malcolm 5 stars
Heroine: Christina 5 stars
Plot: 5 stars
Steam Level: 5 stars
Cliffhanger: Yes

Would I recommend this book: Yes! Broody, sexy alpha male meets smoking hot mate and need takes control. If you want a read that will enthrall you and have you asking what comes next, this is the book for you!

Would I recommend this author: Yes! This author is not limited to one category when she writes. She is multi-faceted in her ability to produce new and exciting novels for her readers that range from the romantic paranormal to contemporary romance. I cannot wait to read the next installment in this trilogy.

***Received an ARC of this book from the Author in exchange for an honest review***

Find Me In Darkness: Mal and Christina's Story, Part 1Julie Kenner
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8,257 reviews206 followers
January 14, 2015
4 stars--

ABOUT THE BOOK: Release Date January 13, 2015

A doomed woman. A dangerous and mysterious man. And an epic passion that cannot be denied…

Don’t miss Mal and Christina’s story:

Find Me in Darkness

Find Me in Pleasure

Find Me in Passion

And be sure not to miss the first novella in this exciting and sexy series by Julie Kenner (aka J. Kenner), Caress of Darkness, a 1001 Dark Nights novella.

***NOTE TO READERS*** Each of the 1001 Dark Nights novellas stands alone. (Caress of Darkness and the 2015 release, Caress of Pleasure.) The Find Me books are a true trilogy and are meant to be read in order.

REVIEW: 4 stars--

Some Background: The exclusive Dark Pleasures Club and the Phoenix Brotherhood are a group of immortal warriors and hunters whose mission it is to find a powerful amulet that will allow the immortals to cross between the dimensions. But there is always the requisite evil and in this the ‘furie’ will be searching for the amulet as well. As the name implies, the Phoenix Brotherhood are a group of supernatural warriors whose death will result in a rebirth by flames .

FIND ME IN DARKNESS is the first of three parts in Julie Kenner’s contemporary, adult paranormal/sci-fi fantasy, romantic suspense Dark Pleasures Series. This is Phoenix Brotherhood co-leader Malcolm and Christina’s story-a love story that has spanned the centuries but one that always ends in death for Malcolm’s mate.

The storyline follows Malcolm as he is on the hunt for his elusive mate-a woman he must destroy every time she returns, for Christina holds within her the power to end the world. When Malcolm detects Christina’s presence he is determined to find it within him to stop the endless cycle of life and death for his mate-but he will need the help of the Brotherhood to help keep Christina safe and alive.

FIND ME IN DARKNESS reveals a little history of the Phoenix Brotherhood; what became of their mates; and Malcolm’s duty to destroy his mate. As this is part one of three, the storyline ends on a bit of a cliff hanger where Christina’s life is in the hands of the man she once loved. The sex scenes are spontaneous, intimate and provocative

Julie Kenner’s world of the Phoenix Brotherhood is mysterious and intense. I am looking forward to learning more about the Phoenix Brotherhood, their history, and what drives their endless quest for rebirth and death.

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186 reviews9 followers
February 13, 2015
Read this review and more at Classy Cat Books.

I don’t normally read much paranormal romance anymore — I used to love it, and a lot of it is really good, and not just because of the sex scenes. But as I’ve gotten older, my tastes have moved away from the romancey plots and more into the twisty plots that don’t necessary require the romance, at least not in the same way. But when I saw that this was a trilogy of novellas written by Julie Kenner, I was intrigued. I read Carpe Demon, the first book in her Demon-Hunting Soccer Mom series a long time ago (mid-high school?). I liked it well enough to buy the next couple of books, though never really got around to reading them. The important part is that I remember having liked her writing style.

And my memory served me well — these novellas were really well-written. And even though they’re paranormal romance, they have a nice balance between character development and plot. And the plot is surprisingly unique. I don’t mean surprising because it’s Kenner; I mean surprising because it’s paranormal romance. It was refreshing, and the description doesn’t do it justice. Honestly, nothing I can say here would do it justice — I’m afraid that if I tried it would just sound stupid. So humor me and give it a shot for yourself.

