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Boston Grizzlies Hockey Club #5
Instigator
For seven years, my best friend has been a faceless voice on the internet.
Annie knows me better than anyone. We've spent thousands of hours gaming together, but we've never exchanged names, photos, or personal details. That's the deal.
Then I discover Annie is actually Cecilia Ramos, the billionaire tech genius working with my team on groundbreaking helmet research.
The woman who challenges me at every turn.
The woman I can't stop thinking about.
Being friends with Ceci online was easy. Being friends with her in person is a lot harder when all I can think about is kissing her.
Especially because friendship is all I have to offer. After the last woman I trusted shattered my life, I've spent years keeping everyone at arm's length. Ceci deserves more than someone who's still trying to put himself back together.
Too bad she makes me forget every reason I should stay away.
And the closer we get, the harder it becomes to convince myself that being her friend is enough.
*Instigator* is a neurospicy, secret identity, online friends to lovers hockey romance with mutual pining, emotional healing, and an unhealthy love of baseball. As always in an Allie Lasky book, he falls first, but she comes first—every time.
Tropes:
🏒 hockey romance
🏒 reverse age gap
🏒 online friends to lovers
🏒 autistic MMC
🏒 billionaire FMC with ADHD
🏒 found family
🏒 workplace romance
🏒 toys are friends not competition
🏒 he looks grumpy but worships her
🏒 he falls first, she comes first
Annie knows me better than anyone. We've spent thousands of hours gaming together, but we've never exchanged names, photos, or personal details. That's the deal.
Then I discover Annie is actually Cecilia Ramos, the billionaire tech genius working with my team on groundbreaking helmet research.
The woman who challenges me at every turn.
The woman I can't stop thinking about.
Being friends with Ceci online was easy. Being friends with her in person is a lot harder when all I can think about is kissing her.
Especially because friendship is all I have to offer. After the last woman I trusted shattered my life, I've spent years keeping everyone at arm's length. Ceci deserves more than someone who's still trying to put himself back together.
Too bad she makes me forget every reason I should stay away.
And the closer we get, the harder it becomes to convince myself that being her friend is enough.
*Instigator* is a neurospicy, secret identity, online friends to lovers hockey romance with mutual pining, emotional healing, and an unhealthy love of baseball. As always in an Allie Lasky book, he falls first, but she comes first—every time.
Tropes:
🏒 hockey romance
🏒 reverse age gap
🏒 online friends to lovers
🏒 autistic MMC
🏒 billionaire FMC with ADHD
🏒 found family
🏒 workplace romance
🏒 toys are friends not competition
🏒 he looks grumpy but worships her
🏒 he falls first, she comes first
342 pages, Kindle Edition
Published August 14, 2026
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Review of advance copy received from Author
🎮 He Knew Her Heart Before He Knew Her Name 🎮
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 🌶️🌶️🌶️
There was something so wonderfully different about Aidan and Ceci’s story. Instigator had all the things that make a sports romance fun, but it was the emotional connection between these two and the thoughtful neurodivergent representation that made this one stand out for me.
For seven years, Aidan and Ceci have been best friends online as Wish and Annie. Thousands of hours gaming together have created a friendship where they can talk about almost anything, with one very important rule. No real names, photos, or identifying details. Neither realizes the person they know so well online is already becoming someone important to them in real life.
When Aidan discovers that Annie is actually Cecilia Ramos, the brilliant tech billionaire working with the Boston Grizzlies on helmet research, everything changes. The woman who challenges him, intrigues him, and has already caught his attention is also his best friend. I loved watching those two worlds collide. Online, being together is easy. In person, they are adorably awkward, incredibly attracted to each other, and suddenly trying to figure out what happens when seven years of friendship starts feeling like something much more.
Aidan was easily one of my favorite parts of this book. As captain of his hockey team, he carries so much responsibility, but socially he often struggles in ways other people don't necessarily understand. He is autistic, introverted, guarded, and still carrying the hurt from a past relationship. I really appreciated his journey toward becoming more comfortable with himself and realizing that he doesn't always have to handle everything alone. Beneath that grumpy exterior is such a patient, caring man, and once his feelings for Ceci become impossible to ignore, he is completely gone for her.
And Ceci was exactly the kind of heroine I love reading about. She is intelligent, successful, confident, extroverted, wonderfully chaotic, and unapologetically herself. She has ADHD, has worked hard to understand what helps her thrive, and is also trying to move forward from a failed marriage and the things that experience left behind. I loved that she wasn't waiting for Aidan to make every move either. Their personalities may be very different, but somehow those differences make them work even better together.
What I appreciated most was that neither character needed the other to "fix" them. Aidan and Ceci learn how to communicate, understand each other's needs, accept help, and give each other space when necessary. Their autism and ADHD are meaningful parts of who they are, but they are never the only things that define them. They are both incredibly capable people who happen to experience the world differently.
There is also something incredibly romantic about realizing these two cared about each other before they knew what the other looked like, how much money they had, or what they did for a living. Wish fell for Annie. Annie fell for Wish. They knew the person underneath everything else first, which made watching that friendship turn into love even sweeter.
Add in the Boston Grizzlies, Ceci's book club, wonderful found family, mutual pining, a reverse age gap, plenty of spice, emotional healing, and thankfully no unnecessary third-act breakup, and Instigator gave me so much to love.
Aidan and Ceci made me laugh, had me emotional, and reminded me that a happily ever after doesn't have to look the same for everyone. Sometimes finding your person means finding someone who sees exactly who you are and loves the life you create together.
Thank you to Allie Lasky for the gifted advanced copy. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 🌶️🌶️🌶️
There was something so wonderfully different about Aidan and Ceci’s story. Instigator had all the things that make a sports romance fun, but it was the emotional connection between these two and the thoughtful neurodivergent representation that made this one stand out for me.
For seven years, Aidan and Ceci have been best friends online as Wish and Annie. Thousands of hours gaming together have created a friendship where they can talk about almost anything, with one very important rule. No real names, photos, or identifying details. Neither realizes the person they know so well online is already becoming someone important to them in real life.
