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My Mobster #1
He Should Be Mine
The only man I want is the one man I can’t have.
Molly is beautiful. Feisty. Sensual. Passionate.
A pretty boy who knows his trade.
He is also the very epitome of high-maintenance. Rude. Stroppy. Always aiming to unnerve people with his brazen words and attitude.
It makes me want to hold him tight and show him he doesn't need to put on an act. Not with me.
But he belongs to my boss. And when your boss is a mafia capo, that’s a line you do not cross.
My role is to guard Molly. Keep him safe. Stop him running away. Prevent anyone from knowing my boss has a boy.
I’m not supposed to crave him.
I’m just supposed to watch him. Day after day. Night after night.
Watch and never touch.
I'm his jailer.
He's my damnation.
He Should Be Mine is a sizzling dark mafia gay romance with a guaranteed happy ever after.
Molly is beautiful. Feisty. Sensual. Passionate.
A pretty boy who knows his trade.
He is also the very epitome of high-maintenance. Rude. Stroppy. Always aiming to unnerve people with his brazen words and attitude.
It makes me want to hold him tight and show him he doesn't need to put on an act. Not with me.
But he belongs to my boss. And when your boss is a mafia capo, that’s a line you do not cross.
My role is to guard Molly. Keep him safe. Stop him running away. Prevent anyone from knowing my boss has a boy.
I’m not supposed to crave him.
I’m just supposed to watch him. Day after day. Night after night.
Watch and never touch.
I'm his jailer.
He's my damnation.
He Should Be Mine is a sizzling dark mafia gay romance with a guaranteed happy ever after.
401 pages, Kindle Edition
Published August 21, 2025
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Jessica Jackman
4 books27 followersCoffee, spicy books, and a profound disrespect for tomorrow (aka reading until four in the morning). My three favorite things.
I write the kind of stories that keep you up way too late, while squealing, kicking your feet, and falling hopelessly in love with your new book boyfriend (or two... I don’t judge).
Grab that triple-shot brown sugar shaken espresso. Trust me, we’re both going to need it.
My debut novel, He Should Be Mine, hits shelves in August 2025.
Let’s spread those pages.
Love,
Jessica Jackman.
Books to ruin your sleep schedule and raise your standards.
I write the kind of stories that keep you up way too late, while squealing, kicking your feet, and falling hopelessly in love with your new book boyfriend (or two... I don’t judge).
Grab that triple-shot brown sugar shaken espresso. Trust me, we’re both going to need it.
My debut novel, He Should Be Mine, hits shelves in August 2025.
Let’s spread those pages.
Love,
Jessica Jackman.
Books to ruin your sleep schedule and raise your standards.
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August 6, 2025
This is pining galore.
Set in the London mafia world, we have Dario, the soldato of his cruel boss Riccardo, who’s tasked Dario with being the bodyguard/jailer of his newly ‘acquired’ boy, Molly. Molly - a feisty, femme, snarky, dazzling brat of a boy who slowly drives Dario, his tall, dark, mysterious, patient, dangerous keeper insane - in all the ways ❤️🔥
He Should Be Mine felt very much like a chamber play. Most of the story is set in this apartment, with these two men, who want each other but can never have each other. Imagine the restraint, the pining, and yearning, the looks and casual, secret touches full of hidden desire and you have the high stakes of this book.
Some important info:
As Molly is a sex-worker and currently owned by Riccardo, he has to sleep with him during the course of the book. It’s very painful for both Molly and Dario and it is painful for the reader, too. Not because of the typical emotions that come with one of the MCs sleeping with another, but because we have to watch him do it against his will and often enough from the perspective of Dario who slowly looses his mind listening to Molly being raped, frankly. Thankfully that’s never on page and we only see the aftermath, but it’s still very heavy and uncomfortable at times.
Both MCs are victims of circumstance (one more than the other though!) and them enduring Riccardo’s visits only underlined the deep, emotional connection they share. It made their bond feel even more special and important and added a beautiful layer of hurt/comfort to the story. The way Dario cared for Molly after the rougher scenes was honestly very moving 🥹
Dario’s shift from ’he's such an annoying brat’ to ‚I’ll burn the whole entire world down for my boy‘ was slow and well developed.
Molly’s POV was heartbreaking at times, because he just could not believe someone would want him for him and not just his body. That someone could care and comfort and love him on such a level, and him slowly realising he was worthy of everything good, was beautiful to read!
That being said. I did not vibe with the writing. The sentences were very short. Not more than four of five words. In each sentence. Sometimes less. It got on my nerves. Annoyed me. Frustrated me. Pulled me out of the story. The whole book was written that way.
AAAAH do you see what I mean?! This writing style really was not for me. I wanted to dnf early on because I felt my aggression level rising steadily because of these short sentences. The set up did hook me enough to bear that frustration though and I did eventually get used to it and was sucked into the story.
Other than that, I would have liked to see them together more after the endless pining but I suspect we’ll meet them again in the upcoming books of the series! I also could have done with more background info on how Molly and Dario came to be the people that they are now. And I thought the book dragged a bit in the middle.
But even though the writing drove me bonkers sometimes, I have to admit that this book was incredibly difficult to put down and might have cost me precious hours of sleep because I simply could not stop reading at night!
3,5⭐️
Thanks to GRR for the chance to read this arc, this is my honest opinion.
Set in the London mafia world, we have Dario, the soldato of his cruel boss Riccardo, who’s tasked Dario with being the bodyguard/jailer of his newly ‘acquired’ boy, Molly. Molly - a feisty, femme, snarky, dazzling brat of a boy who slowly drives Dario, his tall, dark, mysterious, patient, dangerous keeper insane - in all the ways ❤️🔥
He Should Be Mine felt very much like a chamber play. Most of the story is set in this apartment, with these two men, who want each other but can never have each other. Imagine the restraint, the pining, and yearning, the looks and casual, secret touches full of hidden desire and you have the high stakes of this book.
Some important info:
As Molly is a sex-worker and currently owned by Riccardo, he has to sleep with him during the course of the book. It’s very painful for both Molly and Dario and it is painful for the reader, too. Not because of the typical emotions that come with one of the MCs sleeping with another, but because we have to watch him do it against his will and often enough from the perspective of Dario who slowly looses his mind listening to Molly being raped, frankly. Thankfully that’s never on page and we only see the aftermath, but it’s still very heavy and uncomfortable at times.
Both MCs are victims of circumstance (one more than the other though!) and them enduring Riccardo’s visits only underlined the deep, emotional connection they share. It made their bond feel even more special and important and added a beautiful layer of hurt/comfort to the story. The way Dario cared for Molly after the rougher scenes was honestly very moving 🥹
Dario’s shift from ’he's such an annoying brat’ to ‚I’ll burn the whole entire world down for my boy‘ was slow and well developed.
I’m never going to look at another person. I’m never going to touch anyone else. For the rest of my days it is going to be Molly and only Molly. Now that I have found perfection, why would I waste my time with anything inferior? ❤️🔥
Molly’s POV was heartbreaking at times, because he just could not believe someone would want him for him and not just his body. That someone could care and comfort and love him on such a level, and him slowly realising he was worthy of everything good, was beautiful to read!
That being said. I did not vibe with the writing. The sentences were very short. Not more than four of five words. In each sentence. Sometimes less. It got on my nerves. Annoyed me. Frustrated me. Pulled me out of the story. The whole book was written that way.
AAAAH do you see what I mean?! This writing style really was not for me. I wanted to dnf early on because I felt my aggression level rising steadily because of these short sentences. The set up did hook me enough to bear that frustration though and I did eventually get used to it and was sucked into the story.
Other than that, I would have liked to see them together more after the endless pining but I suspect we’ll meet them again in the upcoming books of the series! I also could have done with more background info on how Molly and Dario came to be the people that they are now. And I thought the book dragged a bit in the middle.
But even though the writing drove me bonkers sometimes, I have to admit that this book was incredibly difficult to put down and might have cost me precious hours of sleep because I simply could not stop reading at night!
3,5⭐️
Thanks to GRR for the chance to read this arc, this is my honest opinion.
August 14, 2025
⭐️ 4 stars ⭐️
A different vibe from the usual mafia romances. Instead of your typical ‘mafia boss meets boy’ it’s ‘mafia boss’ guard falls for the boss’ boy’ .
Oh, the pining!
A story of slow burning tension, lingering stares, longing from the other side of the wall, an unexpected queer awakening, a pretty boy whose been too hurt by the world and a dangerous mafia man that just wants to save him.
I loved the possessiveness, the way Dario took care of Molly, the way he knew the real Molly behind the fake mask of survival.
I would have loved for this to be longer. Give me more tension, more pining, just more!
Still, an entertaining mafia romance and a loving ending AND lots of setup for future installments. I want all these bad boys to find the love of their life.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
CW and NSFW info (spoilers):
- Age gap (23 vs 32)
- Femme MC
- Sex worker
- Dubious consent due to power imbalance (not between MCs)
- Abuse (not between MCs)
- Death/violence
- Injury and caretaking
- Lingerie
- Top/bottom
- Toys
- Voyeurism/exhibitionism
- Rimming
- Road head
- Coming hands-free
The one man I want, is the only man I can’t have. And I’m going to have to move heaven and earth to change that.
A different vibe from the usual mafia romances. Instead of your typical ‘mafia boss meets boy’ it’s ‘mafia boss’ guard falls for the boss’ boy’ .
Oh, the pining!
“You keep pushing me,” I say, low and even. Warning him. Or perhaps pleading with him to show me mercy. “One day, I won’t stop myself.” He doesn’t blink. “Maybe I’m counting on that.”
A story of slow burning tension, lingering stares, longing from the other side of the wall, an unexpected queer awakening, a pretty boy whose been too hurt by the world and a dangerous mafia man that just wants to save him.
I loved the possessiveness, the way Dario took care of Molly, the way he knew the real Molly behind the fake mask of survival.
I would have loved for this to be longer. Give me more tension, more pining, just more!
Still, an entertaining mafia romance and a loving ending AND lots of setup for future installments. I want all these bad boys to find the love of their life.
“Don’t ever let me go.”
“Never.”
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
CW and NSFW info (spoilers):
- Age gap (23 vs 32)
- Femme MC
- Sex worker
- Dubious consent due to power imbalance (not between MCs)
- Abuse (not between MCs)
- Death/violence
- Injury and caretaking
- Lingerie
- Top/bottom
- Toys
- Voyeurism/exhibitionism
- Rimming
- Road head
- Coming hands-free
dnf
August 31, 2025I got this book through KU because Jesse Reign called it out in her listserv email and I trust her judgement.
To be fair, I only got to 4% but I could tell that this book wasn’t for me. First of all, I don’t find the sassy effeminate twink MC appealing. And for some random, old lady get off my lawn Gen X reason, when an MC has pastel colored hair, I almost always end up not liking the book.
But also, I didn’t like the writing style at all. Super short sentences, almost sounds more like a list than a narrative. It can be done well— Possession by Rina Saint does it well, but first of all it is a plot device because of the situation and also, she doesn’t start the book with that writing which lets you know she is capable of less sparse writing. Maybe this book segues into a smoother narrative, but this combines with the sassy effeminate twink with pink tipped hair…wasn’t worth the investment for me.
To be fair, I only got to 4% but I could tell that this book wasn’t for me. First of all, I don’t find the sassy effeminate twink MC appealing. And for some random, old lady get off my lawn Gen X reason, when an MC has pastel colored hair, I almost always end up not liking the book.
But also, I didn’t like the writing style at all. Super short sentences, almost sounds more like a list than a narrative. It can be done well— Possession by Rina Saint does it well, but first of all it is a plot device because of the situation and also, she doesn’t start the book with that writing which lets you know she is capable of less sparse writing. Maybe this book segues into a smoother narrative, but this combines with the sassy effeminate twink with pink tipped hair…wasn’t worth the investment for me.
September 5, 2025
3.5
I started it because it was supposed to be dark romance and mafia, but that part didn't convince me: I was expecting more drama, action and darkness. Still, it was an entertaining read. What I enjoyed the most was the dynamic between the main characters and how their relationship developed; that slow burn was well done for me and it was what hooked me the most.
The first half was a bit repetitive, but then it got more interesting. It lacked angst, though: I didn't feel it was distressing because many strong scenes happen off the page, and I think that's why I didn't manage to "live" them. I also missed details, both about Molly and Dario's past and in the narration itself, as sometimes it seemed that important things happened in the background and you were only shown the outcome.
All in all, it wasn't what I was expecting in terms of "dark mafia", but it was good to pass the time and be entertained.
I started it because it was supposed to be dark romance and mafia, but that part didn't convince me: I was expecting more drama, action and darkness. Still, it was an entertaining read. What I enjoyed the most was the dynamic between the main characters and how their relationship developed; that slow burn was well done for me and it was what hooked me the most.
The first half was a bit repetitive, but then it got more interesting. It lacked angst, though: I didn't feel it was distressing because many strong scenes happen off the page, and I think that's why I didn't manage to "live" them. I also missed details, both about Molly and Dario's past and in the narration itself, as sometimes it seemed that important things happened in the background and you were only shown the outcome.
All in all, it wasn't what I was expecting in terms of "dark mafia", but it was good to pass the time and be entertained.
August 25, 2025
Review for My Mobster: Book 1- He should be mine by Jessica Jackman
I have grown addicted to Mafia dark romances, and this book hit it on the nail for me. Add in a boy, Molly, and the man Dario, who has a strong hand to give him all he needs. The way Jessica Jackman wrote is the way that Molly wanted Dario to be the man to take him and show him who he is. To read the way they could only watch and look, but not touch, was sad, but it was what was to happen at that point. Molly, being the boy that Dario wanted, made it hard for Dario to watch what Molly went through at the hands of Riccardo. All Dario wanted was to keep Molly safe, to get him away from the boss so he could have him. The only thing I hate is that it took so long for them to be able to have what they wanted and needed. The way Dario had to be on the sidelines when Riccardo, the mafia boss, took what wasn't his in Dario's mind. The pain he sees when Riccardo takes Molly is rough at times in the book. This book was a nice read for me. Not my top pick, but still good to read. Jessica Jackman is a new read for me, so I will look to see what else she has written to see if they are what I look for.
Nicole Harvey
Recieved this ARC for a truthful review
I have grown addicted to Mafia dark romances, and this book hit it on the nail for me. Add in a boy, Molly, and the man Dario, who has a strong hand to give him all he needs. The way Jessica Jackman wrote is the way that Molly wanted Dario to be the man to take him and show him who he is. To read the way they could only watch and look, but not touch, was sad, but it was what was to happen at that point. Molly, being the boy that Dario wanted, made it hard for Dario to watch what Molly went through at the hands of Riccardo. All Dario wanted was to keep Molly safe, to get him away from the boss so he could have him. The only thing I hate is that it took so long for them to be able to have what they wanted and needed. The way Dario had to be on the sidelines when Riccardo, the mafia boss, took what wasn't his in Dario's mind. The pain he sees when Riccardo takes Molly is rough at times in the book. This book was a nice read for me. Not my top pick, but still good to read. Jessica Jackman is a new read for me, so I will look to see what else she has written to see if they are what I look for.
Nicole Harvey
Recieved this ARC for a truthful review
September 7, 2025
Dee’s Grade: A+
Molly is a victim, survivor, and chaos demon. Circumstances have put him in a position where he has to do everything he can to survive. That doesn’t break his spirit.
Dario was born on the wrong side of the blanket in a crime family and is forced to do the bidding of men he doesn’t respect. He’s been able to make it work until Molly. He’s ready to risk it all for Molly and he can’t understand why. Molly is everything he believes he shouldn’t and can’t want yet he wants him anyway.
He's ready to go scorched earth for Molly and it makes me swoon.
This book is a ride that you don’t want to end the HEA is hard won due to circumstances outside of Molly and Dario's control.
Molly is a victim, survivor, and chaos demon. Circumstances have put him in a position where he has to do everything he can to survive. That doesn’t break his spirit.
Dario was born on the wrong side of the blanket in a crime family and is forced to do the bidding of men he doesn’t respect. He’s been able to make it work until Molly. He’s ready to risk it all for Molly and he can’t understand why. Molly is everything he believes he shouldn’t and can’t want yet he wants him anyway.
He's ready to go scorched earth for Molly and it makes me swoon.
This book is a ride that you don’t want to end the HEA is hard won due to circumstances outside of Molly and Dario's control.
September 23, 2025
4.6 stars
August 17, 2025
Wow, just wow. This is what I call a real mafia romance, because... wow (I was left speechless after finishing this book, it seems). There is so much to tell and unpack in this story that I don't know if this is going to be an extremely long review.
Well, I loved the story as you can already imagine by my first sentence. It was a mafia story but with a twist.
Dario is part of the mafia, he's actually the bastard son of the Don and he's happy with the part he plays in the family. He's working under the Don's legitimate son, Riccardo, and his current job is to watch the guy's new toy: Molly.
Molly was a sex worker that Dario picked up in the street for his boss. He was kept in an apartment and provided with everything he wanted, but he was a secret because the Don's son wasn't going to openly admit he was gay. But the guy, let me tell you, was the devil reincarnated.
The main plot revolved around Dario and Molly, and how much they pinned for each other. Sharing an apartment every day made them get close, even though Dario was very annoyed at Molly at first, but the younger guy was so alive that Dario couldn't help but feel attracted to him. They developed a deep connection and feelings for each other. They both were victims of the circumstances and most of the novel is set in the apartment where Molly was placed.
Molly was a wonderful character, sassy and provocative, who thought he didn't deserve a man like Dario. Then Dario was great, possessive and caring, feeling strongly towards Molly. I just loved them both, I think they were wonderful MCs for this story.
I enjoyed it very much, it was very addictive from the beginning and, despite the pining, this book got me hooked because I never knew what the next chapter was going to bring. It was an authentic dark romance and I absolutely loved it.
There was some background plot that involved Dario and some other mafia partners, which I liked because it was a way to introduce the MCs of the next books. Also, it showed how the world of the mob works.
This book was angsty as hell. Molly was hired by Riccardo and he treated him as property, they had sex often and that was something that Dario had to endure because he couldn't do anything about it. There was violence, abuse and drug use, among other stuff, so I recommend anyone reading this book to check the CWs
Well, I loved the story as you can already imagine by my first sentence. It was a mafia story but with a twist.
Dario is part of the mafia, he's actually the bastard son of the Don and he's happy with the part he plays in the family. He's working under the Don's legitimate son, Riccardo, and his current job is to watch the guy's new toy: Molly.
Molly was a sex worker that Dario picked up in the street for his boss. He was kept in an apartment and provided with everything he wanted, but he was a secret because the Don's son wasn't going to openly admit he was gay. But the guy, let me tell you, was the devil reincarnated.
The main plot revolved around Dario and Molly, and how much they pinned for each other. Sharing an apartment every day made them get close, even though Dario was very annoyed at Molly at first, but the younger guy was so alive that Dario couldn't help but feel attracted to him. They developed a deep connection and feelings for each other. They both were victims of the circumstances and most of the novel is set in the apartment where Molly was placed.
Molly was a wonderful character, sassy and provocative, who thought he didn't deserve a man like Dario. Then Dario was great, possessive and caring, feeling strongly towards Molly. I just loved them both, I think they were wonderful MCs for this story.
I enjoyed it very much, it was very addictive from the beginning and, despite the pining, this book got me hooked because I never knew what the next chapter was going to bring. It was an authentic dark romance and I absolutely loved it.
There was some background plot that involved Dario and some other mafia partners, which I liked because it was a way to introduce the MCs of the next books. Also, it showed how the world of the mob works.
This book was angsty as hell. Molly was hired by Riccardo and he treated him as property, they had sex often and that was something that Dario had to endure because he couldn't do anything about it. There was violence, abuse and drug use, among other stuff, so I recommend anyone reading this book to check the CWs
August 22, 2025
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.25 stars
This book hit right from the start and I was easily caught up in Molly and Dario’s story. Dario isn’t particularly happy with his life, but he soldiers on in shadow hoping for something better. Dario tries not to resent his half brother, Riccardo, but when Molly enters their lives, that all changes. Dario and Riccardo have a lot of internalized homophobia and Dario is sent to find a boy for Riccardo under the strictest of secrets. Dario immediately feels a pull to Molly and then has to endure months of watching Riccardo abuse Molly.
This is the beginning of a new series that will feature other mafia members introduced here. If you like just a touch of darkness in an emotional romance, check out this new series from Jessica Jackman.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
4.25 stars
This book hit right from the start and I was easily caught up in Molly and Dario’s story. Dario isn’t particularly happy with his life, but he soldiers on in shadow hoping for something better. Dario tries not to resent his half brother, Riccardo, but when Molly enters their lives, that all changes. Dario and Riccardo have a lot of internalized homophobia and Dario is sent to find a boy for Riccardo under the strictest of secrets. Dario immediately feels a pull to Molly and then has to endure months of watching Riccardo abuse Molly.
This is the beginning of a new series that will feature other mafia members introduced here. If you like just a touch of darkness in an emotional romance, check out this new series from Jessica Jackman.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
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September 7, 2025MM mafia romance with a femme MMC? SAY. LESS.
October 5, 2025
wow
New author for me
love this book so much brilliant characters love Molly, need to no back story please
can't wait for the next book in the series
thanks ❤️
New author for me
love this book so much brilliant characters love Molly, need to no back story please
can't wait for the next book in the series
thanks ❤️
August 21, 2025
This was kinda a really RAW read 😭
I mean for the first time i want the freaking MC to be more unhinged 🫠🫠 the fact that he was too logical and strategic make me want to pull my hair out 🥲 I can’t brain how he can endure witnessing and letting Molly deal with Rick for that long…. Just as he said he was straight up pimping him out. After witnessing all the pain Molly went through with Rick… i am glad he did slowly fall in love with Molly and want to save him BUT BOY WAS IT HURT TO READ! I mean after nearing the end i kinda understand his side on why he didn’t immediately off Rick… he kinda thought Molly legit a sex worker and did all that gladly without actually hurting his mind & soul…. But what the hell who the hell will be happy and ok with being in that state and having to 24 hours being scared of when it will be happening again 😭😭😭 i glad he automatically off Rick after realizing his stupidity and Molly actually feeling regarding his situation.
