HOW YOU SEE ME by Alexandra Grace is an outstanding military romance with a unique construction and topics that unfold in very well-researched details! This poignant novel fails to move quickly around your brain, it is absorbed into your bones patiently, like pain and longing do! The pacing felt very strategic and some chapters were weighty, but around the halfway point, Alexandra Grace hit all nerves I didn’t expect!!! Hayes' mission to achieve his sister Ava's wish list no longer feels like a lifeline, for him, Josie, and everyone attempting to remember what it's like to be alive! Every mile they travel, there's a soft anticipation, a sensation that one wrong remark or one too-long glance may bring down all the walls Hayes had built to survive. It's compulsive in an understated, hurting way, with each page pulling a little more on the back of your throat!
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Hayes is a Marine, and this is a man's reckoning with what remains when the fight shifts inside his head. His armor is formed by quiet, guilt, and obligation, with regard to Ava's condition, every mile of that road trip becomes borrowed time, and here is where the book hits the hardest, the moments where Hayes strive to maintain his pledge to her while fighting his attraction to Josie is almost painful, his restraint is self-imposed punishment! The Author Alexandra Grace writes him with proprioceptive sensitivity, you can feel the stress in your shoulders and the tiredness in your chest. It's fragmented romance novel honest and original!
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Josie our FMC evokes color in human form, she's all brightness and edges, attempting to cover up her fear of loss with light. Her tragic past contrasts sharply with Hayes' interior grayness. In tandem, they develop an addicting reading atmosphere, a slow-burning tension that feels like the air before a storm their relationship is in the subtle looks, the shared stillness, and the laughter that breaks through the seriousness at exact the perfect time!
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The anguish of unfulfilled tasks, the belief that love, in all of its frail forms, is an act of defiance against everything that attempts to shatter us. I merely longed for more completion with Ava, more of the thread that connected the story's emotional heart. Still, How You See Me is a confrontation with loss, survival, and the daunting challenge of learning how to move forward. Stunning in its bare bones, disturbing in its honesty, this is one of the most riveting and tender book I've read in a long time!!!