When Aidan discovers that Annie is actually Cecilia Ramos, the brilliant tech billionaire working with the Boston Grizzlies on helmet research, everything changes. The woman who challenges him, intrigues him, and has already caught his attention is also his best friend. I loved watching those two worlds collide. Online, being together is easy. In person, they are adorably awkward, incredibly attracted to each other, and suddenly trying to figure out what happens when seven years of friendship starts feeling like something much more.
Aidan was easily one of my favorite parts of this book. As captain of his hockey team, he carries so much responsibility, but socially he often struggles in ways other people don't necessarily understand. He is autistic, introverted, guarded, and still carrying the hurt from a past relationship. I really appreciated his journey toward becoming more comfortable with himself and realizing that he doesn't always have to handle everything alone. Beneath that grumpy exterior is such a patient, caring man, and once his feelings for Ceci become impossible to ignore, he is completely gone for her.
And Ceci was exactly the kind of heroine I love reading about. She is intelligent, successful, confident, extroverted, wonderfully chaotic, and unapologetically herself. She has ADHD, has worked hard to understand what helps her thrive, and is also trying to move forward from a failed marriage and the things that experience left behind. I loved that she wasn't waiting for Aidan to make every move either. Their personalities may be very different, but somehow those differences make them work even better together.
What I appreciated most was that neither character needed the other to "fix" them. Aidan and Ceci learn how to communicate, understand each other's needs, accept help, and give each other space when necessary. Their autism and ADHD are meaningful parts of who they are, but they are never the only things that define them. They are both incredibly capable people who happen to experience the world differently.
There is also something incredibly romantic about realizing these two cared about each other before they knew what the other looked like, how much money they had, or what they did for a living. Wish fell for Annie. Annie fell for Wish. They knew the person underneath everything else first, which made watching that friendship turn into love even sweeter.
Add in the Boston Grizzlies, Ceci's book club, wonderful found family, mutual pining, a reverse age gap, plenty of spice, emotional healing, and thankfully no unnecessary third-act breakup, and Instigator gave me so much to love.
Aidan and Ceci made me laugh, had me emotional, and reminded me that a happily ever after doesn't have to look the same for everyone. Sometimes finding your person means finding someone who sees exactly who you are and loves the life you create together.
Thank you to Allie Lasky for the gifted advanced copy. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Seven years of online friendship now a chance at forever. Wish and Annie have been online gaming friends for years without ever seeing each other because the cameras stayed off. They told each other so much without revealing personal information that could reveal their true identities. They were best friends without being physically present in each other's lives. A behind the scenes cheerleader when needed and a quiet confidante when real life became too much.
Ceci and Aidan were acquaintances and colleagues. Aidan was an NHL player with the Grizzlies and the team captain. Ceci was a billionaire philanthropist who served on the team's foundation and was helping fund and create a safer helmet for the players to wear. The technology would hopefully reduce concussions and potential brain damage. Their interactions were often limited to team functions and occasional gatherings with friends.
Ceci rarely dates because as a divorced woman she doesn't trust men easily. Her husband had hurt her deeply and the trauma lingers. As a billionaire, it is hard to find someone who sees her and not her money. As a woman in her forties, she has accepted that she most likely will never be a mother and any relationship will be mutually beneficial but not long lasting. Her workaholic tendencies make even friendships harder but those in her circle make sure she takes breaks and enjoys life. They keep her grounded and are there when needed. She loves all sports and supports her local teams.
Aidan has been playing hockey professionally for years and has earned his role as team captain. Its something he takes seriously. He looks after his teammates like he looks after his younger sister. As her primary caregiver for years, its hard for him to step back and watch her live her life separate from him. She is still a big part of his life but now he needs to step back. Aidan doesn't date because his ex girlfriend betrayed him. He still carries the mental scars and those scars prevent a real relationship. He has a lot of blind dates because his sister refuses to let him be alone. She doesn't understand the damage those dates cause because Aidan refuses to tell her the truth. There is only one woman he trusts, Annie, and only one woman that he has been attracted to, Ceci. Both women are out of his reach, or so he thought.
When Annie and Wish decide its time to meet in person it doesn't go well because Wish no shows. Then Aidan makes a discovery while at work regarding Annie and Ceci. Could the two be the same person? Could Aidan get the girl? When his sister decides to set the two of them up on a blind date, they already building something. It might not be conventional but Aidan and Ceci are slowly allowing the other into their lives. Allowing the other to see the physical, emotional, and psychological scars and attempting to face the fears left from previous relationships. Aidan and Ceci are sn unlikely couple but they work because they don't try to change the other. They see the things others miss and support the other. They stand beside the other when needed and offer comfort or encouragement. They are two pieces that fit together perfectly even with battered edges.
I loved that these characters have real challenges and they don't feel the need to mold themselves into something they are not. They accept the pieces of themselves that they perceive as flawed and work to understand what makes them them. ADHD and Autism have so many stigmas attached to those diagnosis and attitudes need to be changed. Authors who have the courage to write about these can affect change for the better.
Ceci and Aidan were acquaintances and colleagues. Aidan was an NHL player with the Grizzlies and the team captain. Ceci was a billionaire philanthropist who served on the team's foundation and was helping fund and create a safer helmet for the players to wear. The technology would hopefully reduce concussions and potential brain damage. Their interactions were often limited to team functions and occasional gatherings with friends.
Ceci rarely dates because as a divorced woman she doesn't trust men easily. Her husband had hurt her deeply and the trauma lingers. As a billionaire, it is hard to find someone who sees her and not her money. As a woman in her forties, she has accepted that she most likely will never be a mother and any relationship will be mutually beneficial but not long lasting. Her workaholic tendencies make even friendships harder but those in her circle make sure she takes breaks and enjoys life. They keep her grounded and are there when needed. She loves all sports and supports her local teams.
Aidan has been playing hockey professionally for years and has earned his role as team captain. Its something he takes seriously. He looks after his teammates like he looks after his younger sister. As her primary caregiver for years, its hard for him to step back and watch her live her life separate from him. She is still a big part of his life but now he needs to step back. Aidan doesn't date because his ex girlfriend betrayed him. He still carries the mental scars and those scars prevent a real relationship. He has a lot of blind dates because his sister refuses to let him be alone. She doesn't understand the damage those dates cause because Aidan refuses to tell her the truth. There is only one woman he trusts, Annie, and only one woman that he has been attracted to, Ceci. Both women are out of his reach, or so he thought.
