Begin Again, and Again, and Again: Notes on the Art of Perpetual Renewal

by Alessandra Olanow

A unique, beautiful, hopeful illustrated meditation on the unfolding of life, and a perfect gift for every woman facing the beginnings of midlife and all of its changes and challenges

Illustrator Alessandra Olanow knows all too well that life never unfolds as you think it will. After divorce, grief, and career transformation, Begin Again, and Again, and Again started as notes to herself at 3 a.m., when questions would Is this all there is? Am I doing it right? What comes next?

For everyone, midlife is a time when new challenges arise and when the vision of life’s expectations and reality come crashing together. Begin Again, and Again, and Again offers a new perspective on this time—while it can be a tumultuous time full of change, it can also be a time for renewal. By letting go of preconceptions, Alessandra illuminates for readers the continuous cycle of transformation—being open to possibility, questioning your current state, finding ground, beginning again, and finding the joy in starting over.

Through resonant illustrations intertwined with personal writing, the book traces a journey of self-discovery starting with chapters “Is this all there is?” and “I think I can’t,” then growing to “Bottom is a good place to start,” “Presence is the best present,” and “Begin again & again & again.”

Begin Again, and Again, and Again grants you permission to start over as many times as you need to. It’s never too late.

 

Genres: Poetry, Nonfiction, Art

168 pages, Hardcover

Published March 17, 2026

Reviews

[Alena Chipurkova]

A gentle coffee-table read you can get through in an hour or sit with for much longer. Less a book to study, more like sharing a table with someone who's also starting over and isn't pretending it's easy. The author feels like a companion, not a guide: expectations didn't work out, and here we are again, and that's a very human thing. Beautiful illustrations, and a quiet reminder to exhale control and inhale the fact that beginning again is not a failure. Best kept on the shelf for the moment it waves at you from there.

[Min Yen]

A gentle, beautifully illustrated reminder that life isn't something to figure out perfectly.

[Erika]

A profound and powerful illustrated meditation on beginning again and life’s inevitable cycles, this book is an invitation to take stock and slow down.

✨ Book Review: BEGIN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN: Notes on the Art of Perpetual Renewal by Alessandra Olanow
📅 Publication Date: March 17, 2026

What a renewing read. This book felt like a ray of sunshine providing just the right amount of warmth. The writing is lyrical and the illustrations charming. I especially enjoyed the drawn type and illustrations throughout the book because they forced me to slow down and linger. True to the book title, I anticipate returning to this short-but-powerful book again, and again, and again.

I’ll leave you with two favorite passages that really resonated with me, at least on this first read.
- “Perhaps the question is not what more, but what deeper awaits you.” - page 33
- “Breathe. Look up. Step outside. Be still. Your worth isn’t in what you produce. It’s in how you exist. It’s okay to be soft in a world that wants you hard.” - page 143

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (5/5 stars)

🥰 Thank you to WorkmanPub for the #gifted copy of this book. I received a free copy from Workman Publishing in exchange for a free and unbiased review.

[Kathy]

Review of Begin Again, and Again, and Again by author and illustrator Allessandra Olanow. Four Stars

Begin Again, and Again, and Again, is a beautifully written, illustrated and thoughtful book about finding your way through the cycles of life. Nestled among the pages is the realization that life continually brings us the pain of endings as well as opportunities for growth and joy in our new chapters. Our journeys depend on our willingness to accept, adapt, and try new things even when hesitant.

I thoroughly enjoyed Olanow's talent and read the book in one sitting. It would make a lovely gift. I would love a hard-copy of the book myself!

My sincere thanks to the author, and Workman Publishing for allowing me to access a DRC of the book via NetGalley. Publication was March 17, 2026. All thoughts and opinions expressed in this review are my own and are freely given.

[Maya Patel]

We’ve all had those 3am thoughts—those quiet, restless moments that seem to arrive so easily, especially after having kids and waking in the night for feeds. The “what ifs” and “should haves” feel almost inevitable.

‘Begin Again And Again And Again’ by Alessandra Olanow is a beautifully illustrated reflection on navigating change, particularly during midlife.

Change reshapes us. And sometimes, it asks us to begin again, no matter where we are or how we got there.

Through a combination of artwork, personal writing, and poetry, this book is a journey of self-discovery. If you find yourself in the middle of a big shift, this is the kind of book you’ll want to reach for.

Thank you @workmanpub for a #gifted copy in exchange for a free and unbiased review. Keeping this one on the coffee table!

[Jahnayah]

I hope to read this again in a different season of life with a different set of eyes. 3.75 ⭐️
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I was looking forward to this release. I liked around 75% of the book, it was difficult getting past the initial pages. The quote “Life is not happening to you. It’s responding to you” made me wince. I had a visceral reaction to write in my kindle notes that life is very well happening to people. Horrible things happen every day to people who don’t deserve it, didn’t ask for it, or somehow will it to happen to themselves. Fortunately, I was able to move on and explore more of the book. I was pleasantly surprised - particularly with the ground chapter and the later discussion of Sisyphus and Camus.

[Emily]

This book was absolutely beautiful and such an uplifting read. Begin Again, and Again, and Again came at the perfect time for me. It was a much-needed and much-appreciated pick-me-up. The illustrations were gorgeous, well placed throughout the book, and paired well with Alessandra Olanow's words. The book has six sections, five of which are based on five movements—Question, Doubt, Ground, Open, and Renewal. Each section was amazing, filled with drawings, graphs, and words of encouragement.

This book is perfect for those who are facing new beginnings in major parts of their lives. The blurb says it's perfect for women facing the beginnings of midlife, but I also think it's perfect for every woman facing a new beginning, a new start, regardless of their age. This book was absolutely perfect and a breath of fresh air.

*Thank you, NetGalley, for providing an arc in exchange for an honest review.*

[Cheyanne]

This book was stunning. It's a deeply reflective work that helps readers consider the tough parts of themselves that are often forgotten and pushed down. A highlight of this work is the beautiful illustrations that are pieced in throughout the text. It adds another element that makes the book stand out.

[Dazejah Mae]

Genuinely such a great book!!! Read it all in one sitting, honestly I’ve read so many books like this but never (for the most part) have I left feeling even more like I can take on the world & empowered to be open to change. Couldn’t recommend more!🥹

[Christy]

It's actually quite a beautiful thing to be able to start over. "Begin Again, and Again, and Again: Notes on the Art of Perpetual Renewal" reminds us of the possibilities of doing just that. Sure it might be scary, or intimidating, or even like it seems impossible - till its done. One of the joys of being human is that we can change - today, tomorrow, next week, next year... it's never too early and it's never too late - just the sentiment I needed to hear right now. This book is like a hug to anyone who's ever gone "what if" to life. Do it today. Do it now. Do it happy. Do it scared.

Just do it, because life is what happens when you wait on other people.

[Leslie]

Beautiful book. Reading it felt like a hug from a friend and a reminder that everything is going to be okay, maybe even better than before. Loved the artwork.

[Jade Melgar]

This book taught me to stop chasing the “best version of myself” and to let myself transform and change everyday. Find beauty in living and in being present.

[Sinduja Krishna Kumar]

It’s a beautifully illustrated book with meaningful insights. I liked it so much I’ve kept it to reread. I think you can come back to this book at any phase and it’ll still feel fresh.

[Elfiana NF]

Too relatable. Chef kiss.

[Kiana]

Beautiful! No notes.

[Katy]

This is a beautiful book of inspiration and illustration. I will read it again and again.

[Deborah]

Beautiful.

[Boo]

3.5⭐️

Still loved the illustrations and the gentle reminders to rest and breathe.