3.5 ⭐
Scarred by a house fire when she was a child, Fern Adair has hidden away in her room to avoid the stares and whisperings of strangers. Now a young woman, her parents start to have dinners with eligible young bachelors to socialize Fern, and to find her a husband. These dinners irritate Fern because of not only the intentions behind them, but they also force her out of her room and from the sheltered life she and her parents formed for her.
But one night, an uninvited guest shows up, causing shoulders to tense and mouths to remain mute, which strikes Fern’s curiosity. Little does she know that the man sitting at her dinner table is Calvin Rosetti, the older brother of one of the most dangerous and deadly kingpins in Chicago, who wants revenge for what Fern’s brother did to his family and will use Fern herself to hurt him. Fern is forced out of her room and into the dark world of Cal Rosetti, where she must learn to either come out of her shell and fight back or be a pawn in the dangerous game the criminals have in store for her and her family.
Never have I ever felt more conflicted about a book than I was with this one. 😅 I had the hardest time trying to figure out how I wanted to rate this book because even though I loved the setting, the writing, and the plot at times, I just couldn’t bring myself to love it. And I think it’s because of my constant dislike for the characters.
Listen, I know this is a story and that for stuff to happen, Fern has to actually get out of her room to get the plot to progress, but my God, I was face-palming the entire time because girl has no survival skills or instincts that help her in any way, shape, or form. I mean, I gotta agree with Cal here–she’s dangerous because everywhere she goes, trouble follows. Like, girl, I’m sorry, but maybe it’s best you stay in your room for a little while longer before you have all of Chicago shot up and in flames. 😭 I’m kidding, obviously, but I was laughing not because of the banter between Fern and Cal, but because of Fern’s naivety and gullibility. I understand that is what tends to happen when you lock yourself in your room for basically your whole life, but she reads newspapers, books, and her dad is a freaking judge. Surely, she picked up on the fact that, oh, I don’t know, it’s not the brightest idea to follow a strange, dangerous-looking man in the dark without any weapon or plan. At this point, it’s not about instinct–it’s about common freaking sense. I was so shocked that I was shaking my head the entire time. 😂
*Heavy sigh* Well, as you can tell, Fern kind of irritated me, but she wasn’t a terrible character. She was a good person, and I genuinely wished her the best because her family sucks, and I felt so, so sad that she was insecure about her scars. 😭💔 People suck, Fern, but remember that not everyone is cold-hearted. The earlier you learn that, the easier life will be to live and endure. 😅
And then there was Cal and their whole forbidden romance. It was hard to warm up to Cal at first, but near the end of the book, I thought he was sweet and a good guy who had potential, and when we learned more about him and his insane brother’s life, everything made sense about why they are the way they are. I honestly kind of felt bad for Cal. He has to keep an eye on his brother and then has to deal with Fern, who shows up thinking she’s helping when, in fact, she’s not. 😂 But, thankfully, Fern and Cal grew on me, and I wished they had a happy ending because it’s not exactly the easiest thing to leave a life of crime, especially if you are part of a gang or mob. But, I digress.
Overall, I actually did enjoy this book, despite the few things I had issues with, which are completely my problem because I have issues and I am easy to amuse, but hard to please. 😆 I recommend it if you are into the 1920s gangster-danger in Chicago with flappers, speakeasies, and adventure. 💚
Thank you to BooksGoSocial and NetGalley for providing the arc in exchange for an honest review! All opinions and statements are my own.
❗Content Warnings❗
Feigning an act of sexual assault, violence, death, murder, blood, and mentions kidnapping.
Swearing: Yes
Spice: Yes, but not too descriptive or explicit. (🌶🌶.5/5)