My hear went out for Molly the fact he did try to escape but still choose to trust Dairo and went back… always putting himself at risk for protecting Dairo from getting hurt 😭 i am glad he was accepted within the Mafia and found a peace and family with them all ♥️ i was also a bit angry when Dairo have thought on hiding Molly after saving him, basically doing what Rick have been doing ——keeping Molly as the side chick and as a secret. Legit feel like riping his hair out since he also know that Molly would silently complied with what he wanted…..kinda glad he didn’t and give Molly the happiness he deserve 🫶🏼
There are lots of uncomfortable read moment but lots of hot moments too specially when they both getting sneaky with their situation and finally act out their attraction towards each other. Especially the customizing a dildo as a gift and giving it using a coding dialog 👀👀
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I curl in on myself a little more, as if I can make the feeling smaller by shrinking around it. As if I can protect the soft, unraveling thing inside me just by hiding it from the light.
Love. It’s such a simple word. Four letters. People write songs about it, get it tattooed on their skin, say it like it’s a gift or a triumph. But for me, it’s a warning. A risk.
One of my foster mothers once told me, “Love is for people who can afford to fall apart.”
She said it with the same clipped, factual tone she used when explaining how to clean sheets or fake tears. Like it was just another rule of survival. “You want someone too badly, you’ll give them the knife.” “Don’t get attached. Pretty boys don’t stay pretty if they’re stupid.”
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I’m never going to take Molly out amongst polite society. He is never going to be on my arm.
To keep him safe, I have to become the Ajello heir. And then the Don. I can’t be gay. Any more than Riccardo can.
Molly is going to be mine. My dirty little secret, hidden away somewhere. Somewhere lovely, but not my official home. He is going to be my mistress, not my wife. It’s not what I want, but it is going to have to do. It’s the best I can offer Molly, and it is a hell of a lot better than what he has now.
Robotically, I begin putting the shopping away. The thing that hurts me the most about the future is that Molly won’t complain. He doesn’t understand his worth. He doesn’t realize he deserves the world. I’m going to treat him horribly, and he will thank me for it.
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Then he lowers the sex toy and examines it closely. His finger runs over a vein.
He looks back up at me with dark eyes and flushed cheeks.
All of a sudden, I am both too hot and too cold. I thought I was going to have to give Molly far more clues, but apparently, after only seeing my cock once and having it in his mouth for a measly few minutes, he can recognize it. And that is far more wonderful than words can say.
He hugs the bright pink silicone to his chest and suddenly I’m not sad at all that the company only does garish colors.
“Oh Duckling! This is the best dildo I have ever had! My new favorite!”
My heart skips. Mission accomplished. If Riccardo is watching or somehow listening, he’ll think Molly bought himself a new toy. Only Molly and I know the truth.
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“I made a deal with Isabella. She isn’t drugging him anymore.”
Molly’s blue eyes flash at me. Sharp enough to make me recoil. That wasn’t the relief I was hoping to see. The shock of it is enough to steal my breath away.
Molly says nothing. He just gracefully flows to his feet, goes to his room and shuts the door.
I sit motionless on the sofa. The frantic beating of my heart is the only sound. Shit. Molly is right. What was I thinking? I told Isabella not to drug Riccardo, so now he is going to want to fuck Molly.
He is going to want to. And be able to. Because of me.
I suck in a pained breath. It is better than Riccardo losing his temper and killing Molly. I was right about that. I have to hold on to the truth. I am a possessive, jealous asshole, but I want Molly alive. More than anything.
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Molly never did lie back and think of England. He didn’t switch his emotions off and send them far away.
His heart is far too big for that. He is far too soft to be ruthless. I don’t think his trade was ever chosen. At least not by him.
He bore it because someone at some point in his life taught him he had to. And nobody ever showed him that things could be different, and maybe for Molly, a boy with nothing and no one, they couldn’t be.
But that doesn’t mean he ever enjoyed selling his body.
No, the sickening, horrifying truth is screaming at me and clawing at my soul.
Molly was always scared.
Every time Riccardo fucked him and I tried not to listen, Molly was on the other side of the wall, scared.
And I allowed it to happen.
Excerpt From
He Should Be Mine: A Dark MM Mafia Romance (My Mobster)
Jessica Jackman
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I mean for the first time i want the freaking MC to be more unhinged 🫠🫠 the fact that he was too logical and strategic make me want to pull my hair out 🥲 I can’t brain how he can endure witnessing and letting Molly deal with Rick for that long…. Just as he said he was straight up pimping him out. After witnessing all the pain Molly went through with Rick… i am glad he did slowly fall in love with Molly and want to save him BUT BOY WAS IT HURT TO READ! I mean after nearing the end i kinda understand his side on why he didn’t immediately off Rick… he kinda thought Molly legit a sex worker and did all that gladly without actually hurting his mind & soul…. But what the hell who the hell will be happy and ok with being in that state and having to 24 hours being scared of when it will be happening again 😭😭😭 i glad he automatically off Rick after realizing his stupidity and Molly actually feeling regarding his situation.
My hear went out for Molly the fact he did try to escape but still choose to trust Dairo and went back… always putting himself at risk for protecting Dairo from getting hurt 😭 i am glad he was accepted within the Mafia and found a peace and family with them all ♥️ i was also a bit angry when Dairo have thought on hiding Molly after saving him, basically doing what Rick have been doing ——keeping Molly as the side chick and as a secret. Legit feel like riping his hair out since he also know that Molly would silently complied with what he wanted…..kinda glad he didn’t and give Molly the happiness he deserve 🫶🏼
There are lots of uncomfortable read moment but lots of hot moments too specially when they both getting sneaky with their situation and finally act out their attraction towards each other. Especially the customizing a dildo as a gift and giving it using a coding dialog 👀👀
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I curl in on myself a little more, as if I can make the feeling smaller by shrinking around it. As if I can protect the soft, unraveling thing inside me just by hiding it from the light.
Love. It’s such a simple word. Four letters. People write songs about it, get it tattooed on their skin, say it like it’s a gift or a triumph. But for me, it’s a warning. A risk.
One of my foster mothers once told me, “Love is for people who can afford to fall apart.”
She said it with the same clipped, factual tone she used when explaining how to clean sheets or fake tears. Like it was just another rule of survival. “You want someone too badly, you’ll give them the knife.” “Don’t get attached. Pretty boys don’t stay pretty if they’re stupid.”
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I’m never going to take Molly out amongst polite society. He is never going to be on my arm.
To keep him safe, I have to become the Ajello heir. And then the Don. I can’t be gay. Any more than Riccardo can.
Molly is going to be mine. My dirty little secret, hidden away somewhere. Somewhere lovely, but not my official home. He is going to be my mistress, not my wife. It’s not what I want, but it is going to have to do. It’s the best I can offer Molly, and it is a hell of a lot better than what he has now.
Robotically, I begin putting the shopping away. The thing that hurts me the most about the future is that Molly won’t complain. He doesn’t understand his worth. He doesn’t realize he deserves the world. I’m going to treat him horribly, and he will thank me for it.
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Then he lowers the sex toy and examines it closely. His finger runs over a vein.
He looks back up at me with dark eyes and flushed cheeks.
All of a sudden, I am both too hot and too cold. I thought I was going to have to give Molly far more clues, but apparently, after only seeing my cock once and having it in his mouth for a measly few minutes, he can recognize it. And that is far more wonderful than words can say.
He hugs the bright pink silicone to his chest and suddenly I’m not sad at all that the company only does garish colors.
“Oh Duckling! This is the best dildo I have ever had! My new favorite!”
My heart skips. Mission accomplished. If Riccardo is watching or somehow listening, he’ll think Molly bought himself a new toy. Only Molly and I know the truth.
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“I made a deal with Isabella. She isn’t drugging him anymore.”
Molly’s blue eyes flash at me. Sharp enough to make me recoil. That wasn’t the relief I was hoping to see. The shock of it is enough to steal my breath away.
Molly says nothing. He just gracefully flows to his feet, goes to his room and shuts the door.
I sit motionless on the sofa. The frantic beating of my heart is the only sound. Shit. Molly is right. What was I thinking? I told Isabella not to drug Riccardo, so now he is going to want to fuck Molly.
He is going to want to. And be able to. Because of me.
I suck in a pained breath. It is better than Riccardo losing his temper and killing Molly. I was right about that. I have to hold on to the truth. I am a possessive, jealous asshole, but I want Molly alive. More than anything.
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Molly never did lie back and think of England. He didn’t switch his emotions off and send them far away.
His heart is far too big for that. He is far too soft to be ruthless. I don’t think his trade was ever chosen. At least not by him.
He bore it because someone at some point in his life taught him he had to. And nobody ever showed him that things could be different, and maybe for Molly, a boy with nothing and no one, they couldn’t be.
But that doesn’t mean he ever enjoyed selling his body.
No, the sickening, horrifying truth is screaming at me and clawing at my soul.
Molly was always scared.
Every time Riccardo fucked him and I tried not to listen, Molly was on the other side of the wall, scared.
And I allowed it to happen.
Excerpt From
He Should Be Mine: A Dark MM Mafia Romance (My Mobster)
Jessica Jackman
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July 20, 2025
4.5 stars. I really didn't expect I'd love this so much, but it was amazing for what it wanted to deliver and it truly accomplished that. I was hooked since the start, it was overall a thrilling mafia book, with the OTT element done right.
The story follows Dario, mafia heir's bodyguard that is assigned to keep a leash on Molly, a sex worker that his boss is obsessed with. Dario's relationship with Molly is explosive, often due to Molly teasing him too much. After time proves that Dario's assumptions of Molly were wrong, he finds himself caring more for him. He can only watch him but never touch, and if his boss ever finds out of his growing feelings the end would easily come for both.
First of all, I have to mention how addictive this book is. From the beginning I felt very into everything that was happening. It has a sort of fast pace, something that usually isn't my thing, but it's reasonable and I think it worked very well for the plot, although I wouldn't have minded more pages.
Another thing I enjoyed were the characters. Molly was an absolute delight, I really like a MC that acts puts up a permanent flirty front as if things didn't affect him when in reality his inner self wants protection. His backstory is hard, and to see him grow more comfortable with Dario was adorable. Molly liking to wear feminine clothes and lingerie was a great addition to his character as well. Now onto Dario, he's the typical LI that stars as narrow minded and then realizes he might be into the other. I like it how it wasn't only lust (those moments where he went crazy over what Molly wore were my fave!) but he genuinely showed he can be caring and put himself in danger if that means protecting the ones he loves.
