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4.75 stars!!(Rounded up to 5)
THANK YOU NETGALLEY, HARPERCOLLINS, AND SASHA PEYTON SMITH FOR THE ARC
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***Minor spoilers ahead***
Not. what. I. expected. in the best possible way.
The first chapter had me absolutely losing it. I forgot how much I missed this world until I was thrown right back into the chaos. Bram doing a complete 180 had me questioning everything I thought I knew. I was just as shocked and angry as Ivy was at that betrayal, it genuinely threw me and it made me feel for Emmet even more as the story went on. The longing, the tension, the slow-burn ache… it was delicious. I devoured this book every spare moment I had. It was a full on emotional rollercoaster right from the start, and the deeper I went, the more I felt like the book had buckled me into something more wild than I imagined. Every chapter had a new twist or feeling waiting for me, and I kept getting pulled along for the ride with zero control.
"𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂. 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂?"
Then Chapter 8 hit and I actually gasped. My heart felt like it was breaking right alongside Ivy’s; so much hurt, so much emotion all at once. It only got worse as the story progressed. It was messy, emotional, and painful in that addictive way where you want to look away but physically can’t. I kind of hated it… but also loved it for making me feel so much. When we finally got a chapter from Emmet’s POV? I was feral. Absolutely eaten alive by every thought in that man’s head. The deeper the story pulled me in, the stronger everything hit, so when the devastation finally landed, it landed hard. The book had been layering emotion on top of emotion, until suddenly it dropped the floor out from under me. By that point, I wasn’t just reading the story, I was absorbed by it, which made every moment of heartbreak crash into me even more violently.
"𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗲. 𝗜'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻."
My only real issue with the book was how triggering it felt at times. Watching everyone tiptoe around Bram, doing whatever they could to soothe him so he wouldn’t snap, hit a little too close to home for me. His anger was so unpredictable and intense that it reminded me of situations I’ve dealt with in my own life, where you’re constantly managing someone else’s emotions just to stay safe. It didn’t ruin the story, but it definitely stirred up some feelings I wasn’t expecting.
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✧。・゚゚・☾ Quotes ☾・゚゚・。✧
ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪꜱ. ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴅᴜʀᴇ.
"ʜᴇ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ. ᴡʜɪꜱᴘᴇʀᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘʀᴀʏᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀᴄᴄᴜʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ." "ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ?" ʟʏᴅɪᴀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇꜱ ꜱᴀᴅʟʏ. "ʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʟᴀʀɢᴇ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ꜰᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ, ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ."
"ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ. ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇꜱᴛ ᴅᴀʏꜱ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴜɴɢᴇᴏɴ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ꜱʜᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ꜱᴡᴏʟʟᴇɴ ꜱʜᴜᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴅᴇʟɪʀɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴ, ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄʜᴏꜱᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴍʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ." ʜɪꜱ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ꜱᴏꜰᴛᴇɴꜱ. "ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ. ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ɪꜰ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ. ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴠɪᴠɪᴅ, ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴇxɪꜱᴛ."
"ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ꜰʟᴇᴇᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴀʀᴇ. ᴡᴇʟʟ, ᴡᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ᴛᴏᴏ. ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ʟɪᴍɪᴛᴇᴅ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴡɪᴛɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ɪꜱ ꜰɪɴɪᴛᴇ. ᴏɴᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴇ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ. ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ, ᴅᴇꜱᴘɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪꜱ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ. ʙʏ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ, ᴡᴇ ᴏꜰꜰᴇʀ ᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟᴠᴇꜱ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢʟʏ."