On August 15, 1947, India celebrated its long-awaited Independence, but beneath the jubilation lay heartbreak. As the nation rejoiced, millions were uprooted by the brutal Partition. Ranjeeta's Story begins in this turbulent time, where a young woman's hopes are crushed by violence, loss, and the weight of tradition. Decades later, when Ananya arrives from London to visit her ailing grandmother, she unknowingly embarks on a journey into her family's hidden past, unravelling long-buried stories that connect her to her roots and eventually change the course of her life. Inspired by real-life accounts from Partition survivors, this deeply moving novel is a tribute to the countless lives that were altered forever. It is a poignant exploration of love, resilience, and the emotional scars of a generation whose stories must never be forgotten.
Padmini Palaparthy was born in Chandigarh, India, and grew up in a loving family with her parents and elder sister.
She earned a degree in chemical engineering, followed by a master’s degree in information technology.
Her professional journey began with a campus placement at an IT services firm.
She went on to build a successful career in sales, spanning over a decade.
After the birth of her children, she chose to leave the corporate world behind and dedicate herself fully to their growth and development.
Later, she founded STEMdroid, an institute dedicated to STEM education. Over the next five years, she nurtured it into a thriving centre of hands-on learning, supported by a dedicated team of teachers and mentors. Under her guidance, students from the institute went on to compete at international levels in Robotics.
Her love for writing—nurtured through childhood diaries and years of blogging—culminated in her debut novel, a journey that has been years in the making.
Padmini now lives in Germany with her husband and two teenage sons. She journals her experiences on her website: https://dailyreveries.com/.
Me? Emotionally wrecked but also feeling oddly healed??
If you’ve ever overanalyzed someone’s text message or sat in a room with someone you love and felt the weight of all the unsaid words yeah, that’s this book. Palaparthy gets it.
When I started reading Before I Go, I honestly did not know what to expect. It is Padmini’s first book, and I read it with an open mind.
What I found was something truly beautiful - a story that begins with young love, happiness, and innocence. As I read on, my feelings shifted to pain, heartbreak, and loss. These emotions caught me off guard. There were parts where I had to stop reading for a moment as I just wanted to reach out and hug Ranjeeta.
But through it all, there was always hope. Hope that the Partition did not completely break people, their relationships, or their dreams.
Ranjeeta's story is quietly powerful, so full of strength, and it stayed with me. Her love, her silence, her resilience, and the way she held on to her beliefs and promises were all deeply moving. I know I will carry her with me for a long time.
I am truly amazed at how beautifully Padmini has written this. It really touched my heart. She did not just tell a story; she made the Partition feel real, not just a piece of history, but something alive. Before I Go is a story of love; a love that is silent, poignant, faithful, and forgiving.
"Before I go" is a moving story with engaging plot, a pace that allows the reader to sink deep into the story of connection & a sense across two timelines. The theme revolves around love, loss, hurt, glances that lingered & goodbyes that didn't get spoken.
The book is about a young girl Rajneeta. She had to leave her home, her family & her love during the Partition of India in 1947. Through her, the story shows the ache of displacement from the only home you've known, the violence that was rampant at that time & the trauma all of this leads to. It shows the struggles & bravery of the 2 MCs during all of this.
Overall, this book can suck the readers into it's plot. This is especially for those who like to read historical fictions or love stories that convey more than just romance, but also gives a new perspective to events that have already transpired.