The chemistry between MCs was another strong point, right there from the start. I loved all the teasing Molly used on Dario, to the point of becoming their inside big joke: Molly always saying something out of pocket vs Dario trying to shut it down. It's funny and it opened the door for them to be closer. I loved how little by little they become vulnerable with each other and it allows Dario realize who Molly truly is underneath his playful facade.
About the elements I enjoyed, I really liked the possessiveness that Dario developed towards Molly and the danger that came from their "forbidden" relationship from more than one angle (the mafia, the homophobia, the boss). It's a push and pull that felt thrilling because anything bad could happen at any moment. I was at the edge of my seat.
Lastly, I think the only thing that I'd give as a constructive opinion is that the last chapters after the climax felt a bit rushed. I would've loved a couple of chapters more in between for the transition to sink in. I still enjoyed it anyway, but I wished for a smoother execution on the final events.
Overall, this was a fun, gritty at times, but exciting ride that developed the mafia theme in a way that worked in favor of the romance. Molly and Dario were an amazing couple, and I'm interested in other books featuring the rest of the cast. It was satisfying from beginning to end and the epilogue gave me exactly what I pictured.
-I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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The story follows Dario, mafia heir's bodyguard that is assigned to keep a leash on Molly, a sex worker that his boss is obsessed with. Dario's relationship with Molly is explosive, often due to Molly teasing him too much. After time proves that Dario's assumptions of Molly were wrong, he finds himself caring more for him. He can only watch him but never touch, and if his boss ever finds out of his growing feelings the end would easily come for both.
First of all, I have to mention how addictive this book is. From the beginning I felt very into everything that was happening. It has a sort of fast pace, something that usually isn't my thing, but it's reasonable and I think it worked very well for the plot, although I wouldn't have minded more pages.
Another thing I enjoyed were the characters. Molly was an absolute delight, I really like a MC that acts puts up a permanent flirty front as if things didn't affect him when in reality his inner self wants protection. His backstory is hard, and to see him grow more comfortable with Dario was adorable. Molly liking to wear feminine clothes and lingerie was a great addition to his character as well. Now onto Dario, he's the typical LI that stars as narrow minded and then realizes he might be into the other. I like it how it wasn't only lust (those moments where he went crazy over what Molly wore were my fave!) but he genuinely showed he can be caring and put himself in danger if that means protecting the ones he loves.
The chemistry between MCs was another strong point, right there from the start. I loved all the teasing Molly used on Dario, to the point of becoming their inside big joke: Molly always saying something out of pocket vs Dario trying to shut it down. It's funny and it opened the door for them to be closer. I loved how little by little they become vulnerable with each other and it allows Dario realize who Molly truly is underneath his playful facade.
About the elements I enjoyed, I really liked the possessiveness that Dario developed towards Molly and the danger that came from their "forbidden" relationship from more than one angle (the mafia, the homophobia, the boss). It's a push and pull that felt thrilling because anything bad could happen at any moment. I was at the edge of my seat.
Lastly, I think the only thing that I'd give as a constructive opinion is that the last chapters after the climax felt a bit rushed. I would've loved a couple of chapters more in between for the transition to sink in. I still enjoyed it anyway, but I wished for a smoother execution on the final events.
Overall, this was a fun, gritty at times, but exciting ride that developed the mafia theme in a way that worked in favor of the romance. Molly and Dario were an amazing couple, and I'm interested in other books featuring the rest of the cast. It was satisfying from beginning to end and the epilogue gave me exactly what I pictured.
-I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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August 19, 2025
Dario Bianchini is the respected Soldato of the Ajello Family and unrecognized, bastard son of the Don. He is two years older and half-brother to Riccardo, the Capo. Dario is a very serious and stern man and it comes off as being grumpy, but he maintains respect and being feared. He’s been known as the death bringer to many. He puts up with a lot of crap from Riccardo but he tries to keep things calm. Riccardo isn’t very smart, in fact, he’s cruel, twisted, broken and has a mean side to him. He has enemies that want Dario to be the next Don. Being the body guard has had him even kill for Riccardo. Riccardo has reduced him to being a babysitter for his dirty little secret, a male hooker.
Molly, by all rights should be dead by now. He’s enthusiastic, a touch rude, obscenely teasing and flirty. He also crude and little too explicit for Dario. But Molly is living the life for as long as he stays alive. As long as Riccardo keeps shelling out money and giving Molly gifts, he will endure what Riccardo dishes out. He want’s to have fun and freedom but he knows his days are probably numbered. He still feels like a prisoner and he has a secret that he hides. When he crosses the line in Dario’s eyes he gets punished. If Riccardo ever found out about Molly’s little screw-ups that would be the end.
Molly is housed in an apartment, below the London penthouse where Riccardo lives. It’s not a very classy apartment and Dario shares it with Molly. As months pass, time has been grating on his every nerve, that he has to hear and see the abuse that Molly takes from Riccardo. His guilt runs high because he was the one to bring Molly to Riccardo. Now, too much time has passed for Molly and Dario as they learn about each other and their feelings start to grow.
For Dario his situation becomes very serious when the Don Ajello orders him to spy on Riccardo. He has heard the rumors that some say Riccardo isn’t fit to inherit the empire. The Don just want’s enough information on what his son is hiding or planning, so he can stop it before it’s carried out. For Dario, this just adds to the complication of planning a way to save Molly and himself. He calls on his own loyal family to help: Dante, Nicolo who works for Enzo and Carlo. His plan will also include Isabella, the wife of Riccardo. But it’s not as easy to eliminate Riccardo until Dario snaps. Will Riccardo beat him at his dangerous game? What will be the fall-out with the Don if he fails? Most of all will Molly stay by his side or turn away?
Jessica Jackman creates a dark, mafia, erotica, and psychological novel with “He Should Be Mine”. It’s a story of danger, mental and physical abuse, loyalty, guilt and fears. It’s also a story of discovery about ones sexuality. Dario considers himself a straight man but the more he learns about Molly he gradually let’s his true feelings come out. As much as Dario tries to have respect and loyalty for the mafia, he knows what Riccardo is doing is horribly wrong. Molly gives off the false impression, that he doesn’t mind how he’s treated by Riccardo, but Dario starts to see the fear that’s has grown inside Molly.
I liked Dario’s friends: Dante, Nicolo and Carlo. They each have important decisions to make. They show their loyalty and bring a few surprises. It all adds up to: love, family, respect and understanding for all including Dario and Molly.
I’m going to recommend “He Should Be Mine” for those who really get immersed in a variety of emotions and delve deep into the POV’s from the two main characters: Dario and Molly.
Molly, by all rights should be dead by now. He’s enthusiastic, a touch rude, obscenely teasing and flirty. He also crude and little too explicit for Dario. But Molly is living the life for as long as he stays alive. As long as Riccardo keeps shelling out money and giving Molly gifts, he will endure what Riccardo dishes out. He want’s to have fun and freedom but he knows his days are probably numbered. He still feels like a prisoner and he has a secret that he hides. When he crosses the line in Dario’s eyes he gets punished. If Riccardo ever found out about Molly’s little screw-ups that would be the end.
Molly is housed in an apartment, below the London penthouse where Riccardo lives. It’s not a very classy apartment and Dario shares it with Molly. As months pass, time has been grating on his every nerve, that he has to hear and see the abuse that Molly takes from Riccardo. His guilt runs high because he was the one to bring Molly to Riccardo. Now, too much time has passed for Molly and Dario as they learn about each other and their feelings start to grow.
For Dario his situation becomes very serious when the Don Ajello orders him to spy on Riccardo. He has heard the rumors that some say Riccardo isn’t fit to inherit the empire. The Don just want’s enough information on what his son is hiding or planning, so he can stop it before it’s carried out. For Dario, this just adds to the complication of planning a way to save Molly and himself. He calls on his own loyal family to help: Dante, Nicolo who works for Enzo and Carlo. His plan will also include Isabella, the wife of Riccardo. But it’s not as easy to eliminate Riccardo until Dario snaps. Will Riccardo beat him at his dangerous game? What will be the fall-out with the Don if he fails? Most of all will Molly stay by his side or turn away?
Jessica Jackman creates a dark, mafia, erotica, and psychological novel with “He Should Be Mine”. It’s a story of danger, mental and physical abuse, loyalty, guilt and fears. It’s also a story of discovery about ones sexuality. Dario considers himself a straight man but the more he learns about Molly he gradually let’s his true feelings come out. As much as Dario tries to have respect and loyalty for the mafia, he knows what Riccardo is doing is horribly wrong. Molly gives off the false impression, that he doesn’t mind how he’s treated by Riccardo, but Dario starts to see the fear that’s has grown inside Molly.
I liked Dario’s friends: Dante, Nicolo and Carlo. They each have important decisions to make. They show their loyalty and bring a few surprises. It all adds up to: love, family, respect and understanding for all including Dario and Molly.
I’m going to recommend “He Should Be Mine” for those who really get immersed in a variety of emotions and delve deep into the POV’s from the two main characters: Dario and Molly.
August 29, 2025
I got pulled into this book right away, drawn to the story of Molly and his “rags to riches” move after Dario “found” him for Ricky. He was very street smart and aware of what he was getting into, and threw himself into his role with a believable enthusiasm and contentment with his lot — until he occasionally took off for a night on his own, challenging Dario to find him once he had disabled most of the ways Dario had devised to keep him contained at home or tracked if he got out. Molly was certainly resourceful and intelligent in his boredom with seldom leaving the apartment. And Dario persevered in his bodyguard duties, protecting Molly (and himself), but I felt he was secretly pleased with the challenge Molly presented to keep him on his toes, a break in the monotony of the days spent guarding Molly while maintaining his required distance.
I adored Molly, he came across as so positive and excited to see Ricky when he really wasn’t, but he was able to bluff his way through most of the time. His personal feelings were so rarely apparent, he could mask almost anything. The one thing I wanted to know was what in his background enabled him to present this one front to everyone, no matter how he felt. There were a couple of hints and some guesses from Dario, but Dario never intruded into Molly’s past, so it pretty much stayed hidden. I loved Molly’s enthusiasm with new experiences like the opera, his shopping trips and trying on clothes, the comfort he had in himself to project that persona to the world, the way he accepted the danger, aware he had made the choice to be Rick’s, and the dangers he faced because of that.
Dario deceived himself for quite awhile, but once he finally accepted his attraction to Molly, his caring and compassionate side snuck out once in awhile, breaking free from the controlled mafia persona he had to maintain in his “real life”, but able to explore that other side with Molly. Once he decided he needed to find a way to make Molly his, he was single-minded in his pursuit of his long-term goal, planning meticulously how to accomplish it within this highly traditional and controlled world of the mafia family.
