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550 pages, Paperback
Published July 22, 2025
"If she has you," I whisper, brushing my fingers along his stubbled jaw. I tug him closer. "She could never love another."
"Yet she's marrying someone else."
"Kian," I say his name out loud in the privacy of my bedroom for the first time. Turning on my stomach, I scream into my pillow giddily. Feet kicking in the air, my heart rate accelerating to wild degrees when I repeat it. Especially, when I murmur our names together, "Kian and Iris...Iris and Kian."
He thinks he's scaring me or that I'll run away with my tail tucked between my legs. Little does he know his words are music to my ear. He's serving my fantasy on a silver platter.
He owns me? Yes, please.
Own me. Keep me. Bind me to you
But for five months? No. Make it for eternity. I won't settle for anything less.
Yet he doesn't hold a light to Mr. Severe
I want him to be mine. And I'm willing to cross every line to make it happen
I seize two of the folded shirts and shove them into my purse.
I don't want to be a bride. Being one implies I'm off-limits. Off-limits is the last thing in the world I want to be to him.
I should probably make a list of all the deeds I want to do him once he's mine.
"Tell me why you're so desperate for me to say it now?"
"Because you haven't said it since yesterday. Because the only time I like my name is when you say it. I need to hear it." His palm slides down to curl around my throat and he demands, "now say it."
My toes curl as I rasp, "Kian"
She's in love with your brother, Kian.
The thought douses cold water over my head, and I apologies, "that was inappropriate. I'm sorry."
"For the record, I would've said yes to a simple interview on the stage. You force someone's back against the wall with a gun to their head, always pull the trigger."
"My parents have an amazing marriage. I want what they have. So, I don't want to wait once I find the man meant for me."
"Found," Kian says tightly
"What?"
"You said find the man." Zooming in on my ring, he states, "but you found him. Didn't you?"
"You're not going anywhere, Iris."
My breath catches in my throat at hearing my name fall from his mouth for the first. This is a dream. I'm hallucinating. I pinch myself. Hard. He doesn't vanish and stays looming over me. Ohm this is real.
I whisper hoarsely, "You said my name."
"Ofcourse, that's what she hears first," he mutters low to himself before pinching the bride of his nose. "Did you hear the rest of what I said?"
"Did I say you'll purchase it? It'll be from me." Anything she ever needs and desires will be fulfilled by me
"Your unshakable faith in me will either be your downfall or my greatest reward, rainbow."
"Because I had a feeling once he met you, he wouldn't be able to resist you. I had to bide my time, play my cards right until I had the one thing he would want the most, but could never have. I want him begging me on his knees to have you."
"Your wife had better not put Iris in danger."
"Threaten my wife again and I'll give you a firsthand experience of my style of killing." [Nova]
"You smiled."
"Is that a crime?"
A heavy pause as he rubs his jaw and he sighs. "She's engaged to you brother, Kian."
"Engaged, not married," I reply, jealousy evident in my tone. He arches his eyebrow in a taunt. My jaw grinds. "And yours was in love with your brother. I don't recall that stopping you."