When Annie and Wish decide its time to meet in person it doesn't go well because Wish no shows. Then Aidan makes a discovery while at work regarding Annie and Ceci. Could the two be the same person? Could Aidan get the girl? When his sister decides to set the two of them up on a blind date, they already building something. It might not be conventional but Aidan and Ceci are slowly allowing the other into their lives. Allowing the other to see the physical, emotional, and psychological scars and attempting to face the fears left from previous relationships. Aidan and Ceci are sn unlikely couple but they work because they don't try to change the other. They see the things others miss and support the other. They stand beside the other when needed and offer comfort or encouragement. They are two pieces that fit together perfectly even with battered edges.
I loved that these characters have real challenges and they don't feel the need to mold themselves into something they are not. They accept the pieces of themselves that they perceive as flawed and work to understand what makes them them. ADHD and Autism have so many stigmas attached to those diagnosis and attitudes need to be changed. Authors who have the courage to write about these can affect change for the better.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Instigator by Allie Lasky is the fifth title in the author's Boston Grizzlies Hockey Club series and was a thoroughly enjoyable read following the endearing main characters of Aidan MacGregor and Ceci Ramos.
The story at its simplest is a sweet slow-burn reverse age gap hockey romance with Aidan, the team captain and Ceci, a billionaire tech genius, who are both high functioning professionals but struggle daily with their autism and ADHD respectively, to maintain and live up to their responsibilities and the expectations required of them both publicly and privately.
Through the dual POV writing I was invested in both characters from the get go as they transition from online to real life friends and stumble through all sorts of awkward social situations as they open up to one another and explore a romantic relationship, both emotionally and physically.
Both have bad past relationship experiences and are gun shy initially to put their feelings on the line but their strong foundation of friendship and willingness to communicate with one another sees their insecurities and hesitancy crumble as they realise that with their imperfections they are indeed perfect for one another.
The capacity Aidan and Ceci had to care for the other was a pleasure to read. Pair that with the author's exploration and sensitive use of ADHD and autism as integral parts of the characters and their interactions with each other, their friends and colleagues, all made for moments throughout that had me cringing at the awkward situations and conversations, chuckling with amusement at others, and also swooning at the warm heart felt break through moments for the both of them as they navigate towards a rewarding, comfortable relationship.
Chosen and found family feels with Aidan's teammates and their significant others, Ceci's bookclub friends and former colleagues and teammates turned friends, made for a wonderful world the story took place in as themes of respect, support and acceptance remained at the forefront as Aidan and Ceci inevitably get their well deserved HEA.
A great read that I would definitely recommend.
I received a free ARC of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The story at its simplest is a sweet slow-burn reverse age gap hockey romance with Aidan, the team captain and Ceci, a billionaire tech genius, who are both high functioning professionals but struggle daily with their autism and ADHD respectively, to maintain and live up to their responsibilities and the expectations required of them both publicly and privately.
Through the dual POV writing I was invested in both characters from the get go as they transition from online to real life friends and stumble through all sorts of awkward social situations as they open up to one another and explore a romantic relationship, both emotionally and physically.
Both have bad past relationship experiences and are gun shy initially to put their feelings on the line but their strong foundation of friendship and willingness to communicate with one another sees their insecurities and hesitancy crumble as they realise that with their imperfections they are indeed perfect for one another.
The capacity Aidan and Ceci had to care for the other was a pleasure to read. Pair that with the author's exploration and sensitive use of ADHD and autism as integral parts of the characters and their interactions with each other, their friends and colleagues, all made for moments throughout that had me cringing at the awkward situations and conversations, chuckling with amusement at others, and also swooning at the warm heart felt break through moments for the both of them as they navigate towards a rewarding, comfortable relationship.
Chosen and found family feels with Aidan's teammates and their significant others, Ceci's bookclub friends and former colleagues and teammates turned friends, made for a wonderful world the story took place in as themes of respect, support and acceptance remained at the forefront as Aidan and Ceci inevitably get their well deserved HEA.
A great read that I would definitely recommend.
I received a free ARC of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Boston Grizzlies Hockey Club: Aidan and Ceci
This took me a few days to read… Not because I wasn’t a fan, but because I had smaller blocks of time to read, and I really wanted to be able to sit down and just get through it in one or two sittings. I hate stopping and starting a book, and this is definitely one that makes you want to avoid interruptions!
I really loved Aidan and Ceci. There was so much growth for both of them, and while their struggles were certainly different (and some things were a little unexpected), they both felt very real. I loved seeing them work through everything and slowly figure out what they needed, both separately and together.
The whole online friends/secret identity thing was so much fun! Seven years of being best friends online, knowing basically everything about each other… except who the other person actually is. And then finding out that your online best friend is the woman you’re now working with? Yeah… that’s going to make things interesting!
And the mutual pining! I mean… come on. Aidan trying so hard to convince himself that friendship is all he can offer while clearly being completely gone for Ceci was just chef’s kiss. He may look grumpy, but this man absolutely worships her.
Ceci was fantastic too. Smart, successful, chaotic, neurospicy and completely unapologetic about who she is. I loved her.
It was a bit spicy, particularly later, but nothing that felt over the top. And it was also SO sweet. There were plenty of moments that made me smile, but also some more emotional ones that really pulled at the heartstrings.
Plus hockey, gaming, found family, baseball (and an almost unhealthy love of baseball)… what more could you want?
Another 5 stars from me! Allie Lasky has definitely done it again, and I absolutely loved this one.
This took me a few days to read… Not because I wasn’t a fan, but because I had smaller blocks of time to read, and I really wanted to be able to sit down and just get through it in one or two sittings. I hate stopping and starting a book, and this is definitely one that makes you want to avoid interruptions!
I really loved Aidan and Ceci. There was so much growth for both of them, and while their struggles were certainly different (and some things were a little unexpected), they both felt very real. I loved seeing them work through everything and slowly figure out what they needed, both separately and together.
The whole online friends/secret identity thing was so much fun! Seven years of being best friends online, knowing basically everything about each other… except who the other person actually is. And then finding out that your online best friend is the woman you’re now working with? Yeah… that’s going to make things interesting!