The characters kept me engaged, Dario’s change in attitude and focus toward Molly seemed to develop naturally due to Molly’s endearing personality as well as a bit of too much togetherness in his role as bodyguard, making the attraction almost inevitable. I found the reaction of his fellow mafia conspiracy members to Ricky being gay, and then their reaction to Molly, to be quite interesting, and look forward to learning more about them in successive books. The storyline kept me interested and involved, and I was satisfied with the conclusion. I hope we see more of Molly and Dario in the future books (and maybe get some answers about Molly’s past). If you like mafia stories and adorable twinks in the same setting, I think you would find this one an enjoyable read with something for everyone.
I received and advance review copy for free, and this is my voluntary review.
I adored Molly, he came across as so positive and excited to see Ricky when he really wasn’t, but he was able to bluff his way through most of the time. His personal feelings were so rarely apparent, he could mask almost anything. The one thing I wanted to know was what in his background enabled him to present this one front to everyone, no matter how he felt. There were a couple of hints and some guesses from Dario, but Dario never intruded into Molly’s past, so it pretty much stayed hidden. I loved Molly’s enthusiasm with new experiences like the opera, his shopping trips and trying on clothes, the comfort he had in himself to project that persona to the world, the way he accepted the danger, aware he had made the choice to be Rick’s, and the dangers he faced because of that.
Dario deceived himself for quite awhile, but once he finally accepted his attraction to Molly, his caring and compassionate side snuck out once in awhile, breaking free from the controlled mafia persona he had to maintain in his “real life”, but able to explore that other side with Molly. Once he decided he needed to find a way to make Molly his, he was single-minded in his pursuit of his long-term goal, planning meticulously how to accomplish it within this highly traditional and controlled world of the mafia family.
The characters kept me engaged, Dario’s change in attitude and focus toward Molly seemed to develop naturally due to Molly’s endearing personality as well as a bit of too much togetherness in his role as bodyguard, making the attraction almost inevitable. I found the reaction of his fellow mafia conspiracy members to Ricky being gay, and then their reaction to Molly, to be quite interesting, and look forward to learning more about them in successive books. The storyline kept me interested and involved, and I was satisfied with the conclusion. I hope we see more of Molly and Dario in the future books (and maybe get some answers about Molly’s past). If you like mafia stories and adorable twinks in the same setting, I think you would find this one an enjoyable read with something for everyone.
I received and advance review copy for free, and this is my voluntary review.
August 9, 2025
✨️📚 Arc - Review 📚✨️
Dario & Molly
Rating: 4 ⭐️
- Sex Worker x Mafia- Soldier
- Forced Proximity
- Possessive/ Protective
- Size Difference
- Extreme Pinning
- Morally Gray Hero
Never have I ever read a book that keeps you on your toes like that.
Every time I turned a page, I didn't know if something sweet, funny, or horrible would happen next....
Okay.
The story follows Dario, the mafia heirs soldier, who is also the mafia dons illegitimate bastard- son.
The mafia heir, Riccardo (or Rick as he likes to call himself), orders him to get him "one of the pretty femme boys."
Unfortunately, he meets Molly. (Well, unfortunate for Molly anyway...)
Molly is pretty, sweet & snarky as hell.
Dario takes Molly "home" to Rick, who keeps the pretty boy locked in an apartment, as his "dirty" little gay secret & orders Dario to stay with Molly.
In the beginning, Dario thinks of himself as Molly's prison guard.
He feels bad for bringing Molly to Riccardo, who keeps using & abusing him, but still manages to rationalize it by telling himself that this is Molly's "work" & the "whore" choose this for himself.
But - while Rick starts to get more & more violent, Dario's view of Molly starts to change, and -
Well.
Read it yourself.
I won't spoiler anymore.
Like I said, this kinda keeps you on your toes the whole time.
You can barely predict what happens next. While outside of Molly's & Dario's bubble, almost nothing is described. It still kept me reading.
Now.
The story was well written, and the plot kept me going.
But.
This could have been so much more.
I wish more of the "sidestories" would have been described, not just implied.
Whenever that happens in a book, it feels rushed.
It's more like a summary of a book rather than the actual book. ( Sorry.)
It happens a lot in romance books, and it always feels like a whole lot of the story is just missing...
Still, this is worth a read & the end is more than satisfying ❤️
And, I'm sad that I have to wait for Nico's story....I wish I could read all four books in one go 😿
Content Warnings:
- sexual assault (against one MC, not by MC)
- power imbalance
- physical abuse (against one MC, not by MC)
- violence
- homophobia
- abusive "partner" (not MC)
- mentions of drug addiction
Verse: No
HEA: Yes
POV: Duo/ 1st Person
Breakup: No
Cheat: No
Dario & Molly
Rating: 4 ⭐️
- Sex Worker x Mafia- Soldier
- Forced Proximity
- Possessive/ Protective
- Size Difference
- Extreme Pinning
- Morally Gray Hero
Never have I ever read a book that keeps you on your toes like that.
Every time I turned a page, I didn't know if something sweet, funny, or horrible would happen next....
Okay.
The story follows Dario, the mafia heirs soldier, who is also the mafia dons illegitimate bastard- son.
The mafia heir, Riccardo (or Rick as he likes to call himself), orders him to get him "one of the pretty femme boys."
Unfortunately, he meets Molly. (Well, unfortunate for Molly anyway...)
Molly is pretty, sweet & snarky as hell.
Dario takes Molly "home" to Rick, who keeps the pretty boy locked in an apartment, as his "dirty" little gay secret & orders Dario to stay with Molly.
In the beginning, Dario thinks of himself as Molly's prison guard.
He feels bad for bringing Molly to Riccardo, who keeps using & abusing him, but still manages to rationalize it by telling himself that this is Molly's "work" & the "whore" choose this for himself.
But - while Rick starts to get more & more violent, Dario's view of Molly starts to change, and -
Well.
Read it yourself.
I won't spoiler anymore.
Like I said, this kinda keeps you on your toes the whole time.
You can barely predict what happens next. While outside of Molly's & Dario's bubble, almost nothing is described. It still kept me reading.
Now.
The story was well written, and the plot kept me going.
But.
This could have been so much more.
I wish more of the "sidestories" would have been described, not just implied.
Whenever that happens in a book, it feels rushed.
It's more like a summary of a book rather than the actual book. ( Sorry.)
It happens a lot in romance books, and it always feels like a whole lot of the story is just missing...
Still, this is worth a read & the end is more than satisfying ❤️
And, I'm sad that I have to wait for Nico's story....I wish I could read all four books in one go 😿
Content Warnings:
- sexual assault (against one MC, not by MC)
- power imbalance
- physical abuse (against one MC, not by MC)
- violence
- homophobia
- abusive "partner" (not MC)
- mentions of drug addiction
Verse: No
HEA: Yes
POV: Duo/ 1st Person
Breakup: No
Cheat: No
July 21, 2025
4.5! This book was delightful. It is a dark romance as it deals with the Mafia, but it was not so dark that it was more murder than romance. There is a loose theme of captive/jailer, and a lot of Mafia dynamics at play.
The story focuses on Dario's realization that he's in love with his boss's boy, and his plans to get him out and be his. It is a slow burn! The characters cannot act on their attraction due to the current arrangment and so they pine for each other from the same couch. Majority of the book takes place in the apartment where Molly is kept for Riccardo's pleasure while Dario serves as a sort of guard to ensure the privacy of Riccardo's gay affairs, as well as keep Molly from escaping. Dario and Molly are both sweethearts in their own ways and the sublte things they did for each other had me swoony. The scent of the blanket, the pooh bear, they deserved each other and didn't deserve their circumstances.
My favorite part of this book was the palpable tension. The writing was not overly literary by any means but the language used was so immersive. When Molly was anxious, I was anxious. The fact that both characters lived together but couldn't touch each other, I felt the (good) frustration to my core. I was screaming for these characters to be able to simply hug! The emotions it evoked was top tier! You even get a Mafia takeover plot complete with great side characters (future books), and deception and plotting.
There were hints at Molly's backstory and while it wouldn't have added anything to include more details, I found myself wanting a few more details, like where exactly Molly's fear of the dark comes from. Just a personal note.
Took a half star because it did drag a bit for me in the middle. Considering that nothing really happens physically, and all the romance is super subtle so they don't get caught, there was just a lot of the same pining over and over and over. I loved the emotions is evoked, but at some point I wanted something to change and felt myself getting a little bored of the repetition at times. Once it peaked though it was 0-100 with only a few chapters left to real see the together. But the ending was perfect perfect perfect.
I recieved this ARC from BookSirens and this is my honest review.
The story focuses on Dario's realization that he's in love with his boss's boy, and his plans to get him out and be his. It is a slow burn! The characters cannot act on their attraction due to the current arrangment and so they pine for each other from the same couch. Majority of the book takes place in the apartment where Molly is kept for Riccardo's pleasure while Dario serves as a sort of guard to ensure the privacy of Riccardo's gay affairs, as well as keep Molly from escaping. Dario and Molly are both sweethearts in their own ways and the sublte things they did for each other had me swoony. The scent of the blanket, the pooh bear, they deserved each other and didn't deserve their circumstances.
My favorite part of this book was the palpable tension. The writing was not overly literary by any means but the language used was so immersive. When Molly was anxious, I was anxious. The fact that both characters lived together but couldn't touch each other, I felt the (good) frustration to my core. I was screaming for these characters to be able to simply hug! The emotions it evoked was top tier! You even get a Mafia takeover plot complete with great side characters (future books), and deception and plotting.
There were hints at Molly's backstory and while it wouldn't have added anything to include more details, I found myself wanting a few more details, like where exactly Molly's fear of the dark comes from. Just a personal note.
Took a half star because it did drag a bit for me in the middle. Considering that nothing really happens physically, and all the romance is super subtle so they don't get caught, there was just a lot of the same pining over and over and over. I loved the emotions is evoked, but at some point I wanted something to change and felt myself getting a little bored of the repetition at times. Once it peaked though it was 0-100 with only a few chapters left to real see the together. But the ending was perfect perfect perfect.
I recieved this ARC from BookSirens and this is my honest review.
July 27, 2025
This book delves into several darker themes, such as abuse and the complexities of being fully dependent on someone else, which can evoke a range of emotions for the reader. The character of Molly is particularly intriguing; he’s portrayed as a very multifaceted person. At first glance, he might seem naive or even rude at times, and there are moments when he comes off as rather childlike. However, as the story unfolds, it becomes clear that deep down, he is a remarkably intelligent man with a profound desire to be loved and accepted.
This book does an excellent job of exploring the multi-dimensional aspects of love, friendship, and family, all set against the backdrop of a mafia lifestyle. The author's depiction of how these relationships function in such a volatile environment adds a layer of intensity to the narrative. Molly’s character is especially noteworthy because he embodies the complexity of wanting love while grappling with the challenges brought on by his circumstances. I found it both fascinating and heart-wrenching to watch him navigate his desires against the realities of his life.
Moreover, Molly’s playful and teasing nature adds a delightful tension to the story. He seems to know what he wants, yet the path to achieving that desire is fraught with obstacles, making the journey all the more engaging. On the other hand, Dario, who initially appears to be a bit of a grump, reveals deeper layers to his character as the story progresses. His steadfast care for Molly and the lengths he goes to protect him show a side of love that is often overlooked—one characterised by quiet strength and unassuming affection.
