A bit depressing but okay otherwise
Ethan by Lynn Raye Harris is the fifth book in the Ghost Ops series. There are things that could’ve made it more enjoyable, but overall it wasn’t a bad read. The writing, while not flawless, was solid. The plot and characters were tolerable, except maybe for the FMC.
Ethan Snow and Paisley Allen met five years ago and dated for a month. Both felt there was potential for more, but Ethan was suddenly called away on a mission. With no time to explain, he asked teammate Trey McCann to deliver a message: tell Paisley he’d call her as soon as he could. Trey, however, saw his chance. Instead of passing along Ethan’s words, he lied and told Paisley Ethan had broken things off. Trey then wormed his way into her life and eventually married her.
Now, five years later, Paisley is divorcing the abusive Trey. She and her daughter, Violet, move to Sutton’s Creek, where Paisley takes a job as head librarian. One night, she runs into Ethan at the local bar. Both are shocked at seeing the other. Believing Paisley had ended things, Ethan resolves to stay out of her way. But because they share the same circle of friends, they keep crossing paths. As the truth comes out, Ethan and Paisley’s attraction rekindle. Meanwhile, Trey wants revenge on Paisley for daring to divorce him, and Ethan and the Ghost Ops team vow to protect her and Violet.
Although the plot was decent, the mood was too Debbie Downer for me. Yes, Paisley was a victim of abuse, but she was constantly in her head about Trey and what he did, dragging the book down. It was her choice to believe Trey. Her choice to lean on him like a crutch when she thought Ethan had left her. Her choice to sleep with Trey a mere week after the supposed “break-up” while still pining for Ethan.
Later, it’s explained Trey might have drugged her the first time, but that didn’t sit well with me. It was also never confirmed, but for me, getting drunk and sleeping with someone else within days of the man you really love leaving you is not an excuse. Then Paisley discovered she was pregnant and didn’t know if the father was Trey or Ethan. Ever heard of a paternity test? Apparently not. Instead, she married Trey—no one forced her—and stayed with him for almost five years despite the abuse. She acted like she had no agency. I kept asking: why did she marry Trey? Was it desperation to be married? Did she love him, despite supposedly pining for Ethan all that time? Honestly, her part in their breakup did not endear Paisley to me.
Ethan was a good guy. His past was dark too, but unlike Paisley, he didn’t roll over and play the victim. Could he have searched Paisley out when he got that rejection text from her five years ago? Of course he could’ve, and that’s the one thing about him that rubbed me off wrong. Other than that, he did what needed to be done. And once Paisley reentered his life and he realized he still loved her, he went all out to make her and Violet his. Ethan was the kind of alpha character I enjoy in these books, and I sympathized with him during his reflections about Paisley having been with Trey. He honestly had a lot of forgiveness in him. Paisley, on the other hand, was the kind of FMC who was passive and wishy-washy. She just went with the flow.
Their relationship was slow-moving. The romance only started around 40%. At 50%, they hadn’t even shared a proper kiss (and pecks on the head or lips don’t count). Their progression was odd, though, because they acted like a couple, doing everything couples do, except the romance part. Once they finally got together, things moved forward, and the spice wasn’t bad. Still, I was annoyed that Paisley cowardly avoided finding out who Violet’s father was, and that she wasn’t upfront with Ethan about the possibility Violet might be his.
The suspense was decent but slow. We got two or three passages from Trey’s POV, but the real action only hit at the end.
I generally enjoy Lynn Raye Harris’s books, but this one was just okay plot-wise. That sleeping-with-someone-else move a week after the supposed breakup just didn’t do it for me. I am, however, looking forward to the next and final book in the series, Alex/Ghost’s story. Hopefully it delivers the same kind of fire that Ian Black’s book in the Black’s Bandits series did.