On August 15, 1947, India awoke to freedom after centuries of colonial rule. But as the tricolour unfurled and the air filled with songs of celebration, an equally powerful undercurrent of grief swept through the subcontinent. The Partition—one of the largest mass migrations in history—tore families apart, turned neighbours into enemies, and left an indelible scar on millions of hearts. This is the world in which Ranjeeta’s story begins. A young woman of dreams and quiet determination, Ranjeeta hopes for a future shaped by love, education, and opportunity. But as communal tensions erupt into violence, her world collapses. She loses more than her home—she loses loved ones, security, and the life she once knew. Yet, bound by tradition and the will to survive, she begins a journey that will test every ounce of her strength. Decades later, the story shifts to Ananya, a modern, independent woman from London, visiting her ailing grandmother in India. Ananya is curious but unaware of the layers of history that rest within her family. What begins as a dutiful visit slowly turns into an emotional excavation. Through conversations, faded letters, and whispered memories, she learns of Ranjeeta’s life—the struggles, sacrifices, and silent endurance of a generation that had no choice but to keep moving forward despite unimaginable loss. This novel is not merely a family saga—it’s a tribute to resilience, love, and the unbreakable thread of memory. It reminds us that history is not something locked away in textbooks; it lives in stories passed down, in the way we carry the weight of those who came before us. By the time you reach the final pages, you’ll find yourself holding your breath—not just because of the plot’s emotional climax, but because you realize you’ve been walking alongside generations of women who have endured, adapted, and kept their stories alive against all odds.. If you’ve ever wanted to understand the human cost of the Partition, or if you’ve ever felt the tug of a past you didn’t fully know, this book is a must-read..
Before I Go" opens up the most tragic chapter of Indian history, reminding that the cost of freedom has been a great destruction for human history. The narrative takes us back to 1947 when the land of India finally broke the chains of colonial rule after witnessing the centuries of violence, exploitation and trauma lasting for generations.
While the nation celebrated its long-awaited freedom, the division of India & Pakistan led to heartbreak, tearing apart homes, families, and entire communities. Amid this chaos,stand Ranjeeta, a young woman from a Sikh household in what is now Pakistan. She also loses her home, her family, and the man she loves when violence swallows her world.
The narrative moves between two timelines. Decades later, Ananya, a young woman from London, comes to India to visit her ailing grandmother. She has no idea that her trip will unravel a thread connecting her to a hidden family history—a story steeped in love, loss, and perseverance.
The author here has portrayed the brutal realities of identity issues, communal violence, and trauma, while also highlighting the quiet strength and dignity of those who lived through them. The dual timeline is one of the book’s unique aspects as both timelines are equally engaging.
Through Ranjeeta’s eyes, Partition stops being just a chapter of history book, reader will feel the haunting pain of shattered dreams and uprooted lives. Ananya’s character showes how the events of history still shapes the lives of generations that follow.
Padmini’s writing is meaningful and emotional, A tender love story woven with the themes of bravery and humanity, shine through, leaving the reader with both heartbreak and hope. Recommended for, fans of historical fiction, multigenerational family dramas, and stories of women’s resilience.
.... The author has says that the story in this book draws inspiration from real events in Indian history and the countless untold stories of those who lived through the partition.
This is the story of separation from the loved ones and the tragic events happened in their life due to the religion based partition done by the goon british.
The story of Ranjeeta will make you sad and you can experience the pain, she felt after getting separated by her family and her loved one's.
This book shows the cruelty happened during the time of partition of India in 1947 was primarily based on religion, specifically dividing British India into two independent nations: a predominantly Hindu India and a Muslim-majority Pakistan. .... GLIMPSE IN A BLINK .... Ranjeeta is a sikh girl, lives with her family in Chakwal Punjab(Currently Pakistan),her family is of farmers, her father gifted her a diary and she writes about her day in that, how she spends her day and what happened when the India was partitioned.
She and her friend Amina always do things together like going school and celebrating both their festivals.
One day Ranjeeta met with Amina brother Aslam, she was spellbound by his handsomeness, little did she knew Aslam also was wondering the same seeing her, both met with the help of Amina, and the closeness between them reduced and they both become one, they wanted to live their life together but their destiny had other plans for them.
Gradually they became special to each other but little did they knew about the surrounding tensions started brewing in the country, minority communities were started getting killed and they had no choice but to leave everything and move to India.
Love, loss, and the silence of words left unsaid, this book is a reminder that sometimes the deepest truths lie in what we cannot speak.
The author’s debut is both gentle and haunting. It tells a story that balances the pain of separation with the quiet strength of those who face it. The narrative unfolds in two timelines, linking the chaos of Partition in 1947 with the discoveries of a later generation.
At its centre is Rajneeta, a young Sikh girl whose life falls apart when violence erupts during Partition. Whilst losing her family, home, and the first love, she becomes the voice of countless unnamed individuals stilled in one of history’s darkest chapters. Decades later, her granddaughter, named Ananya unknowingly walks through the same buried legacy, uncovering how the past choices and silences continue to shape lives in the present.
What truly makes this novel unique is the author's remarkable ability to illuminate not only the overt devastations of violence and displacement but also the more subtle, yet equally profound, emotional landscapes. It's in the unsaid goodbyes, the lingering glances, and the silent burn of memories that the story finds its deepest resonance. The author's prose, though seemingly simple, is incredibly evocative, steeped in rich cultural detail and brimming with emotional depth.
The story isn't afraid to confront the hard realities, yet it thoughtfully balances these difficult truths with genuine warmth, the comfort of tradition, and glimmers of hope. Ultimately, it's a powerful glance at both the human capacity for heartbreak and our incredible ability to endure.
This book is a poignant read for anyone drawn to historical fiction, multigenerational sagas, or stories where love and memory survive even the harshest of times.
Here is my thoughts about the book that has been constantly staying in miny from last few days .
I always believe that there are stories that you read and then there are stories that read you and brings out some emotion in your that you never knew you had them . This book falls under the latter. From the very beginning, I had the feeling that somehow I was carrying somebody's memories in my heart. The book was more than mere ink on paper: it was sorrow, resilience, and love converged into words. The feelings, rather than remaining inert, jumped out of the page and poured into me. I was left in restless heaviness yet somehow feeling grateful.
The family saga made me feel like an invisible thread was connecting past and present. In a way, it reminded me that history does not just sit there in college books-it bleeds into families, identities, and even perspectives. Somehow, while reading, I kept drifting to my own family and the stories I will never hear because everyone has either taken them to their grave or no one ever talks about them. Just thinking about that made me tearful and restless.
This book overwhelmed me the best and worst way. It created in me sorrow, respect, and gratitude all at once. After reading, I couldn't write about it immediately, feeling that words were too small. Even while attempting to articulate it now, I am completely sure I will never be able to express the extent of feelings it gave me. It is not merely a story to read-one should
A beautifully layered narrative that delicately explores love, loss, and the untold wounds of Partition—emotionally rich and gracefully written.
The memory of post-Independence India is painted in shades of unrestrained joy and the promise of a new dawn. Yet, beneath that celebration lies the seldom-spoken grief of Partition—a legacy of pain and displacement that history books often skim past. Before I Go emerges as a tender and heartfelt attempt to give voice to that silence.
This fictional tale is woven with grace, courage, compassion, and emotional depth. It’s a tender love story layered with profound human emotions, set against a backdrop rarely explored with such sensitivity. What stands out most is the dual timeline structure—two narratives unfolding side by side, each with its own compelling arc. Despite jumping across timelines, the flow remains intact, which speaks volumes of the author’s craft.
Padmini does a beautiful job bringing both eras to life, and as the threads begin to interweave, the emotional impact deepens. The story moves gently but purposefully, drawing readers in with its evocative storytelling and emotional resonance.
A poignant and thoughtfully written novel, Before I Go is a memorable read that blends historical truth with emotional fiction. A truly moving debut.
BEFORE I GO draws you into the heart of the Partition—a time when celebration and heartbreak moved in lockstep. Padmini Palaparthy opens her novel amid the jubilation of independence, only to reveal the lives shattered by violence, displacement, and fractured futures. At its core is Ranjeeta, a young woman whose hopes are torn apart by the brutal ruptures of history. These early pages are visceral—each heartbeat echoes loss, each detail carries unspeakable longing.
The narrative then shifts decades later, as Ananya travels from London to reconnect with her ailing grandmother. Through Ananya’s discoveries, layers of family history unravel: stories of unspoken grief, quiet strength, and the resilience that survives generational silence. The emotional resonance is subtle but deep—Palaparthy doesn’t rely on dramatic confrontations, but instead invites you into moments that sting with recognition: a glance, a memory half remembered, a revelation that changes what you thought you knew.
The novel moves with a gentle, reflective pace—never rushed, always purposeful. It reminds us that trauma and love often speak in whispers, passed down through silences rather than loud declarations. Each character feels real—not heroic, just human—and the silence between them often says more than words ever could.
Before I Go by Padmini Palaparthy is a story that shows some of the truth behind 1947, a glorious time when we got our long-awaited freedom, but when one part of India was celebrating, another part was crying, losing their home and lands and trying to save themselves and their families. In the book the author takes inspiration from true stories, and while reading it, you will find how true it is.
In the book we follow two timelines and two women. We are following Ranjeeta from 1946 through the partition and how her life was uprooted from her home and how she survived among all the chaos and destruction. While in the timeline 2013, Ananya, after knowing her grandmother's situation, comes to meet her grandma and mother and also comes to know about her family's tragic past, and she goes on a quest to find more.
The author did an amazing job portraying both timelines beautifully and intricately. How in 1946 Ranjeeta's situation was totally different from 2013, Ananya's life. How both women are going through their own struggles, and yet how distinct those are. But what I love most is the portrayal of sacrifices, endurance, resilience, power, and fighting spirit of all these women.
I love the writing, the characters, and the theme of the book. The book will evoke hundreds of emotions inside you, and you will think about it for a long time.
Book: Before I Go Author: Padmini Palaparthy Genre: Historical Fiction / Family Saga Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐/5
This book was such a moving experience. It takes us through two powerful timelines. Ranjeeta’s life in pre-Partition Punjab and her granddaughter Ananya’s journey to India in the present day. What starts as a visit to see her ailing grandmother slowly unravels into a discovery of family secrets, hidden grief, and the silent weight of history.
I was immediately hooked by the prologue and the way the past and present blended so naturally. The writing is simple yet so emotional, making me feel the heartbreak of Partition while also rooting for Ananya as she finds her own identity.
I truly felt transported into both worlds. The descriptions of families torn apart by Partition, the sense of longing, and the unspoken pain all made me pause and reflect. Yet there was also hope, love, and connection threads that tied the characters across generations.
❤️ What I Loved Most: 1. Dual POVs beautifully woven 👩👧 2. Authentic historical backdrop 🕰️ 3. Short chapters & smooth flow 📚
For me, Before I Go wasn’t just a story it was a reminder that behind every historical event lie real human lives, full of love, dreams, and heartbreak. This is the kind of book that stays with you long after you close it. 🌸✨
"Before I Go" by Padmini Palaparthy is an emotional story that reminds us of the cruelty and heartbreak we often endure in exchange for long-awaited freedom. It tells the tale of a time when some people lost their sense of humanity and destroyed countless lives. Yet, amid all the destruction, this is also a story of how new life can bloom and survive through the indomitable courage and resilience of its protagonists.
The story follows dual timelines—one set between 1946 and 1947, and the other in the modern world of 2013. We follow two different characters navigating these timelines, each facing unique challenges, but both demonstrating remarkable strength. For Ranjeeta, it’s a fight for survival; for Ananya, it’s a quest to uncover truths from the past.
The author vividly paints the backdrops of both timelines, making you feel fully immersed in each era without any confusion. Despite the constant shift between past and present, the narrative flows seamlessly.
The characters are the heart of the story, and you'll find yourself connecting with them easily. Even some of the minor characters will leave a lasting impression. Overall, this story is heartbreaking, yet soothing and healing. If you enjoy historical fiction, I believe you'll find this book deeply moving and worthwhile.
This book offers a powerful and touching portrayal of a part of Indian history that is often left unspoken—the pain and trauma of Partition. While many of us grow up hearing stories of freedom and celebration after Independence, the dark and emotional reality of the divide rarely finds a place in everyday conversation. This novel bravely steps into that silence, presenting an honest and heartfelt narrative that lingers long after the last page.
Told through a dual timeline, the story is both engaging and beautifully structured. Each timeline unfolds with rich, emotional detail, drawing the reader into both past and present with equal intensity. It’s a rare accomplishment when both timelines are so compelling that readers never feel rushed to leave one for the other.
At its heart, the book is a gentle love story, but it also speaks volumes about courage, compassion, and open-mindedness. The characters are deeply human, their struggles and hopes resonating with real emotion.
The author’s writing is simple yet deeply moving. There’s no need for ornate language—the strength of the story and its emotions carry everything. This is a beautifully written book that brings untold truths to light, leaving a lasting impact on the reader.
Before I Go is a poignant and deeply human tale that moves effortlessly between past and present, binding two women's lives through the silent weight of untold stories.
The novel opens in the chaos of Partition, where Ranjeeta, a young woman full of dreams, vanishes into a crowded train bound for safety. What happened inside that train is a secret no one speaks of—until decades later, a hidden diary is unearthed. Her granddaughter Ananya, believing she knows her family, begins reading those fading pages and finds herself unraveling a past filled with love, betrayal, sacrifice, and an unthinkable choice forced upon Ranjeeta: her heart or her bloodline.
Palaparthy's narrative beautifully captures the haunting legacy of historical trauma, showing how silence can echo across generations. The interwoven perspectives of grandmother and granddaughter create a compelling tension, as Ananya must decide whether to let the past rest or bring it into the light.
With its blend of mystery, family drama, and historical depth, Before I Go is a moving exploration of memory, loss, and the courage it takes to confront truths long buried. It's a book that lingers in the mind and leaves the heart a little heavier and wiser for having read it.
It took me a while to talk about this book because , honestly, the emotions this book left me with were just too overpowering. Reading through Ranjeeta’s story of the Partition of 1947 was really painful. It was as if I were being hauled into her world, where freedom was purchased by losing everything she loved. It made me stop so many times with the agony of being uprooted, with the almost uselessness she felt, and with the silent strength she carried on her shoulders while reading. I couldn't just skim through the book quickly; I needed to be with it in that moment.
Then came a kind of illumination after the storm with Ananya. And the unfolding of the mystery of her heritage reminded me how often we neglect our own origins. It set me going on my grandparents, the questions I never asked them, and the history that probably quietly lives somewhere in my family.
This book is not merely a story; it is an experience. It is heavy, it is emotional, and it makes you think about life support more than it does of love and resilience, in ways you do not expect. I alluded to some of these reflections only after some time, simply because the depth of the feelings had me entirely engrossed. Even after all this, words fail to accommodate what I felt.
This novel is a moving and powerful exploration of a chapter in Indian history that is too often overlooked—the anguish and trauma of Partition. While most of us grow up surrounded by stories of freedom and celebration after Independence, the heartbreaking consequences of the divide are rarely spoken about. This book steps bravely into that silence, giving voice to experiences that deserve to be remembered.
Told across a dual timeline, the narrative flows seamlessly between past and present, with both arcs equally captivating. The transitions never feel rushed; instead, each timeline is crafted with emotional richness that keeps the reader deeply invested.
At its core, the story is a tender love tale, but it also shines with themes of resilience, empathy, and open-mindedness. The characters feel achingly real, their emotions and struggles resonating long after the last page.
The writing is simple yet profoundly effective—there’s no ornamentation needed when the emotions speak so loudly. This is a beautifully written book that not only tells a love story but also brings forward difficult truths, making it a deeply impactful and memorable read.
📚❤️ A must-read for lovers of historical fiction and heartfelt storytelling.
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Growing up in India, we educate ourselves with the Indian history in our Schools but most of it would be precisely detailed leaving less impact for kids. As we grow older we tend to watch and read stories based on the freedom struggle or even the dynasties and kingdoms that prevailed before the British era and how they secured their people and the borders while some of the them wanted supremacy by taking over and expanding their territories. While all that was brought to limelight, the knowledge or the awareness of the struggles underwent post Independence was scarce as we believe what followed Independence was only happiness and freedom in all aspects of life. This book felt to be an honest effort to bridge that gap. This fictional story is gracefully written with shades of bravery, humanity and open mindedness. It’s a soft love story with some intense emotions. The idea to narrate two timelines parallely is interesting and I think writing each episode with its own intriguing sequence of events not urging the reader to skip the flow and continue with the same timeline, is a big win for the Author!
Before I Go by Padmini Palaparthy is an emotional and touching read. The writing is simple, heartfelt, and full of genuine feelings. The author captures family bonds beautifully, especially during difficult times like illness and loss. Even in heavy moments, there are touches of warmth, love, and hope that make the story comforting. I liked how the traditions and small family moments are shown alongside the pain, making it realistic and relatable. It’s a story that makes you think about life, relationships, and how important it is to have support from loved ones. Overall, it’s a heartfelt, easy-to-read book that stays with you after you finish it.
Why it’s interesting: Real emotions: The author captures the fear, helplessness, and small moments of relief that come in a medical crisis.
Family bonds: Even in stressful situations, the warmth of family, old stories, and shared traditions shine through.
Cultural depth: The inclusion of the Dulla Bhatti story adds a rich layer of heritage and shows how traditions can comfort and unite people.
It feels only fitting to read and review this book on August 15, our Independence Day. The story beautifully shifts between two timelines : 2013 and the 1940s , and two nations, modern-day India and modern-day Pakistan.
At the heart of the book is Ranjeeta, a young girl from Punjab. Like most girls her age, she spends her days in the comforting company of her best friend, Amina. But those carefree days are short-lived. As tensions rise and the demand for a separate Muslim nation gains momentum, Ranjeeta finds herself swept into events far bigger than her own world.
In the midst of chaos, she falls in love with Aslam, Amina’s brother. Their bond grows, leading to an unexpected pregnancy. But tragedy soon strikes. Forced to flee, Ranjeeta boards a train meant to carry her and her family to safety, only to face a devastating attack that robs her of everyone she loves.
Ranjeeta finds herself unable to understand why communities that have lived harmoniously for so long now are filled with soo much hatred for one another. The consequence of uncertainty of her future is well written and provides an insight as what might have been the thoughts of the common people at that time
Good morning dear just reading yr book wowwwww 👌👌👍👍👍👍no words dear u have pen down in simple English so all can read. Got emotional while reading some of the places. was very eager what will be in the next page. During Partition many have been parted from their friends relatives so sad 😞 while reading could feel the pain. I was able to visualed the characters of the story. Have seen movies abt partition but putting them down in book is different in detail. no words dear. 💔 god bless u keep writing more stories .Actually before marriage I had a habit of reading lots of books but unfortunately after marriage couldn't continue.After 35 yrs I am reading yr book thank you 🙏 my hobby of reading.will be back. Felt very relaxed while reading a book the feel and touch of book is very different 👌 ✨️ 😊 in today's time much needed away from.mobile.thank you once again. sairam bless u and yr family dear. thanks to Rajni for sending us this book. Anna will read now. If any mistakes please excuse me dear🙏
If you have read Train to Pakistan by Khushwant Singh, then you must check out this book. The book talks about Independence Day era of 1947, which not only brought independence from the Britishers, but also caused a havoc in everyone's lives. This book talks about the separation of Akhand Bharat into fragments that still bleed today. The diary entries of Ranjeeta (from 1947) hits a chord in my heart, feeling sympathy for all the families that had to go through such a tough time. The separation resulted into loss of families, friends and lovers. At that time, there was no discrimination based on religion. The shift between the past (Ranjeeta. pov) and the present (Ananya's pov) has been carried out effortlessly. The writing style could have been better, in a conitnuous manner. For a debut book, this one touched my heart. I am glad that a book like this talks about such an important part of India's history. You will end up having goosebumps and becoming emotional after finishing this one.
Family secrets 🗝️ Historical fiction A journey of self-discovery ✨
📖 About the story
This book takes us back to August 15, 1947—when India celebrated freedom, but also faced the heartbreak of Partition.
Ranjeeta, a young woman who is dealing lot in her life from violence, loss, and tradition. She dreamt of a different life, but the Partition changes everything.
Decades later, her granddaughter Ananya travels from London to see her ailing grandmother.A simple visit turns into a journey of discovering family secrets and stories buried in silence. Through this, Ananya finds a deeper connection to her roots and her own identity.
💭 My Reading Experience I truly felt like I had been transported back to that time when India was fighting for its Independence. The descriptions of families being separated during Partition , I could feel their grief, loss, and heartbreak. It reminded me that behind the history we read in textbooks, there are real human stories—stories of people who lost loved ones forever.
I don't know where to start. I just finished the book, it was so raw and vulnerable... I'm still emotional and speechless. This was not an easy read, it was heavy and draining (but Not in a negative way). It was my first book by Padmini and it won't be the last one, I'm sure.
The book tells the story of Ranjeeta before, during, and after partition. The transition of her life from love, hope, and happiness to heartbreak, sorrows, pain and loss. While reading the book, I was at a loss for words and tears. My heart was in pain just by reading it and I can't even imagine how much the people felt and suffered in reality. Her story is powerful, and I'm truly moved by her strength.
The book is well-written, the writting is raw, vulnerable and easy to connect with. The transition between both POVs in the book was seamlessly done without being confusing. As a debut book, the author did a great job.
Overall, I loved the book and I'd highly recommend it to all the history lovers and those who love a deep emotional connection with a book.
My first impression of this book was that it would simply be another historical novel. However, it did not take long for the book to turn into has deeply resonate with me as it encapsulates deep personal struggles, determination, and the kind of love that endures even the most harrowing struggles.
There’s the obvious setting of the Independence and Partition era, but what truly resonates with me is the deeply human core—feelings, shattered dreams, and quiet, enduring courage. In trying to understand Ranjeeta’s struggles and later Ananya’s unveiling of hidden stories, I began recalling my own ancestors and the unwritten family histories.
The book is a gentle nudge, encouraging me to pause, reflect, and allow myself to cry. This is, in a way, the history we choose to ignore, a silent wound that we carry. I was emotionally overwhelmed and hence could not write a review immediately after finishing the book. If you want to experience history rather than just learn about it, this book is a wonderful treasure.
The Partition of India, which followed immediately after India's independence in 1947, divided the newly formed nation into India and Pakistan based on religious majorities. This event resulted in a mass exodus, forcing many families - who were suddenly on the wrong side of the border - to leave their legacy behind to start a new life - permanently changing their future.
To pay tribute to the untold stories of this time, Padmini Palaparthy uses a dual narrative in her debut novel: BEFORE I GO: A Story of Love, Loss and the Silence in Between . One perspective follows Ranjeeta, a young woman during this time of change, dealing with her dreams, aspirations and doubts, while also navigating through her first real relationship. The second perspective follows Ananya, a woman in her 40s living abroad with her family. Her grandmother's deteriorating health leads to her returning home to be by her side, through which she slowly unravels her family's hidden past.
These stories are narrated in parallel, with largely alternating chapters. As the connection of these two narratives is gradually revealed, the reader is kept engaged, trying to solve the mystery alongside Ananya, while also having access to the events from Ranjeeta's timeline. The contrast between the timelines is effective, highlighting the sacrifices made in the past, which allow for a more relaxed and comfortable life for the people in the present, whose problems seem largely trivial in comparison. It also serves as a forewarning about how history can repeat itself and alter the livelihoods of generations.
A great strength of the novel is its character portrayal. Each character's circumstances and feelings come off as authentic and relatable, regardless of the timeline. Traditions and customs aren't directly portrayed as oppressive; instead, they are presented with nuance and balance, avoiding total conformity to modern stereotypes. This lends the narrative a sense of time-appropriate authenticity.
While the individual story elements might seem familiar to those well-versed in the historical fiction genre, the execution makes it feel fresh and distinctive. The novel is easy to read, yet packed with emotion, and is an excellent recommendation for anyone looking for an authentic yet heartfelt story.
August 15, 1947- beautiful yet haunting canvas of freedom overshadowed by loss. Through the eyes of Ranjeeta, Partition is not just a historical event mentioned in a textbook, but dreams, families, and identities were all shattered. Ranjeeta’s journey of betrayal, the strength of will, and quiet strength, mirrors those of many women whose voices go unheard through the annals of history. After many years, Ananya’s return from London ties the generation together , an unscripted release of untold secrets wrapped in love and pain. The weaving of the past and present imbues the story with life, with memory rhythmically exhaling through the pages. Inspired by real survivor accounts, it reframes Partition not just to make the reader comprehend but to make one experience it: the pain of leaving home, the burden of traditions, and the resilience of hope. This book will truly move one and linger long after the last sentence.
The book is more than just a narrative — it is a portal into the days when joy and sorrow walked in step. Ranjeeta’s life starts with youthful promise but ... was torn to shards by the mayhem of Partition, her world rendered into a thousand pieces that she had to unaccountably gather together. Generations later, the time Ananya spends with her grandmother turns into a trip of rediscovery beyond just their family history or their past but also of herself. The story flows smoothly ,sometimes calm, sometimes fierce , carrying you through moments of love and sorrow, and eventually, quiet endurance. What makes this work unforgettable is that indeed it feels human. They are not historical characters; they could be your grandma, your neighbor, or the person you bump into while walking down the lane. It reminds us bitterly that freedom did not come without price and that those stories ought to be told and to be remembered, felt.
As Indians, we often grow up believing that life after Independence was filled only with freedom and happiness. The painful history of Partition is seldom spoken or truly acknowledged. This book feels like an honest and heartfelt attempt at speaking in that silence.
Gracefully written, the story weaves themes of bravery, humanity, and open-mindedness into a gentle love story layered with intense emotions. The dual timeline narrative is highly engaging—each episode is crafted with its own beautiful sequence of events, making the reader want to stay immersed in both timelines equally. That, in itself, is a remarkable achievement by the author.
The language is spun simply, yet effectively, allowing the emotions and story to shine through without the need for complexity. A beautifully told story that resonates deeply.
Before I Go is a touching and immersive read that delicately balances emotion and history. Told across two timelines, the novel sweeps readers into a narrative enriched by love, loss, unspoken goodbyes, and the ache of incomplete memories.
Through Rajneeta’s journey during the Partition of 1947, the book captures the heartbreak of leaving behind one’s home, family, and love. With lyrical prose, the author paints the burning scenes of a country on the brink of change, portraying both the trauma of displacement and the quiet strength of those who endured. The dual timeline adds depth and mystery, keeping readers emotionally invested throughout.
Tenderly crafted characters, a thoughtful pace, and evocative writing make this story both heartbreaking and hopeful—a reminder that history is also personal.