The small, tender moments where Dario expresses his love for Molly are particularly touching. They illuminate the theme of unconditional love, showcasing how someone can be true to their nature while navigating complex emotions and circumstances. The dynamic between these two characters adds not only depth to the story but also makes the reader root for their relationship.
Overall, this book is a compelling exploration of heavy themes intertwined with heart, humour, and the intricate dance of love in a dangerous world. I found it to be both a thought-provoking and heartwarming read.
This book does an excellent job of exploring the multi-dimensional aspects of love, friendship, and family, all set against the backdrop of a mafia lifestyle. The author's depiction of how these relationships function in such a volatile environment adds a layer of intensity to the narrative. Molly’s character is especially noteworthy because he embodies the complexity of wanting love while grappling with the challenges brought on by his circumstances. I found it both fascinating and heart-wrenching to watch him navigate his desires against the realities of his life.
Moreover, Molly’s playful and teasing nature adds a delightful tension to the story. He seems to know what he wants, yet the path to achieving that desire is fraught with obstacles, making the journey all the more engaging. On the other hand, Dario, who initially appears to be a bit of a grump, reveals deeper layers to his character as the story progresses. His steadfast care for Molly and the lengths he goes to protect him show a side of love that is often overlooked—one characterised by quiet strength and unassuming affection.
The small, tender moments where Dario expresses his love for Molly are particularly touching. They illuminate the theme of unconditional love, showcasing how someone can be true to their nature while navigating complex emotions and circumstances. The dynamic between these two characters adds not only depth to the story but also makes the reader root for their relationship.
Overall, this book is a compelling exploration of heavy themes intertwined with heart, humour, and the intricate dance of love in a dangerous world. I found it to be both a thought-provoking and heartwarming read.
August 13, 2025
4.25 stars - I’m always on the lookout for a dark m/m mafia series so this one grabbed my attention right away. And while I am not generally a fan of flamboyant, effeminate characters, I set that aside to give this one a go. Said character is Molly, the “boy” chosen to sate the gay sex urges of the current mafia heir. He was chosen by Dario, stepbrother and soldato to Riccardo who has been tasked as Molly’s overseer when he isn’t being used by Riccardo.
Molly comes across as confident and flashy with a side of sass and sparkle. He puts on quite the show, but it doesn’t take long before Riccardo’s true cruel nature starts coming out and the cracks begin to surface. Dario is there to pick up the pieces though, and over time, he realizes the only way to keep Molly safe is to get him away from Riccardo. So, he puts a plan in place but there are a lot of cogs to fit together to make it all happen, and that takes time that Molly doesn’t seem to have.
These two play a dangerous game in their respective efforts to placate Riccardo. Often, things go too far and Molly pays the price. It become increasingly more difficult for Dario to be around Molly and keep his distance. Even if the plan works, it seems Molly will remain a dirty secret with an albeit safer jailer. Needless to say, Dario has to walk a pretty fine line. But he manages to put together what seem to be the right allies to accomplish his goals.
This story does get a bit repetitive throughout with the reminders of what these guys are facing, but the story moves along when it needs to. I would have liked to have seen more of Molly’s true self, especially through Dario’s eyes, which we caught glimpses of throughout. All in all though, I was turning pages to see how it would all play out, and I wasn’t quite ready for it to end. I was excited to see the next books are about the other allies, Nicolo, Carlo and Dante, who helped Dario via various agreements to play a part in the end result and I’m looking forward to seeing this story continue.
Review written for Love Bytes Reviews.
August 31, 2025
Dark. Gritty. Addictive. This book grabbed me and didn’t let go.
Dario is the feared, respected Soldato of the Ajello Family, the bastard son of the Don and half-brother to Riccardo, the cruel, unhinged heir. Cold, grumpy, and known as the “death bringer,” Dario’s life is bound by loyalty and violence. But his world tilts when he’s ordered to guard Molly, Riccardo’s hidden secret: a sunshiny, femme sex worker who survives by enduring Riccardo’s abuse and playing along for gifts, money, and survival.
Molly is bold, flirty, and teasing on the surface, but beneath the glitter and bravado is a deeply intelligent man aching for love and freedom. He’s a prisoner dressed up in pretty clothes. Watching Dario slowly unravel as he sees Molly’s pain and realises he wants to protect him, was both heartbreaking and beautiful.
The tension between them is constant: forced proximity, cameras watching their every move, danger at every corner. The pining is brutal, but also delicious. Their banter, stolen moments, and the slow realisation of what they mean to each other made me devour every page.
What really stood out for me is how layered both characters are. Molly isn’t just sunshine and sass, he’s complex, vulnerable, and stronger than anyone gives him credit for. And Dario, the grumpy, stoic soldier, reveals a quiet, protective love that’s powerful in its restraint. Together they’re combustible, equal parts messy, dangerous, and perfect for each other.
Tropes & Vibes
✨ Sex worker x Mafia soldier
✨ Grumpy x Sunshine
✨ Forced proximity
✨ Possessive/protective MMC
✨ Size difference
✨ Extreme pining
✨ Dark, psychological themes
This is not a light read, it digs into abuse, power, loyalty, and identity with unflinching honesty. But it’s also about love in the darkest of places, and how two broken people can still find something real.
I was completely invested from beginning to end. Jessica Jackman has created a dark, mafia romance full of grit, heart, and unforgettable characters. Highly recommend if you love your romance with sharp edges.
Dario is the feared, respected Soldato of the Ajello Family, the bastard son of the Don and half-brother to Riccardo, the cruel, unhinged heir. Cold, grumpy, and known as the “death bringer,” Dario’s life is bound by loyalty and violence. But his world tilts when he’s ordered to guard Molly, Riccardo’s hidden secret: a sunshiny, femme sex worker who survives by enduring Riccardo’s abuse and playing along for gifts, money, and survival.
Molly is bold, flirty, and teasing on the surface, but beneath the glitter and bravado is a deeply intelligent man aching for love and freedom. He’s a prisoner dressed up in pretty clothes. Watching Dario slowly unravel as he sees Molly’s pain and realises he wants to protect him, was both heartbreaking and beautiful.
The tension between them is constant: forced proximity, cameras watching their every move, danger at every corner. The pining is brutal, but also delicious. Their banter, stolen moments, and the slow realisation of what they mean to each other made me devour every page.
What really stood out for me is how layered both characters are. Molly isn’t just sunshine and sass, he’s complex, vulnerable, and stronger than anyone gives him credit for. And Dario, the grumpy, stoic soldier, reveals a quiet, protective love that’s powerful in its restraint. Together they’re combustible, equal parts messy, dangerous, and perfect for each other.
Tropes & Vibes
✨ Sex worker x Mafia soldier
✨ Grumpy x Sunshine
✨ Forced proximity
✨ Possessive/protective MMC
✨ Size difference
✨ Extreme pining
✨ Dark, psychological themes
This is not a light read, it digs into abuse, power, loyalty, and identity with unflinching honesty. But it’s also about love in the darkest of places, and how two broken people can still find something real.
I was completely invested from beginning to end. Jessica Jackman has created a dark, mafia romance full of grit, heart, and unforgettable characters. Highly recommend if you love your romance with sharp edges.
August 25, 2025
HE SHOULD BE MINE is a dark mafia, grumpy sunshine, opposites attract romance.
Molly is a sex worker and he's been given to Riccardo has his new boy. Riccardo has to hide Molly away from the rest of the world. He can't let anyone know that he's gay. So he has is capo Dario stay and watch Molly a few floors down from the apartment Riccardo shares with his wife. Molly is a sunshiny femme that likes looking pretty even if it's to do something he doesn't want to do. But he can't be mad at the gifts and money he's getting.
Dario works under Riccardo and has to do what he says. He is the one that found Molly for Riccardo and now hates himself for doing that. He hates everything about babysitting Molly but something slowly starts to grow on Dario and Dario doesn't understand why. The attraction seems to grow out of nowhere for him but he doesn't really question it. Dario gets to see the real parts of Molly. The comfortable clothes eyeglass wearing Molly. The more real they get with each other the more Dario hates listening and seeing the mask Molly puts on when Riccardo walks in. Riccardo gets more and more abusive with Molly and Dario will take out anyone he has to to take care of him.
It was hard seeing Dario's reactions to how Riccardo was treating Molly when he couldn't do anything about it. The pining in this one is a plot line of it's own. They want each other but they can't do anything about it while there are cameras on them all the time. So while they are pinning for each other they get to know each other. They talk and banter and build a foundation of whatever it is between them that could possibly be more.
This is a new to me author and I must I was completely invested in this story the entire time. I had to know what was going to happen next and couldn't put it down.
I was given a free copy of this book to read and review by Gay Romance Reviews.
Molly is a sex worker and he's been given to Riccardo has his new boy. Riccardo has to hide Molly away from the rest of the world. He can't let anyone know that he's gay. So he has is capo Dario stay and watch Molly a few floors down from the apartment Riccardo shares with his wife. Molly is a sunshiny femme that likes looking pretty even if it's to do something he doesn't want to do. But he can't be mad at the gifts and money he's getting.
Dario works under Riccardo and has to do what he says. He is the one that found Molly for Riccardo and now hates himself for doing that. He hates everything about babysitting Molly but something slowly starts to grow on Dario and Dario doesn't understand why. The attraction seems to grow out of nowhere for him but he doesn't really question it. Dario gets to see the real parts of Molly. The comfortable clothes eyeglass wearing Molly. The more real they get with each other the more Dario hates listening and seeing the mask Molly puts on when Riccardo walks in. Riccardo gets more and more abusive with Molly and Dario will take out anyone he has to to take care of him.
It was hard seeing Dario's reactions to how Riccardo was treating Molly when he couldn't do anything about it. The pining in this one is a plot line of it's own. They want each other but they can't do anything about it while there are cameras on them all the time. So while they are pinning for each other they get to know each other. They talk and banter and build a foundation of whatever it is between them that could possibly be more.
This is a new to me author and I must I was completely invested in this story the entire time. I had to know what was going to happen next and couldn't put it down.
I was given a free copy of this book to read and review by Gay Romance Reviews.
July 14, 2025
First Time Reading a MM Gay Romance and it's also my first ARC.
I’ll start this review with complete honesty—this was my first time reading a MM (male/male) romance novel. It’s not a trope or subgenre I usually gravitate toward, but I picked up this book with an open mind and a genuine curiosity to experience something different. And to my surprise, the story held more emotional depth and connection than I anticipated.
What immediately struck me was how well the plot was constructed. The pacing was consistent, and there was a clear emotional arc that didn’t feel rushed or overdone. Even though the romantic dynamics were new to me, the themes of love, longing, trust, and vulnerability are universal. The characters were written with such care that I didn’t need to relate to their experiences personally to feel their struggles and happiness deeply. The chemistry between the two leads was believable, well-developed, and built gradually.