I liked how Christina reacted along the various steps of remembering who she was. It wasn’t handled as if she were a completely different person once she started getting her memories back, but she also wasn’t freaking out about memory overload. It was as if one minute she didn’t know anything about her past with Mal, and the next she knew enough to understand what was immediately impacting her, and that was that. I think those kinds of situations can be difficult to handle, and I was fairly impressed.

Oh, and Mal was yummy. And he reminded me a surprising amount of how I think my fiancee would act if he were in a similar situation. It was a tad unsettling.

I think the only thing I really have to complain about in this one is the fact that, as the cliche seems to be, as soon as Christina remembers any of her past, everyone practically forgets about her best friend she was living with. He’s mentioned, sure, and she even calls him once. But after the first 50 pages or so, he might as well have vanished and had no further bearing on the plot. I liked Bray — I wanted to see more of him.
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159 reviews3 followers
January 18, 2015
The first in a three-part novella trilogy, FIND ME IN DARKNESS follows the story of Mal and Christina/Jaynie – thousand-years old soulmates locked in a never-ending cycle of death and rebirth. Once part of an elite organization formed to fight the fuerie, an evil energy bent on destruction, Mal now roams the earth with his fellow organization-brothers monitoring the society for hints of the fuerie and its influences. Christina was once part of this organization too, until she was captured by the fuerie and fused with an all-powerful weapon capable of wiping out the earth and everything on it. Now Mal must keep an watchful eye not only on the fuerie, but also on whatever human Christina is reincarnated into – and kill her.

Mal and Christina connect right from their very first meeting in present-day New York City and although Mal knows who she is, Christina doesn’t fully remember this handsome stranger who seems to stir her blood. She begins to get flashes of feeling and memory, but when she finally does remember her beloved soulmate, those memories trigger the beginning of the detonation of the weapon inside of her. In a split-second decision, Mal absorbs the energy and leaves Christina with no memory of their encounter. Tension builds as Christina meets Mal once again and begins the process of falling in love with him all over again. Mal can’t bring himself to kill her again and instead decides to teach Christina control over the earth-shattering weapon inside her.

A lot of the narrative in FIND ME IN DARKNESS is setting up the conflict for the rest of the trilogy, yet still remains a fast-paced novella in its own right. I’m very curious to see how (if?) Mal and Christina’s relationship will progress, if Christina will be able to control the weapon’s energy, and of course how exactly Mal and Christina will achieve their own version of happily ever after. A solid cast of secondary characters rounds out this novella and adds to the tension and drama between our heroes. And of course the cliffhanger leaves me craving Part 2!

Originally posted at Plot Twist Reviews [dot] Com

I received this book for free from the Author in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.
Profile Image for Angela Goodrich.
1,608 reviews102 followers
January 28, 2015
I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads.

Find Me in Darkness is the first novella in the Dark Pleasures series and Ms. Kenner already has me hooked on Mal and Christina’s story. Mal is a part of the Phoenix Brotherhood, a group of warriors from another dimension that are tasked with stopping the furies from regaining control of a weapon that will destroy the world. Seems straightforward enough of a job, right? Wrong. This is an excruciatingly difficult task that Malcolm has had to do for several thousand years because the weapon was attached to his mate’s soul and because Christina is unable to control the power the wells up inside of her from the weapon, he is forced to kill her time and time again. While Mal has to deal with the memories of each and every time he finds her and is forced to kill her, Christina has no memory of Malcolm, the weapon, her past lives or deaths … until this time.

YIKES! Right? It never ceases to amaze me how much information and emotion some authors manage to put into a novella and Ms. Kenner is firmly ensconced within those ranks. She managed to pull me into Mal and Christina’s story within just a few pages and kept me glued to my Kindle until I reached the last page of this installment. The chemistry between Mal and Christina is intense and goes practically supernova when Christina’s soul recognizes Mal. The sex scenes are so intense that the world around them melts away, to use Ms. Kenner’s phrase. Their sexual intensity is equaled by the pain they feel when they recognize one another and realize that the end is inevitable. I found the remaining cast of characters that Ms. Kenner has created to be just as fascinating and I look forward to learning more about them in Find Me in Pleasure, the next installment in the Dark Pleasures trilogy.

