Aria feels like a lifetime of being the second choice—or no choice at all. She wants Nicholas, but he never really chose her. And then there’s Sloan, who does choose her, and she sees the red flags but pushes them aside because for once, someone picked her.
The book felt longer than it should’ve, considering what actually happens. There’s a lot of inner thought, and I could recognize the thought patterns and relate to Aria in several moments. After reading the author’s note, I understood where that familiarity came from. Still, there was a lot of overthinking and repetition, which made it drag at times.
The worldbuilding is interesting—a mix of modern life and fantasy—but if you hadn’t read the blurb, you wouldn’t know it was about vampires and fae until much later.
What stood out to me is how the usual dynamic seems reversed. Normally, the FMC is human and the MMC is the immortal one—but here, he’s the one who changes. Nicholas dies and somehow comes back because of what Aria did, with a part of her power now inside him. No one knows what she really is, or how long she’ll live—immortal, semi-immortal, or human lifespan—but it’s interesting that he transformed instead of her. At the end she offers him her blood (technically after instead of during the spicy act), creating a bond where if one dies, the other does too. So regardless of what they are, their lives are now tied together.
One thing that confused me was Ethan. He’s Aria’s brother, so if their mother was half fae and half vampire, wouldn’t he share that same bloodline? Aria supposedly has three in her: vampire, fae, and human. But nothing is ever mentioned about Ethan’s side of that heritage, which feels like a loose end. Like, did he get adopted? Otherwise he would have 3 bloodlines as well.
Also, minor inconsistency: Nicholas is called Nicholas Saint twice, but then Nicholas White later on.
It’s clear this story came from a very personal place—almost like the author was writing her feelings out—and I can respect that.