And the mutual pining! I mean… come on. Aidan trying so hard to convince himself that friendship is all he can offer while clearly being completely gone for Ceci was just chef’s kiss. He may look grumpy, but this man absolutely worships her.
Ceci was fantastic too. Smart, successful, chaotic, neurospicy and completely unapologetic about who she is. I loved her.
It was a bit spicy, particularly later, but nothing that felt over the top. And it was also SO sweet. There were plenty of moments that made me smile, but also some more emotional ones that really pulled at the heartstrings.
Plus hockey, gaming, found family, baseball (and an almost unhealthy love of baseball)… what more could you want?
Another 5 stars from me! Allie Lasky has definitely done it again, and I absolutely loved this one.
Review of advance copy received from Author
4.75 stars. This story is dual POV, well written and edited, and a sweet and slow-building steamy, mutually unknown identities, awkward in person, contemporary sports romance between Aidan/Wish, the introverted younger male autistic professional ice hockey player and captain of his team, and Ceci/Annie, the extroverted older female ADHD tech billionaire associated with his team’s research project. I chuckled ruefully at some of the truly awkward interactions, especially at the beginning when neither character was aware they knew the other online. I enjoyed Ceci’s willingness to reach out initially, contrasted with Aidan’s determination to wait patiently for more. I enjoyed Ceci’s confidence in who she had become and her acknowledgement that medication helped her immensely and made her stronger and more capable. I enjoyed Aidan’s increasing comfort with himself and his identity, and his willingness to share that with others. I enjoyed his acceptance that he could learn to lean on others. I enjoyed the slowly building intimacy and the acceptance of disability and the capacity to accommodate it. I ADORED the chosen/found family feel, and the relationships with Aidan’s teammates, Ceci’s bookclub friends, and others. I enjoyed the non-standard ending that saw the characters content in ways that others may not understand.
I received a complimentary copy from the author and this is my voluntary honest review.
I received a complimentary copy from the author and this is my voluntary honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 🌶️🌶️🌶️
I’ll admit—I wasn’t sure what to expect when I saw that the MMC is autistic and the FMC has ADHD. But this ARC completely surprised me in the best way. I’m genuinely thrilled I got to read it early because now I can confidently tell the world this book deserves every one of its ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.
This story is all about perseverance and the reminder that struggling with a condition doesn’t make anyone less capable, less worthy, or less successful.
Aidan stole my heart. I wanted to hug him and reassure him that he was okay, that he was enough. There are so many people like him—people who don’t understand why crowds overwhelm them or why certain situations feel impossible—often because they’re living with an undiagnosed condition. His journey felt honest, tender, and deeply relatable. And once he found the woman he loved, he gave her everything.
Ceci… my beautiful, intelligent, successful Latina queen. She’s a kick‑a** woman who knows exactly what she wants and isn’t afraid to go after it. Strong female characters like her are my weakness, and she shines on every page.
One of my favorite things? No third‑act breakup. Just a genuinely sweet, heartfelt story about two people who make each other better—two imperfect individuals who fit together almost perfectly.
Thank you, Allie, and congratulations on such a wonderful book.
I’ll admit—I wasn’t sure what to expect when I saw that the MMC is autistic and the FMC has ADHD. But this ARC completely surprised me in the best way. I’m genuinely thrilled I got to read it early because now I can confidently tell the world this book deserves every one of its ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.
This story is all about perseverance and the reminder that struggling with a condition doesn’t make anyone less capable, less worthy, or less successful.
Aidan stole my heart. I wanted to hug him and reassure him that he was okay, that he was enough. There are so many people like him—people who don’t understand why crowds overwhelm them or why certain situations feel impossible—often because they’re living with an undiagnosed condition. His journey felt honest, tender, and deeply relatable. And once he found the woman he loved, he gave her everything.
Ceci… my beautiful, intelligent, successful Latina queen. She’s a kick‑a** woman who knows exactly what she wants and isn’t afraid to go after it. Strong female characters like her are my weakness, and she shines on every page.
One of my favorite things? No third‑act breakup. Just a genuinely sweet, heartfelt story about two people who make each other better—two imperfect individuals who fit together almost perfectly.
Thank you, Allie, and congratulations on such a wonderful book.
August 14, 2026
I love the premise of this book where two people can become close friends without meeting in person. This author also did an amazing job of conveying the loneliness someone can experience while being surrounded by other people.
Ceci is introduced first and although she is brilliant and successful, a failed marriage has her questioning if she can trust someone enough to share her life again.
Aidan is team captain and surrounded by his teammates yet his inner monologue is full of his insecurities and loneliness.
Each of them have been online gaming for years under a nickname and have become best friends without realizing they are in the same city.
I found both characters to be relatable and became more invested each time they almost met. Once they connect their relationship is not immediately perfect. They have misunderstandings but they work it out. Most importantly, they accept each other as they are. There are no attempts to fix the other person, rather they modify their own behavior to adjust to the other’s needs.
I had not read the prior books in this series, but that did not impact my enjoyment or understanding. I am inclined to go back and read the earlier books just because I enjoyed this one so much.
I received an early copy of this book from the author which did not impact my review.
Ceci is introduced first and although she is brilliant and successful, a failed marriage has her questioning if she can trust someone enough to share her life again.
Aidan is team captain and surrounded by his teammates yet his inner monologue is full of his insecurities and loneliness.
Each of them have been online gaming for years under a nickname and have become best friends without realizing they are in the same city.
I found both characters to be relatable and became more invested each time they almost met. Once they connect their relationship is not immediately perfect. They have misunderstandings but they work it out. Most importantly, they accept each other as they are. There are no attempts to fix the other person, rather they modify their own behavior to adjust to the other’s needs.
I had not read the prior books in this series, but that did not impact my enjoyment or understanding. I am inclined to go back and read the earlier books just because I enjoyed this one so much.
I received an early copy of this book from the author which did not impact my review.
August 14, 2026
Gaming, hockey, secret identities, and a romance I couldn’t put down? YES PLEASE! I honestly didn’t know how much I needed a gaming hockey romance until I read this one. The gaming aspect made this stand out immediately, especially since gaming is something I’ve enjoyed myself and still have plenty of experience with thanks to being married to a gamer.