One of the strongest aspects of the book was the emotional tension—how the author didn’t just rely on romance tropes but created a bond that felt earned. I found myself invested in the characters’ individual journeys as much as their love story.
While I can’t say I connected with every aspect—mainly because I’m still learning to understand the dynamics in MM romance—I can say the writing pulled me in. I never felt disconnected, even though the story wasn’t in my usual comfort zone. That says a lot about the strength of the storytelling.
If you’re someone who enjoys MM romance with emotionally rich love stories with flawed but lovable characters and a plot that keeps you turning the pages, this book is definitely worth picking up.
I’ll start this review with complete honesty—this was my first time reading a MM (male/male) romance novel. It’s not a trope or subgenre I usually gravitate toward, but I picked up this book with an open mind and a genuine curiosity to experience something different. And to my surprise, the story held more emotional depth and connection than I anticipated.
What immediately struck me was how well the plot was constructed. The pacing was consistent, and there was a clear emotional arc that didn’t feel rushed or overdone. Even though the romantic dynamics were new to me, the themes of love, longing, trust, and vulnerability are universal. The characters were written with such care that I didn’t need to relate to their experiences personally to feel their struggles and happiness deeply. The chemistry between the two leads was believable, well-developed, and built gradually.
One of the strongest aspects of the book was the emotional tension—how the author didn’t just rely on romance tropes but created a bond that felt earned. I found myself invested in the characters’ individual journeys as much as their love story.
While I can’t say I connected with every aspect—mainly because I’m still learning to understand the dynamics in MM romance—I can say the writing pulled me in. I never felt disconnected, even though the story wasn’t in my usual comfort zone. That says a lot about the strength of the storytelling.
If you’re someone who enjoys MM romance with emotionally rich love stories with flawed but lovable characters and a plot that keeps you turning the pages, this book is definitely worth picking up.
August 21, 2025
Yes, yes, yes — this is exactly the type of mafia romance we crave! I usually tread carefully with books in this subgenre, because so many don’t feel authentic, but Jessica Jackman absolutely nailed it. With He Should Be Mine, she’s earned me as a loyal reader.
What I loved most is that Jackman doesn’t rely on mindless killing scenes just for shock value. Even when the story sets up moments where brutality could have been shown, the author fades to black. Personally, I wouldn’t have minded a few more vivid breakdown-and-rebuild moments, but honestly that’s nitpicking — because the tension and emotion were already powerful.
The dynamic between Molly and his captor Dario is dangerously addictive. They know that the other could cost them their life, but instead of hostility, what emerges is a twisted, fascinating care. Dario punishes Molly when he has to, but you can feel how much it tears him apart inside. That contradiction — merciless yet protective — is what made him so compelling. And the scene where Dario feels the urge to kill his boss but reins himself in to act methodically? Brilliant. Finally, a mafia romance where brains, not just blood, drive the narrative.
Best of all, Dario doesn’t pretend to be good. He’s painfully aware of the horrible things he does to Molly, but he’s laser-focused on his end goal: a better future for both of them. That honesty, combined with the slow-burning intensity of their relationship, made this story unforgettable.
He Should Be Mine is mafia romance done right — dangerous, emotional, and authentic. I can’t recommend it enough to anyone who loves this trope.
What I loved most is that Jackman doesn’t rely on mindless killing scenes just for shock value. Even when the story sets up moments where brutality could have been shown, the author fades to black. Personally, I wouldn’t have minded a few more vivid breakdown-and-rebuild moments, but honestly that’s nitpicking — because the tension and emotion were already powerful.
The dynamic between Molly and his captor Dario is dangerously addictive. They know that the other could cost them their life, but instead of hostility, what emerges is a twisted, fascinating care. Dario punishes Molly when he has to, but you can feel how much it tears him apart inside. That contradiction — merciless yet protective — is what made him so compelling. And the scene where Dario feels the urge to kill his boss but reins himself in to act methodically? Brilliant. Finally, a mafia romance where brains, not just blood, drive the narrative.
Best of all, Dario doesn’t pretend to be good. He’s painfully aware of the horrible things he does to Molly, but he’s laser-focused on his end goal: a better future for both of them. That honesty, combined with the slow-burning intensity of their relationship, made this story unforgettable.
He Should Be Mine is mafia romance done right — dangerous, emotional, and authentic. I can’t recommend it enough to anyone who loves this trope.
September 24, 2025
Dario & Molly… heaven & hell—and I loved every second of it!
It’s been over a decade since a book made me literally leap out of my chair with joy, but this one did it. I read a lot of stories I enjoy, but it’s rare that something makes me drop my iPad and cheer out loud from sheer excitement. This book gave me that moment.
On the surface, it’s a familiar setup: hot Italian mafia enforcer meets sweet, fiery rent boy. But the difference here is in the execution—Jackson simply writes it better. You care about the characters. Dario is pure walking sin, yet conflicted, trapped within the hierarchy of his world and forced to rely on his intelligence as much as his strength. And by contrast, there’s Molly—a sweet tender cinnamon bun with a streak of fire and the brightest smile you can imagine. Their connection is compelling and heartfelt, and I found myself fiercely protective of them both. I wanted to go to war for Molly, to tear apart anyone who dared to break his spirit. The emotional weight of this story had me completely wrapped up.
And here’s the best part: Jackson doesn’t just promise darkness—she delivers it. So many “dark romances” pull back right when things should hit hardest, but not here. The raw, painful moments are gut-wrenching, like watching a puppy get kicked, and they make the triumphs that much sweeter. It’s brutal at times, but it feels real. And through it all, Dario is Molly’s protector, fighting like hell to shield him. If anyone deserves happiness at the end of all that pain, it’s Molly.
This was everything I want in a dark romance—intense, emotional, and unforgettable. Five stars, without hesitation. Highly recommended.
It’s been over a decade since a book made me literally leap out of my chair with joy, but this one did it. I read a lot of stories I enjoy, but it’s rare that something makes me drop my iPad and cheer out loud from sheer excitement. This book gave me that moment.
On the surface, it’s a familiar setup: hot Italian mafia enforcer meets sweet, fiery rent boy. But the difference here is in the execution—Jackson simply writes it better. You care about the characters. Dario is pure walking sin, yet conflicted, trapped within the hierarchy of his world and forced to rely on his intelligence as much as his strength. And by contrast, there’s Molly—a sweet tender cinnamon bun with a streak of fire and the brightest smile you can imagine. Their connection is compelling and heartfelt, and I found myself fiercely protective of them both. I wanted to go to war for Molly, to tear apart anyone who dared to break his spirit. The emotional weight of this story had me completely wrapped up.
And here’s the best part: Jackson doesn’t just promise darkness—she delivers it. So many “dark romances” pull back right when things should hit hardest, but not here. The raw, painful moments are gut-wrenching, like watching a puppy get kicked, and they make the triumphs that much sweeter. It’s brutal at times, but it feels real. And through it all, Dario is Molly’s protector, fighting like hell to shield him. If anyone deserves happiness at the end of all that pain, it’s Molly.
This was everything I want in a dark romance—intense, emotional, and unforgettable. Five stars, without hesitation. Highly recommended.
August 1, 2025
I really liked this one. I didn’t know what to expect, but it hit all the right notes. Bodyguard, brothers’ toy, mafia, age gap, bi-awakening, grumpy/sunshine, and a solid slow burn—it had all the tropes I enjoy, and they actually worked well together. This was my first book by Jessica Jackman, and it definitely didn’t disappoint.
The connection between Dario and Molly was there from the start. There’s that constant tension of being so close but not allowed to act on it. That kind of forbidden chemistry is always fun to read when it’s done right, and here it really was. I felt that push-and-pull in every scene, and the pining had me holding my breath sometimes.
Molly was such a strong character. Always teasing, always pushing buttons, but you could feel the pain underneath. He hides so much behind that playful attitude. The way he dressed, his fear of the dark, the little moments where he let his guard drop—those details made him feel real. He’s been through so much, and all he wants is to be loved and safe. It broke my heart more than once.
Dario had a great character arc. At first, he came across as cold and narrow-minded, but that slowly changed. His feelings crept in, and before he even realized it, he started caring more than he should. He didn’t just want Molly—he wanted to protect him. The little things he did, the way he softened around him… it showed.
The mafia element gave it that extra layer of danger. Riccardo, Dario’s boss and Molly’s captor, was seriously the worst. I wanted to strangle him half the time. The fact that anything could go wrong at any moment kept the tension high. Even when nothing huge was happening, you still felt like the situation could explode any second.
It’s definitely a slow burn, and yes, in the middle it dragged just a bit for me. There was a lot of the same back-and-forth, and I found myself waiting for a shift. But once things picked up again, it didn’t let go. The final part went fast, maybe a little too fast, but I was happy with where it ended up. The epilogue gave me exactly what I needed.
This story had dark moments, but it was still full of heart. I rooted for Dario and Molly from the beginning, even though their situation was so wrong. They deserved that happy ending. I’m already looking forward to reading the next books in this series.
🅡🅐🅣🅘🅝🅖
⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
🅢🅟🅘🅒🅔
🌶️🌶️🌶️.5
🅣🅡🅞🅟🅔🅢
❤️MM
❤️Mafia
❤️Brother's Toy
❤️Bodyguard
❤️Age Gap
❤️Grumpy/Sunshine
The connection between Dario and Molly was there from the start. There’s that constant tension of being so close but not allowed to act on it. That kind of forbidden chemistry is always fun to read when it’s done right, and here it really was. I felt that push-and-pull in every scene, and the pining had me holding my breath sometimes.
Molly was such a strong character. Always teasing, always pushing buttons, but you could feel the pain underneath. He hides so much behind that playful attitude. The way he dressed, his fear of the dark, the little moments where he let his guard drop—those details made him feel real. He’s been through so much, and all he wants is to be loved and safe. It broke my heart more than once.
Dario had a great character arc. At first, he came across as cold and narrow-minded, but that slowly changed. His feelings crept in, and before he even realized it, he started caring more than he should. He didn’t just want Molly—he wanted to protect him. The little things he did, the way he softened around him… it showed.
The mafia element gave it that extra layer of danger. Riccardo, Dario’s boss and Molly’s captor, was seriously the worst. I wanted to strangle him half the time. The fact that anything could go wrong at any moment kept the tension high. Even when nothing huge was happening, you still felt like the situation could explode any second.
It’s definitely a slow burn, and yes, in the middle it dragged just a bit for me. There was a lot of the same back-and-forth, and I found myself waiting for a shift. But once things picked up again, it didn’t let go. The final part went fast, maybe a little too fast, but I was happy with where it ended up. The epilogue gave me exactly what I needed.
This story had dark moments, but it was still full of heart. I rooted for Dario and Molly from the beginning, even though their situation was so wrong. They deserved that happy ending. I’m already looking forward to reading the next books in this series.
