Emotionally tangled, heartbreakingly real, and beautifully written. This is Paige Toon at her best.
This book wrecked me in the best possible way. It’s a deeply emotional exploration of love, loss, and the messiness that exists between the two. I didn’t expect to feel so seen by a love triangle, but here we are.
At its core is Grace, a woman caught in a complicated tangle of feelings that spans a decade and two continents. Torn between Jackson, her lifelong best friend, and Etienne, the boy from a sun-drenched French summer (cue the nostalgia), Grace returns to France hoping for clarity… and instead walks straight into emotional chaos. Honestly, same.
What I loved most was how raw and real this story felt. Grace’s longing, her hope, her heartbreak. I felt every bit of it. She’s a character you just want to hug even while knowing exactly why she keeps holding on. There were moments where I found myself nodding along, thinking, yep, been there, and others where I wanted to shake her gently and say, girl, please don’t do this to yourself.
Neither Jackson nor Etienne are perfect, far from it actually, but that’s what made the dynamic so engrossing. Each chapter had me flipping back and forth between who I was rooting for (a dangerous game, honestly), and the emotion was addictive. I went from swooning to side-eyeing in a span of a few pages…
more than once.
Yes, there were moments that made me want to scream into a pillow, miscommunications, secrets, and betrayals that cut deep, but that’s part of what made the payoff so satisfying. This story doesn’t shy away from the gray areas of love. It leans in, pulls you close, and dares you to sit with the discomfort.
And when the truth finally came out? I felt like the characters personally PUNCH my heart. I gasped. I cried. I definitely muttered, “You’ve got to be kidding me,” out loud, alone, to no one.
The technical details around Grace’s job and the house renovations were a bit slower for me, if I never read about drainage issues again, it’ll be too soon, but even those parts gave the story weight and realism. They were the calm before (and during) the emotional storm.
As always, Paige Toon’s writing is heartfelt, vivid, and emotionally intelligent. Her ability to capture the ache of wanting someone and the bravery it takes to walk away when it isn’t right is unmatched. Definitely some advice I will be taking for myself.
This is a story about knowing your worth, choosing yourself, and realising that love, real love, doesn’t require you to lose yourself or settle just because you think you have to.
Thank you to Cornerstone and NetGalley for the ARC. I’m still thinking about this one and not over everything that went down.