Healing from toxic relationships can be a deep, emotional process that starts within. Often, it takes a significant amount of time to be able to come to terms with what occurred, the effects, and the aftermath of the relationship. In All the Words I Swallowed, Brittany Ionescu talks about healing from an emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship by writing the words of everything she wanted to say, but couldn't. This book focuses on self discovery and healing the painful aftermath through her writing.
I firstly have to start my review by saying I truly hope Brittany and her baby are both doing well, it has been quite a tumultuous journey and definitely takes strength and courage to share it especially for public reading.
The Poem, Starting Over Saved My Soul, especially in a romantic relationship, I can completely relate to. A simple verse, a few lines of pure truth, go for safety and clarity, never stay with someone emotionally unavailable to you, ever, I and Brittany I think share that value especially after reading her story.
The Intimacy Of Silence and The Static In Silence, again two poems I relate to all too well also, having dealt with a guy being all in and then pulling away, ghosted me for weeks, came back with excuses and this dragged on for months and was never worth it and I would never do it again Brittany is spot on, silence speaks volumes about someone's character, negatively and not positively!
The final poem/letter to Brittany's ex and father of her daughter actually took my breath away with how much Brittany has bravely endured and at how coldly a guy could treat a woman he was supposed to care for, shocking and direct I hope he eventually reads it and he regrets his decision. Brittany sounds like a strong woman to raise her daughter to take no fools and learn how to grow up finding a genuine loving relationship upon reflection when she's old enough to read her mother's brave shared story.
A story of courage and strength and love even if unexpected, a precious gift.