I had so much fun watching these two fall for each other online without realizing just how close they actually were in real life. They’re living near each other, working within the same hockey team, and completely oblivious to the fact that the person behind the screen is someone they could literally run into. Once their online and real-life worlds collide, the chemistry is fantastic, and I loved watching their relationship develop beyond the usernames and screens.
But what really made this story special to me was the heart behind it. This series does such a beautiful job reminding readers that being different is not something that needs to be fixed. You deserve to be loved for exactly who you are, quirks, differences, and all.
A fun, fresh romance with gaming, hockey, great chemistry, and a message that makes your heart happy.
If you’re looking for a romance that feels different from the usual hockey stories while still delivering plenty of heart, this one deserves a spot on your TBR!
I had so much fun watching these two fall for each other online without realizing just how close they actually were in real life. They’re living near each other, working within the same hockey team, and completely oblivious to the fact that the person behind the screen is someone they could literally run into. Once their online and real-life worlds collide, the chemistry is fantastic, and I loved watching their relationship develop beyond the usernames and screens.
But what really made this story special to me was the heart behind it. This series does such a beautiful job reminding readers that being different is not something that needs to be fixed. You deserve to be loved for exactly who you are, quirks, differences, and all.
A fun, fresh romance with gaming, hockey, great chemistry, and a message that makes your heart happy.
If you’re looking for a romance that feels different from the usual hockey stories while still delivering plenty of heart, this one deserves a spot on your TBR!
Review of advance copy received from Author
I love how this author writes books about people with real health issues or other challenges. Each story gives us found family, deep emotional support, and partners who show up in ways that feel genuinely lived‑in. I’ve read several books by Allie Lasky now, and somehow each one still feels unique and fully keeps my interest.
I especially loved how Wish and Annie first connected online through gaming, completely unaware that they’d already crossed paths in real life. The reveal that Wish and Annie are actually Aidan and Ceci is such a fun twist and from the moment they interact IRL, the attraction is unmistakable (at least for one of them) and for the other it was definitely memorable. Their dynamic has that perfect mix of awkward sweetness, simmering tension, and the thrill of discovering someone who sees you in both worlds.
What really stood out to me is how both characters carry their own vulnerabilities, yet the relationship never turns heavy. Instead, it becomes this safe, supportive space where they learn to trust, open up, and let someone in. Aidan’s quiet steadiness and Ceci’s guarded strength complement each other beautifully, and watching them shift from online allies to real‑life partners is incredibly satisfying.
I especially loved how Wish and Annie first connected online through gaming, completely unaware that they’d already crossed paths in real life. The reveal that Wish and Annie are actually Aidan and Ceci is such a fun twist and from the moment they interact IRL, the attraction is unmistakable (at least for one of them) and for the other it was definitely memorable. Their dynamic has that perfect mix of awkward sweetness, simmering tension, and the thrill of discovering someone who sees you in both worlds.
What really stood out to me is how both characters carry their own vulnerabilities, yet the relationship never turns heavy. Instead, it becomes this safe, supportive space where they learn to trust, open up, and let someone in. Aidan’s quiet steadiness and Ceci’s guarded strength complement each other beautifully, and watching them shift from online allies to real‑life partners is incredibly satisfying.
Review of advance copy received from Author
This is Aidan and Ceci’s love story. It’s not the typical romance, it’s an age-gap story with real characters, people with complicated lives and illnesses. They have struggles and hang ups, but they have to deal with them and keep going because they have no other option. Ceci has ADHD, had lost a ton of weight and had reconstructive surgery, so has scars and has to wear spanx under her clothes. She’s also brilliant and a lonely billionaire. She’s quirky and fun and an extrovert, over 10 years older than Aidan. Aidan is a professional hockey player, captain of his team, and autistic. Social interactions are a struggle to him, but he tries. He is open, generous and genuine. His sister has several medical issues that put her in a wheelchair on worse days, and using a cane on other days. Their friends and coworkers have all sorts of issues. Everyone is imperfect in a sense, so they are real.
This book is a wonderful love story, there’s not only romantic love, but also love amongst friends and family. I think it deserves 10 stars for the way life and so many issues are presented and explored.
This book is a wonderful love story, there’s not only romantic love, but also love amongst friends and family. I think it deserves 10 stars for the way life and so many issues are presented and explored.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Aiden and Ceci’s story is funny, emotional and rather refreshing. They were on-line pals who were the best of friends, but didn’t know each other’s real identity. When Aiden discovers that his pal Annie is really Ceci, a brilliant billionaire tech guru, he is stunned. He has admired her curves and beauty, but has kept his distance as much as possible. But now that he knows she is also Annie he wants to get closer. On-line, he could be open and honest, in person that was much more difficult when all he wants to do is kiss her.
Aidan’s last relationship was disaster, and he has found it difficult to trust and open his heart up to the possibility of love since then. But he trusted Annie who is really Ceci. He is confused, grumpy, and unsure of what to do next. Ceci surprises him by making the first move, by wanting something more than friendship between them. Their relationship begins to evolve and grow from there, despite the fears, doubts and painful pasts. They discover it is okay to be vulnerable, to acknowledge their difficulties and differences, as well as to need and want more from themselves and each other. It is also okay to ask for and accept help, especially from their very support friend groups (his teammates and her book club), who feel more like family. These on-line best friends slowly become lovers who have chosen each other.
This beautifully written book is well worth to read and has my full recommendation.
Aidan’s last relationship was disaster, and he has found it difficult to trust and open his heart up to the possibility of love since then. But he trusted Annie who is really Ceci. He is confused, grumpy, and unsure of what to do next. Ceci surprises him by making the first move, by wanting something more than friendship between them. Their relationship begins to evolve and grow from there, despite the fears, doubts and painful pasts. They discover it is okay to be vulnerable, to acknowledge their difficulties and differences, as well as to need and want more from themselves and each other. It is also okay to ask for and accept help, especially from their very support friend groups (his teammates and her book club), who feel more like family. These on-line best friends slowly become lovers who have chosen each other.
This beautifully written book is well worth to read and has my full recommendation.
Review of advance copy received from Author
4.5
Aiden escapes into online gaming with Annie, only to learn that his long-distance friend might not be quite as long distance as he thought. And that gamer Annie is Ceci, the woman he has a crush on in real life and who is working with his team on concussion research. Will knowing she is right there finally be enough to shake Aiden into making a move?