🅡🅐🅣🅘🅝🅖
⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
🅢🅟🅘🅒🅔
🌶️🌶️🌶️.5
🅣🅡🅞🅟🅔🅢
❤️MM
❤️Mafia
❤️Brother's Toy
❤️Bodyguard
❤️Age Gap
❤️Grumpy/Sunshine
August 24, 2025
ARC Review: Thanks GRR for this ARC and this is my honest review.
He Should Be Mine is book 1 of My Mobsters Series and it follows Dario and Molly.
Dario is a loyal Soldato to the Ajello family. He is the bastard son of the Don but he’s not recognized as an heir his younger half brother Riccardo is. Riccardo as the Capo is not doing a good job when his father the Don has to interfere. Riccardo is stubborn, cruel, not smart enough for the business and super aggressive. Riccardo wants a pretty femboy and asks Dario to get him one. In comes Molly. Riccardo becomes obsessed with him one night turns into 6 months. But there’s something that interests Dario. Dario protects him cares for him when Riccardo is gone. When Dario realizes his feelings and attraction to Molly he makes a plan. He’ll become the new capo to save Molly and to finally be able to call him his.
Molly has a past he was selling himself to make ends meet and when Dario finds him he is intrigued. But he becomes Riccardo’s boy. He fakes it it’s his coping mechanism. Riccardo is cruel, hurtful and doesn’t care for Mollys well being. He becomes bolder with his needs and hurts Molly so bad he ends up in the hospital and Dario is there for it all. Molly wants Dario he’s always wanted him but he’s the one he could never have.
Dario will do anything to protect Molly. Molly will be his.
Their chemistry is 🥵 and their relationship is super cute. Love their protectiveness towards each other. Their HEA is so worth it and I can’t wait for the next one.
He Should Be Mine is book 1 of My Mobsters Series and it follows Dario and Molly.
Dario is a loyal Soldato to the Ajello family. He is the bastard son of the Don but he’s not recognized as an heir his younger half brother Riccardo is. Riccardo as the Capo is not doing a good job when his father the Don has to interfere. Riccardo is stubborn, cruel, not smart enough for the business and super aggressive. Riccardo wants a pretty femboy and asks Dario to get him one. In comes Molly. Riccardo becomes obsessed with him one night turns into 6 months. But there’s something that interests Dario. Dario protects him cares for him when Riccardo is gone. When Dario realizes his feelings and attraction to Molly he makes a plan. He’ll become the new capo to save Molly and to finally be able to call him his.
Molly has a past he was selling himself to make ends meet and when Dario finds him he is intrigued. But he becomes Riccardo’s boy. He fakes it it’s his coping mechanism. Riccardo is cruel, hurtful and doesn’t care for Mollys well being. He becomes bolder with his needs and hurts Molly so bad he ends up in the hospital and Dario is there for it all. Molly wants Dario he’s always wanted him but he’s the one he could never have.
Dario will do anything to protect Molly. Molly will be his.
Their chemistry is 🥵 and their relationship is super cute. Love their protectiveness towards each other. Their HEA is so worth it and I can’t wait for the next one.
August 17, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (5 stars)
I am such a sucker for dark romance—especially when it’s MM—and this one grabbed me right from the start. Instead of the typical “mafia boss falls for the boy,” we get the boss’s guard falling for the boss’s boy. Forbidden. Dangerous. And so addictive. 🔥
Molly completely broke my heart. His POV was raw and emotional—he honestly couldn’t believe anyone would ever want him for more than just his body. Watching him slowly realize he was worthy of love, care, and softness? Beautiful. And then Dario, with his growing protectiveness and possessiveness, gave me everything I wanted from that forbidden-guard dynamic. The pining, the slow burn, the danger—it was delicious. 😍
The pacing was a little faster than I usually like, but honestly it worked here. It kept the story tight and urgent, and I was glued to every page.
What to Expect:
😈 Dark mafia romance
🌞/🌚 Grumpy x sunshine vibes
🔒 Forbidden, slow-burn tension
❤️🩹 Hurt/comfort at its best
⏳ Age gap (23 vs 32)
👀 Possessive, protective MMC + pining for days
Content Warnings (spoilers):
Sex work / abuse (not between MCs)
Dubious consent due to power imbalance (not between MCs)
Violence, death, injury & caretaking
Femme MC
Voyeurism, exhibitionism, toys, lingerie
Rimming, road head, cum play
Mostly top/bottom dynamic
I received an advance review copy from BookSirens, and this is my honest review.
I am such a sucker for dark romance—especially when it’s MM—and this one grabbed me right from the start. Instead of the typical “mafia boss falls for the boy,” we get the boss’s guard falling for the boss’s boy. Forbidden. Dangerous. And so addictive. 🔥
Molly completely broke my heart. His POV was raw and emotional—he honestly couldn’t believe anyone would ever want him for more than just his body. Watching him slowly realize he was worthy of love, care, and softness? Beautiful. And then Dario, with his growing protectiveness and possessiveness, gave me everything I wanted from that forbidden-guard dynamic. The pining, the slow burn, the danger—it was delicious. 😍
The pacing was a little faster than I usually like, but honestly it worked here. It kept the story tight and urgent, and I was glued to every page.
What to Expect:
😈 Dark mafia romance
🌞/🌚 Grumpy x sunshine vibes
🔒 Forbidden, slow-burn tension
❤️🩹 Hurt/comfort at its best
⏳ Age gap (23 vs 32)
👀 Possessive, protective MMC + pining for days
Content Warnings (spoilers):
Sex work / abuse (not between MCs)
Dubious consent due to power imbalance (not between MCs)
Violence, death, injury & caretaking
Femme MC
Voyeurism, exhibitionism, toys, lingerie
Rimming, road head, cum play
Mostly top/bottom dynamic
I received an advance review copy from BookSirens, and this is my honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 14, 2025
I had mixed feelings about this book. While the core story between Dario and Molly had potential, I felt it was poorly executed in key areas. A major letdown for me was the lack of depth given to the characters - we don't get to know Dario's mother, Molly's parents, or crucial backstories that shaped who they are. For instance, Molly's fear of the dark was a significant trigger in the book but wasn't explained anywhere, leaving me wanting more context.
The narrative touched on some powerful themes, but for me, the portrayal of Molly's interactions with Rick while his connection with Dario grew felt discordant. It didn't feel like a healthy dynamic, and given my own feelings on relationships, it was a tough aspect to digest. I felt Dario's ultimate handling of Rick didn't quite match the weight of what Molly endured.
I also felt the emotional connection between Dario and Molly lacked a certain spark I was hoping for. The pacing felt rushed, particularly the ending - I would've loved to see Molly navigate some independence before his reunion with Dario.
Despite these criticisms, the underlying idea of the story kept me engaged throughout. If you're sensitive to certain relationship dynamics or looking for deeply fleshed-out characters, you might find aspects of this book jarring like I did. For the concept's potential, I'd give it 2 stars - the base story was compelling, but execution fell short for me.
The narrative touched on some powerful themes, but for me, the portrayal of Molly's interactions with Rick while his connection with Dario grew felt discordant. It didn't feel like a healthy dynamic, and given my own feelings on relationships, it was a tough aspect to digest. I felt Dario's ultimate handling of Rick didn't quite match the weight of what Molly endured.
I also felt the emotional connection between Dario and Molly lacked a certain spark I was hoping for. The pacing felt rushed, particularly the ending - I would've loved to see Molly navigate some independence before his reunion with Dario.
Despite these criticisms, the underlying idea of the story kept me engaged throughout. If you're sensitive to certain relationship dynamics or looking for deeply fleshed-out characters, you might find aspects of this book jarring like I did. For the concept's potential, I'd give it 2 stars - the base story was compelling, but execution fell short for me.
August 26, 2025
Very slow burn
This is a dark book but not in the way I expected. Mafia usually equals blood and guts and violence and death, with enemies and feuds as a matter of course but here, this is a more personal mafia-adjacent tale. Read the trigger warnings because the (essentially) domestic violence is not an easy read. Molly is a sex slave and his jailer, Dario, has to listen and watch whenever the sadistic boss pays a visit.
We're thrown in to the story immediately, with Dario and Molly already jailer and captive or, more pertinently, jailer and escape artist. There is little history given for either of them and I would have liked some background to show how they got to where they are. Dario had more of a story arc when compared with Molly, but they both learned more about themselves as we saw them fall in love.
The writing style had a strange rhythm, with short sentences that made the flow of the story very choppy, and this was also a long book for what actually happened. I know this all sounds like I didn't like the story but that's not the whole picture. I kept on turning the pages because I was invested in their HEA, hence the three and a half stars rounded up.
I have to mention Dario's three friends because they fascinated me as soon as we met them, and I'm so glad we're getting their stories.
This is a dark book but not in the way I expected. Mafia usually equals blood and guts and violence and death, with enemies and feuds as a matter of course but here, this is a more personal mafia-adjacent tale. Read the trigger warnings because the (essentially) domestic violence is not an easy read. Molly is a sex slave and his jailer, Dario, has to listen and watch whenever the sadistic boss pays a visit.
We're thrown in to the story immediately, with Dario and Molly already jailer and captive or, more pertinently, jailer and escape artist. There is little history given for either of them and I would have liked some background to show how they got to where they are. Dario had more of a story arc when compared with Molly, but they both learned more about themselves as we saw them fall in love.
The writing style had a strange rhythm, with short sentences that made the flow of the story very choppy, and this was also a long book for what actually happened. I know this all sounds like I didn't like the story but that's not the whole picture. I kept on turning the pages because I was invested in their HEA, hence the three and a half stars rounded up.
I have to mention Dario's three friends because they fascinated me as soon as we met them, and I'm so glad we're getting their stories.
August 1, 2025
Devoured book. A slow burn page turner. This story although dark due to mafia/drug/murder content still had elements of romance. The pining, the thoughtfulness of one another, the sort of close proximity romance vibes.
Went into this book with no expectation and walked away more than satisfied at the outcome of the book. HEA guaranteed, but it takes a while to get there. About 1/3 into the book I realize, duh it's gonna be a slow burn since the "bodyguard/jailer" is pining for his capo's toy, and I did know how it was going to play out, like was it going to be gritty and hard-earned or like shocking and bloody until their HEA or maybe even a cliffhanger since this series is slated for 4 books. Thankfully it all worked out, I was a bit iffy after my last dark romance that it wasn't going to be as a believable HEA.
Spice... 1.5
This is a first read of this author and I'm looking forward to the rest of the series.
Here are my content warnings for this book:
Went into this book with no expectation and walked away more than satisfied at the outcome of the book. HEA guaranteed, but it takes a while to get there. About 1/3 into the book I realize, duh it's gonna be a slow burn since the "bodyguard/jailer" is pining for his capo's toy, and I did know how it was going to play out, like was it going to be gritty and hard-earned or like shocking and bloody until their HEA or maybe even a cliffhanger since this series is slated for 4 books. Thankfully it all worked out, I was a bit iffy after my last dark romance that it wasn't going to be as a believable HEA.
Spice... 1.5
This is a first read of this author and I'm looking forward to the rest of the series.
Here are my content warnings for this book:
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