3.5 stars and a long review, sorry lol
I’m always going to love taking a chance on a debut author and then finding a book that has heart, excellent characters, and great promise for future writing. Some parts of Holding the Reins worked wonderfully for me and some I struggled with a bit. You can tell that the author loves her characters and is setting up this small town to have several future romances and I do think that as she refines her writing, she’s going to be an even stronger storyteller.
The book begins with Cece (h) coming home to her small town in Kentucky from Seattle, after she’s left her cheating fiancé. The opening is her being chased by her BFF’s grandma, who rescued Cece’s vibrator when it fell out of her luggage. What made that scene funnier is how the author chose to have everybody find out about it (at one point Cece asks if there’s a tin can and string set up around town for how info flies around and I died laughing). Cece’s dad passed away a few months prior and as she moves home, she's figuring out what her life looks like now, but she’s got her momma, two brothers, her niece, and a girl gang that are a trip. She also has Nash (H), her brothers’ best friend, and honorary other member of their family. Nash retired recently from the NHL and has a couple of businesses going around town keeping him super busy, while also being very present in the community and in Cece’s family. And though he used to help tease her with her brothers, grown up Nash and grown up Cece want to do a different kind of teasing, despite the possible consequences.
Written in first person, dual POV. Tiny ow moments (h thinks H still dates around like he did in high school and college, but he doesn’t, however he does go on one date while crushing on the h, to try and be with someone more “appropriate” - he spends the date talking about h and then ends the date going to her rescue and forgetting about the ow so it was irritating but also kind of not; h also gets jealous a couple of times thinking about ow he might be hooking up with that he’s not) and small om moments as well (h’s ex is on page a couple times being an ass but he still wants her back and there’re a couple of times also that H loses his mind over om being interested in dancing with h), and neither are virgins (H has been celibate for 19 months *cheers* and h had been with her ex for eight years).
Nash Carter was fire with his jealous/possessive moments, some really hot “my/mine” talk, his equally hot dirty talk, his sweet and caring moments (y’all, he braids her hair back when she’s feeling sick and ties it off with f’ing dental floss cause he doesn’t have a hair tie), and his wonderful nature that made him want to give back to his community. Full package right there (along with an apparently *ahem* large other kind of package). He was emotionally challenged, but it was because of past trauma related to the loss of his parents, so it was hard to hold it completely against him…I also could have done without him constantly thinking of how tiny Cece was.
Cece was also lovable with her intelligence, sassiness, and spark. She was fun when she was pushing Nash’s buttons, but also amazing when she was with her friends or family. I reveled in the moments when she was shown different facets of Nash than what she had pictured too. Which she gets lots of opportunity to see when she starts working for him and because she keeps ending up in his bar with her friends.
Cece certainly wasn’t one dimensional, but I felt Nash did stand out more though since Cece had more to discover about him, while she was more of an open book to him. Also there was a hefty amount of steam in this book and I was there for it (just fyi for my fellow readers who aren’t fans of degradation - there’s one scene with 2 words used that’s super brief but it made me pull up for a moment personally and do a word search, but it’s just those 2 uses).
I did find the writing needed some work but at least there were only a few typos. Sometimes there was floating dialogue where I wasn’t sure if the last person who spoke said something or a new person and transitions between chapters/POVs was sometimes confusing. This is me being nitpicky though and I know it, but I have friends on here that I think might feel nitpicky about it too.
It would have been great if there was more of a catalyst for why Nash and Cece saw each other differently. I was glad this wasn’t a pining situation but it also felt very lust-based at first kind of out of nowhere since they'd seen each other as adults, though always knew the other was attractive. Or if there was a slightly longer timeframe than the couple of months this was. I also couldn’t understand why the details of what happened with Nash’s parents took so long to share. There wasn’t a mystery to it, but it took the reader til 60% to know the facts and it drove me a little crazy with the hints. The scene itself was impactful, it just would have worked better for me if some of the info had been shared earlier and then the rest of the scene played out as is. Pacing in general was slightly off though, but that might have also been because of the timeline.
The timeline is a point that I was seriously confused about. Some milestone moments are given for context and I was still confused. For example, why it took her so long to leave her fiancé once she suspected he was unfaithful, I was surprised how quickly Nash got himself settled back in the area (unless I misunderstood that timing, which brings me back to my concern), and the timing of the events of this story seemed to both fly by and take weeks at a time. There’s a reference at one point that they have time for an event they were planning, that was seriously huge on a short window since I thought they only had a month, then weeks passed, but they still somehow had time for additional arrangements.
Still, this book was packed with small town goodness, funny and sweet side characters, and a sweet romance. The third act conflict was emotional and frustrating, but also had me cheering for Cece not wanting to accept less than she deserved a second time. Even if Nash was there with her but couldn’t use his words well. Her brothers made a stink, but weren’t as awful as they (and I) feared. Plus, Nash shows up in a great way. Then the ending was so amazing. Some of the middle of this story might have been a bit of a valley for me, but the ending was so damn strong. A proposal that had me tearing up and an epilogue seven years later of them married with kids and just adorableness. I’ll definitely check this author out again.