I'm a little wavering between 2-3 stars, cuz I really hated the ending. So much bullshit. Everyone sucked. So much stupid. But ... for so much of it I was so engaged, reading till like 4-5 AM ... couldn't put it down ... AND THEN THE SHIT. I get it yet ... well, actually no, Qing Ming was always good, lovely kid. There was so much shit and no sweetness at the end. I'm so mad at Wei Yan too. I don't even care if he joined the right side then. 😡
LOVED how finally FL and ML were working together, but then we got all that Zhao Yu shit. I'm going to be big mad at this for a long time.
C------ lol. MAD. ~*~*~*~ Fourth Marriage
1 is this ML? “Qin Shuhuai, the King of Huai’an” - in the Qi Kingdom, sent as a hostage to Northern Yan when he was 8 FL is Zhao Peng … current identity/rebirthed into Qin Peng And 😐 I forgot this “translator” just c/p’s MTL; only explanation for all the indirect shit - switched to my own Also BUT WAIT. If they’re nominally (distant) cousins WITH THE SAME SURNAME this life - how can they be together?!
3 wow we fucking hate her stupid trash ass harpy useless bitch mom
5 whoa what? It’s been 10 years since her husband died so she’s 25? … bro. Author. Your maths is wrong. <.< The shit mom was favored for a short period when FL got married, her brother is only 8. So how has it been 10 years since QP’s husband died … or was this “short favor” a period of over a year?
6 heh I decided to check the other person’s posts … 🙄 and they definitely left Wei Yan as FL’s “uncle” which… no 🤦🏻♀️
7 damn FL is smart & knows QSH wants to murder WY. Glad she still had Lu You on her side! lol and he recognized her so quickly & readily
8 LOL I love her! She just made herself at home in his mansion. Which kinda was her home 3x
9 oh you dummy, bro, you … well clearly never thought she thought you were the one who poisoned her? Multiple times? Oof. He thinks if she reincarnated the guest she’d do is run to him Welp. I anticipate how this reveal if/when it happens will go Also oops guess I never noted her current identity name - Qin Peng. Is it the same character as Zhao Peng’s? Yooooo I hope she extra makes him CRAWL for how he’s acting now, having his servants literally toss her out
10 😒😡 wait WTF does he think she (a past iteration/original her) deceived him?! I’M WAITING ON THE WIFE CHASING, AUTHOR! 😡😡😡
11 lol SATISFYING! - I hope Wei Yan is ok though!
>.> 12 would not hate if there were undercurrents between FL & Wei Yan. EAT YOUR HEART OUT, QSH.
13 QUICK GET HIM TO CATCH FEELINGS! MORE!
14 I still don’t like him but lol to them both ignoring shit Li Oof these two have a complicated history
15 she’s really doing 0 to hide she’s her…
16 does he think she sent these assassins? Can’t actually blame him if he does…
17 😱😱😡 he poisoned her?!? Girl you better make him CRAWL
19 seriously I need to know who poisoned her - & killer her in the other lives. SPILL THE BEANS, AUTHOR!
21 Li is going to ruin little Qin Ming they need to get rid of her
24… how did Liu Shuyan handle all that?
26 srsly I NEED TO KNOW what caused the big misunderstanding. And I get why FL is scoffing at what she thinks is his pretentious affectation of affection for her cuz dude - EVERYONE she’s met has only underlined her suspicions
27 no seriously what the FUCK happened between these two
28 lol usually I hate misunderstandings but this one is so extra I did laugh. And girl, RIGHT?! “And Qin Peng was confused because he didn't think she looked like Zhao Peng, but instead thought she was Jiang Yi? ! ! He really wasn't sincere about Zhao Peng! !”
29 😹❤️ I love that she’s a flirt - and Liu Shuyan really does seem impressive… 😇
30 Ahhh Qin Ming is the most pure and I love him! “Qin Ming finally felt relieved after getting Qin Peng's promise. He put his palm against Qin Peng's palm and said seriously: "Sister, wait until I grow up, and then I will get you whatever you want."” And I love their little sleep over!
31 tbh I’m enjoying her fucking with him Also, in what 29?30? So interesting she’s not even sure if she ever loved him - she planned to marry someone else, but it was for power, but she saved him, but maybe it was more (mostly? Only?) For their childhood connection & him helping her carry her mother’s coffin… 30 or 31, oof when she considered whether Zhao Yu would even welcome her back…
32 finally it comes out the Jiang family poisoned FL, which is why he killed them.
