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400 pages, Paperback
Published February 12, 2026
rancid liquid squirting chin soggy torso peristaltic rush rapid breath spit reset deep slow in and out and in and out in and out got to keep it down guts crease pain stabs needles knives fetid bargain basement raw spirit choking gasping fighting sucking air like life itself convulsing waves eyes nose pouring tears snot hacking coughing puke spatters weakly wet cotton sticky chest hair halfawake fully drunk trapped gyroscopic blur unfixed centre ceaseless motion breathless sickness
good front youre putting on it c_ but you wont be able to keep it up how can you youre so f_ freaked you keep thinking your hearts going to stop which it is you cant ignore me ah know your game you want to step outside disassociate pretend youre not you so you can watch this truckload of s_ dumped on some other poor c_ head but you cant fool me abm still here even if youre blagging yourself that emaciated wreck of a pathetic excuse of a human is anyone else youre nothing but a s_scared litle boy playing at being a man like youve done since you were a kid you cant fool everyone forever so why bother trying youll fail at it like youve failed at every other f_ thing youve ever attempted mental disintegration c_ stand in the corner then ahll come with you we can watth together while you—