Read if you like:
-Friends to Lovers
-Hidden Identity
-Neurodivergent Rep (Autism and ADHD)
-He Falls First
I loved the Instigator so much. Both Ceci and Aiden were so relatable. I just love Allie's characters so much. Reading her books is like finding new friends. I'm glad that we got Ceci's story after she was the hero for Bex's story in her own quiet way. She deserves her own happy ending. And I'm excited that we got Aiden's story as well. He's been teased as a grumpy one on the team for a few books now, but maybe he's not as grumpy as he pretends to be. Or maybe it's all for Ceci. I really loved how their hidden identities allowed them to form an initial connection and let their walls down and I may been a little too invented in their first real life meeting (even though that had technically already happened).
Aiden escapes into online gaming with Annie, only to learn that his long-distance friend might not be quite as long distance as he thought. And that gamer Annie is Ceci, the woman he has a crush on in real life and who is working with his team on concussion research. Will knowing she is right there finally be enough to shake Aiden into making a move?
Read if you like:
-Friends to Lovers
-Hidden Identity
-Neurodivergent Rep (Autism and ADHD)
-He Falls First
I loved the Instigator so much. Both Ceci and Aiden were so relatable. I just love Allie's characters so much. Reading her books is like finding new friends. I'm glad that we got Ceci's story after she was the hero for Bex's story in her own quiet way. She deserves her own happy ending. And I'm excited that we got Aiden's story as well. He's been teased as a grumpy one on the team for a few books now, but maybe he's not as grumpy as he pretends to be. Or maybe it's all for Ceci. I really loved how their hidden identities allowed them to form an initial connection and let their walls down and I may been a little too invented in their first real life meeting (even though that had technically already happened).
Review of advance copy received from Author
🏒 Hockey player MMC
👩💻 Smart coding FMC
🎮 They game together
❤️🔥 Reverse age gap
👀 Toys are friends
🌟 Autistic Rep
💙 Child free
This has representation for so many different situations and diagnosis. It was done well and both characters were very easy to root for. Ceci is a boss and she owns it. She is incredibly smart and works hard to reach her goals. She is her 40's, child free, and divorced. She spends her time coding, reading, gaming, and spending time with friends. Aidan struggles with being overstimulated often. He is a captain for his team, loving brother, and has past trauma from ex gf. He is also very supportive of toys and worshipping his woman. There was so much growth for both characters. It was so fun to see the 7 year game playing duo who only knew eachother as wish and Annie evolve into what seemed like a fated soul mates situation. The epilogue and bonus scene showed such great communication and love in the relationship.
Thank you for the ARC and oh I have a feeling Sinclairs book is going to give all the feels!
👩💻 Smart coding FMC
🎮 They game together
❤️🔥 Reverse age gap
👀 Toys are friends
🌟 Autistic Rep
💙 Child free
This has representation for so many different situations and diagnosis. It was done well and both characters were very easy to root for. Ceci is a boss and she owns it. She is incredibly smart and works hard to reach her goals. She is her 40's, child free, and divorced. She spends her time coding, reading, gaming, and spending time with friends. Aidan struggles with being overstimulated often. He is a captain for his team, loving brother, and has past trauma from ex gf. He is also very supportive of toys and worshipping his woman. There was so much growth for both characters. It was so fun to see the 7 year game playing duo who only knew eachother as wish and Annie evolve into what seemed like a fated soul mates situation. The epilogue and bonus scene showed such great communication and love in the relationship.
Thank you for the ARC and oh I have a feeling Sinclairs book is going to give all the feels!
August 15, 2026
4.5 stars
I’ve been looking forward to this book since the moment I read the blurb, and it delivered. Gaming, hockey capitan, secret identities, online best friends, and a reverse age gap...this story hits many of the tropes that I love and then layers in the emotional depth that makes this author's books stand out.
Lasky has a gift for writing strong, fully realized characters who feel like people you could know in your everyday life. Both leads navigate real challenges—mental health, medical conditions, and disabilities including ADHD and autism—and the representation is thoughtful, grounded, and never treated as a plot device. It’s simply part of who they are, and part of how they learn to trust, communicate, and show up for each other. The online‑to‑IRL dynamic is fantastic. The gaming moments and the tension of secret identities add to the story in fun ways.
This romance is full of heart and authentic characters whose journeys will keep you turning pages long after bedtime.
I’ve been looking forward to this book since the moment I read the blurb, and it delivered. Gaming, hockey capitan, secret identities, online best friends, and a reverse age gap...this story hits many of the tropes that I love and then layers in the emotional depth that makes this author's books stand out.
Lasky has a gift for writing strong, fully realized characters who feel like people you could know in your everyday life. Both leads navigate real challenges—mental health, medical conditions, and disabilities including ADHD and autism—and the representation is thoughtful, grounded, and never treated as a plot device. It’s simply part of who they are, and part of how they learn to trust, communicate, and show up for each other. The online‑to‑IRL dynamic is fantastic. The gaming moments and the tension of secret identities add to the story in fun ways.
This romance is full of heart and authentic characters whose journeys will keep you turning pages long after bedtime.
Review of advance copy received from Author
The greatest loves start with a solid friendship.
Hiding behind their online profiles should be safe.
Hiding behind their insecurities should be safe.
Until it isn’t anymore.
Ceci and Aidan’s paths cross in so many ways that is safe to say, fate wanted them together.
A billionaire tech and the hockey player should be worlds apart, but in reality, are complete soulmates.
Instigator is a beautiful neurospicy sports romance that shows how vulnerabilities can turn into strengths when the right person comes along to shoulder the burden.
Allie Lasky created a captivating world of different, but engaging characters who are strong enough to push through and learn how to love and be loved, how to protect and be protected and how to trust and be trustworthy.
This is the 5th book in the Boston Grizzlies series and they keep getting better showing challenging realities, how to overcome harsh obstacles with found families and true love.
Thank you for the ARC.
Hiding behind their online profiles should be safe.
Hiding behind their insecurities should be safe.
Until it isn’t anymore.
Ceci and Aidan’s paths cross in so many ways that is safe to say, fate wanted them together.
A billionaire tech and the hockey player should be worlds apart, but in reality, are complete soulmates.
Instigator is a beautiful neurospicy sports romance that shows how vulnerabilities can turn into strengths when the right person comes along to shoulder the burden.
Allie Lasky created a captivating world of different, but engaging characters who are strong enough to push through and learn how to love and be loved, how to protect and be protected and how to trust and be trustworthy.
This is the 5th book in the Boston Grizzlies series and they keep getting better showing challenging realities, how to overcome harsh obstacles with found families and true love.
Thank you for the ARC.
Review of advance copy received from Author
The first series I have read from Allie Lasky is the Boston Grizzlies series, and it has definitely hooked me right in. Ally Lasky writes strong female and male characters who face realistic, everyday challenges. Her stories explore important topics such as mental health, medical conditions, and disabilities, including ADHD and autism. The main characters in The Instigator, Aiden and Ceci, are strong in their own right. Ceci, is a tech billionaire navigating a failed marriage, confronting the trauma of her past, and struggling to believe in love again. Aiden, a professional athlete and captain of his team, is dealing with the possibility of losing his sister to his best friend while wrestling with whether to reveal that he is autistic. Their story made me laugh out loud, cry, and left me wanting more. The five stars were well deserved. I can’t wait to find out what Sinclair is dealing with in the next story in the Boston Grizzlies Series, One Timer.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Didn’t realize that this was part of a series wish I had known that before I started reading this book because there are a lot of characters and a lot of backstory that I did not know.
I did like how the characters met and I did like the development of their relationship however not that I want a third act break up, but I felt like that there was not any tension like it was too good to be true and I was waiting for the shoe to drop.
And while I do love that the book is very inclusive and talks about mental health and not being neurotypical, I felt like there was a lot of emphasis on that and not a lot on actual romance.
I did like the ending specifically the epilogue however, I do feel like we were left with questions about what her next chapter is going to look like work wise.
Overall, it was an cute story. It just didn’t quite get there for me and I wish I had known that this was book 5.
I did like how the characters met and I did like the development of their relationship however not that I want a third act break up, but I felt like that there was not any tension like it was too good to be true and I was waiting for the shoe to drop.
And while I do love that the book is very inclusive and talks about mental health and not being neurotypical, I felt like there was a lot of emphasis on that and not a lot on actual romance.
I did like the ending specifically the epilogue however, I do feel like we were left with questions about what her next chapter is going to look like work wise.
Overall, it was an cute story. It just didn’t quite get there for me and I wish I had known that this was book 5.
August 15, 2026
Instigator ( Boston Grizzlies Hockey Club Book 5 ) Perfection!! Just absolute perfection!! A emotional rollercoaster that hooks you from page one and does not let go !! This book , this entire series is just that and so much more. Aiden and CeCe - oh how these two had my heart 💜, oh how I was not prepared at all for how invested I was going to find myself and all the feelings I was going to experience. Smiling, laughing, crying, even yelling outta pure frustration and most definitely rooting so freaking hard .i loved the progression of their relationship, i loved how likable and relatable both were ( the fact that neither was perfect- that they had obstacles to overcome and personal challenges to face just like we all do . Add into that the hockey and secret identity aspect , the angst and the humor and the witty banter , the family and friendships. I have to say , I was not prepared for how their story would touch my heart and just resonate with me on so many levels .
Review of advance copy received from Author
Everything Allie writes just hits you right into the heart and Instigator is another one that just hits that way too!
Aiden and Ceci’s story starts out as Wish and Annie along with many years of connecting online playing baseball and other sports games. Little did either of them know they lived in the same town, “worked” for the same company and had mutual friends!
I love the aspect with Allie does amazing is bring the character alive with their neurospicy! Aiden is autistic and Ceci has ADHD! It brings a whole new level of awareness into the book and the emotions of both the reader and getting to know the characters more!
Secretly hoping that there is a book at the end of the whole Boston Grizzlies for a reunion and all the characters we have come to love can tell us where they are now! ❤️❤️
Aiden and Ceci’s story starts out as Wish and Annie along with many years of connecting online playing baseball and other sports games. Little did either of them know they lived in the same town, “worked” for the same company and had mutual friends!
I love the aspect with Allie does amazing is bring the character alive with their neurospicy! Aiden is autistic and Ceci has ADHD! It brings a whole new level of awareness into the book and the emotions of both the reader and getting to know the characters more!
Secretly hoping that there is a book at the end of the whole Boston Grizzlies for a reunion and all the characters we have come to love can tell us where they are now! ❤️❤️
Review of advance copy
I did not realize this was book 5 in the series before I started, but it was clear that it was just one in a larger world. There were so many names thrown around, I didn't even attempt to try and keep them straight. I feel like this author just isn't for me. It was a little too much After School Special meets Romance Novel. There was a lot of reference to the sister and her fiance, like their back story, and since I hadn't read any other books, it was just a lot, and I skimmed thru some of the run downs with other characters that just weren't very important to this story. I did like how they met and the small world aspects of it. But overall, this just wasn't for me. Some people may love all the inclusion that was involved, if that's something you specifically seek out in a book, this may be up your alley
Review of advance copy received from Author
This book is two worlds that I didnt ever see colliding: hockey + gaming.
These two characters meet over online gaming and build a relationship under their online personas, not knowing that they live right by each other and work for the same hockey league. Funny how fate works like that, but sparks fly and you get to see these two amazing characters bond in real life and grow in their relationship. I also love the identity of this book, being different is okay and welcomed and everyone deserves their person who accepts and loves them for being themselves.This book was the perfect romance that inspired and filled my cup, Allie is so great at making you really fall in love with her characters. Thank you Allie for the chance to read this and have the opportunity to review!
These two characters meet over online gaming and build a relationship under their online personas, not knowing that they live right by each other and work for the same hockey league. Funny how fate works like that, but sparks fly and you get to see these two amazing characters bond in real life and grow in their relationship. I also love the identity of this book, being different is okay and welcomed and everyone deserves their person who accepts and loves them for being themselves.This book was the perfect romance that inspired and filled my cup, Allie is so great at making you really fall in love with her characters. Thank you Allie for the chance to read this and have the opportunity to review!
