4.5 ☆ | This was honestly so sad. Prior to reading this I knew some of Medusa's story, not a whole ton though, just the basics. Medusa has always interested me so getting to read this and read more about her was amazing to me.
⚠︎ Keep in mind that there are some heavier topics in the book, as well as on page SA. Which I don't believe there were trigger warnings at the start of the book. ⚠︎
'𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏.'
𓆙 : 𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔
I'm going to start this by saying I. Hate. Poseidon.
He did, what lots of men do, and took advantage of Meddy. She's 17, he's thousands of years old. Need I say more?
"We'd never slept together. I had never done it before, with anyone."
𝖹𝖾𝗎𝗌'𝗌 𝗀𝖺𝗓𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗎𝗇𝗐𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀. "And my last question: Did you say no?"
▹ That should not be a question, whether she actually said the word 'no' should not matter. Meddy made it clear. She said "wait". She said that she 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵. She tries to get away. And he stops her, he pins her arms above her head so she can't move. And he rapes her.
This is something that, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺, hasn't happened to me. But I do know that it does happen, often.
I believe in traditional myth, it happens to Medusa too, and it isn't just in this story, most of the stories I've seen, Poseidon rapes Medusa. And 𝘴𝘩𝘦 is the one punished for it. (are we even surprised? It's always the victim getting blamed for it)
He lied, made it seem like she seduced him. "𝘴𝘩𝘦 was the one who courted me." (𝗹𝗶𝗲) "but she grew increasingly interested in more carnal relations. Even when I cautioned her, she was...𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵." (𝗹𝗶𝗲) "Tonight, I went for a stroll in the gardens, and she was there, drunk. She practically begged for me." (𝗮𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗲)
Absolutely disgusting.
"𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔," 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔, "𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓."
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I loved seeing when Medusa was in Athens. Watching as she was an acolyte, then a priestess, and everything else.
I loved the descriptions of Athens, as well as seeing her friendship with Apollonia grow over time.
Though her time in Athens wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. The other acolytes go up to her, tug on her curly hair. Even if you've never seen someone with a certain hair type before, it doesn't give you a right to just go up to them and touch as you please. Just because she's black, and a foreigner to Athens, does 𝘯𝘰𝘵 in any way excuse the other acolytes actions.
'"Please don't touch my hair." My voice is soft, but the room is small enough that the words carry. Several of the watching acolytes shift, visibly uncomfortable, but I keep my eyes trained on the blonde girl. She's now looking at me with both surprise and confusion, as though she can't quite believed what happened. I have the vague notion that she doesn't hear the word 𝘯𝘰 very often. For a second, her hand remains half raised from where I knocked it away. Then the surprise gives way, and her features twist. She suddenly looks as though she's tasted something sour.
"It's just as well.' Her voice is still syrupy sweet, but there's a new undertone. "I wouldn't want to touch a metic's hair anyway.'
I rack my brain, trying to place that word. 𝘔𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤. I know it is shorthand for he Greek word "metoikos," another word for foreigner. It isn't an inherently bad word, but the way the girl spat it makes me bristle. She steps toward me, sniffs the air, then makes a show of holding her nose. Some of the other acolytes laugh.
"You 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭," she declares. "Do they even bathe you where you come from?"'
▹ From everything ─ stories, movies & shows, books, we know Medusa as a monster. This shows that monsters aren't born, but made. And even then, she isn't just going around everywhere, looking everyone in their eyes to turn them to stone. She was trying to avoid that. She wasn't participating as much, when her sisters were doing the same.
I feel like after reading this I can't see her as just a 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳, now. Because honestly, how could I?
𓂁𓂄 : 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔
» 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝘂𝘀𝗮 was an amazing character, I loved reading through her pov. Seeing her thoughts, dreams and fears.
We see her bond with her sisters, and her training to be a priestess. Along with a three part competition to become one.
She's been sheltered her whole life, and is unaware of plenty of things that she soon learns when she leaves her home island for the first time
» 𝗘𝘂𝗿𝘆𝗮𝗹𝗲 and 𝗦𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗼 were also wonderful. Before reading this I did 𝘯𝘰𝘵 know that Medusa had sisters. But I loved seeing the bond they had and how much these two cared for Meddy. Even trying to find her head, and the one who murdered her.
» I loved 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗼 and how he was a true friend to Medusa. How, even after she had snakes for hair, he ran for her, telling her everything would be alright. What happened to him at the end was awful.
» 𝗔𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗮 was wonderful. Medusa's one true friend while she was in Athens. I was wondering what happened after she was dismissed as an acolyte. So seeing her near the end, once Medusa was already a gorgon. And how they got close again, becoming friends, and even lovers, was sweet. I love the romance between her and Medusa, though I feel it could've had more (when they were in Athens) that lead to their romance.
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"𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌."
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⚔ : 𝑶𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍
I do wish there was a bit more in the book about 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 she became a gorgon.
But if you enjoy retellings, especially ones including Greek Mythology. I definitely recommend this one. It's beautifully written, absolutely heartbreaking and definitely worth the read.
Thank you to Netgalley & the publishers for allowing me to have an arc of this book!
▸I also really loved the dedication for this book and wanted to share!
"𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓: 𝑰'𝒅 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒇𝒆."