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119 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 29, 2025
I tried to go back to a time in my life when I was not afraid. Not of anything or anyone. I thought of a monsoon from my childhood. Rains that felt like the end of the world, our home drenched in darkness. My baby sister crying nonstop, she was of course scared. She didn’t understand why our home was a jail we couldn’t escape, why thunder pierced our windows and rattled the glass.
My mother fumbled through the darkness to find a kerosene lantern. But we ran out of kerosene soon, and there was no sign of power coming back. A cyclone was lashing the city. Amma brought out a brass lamp from the prayer room. She lit all five of its wicks and placed the lamp in the middle of the room. She sat up all night, fanning the baby with a day-old newspaper. She was worried, I could tell. She missed my grandmother then, this too I could tell. . . I was unafraid of the present , or the future. I knew everything would work out for me. It had to.