Review of advance copy received from Author
I thought this was a pretty good story. I’m not really a gamer so that part did nothing for me. But it was cute that this was the way these two ultimately met. And then finding out that they were working on a project together was so much fun. Except it got drawn out. Which I could see why. Cici and Aiden were a lot with their ADHD and Autism. Both representations were so well written though. She was older, he was younger. I’m just babbling at this point. But it was a really original age gap romance. And I think that’s what I loved the most about it. They were wonderful people, that met in a really cool way. And then were able to connect in real life. And both working on the helmet project, I thought was really good. I loved that added element.
Review of advance copy received from Author
I loved getting to read a story with a FMC older than me! So refreshing to see love blossom later in life. The neurodivergence reps was done well. It’s nice to see someone in a leadership position with Autism, there are still a lot of stigmas around Autism. I loved seeing Aiden still learning about himself. Also, the struggles of intimacy was really great to see in a romance book, talk about a stigma we don’t talk about enough.
The story felt a little slow for me, but I’ve been reading a lot of mafia romances with violence and higher tension, so I don’t want to take away stars as it might be a ‘me’ problem, not a pacing problem.
Overall, I enjoyed the story! Neurospicies navigating love and life struggles together. Beautiful.
The story felt a little slow for me, but I’ve been reading a lot of mafia romances with violence and higher tension, so I don’t want to take away stars as it might be a ‘me’ problem, not a pacing problem.
Overall, I enjoyed the story! Neurospicies navigating love and life struggles together. Beautiful.
August 14, 2026
Ceci and Aiden really surprised me and I found myself loving them more and more as the book went on. The representation of neuro spicy people and acceptance of the varying degrees and differences was amazing. I appreciate the acceptance of the differences and difficulties beyond just surface level touch and go. They are a real couple with real circumstances that many authors gloss over and ignore. Allie dove straight in and with respect and care embraced everything and wove a beautiful romance with it. It was so refreshing to read after so many books feel like the same story but with slight differences and different characters changes. 11/10 highly recommend, go read it now! I’m still book hungover from this one.
August 14, 2026
This is the fifth book in this impressive series, and this is Aiden and Annie / Ceci’s story.
Aiden is team captain, and he and Annie have been best friends online for 7-years, but have never met, and never exchanged personal details. Aiden finds out that Annie and actually Cecilia, a billionaire tech genius, who has been working with his team on a groundbreaking helmet research.
This is a well written slow burn, easy to read story, with friendships, emotions, trust, reverse age gap, challenges, secret identity, insecurities, romance, engaging and relatable characters, undeniable chemistry, and love, which leads to an entertaining, hockey romance.
I look forward to reading more from this talented author in the future.
Aiden is team captain, and he and Annie have been best friends online for 7-years, but have never met, and never exchanged personal details. Aiden finds out that Annie and actually Cecilia, a billionaire tech genius, who has been working with his team on a groundbreaking helmet research.
This is a well written slow burn, easy to read story, with friendships, emotions, trust, reverse age gap, challenges, secret identity, insecurities, romance, engaging and relatable characters, undeniable chemistry, and love, which leads to an entertaining, hockey romance.
I look forward to reading more from this talented author in the future.
Review of advance copy
I have read several books in this series and loved them. I didn’t connect as much with this one but don’t let that deter you from giving it a go.
The book has a high focus on inclusion and self growth. I was looking for more romance to be interwoven throughout the story. That’s where it fell short for me. The characters support each other well and there is a lot of dialogue where they have open and honest communication but I didn’t feel there was much flirting and fun. I found myself getting bored with the dialogue. There is spice and it is timed well and feels natural with the storyline.
The book has a high focus on inclusion and self growth. I was looking for more romance to be interwoven throughout the story. That’s where it fell short for me. The characters support each other well and there is a lot of dialogue where they have open and honest communication but I didn’t feel there was much flirting and fun. I found myself getting bored with the dialogue. There is spice and it is timed well and feels natural with the storyline.
Review of advance copy received from Author
A man named Wish plays an online game where he converses with a woman, Annie. They have played and talked for years with out asking questions about each other. Long story short, they discover they both live in Boston. She is a programmer and wealthy and a woman who isolates herself in her work. He is the captain of the local NHL team and has isolated himself because autsim makes it difficult for him to make personal friends. His baby sister sets him up with a blind date with her girlfriend. Wish, aka Aiden chickens out standing the woman up. Turns out, the woman, Annie aka Ceci is on the board of the hockey team. This is an adorable chance meeting and who the instigator is, well, let's just say fate is a smart lady.
Review of advance copy received from Author
I am still new to most of Allie Lasky’s books, but this one caught my eye not only does everyone love a grumpy goalie, but one who is autistic as well? After recently learning more about one of my family members who is recently on the spectrum, this book was wonderful! While it explores the romance between Aiden and Ceci and all their spiciness, it really investigates their spectrum personalities and explains it well to readers who are not familiar with autism and its many forms. I was cheering for Aiden and Ceci the whole way to overcome their challenges and find a way together. This is a great book to dive into, and I had a hard time putting it down! Enjoy!
August 14, 2026
This is the first book in the series I've read, and it stands strongly on its own. Main characters Ceci and Aidan are incredibly likable, and Lasky builds fantastic anticipation leading up to their first date.
I loved the authentic modern representation, featuring diverse relationships and neurodivergent diagnoses that taught me new terms. The story balances glamorous billionaire wealth with relatable, everyday life struggles and deep character reflections.
Make sure to read to the very end of the ebook! There is a bonus chapter you do not want to miss.
Thank you to the author for providing an Advanced Reader Copy in exchange for an honest review.
I loved the authentic modern representation, featuring diverse relationships and neurodivergent diagnoses that taught me new terms. The story balances glamorous billionaire wealth with relatable, everyday life struggles and deep character reflections.
Make sure to read to the very end of the ebook! There is a bonus chapter you do not want to miss.
Thank you to the author for providing an Advanced Reader Copy in exchange for an honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Instigator by Allie Lasky was an absolutely wonderful hockey romance! I adored Aidan and Ceci and their unconventional, beautifully genuine love story. Their online friendship, secret identities, awkward real-life interactions, and slow-building chemistry were fantastic. I especially loved the neurodivergent representation and how the story embraced imperfect, complicated characters and the importance of friendship and found family. A heartfelt, steamy, wonderfully different romance that deserves all the stars!
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