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Profile Image for Marina (Living In Our Own Story).
568 reviews9 followers
January 20, 2015
Julie Kenner is one of my favorite authors and of course after reading Caress of Darkness I was all for reading Mal and Christina's story. I has hooked after the first few pages and I simply couldn't leave the book down. The story is so captivating and fascinating that with every single word, I was just craving more. In a way, it was a good thing that this is a short story because otherwise I would be probably missing on a few hours of sleep :D The writing is superb as always and the characters are well developed and interesting :)

Mal is a somewhat brooding dominant male with captivating stormy grey eyes and with a lean body that will make you swoon. He has strong principles and is ready to do what is right even with the cost of his own happiness. But he is also fiercely protective of the people he loves and he will go to the end of the world to find a way to protect them. I loved that he was ready to fight for Christina with no matter the consequences and that he would do everything in his power (and even beyond) in order to protect and save her.

Christina on the other hand, has mostly no memories of her common past with Mal. But the chemistry between them brings them together again. And even though her mind warns her to be careful with Mal she cannot defy the attraction between them :) They are just like two magnets pulled to each other :) And let me give you a hint :D They burn the sheets together and that results in some extremely hot scenes ;)

In a few words, I loved this short story. I enjoyed reading about Mal and Christina and I can't wait to see what will happen next and how they are going to conquer the difficulties in their future :) This is definitely a recommended read especially if you are a fan of Julie Kenner :) I can guarantee that you won't regret it :)

This review was originally posted at Living In Our Own Story Book Blog. I received an ARC of the book in exchange of an honest review.
Profile Image for Doreen Barnes.
141 reviews1 follower
January 10, 2015
Amazing
This is the first in the triology, part of the 1001 dark nights series, this story focuses on Mal and Christina's/Jaynie relationship. they are soul mates bonded for over 3000 years. The only problem is Mal has had to kill Christina numerous times over the centuries because of the weapon the fuerie put inside her . Christina usually doesn't recognize or remember Mal or anything of her previous lives but this time when they meet she does. Their first meeting in this book is explosive. You feel the connection between these two from the beginning. Christina doesn't understand or believe what is going on til she is attacked for the second time. The fuerie are after her they want their weapon back, She has always felt different her whole life believed that she might be just as crazy as her mother but when she meets Mal she feel the explosiveness inside herself and if it wasn't for Mal absorbing her energy she would go off like a nuclear bomb, most of the brotherhood wants Mal to do what he has always done and end Christina's life but Mal can't bring himself to hurt her again. He decides that if he teaches Christina how to control it she might actually have a good chance at living. I'm so excited to read the next book I can't wait to read the ways Mal is going to help Christina learn control. This book also features a few appearances by Rainer and Callie from Caress of Darkness whom I happen to love almost as much as Mal and Christina. If you enjoyed caress of darkness I highly recommend this book it will definitely not disappoint.


Each of the 1001 Dark Nights novellas stands alone. Caress of Darkness and the 2015 release, Caress of Pleasure, The Find Me books are a true trilogy spanning Mal and Christina’s romance and are meant to be read in order.

I was provided with an arc of this book in return for an honest review
Profile Image for Heather / Obsessed With Myshelf.
483 reviews85 followers
January 20, 2015
I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I hadn’t gotten into paranormal erotica before this novella, not because I didn’t think I’d like it but because I just hadn’t found a story to pique my interest. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN to just go straight to Julie Kenner!!! *kicks self* She’s a fantastic writer and I love everything she’s ever written – and she doesn’t disappoint here!

Find Me In Darkness is the first of a trilogy, which is part of the Dark Pleasures series. I won’t try to recreate the world that Julie introduces you to (because I won’t be able to do it justice. I just won’t), but the basic gist is that Malcolm is one of the leaders of the Brotherhood, a group of immortals who were thrust into the human world a few millenia ago. Christina was once Malcolm’s mate, but was ripped from his side when some crazy shit went down. He’s been pining for her ever since, but can’t actually be with her because 1) she’s human(ish); and 2) she’s doomed. Like, if shit went down everyonewouldbeindangerandtheworldwouldend doomed.

This novella transports you to a new world where immortality is possible and seeing people with flames for heads is no big thing. And well, let’s be honest, the chemistry between Malcolm and Christina is off the charts. I am dying to know whether he can save her – save THEM – and fix that little issue that causes that whole doom thing I talked about before. I fell easily into the banter between the characters and started cheering for Christina to just figure everything out and fall in love with Malcolm before even I knew what the hell was going on. These characters are likeable, strangely believable and undeniably sexy! If you’ve been looking for a paranormal romance to start, this is the one!

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3,918 reviews118 followers
January 30, 2015
5 Stars!

I want to be upfront and say I do not read paranormal. I read the Twilight books and a paranormal series by Maya Banks but that is it. I just don't get into paranormal. Then why the five stars?! Because when I picked this up, I did not realize it was paranormal until I started reading it. I am a HUGE fan of this author so I automatically knew I wanted to read a new series by her and I found myself pleasantly surprised by this book and it totally left me wanting more!

This is the beginning of Mal and Christina's story! Mal has been living for centuries. He uses women as an outlet ever since he lost (and continues to lose) his mate Christina. Every time she comes back, he must kill her because she is dangerous and being used as a weapon without even realizing it. But when he runs into her again, he doesnt know if he can do it again. He wants his mate back. He wants to protect her. He wants to show her passion. But with danger lurking, will he be able to keep her safe? Or will it be a lot of lost time before he finds her again?

I don't want to give away too much of this story because it is full of suspense and twists/ turns until the very end! But I will say that I cannot wait for Mal and Christina. This book is told in dual POV so I was able to connect right away. The chemistry between these two is off the charts. You can feel the sizzling connection between them when these two are around each other. I also feel for both of them. Mal because of what he has endured when he lost his mate Christina and the prize he has to pay each and every time he comes back. And poor Christina, just when she thinks she is going crazy and is lost, memories come back. I can't wait to see how the future plays out for these two!

I highly recommend this book!

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493 reviews9 followers
January 18, 2016
Not sure why this needed to be divided up into 3 books. You would never read just one, because there is no way you would not get caught up in Mal and Christina’s story. This review is for all 3. This is a great paranormal romance that brings J Kenner’s world of the Phoenix Brotherhood onto the main stage (after the intro novella of Caress of Darkness). While this ‘chapter’ of the series sheds light on many of the other characters who are obviously going to have their own stories later on, and gives more insight into world of the immortal group, Mal and Christina have a heart wrenching love story that lays bare the notions of trust and honesty and patience that make for epic romances. While Mal has had to end the life of mate time and time again, Christina has no knowledge of this and only knows that somehow, this man is who she is meant to be with. Reconciling your destiny as an immortal because you have an alien weapon bubbling inside you, with the upbringing of horrible human circumstances, Christina slowly comes to terms with what she is capable of doing (helping) but only at the cost of her human passions. Also on the line is her one true friendship (but somehow he isn’t that surprised about things?). Braydon slowly comes to terms with the Brotherhood’s existence as well but it is Mal that you can’t take your proverbial eyes off of! The intensity of what Mal and Christina have together, and what they must do together – for the good of all – is incredibly sexy/hot/crazy! I could listen to Christina describe Mal over and over and never tire of it! I love how this part of the series bring all the characters into action and give a sense of the world they are from and from what I can tell, hope to return to someday. But not yet! We need more Phoenix Brotherhood books first!
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641 reviews23 followers
January 17, 2015
This is my first Julie Kenner book so I went into this not really knowing what to expect. This synopsis pulled me in and I couldn’t wait to pick it up. Let me tell you…I am so happy that I did. It was fantastic. The story opened up right away and kept you invested. When I got to the last page I kept tapping my kindle to see if there was more. I was not ready for it to be over and I can’t wait for the next installment in Mal and Christina’s story.



Mal and Christina are mates. They lost each other centuries ago and every time Mal finds her again she never remembers. Anything. Not their time together, what they are fighting for, or who he is. And every encounter ends in tragedy, until this time. Christina remembers. She remembers Mal, what’s inside of her, and why they can’t be together. Only something has changed and hopefully this time it won’t end in tragedy, for Mal and Christina or the world.



I loved everything about this book. The writing was flawless and the flow to the novella worked. The action started right away and you couldn’t help but feel for these characters that were meant to be together but everything is saying that it’s impossible. I will definitely be one-clicking the next two installments! Can’t wait to see what the journey for Mal and Christina will take us.
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