33 🤦🏻♀️ she doesn’t believe him (32-33 omg first time really noticing a lot of author typos ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️) 😅 Zhao Yu really was “fuck your feelings” - her true brother. … and I’m now feeling the Jiang family died too easily… (lol I’d 😅🫠 forgot all her assassination attempts on him while she was Jiang Yi) but… did she not retain any of JY’s memories?! She retained Qin Peng’s…
34 … welp finally she’s getting a clue - and yeah girl Bai Zhi has basically only been fucking up since she appeared 🤦🏻♀️ At least it explains FL got almost none of JY’s memories Girl. You’re surrounded by pig teammates 🤦🏻♀️
35 honestly I REALLY don’t like Bai Zhi I mean… can’t really blame girl - she’s got a lot of righteous vengeance in her heart
38 uhh plot hole? QSH is disguised as Liu Shuyan so how TF would the owner recognize him as QSH the regular 🙄😒 … please tell me she finally suspects QSH is disguised as LSY, right?
41 I need to know why he poisoned her. Basically euthanization? If so why that method? WHAT IS GOING ON Cuz she’s definitely still mad about it
43 well she definitely didn’t figure it out. But QSH that’s what you get for deceiving her with that disguise. I hope you eat your heart out. … and that LSY doesn’t disappoint her. COMPETE IN WOOING, GUYS
44 WAIT! That word jumble when LSY leaves was him telling ML to cut off FL’s interest in him?!?!
47 wait … all the poems etc LSY exchanged were with FL who was living as Dong WanYi at the time. So… he actually loves FL… (🤦🏻♀️ also does the author even remember this? Like she seems to have forgotten QSH poisoned FL…)
49 oop. He’s finally realized it… after spending a LOT of time pushing her to another man 🤷🏻♀️ And yes “However, only today did he understand that this world is always more cruel than you imagined, and this reality is always more absurd than you thought.”
50 finally the poison is mentioned. Glad he apologizes & says he’ll get her the antidote. I still need whatever major misunderstanding cleared up ASAP
51 😅☠️🤦🏻♀️ “He actually wanted to say a lot of words, but these words were too intimate. Since he wanted to pursue her again, he naturally showed his sincerity in pursuing her again.
The first thing is to pretend to be a stranger.
However, even if he restrained himself from speaking, Qin Shuhuai still couldn't help wanting to peek at her. Qin Peng saw Qin Shuhuai's sinister eyes looking at her, and she always wondered if she had offended him again.”
52 oh no is Liu Shiyun actually going to harm FL. 😡 girl the sister of the guy you like is bad! 😒 Kong Mengyun is a bitch too Interesting LSY is already asking his sister to help FL & calling FL Liu Shiyun’s future SIL… 😐 and his dad. Ugh man F the Liu family except for guy
54 🙄🤦🏻♀️ author, you already took them to this house during her death anniversary 🙄😒 Aw lol his actions now are ridiculous and a bit cute
55 … honestly I’m annoyed at how stupid FL is being about Liu Shiyun & these other “noble ladies” like bitch how can you be so clueless & just assume everything will go well WHERE IS YOUR BRAIN And I REALLY hate Liu Shiyun’s maid, Cui Xiang … oh what a fucking bitch. And disgusting. Liu Shiyun promised Cui Xiang she could/would be Liu Shiyan’s concubine. I feel disgusted
56 I hope that Kong cunt’s fiancé dumps her & her family is demoted & they send her to a temple. Cunt
57 lol ok I like QSH standing up for FL & not just letting this Kong shit go 😇💯
58 ugggghhhh Liu Shuyun is going to take the peony QSH gave FL - FL was going to throw it away but I KNOW Yun is going to pretend FL gave it to her deliberately & then QSH will be all sad … well at least it didn’t play out exactly like I thought … but damn close. F Liu Shuyun man Although I think this c, when she’s thinking about when he gave her the flower - I think she always liked QSH more than she was willing to admit
59 “I will wait for the cold winter and cold autumn of six years after your death. And I will wait for the summer lotus and spring flowers of your second half of life.” I don’t know how I feel about this… also it JUST occurred to him she’d be bothered he married 2 other women? 🙄 Seriously though COME ON AUTHOR GIVE US THE FUCKING TRUTH ON FL’S DEATH!
60 oh shit now that FL knows LSY was her pen pal when she was DSY his chances just skyrocketed
61 oof “But at this moment, he suddenly realized that Qin Peng had never been a delicate flower to be protected by others. After loving her for so many years, perhaps he had always loved her the wrong way.” Ahhh I literally yelled at my phone “ahhh” 😖😖😖 when she rejected him. ARGH.
65 considering LSY gave her up at ANY point… I don’t like them together. I’m also SO SICK of author ignoring the poisoning thing. And I still don’t like Bai Zhi. Or the Liu family
66 … well that’s LSY & FL done, considering he tried to murder her.
67 wow she died for such a fucking ridiculous awful reason. (Why did QSH marry DWY?) … and I still don’t think the Jiang family suffered enough. And WTF with her first death? Still questions there - was QSH trying an antidote or what? And huh seems LSY was kinda interested in FL as Zhao Peng. Scary he was already spying on her back then…
68 oof. So much closer to the info. I… hope they start moving towards each other now/she opens her heart, cuz he’s already there
69 I like “childish” QSH
70 lol the author loves bullying QSH
71 oh man - Zhao Yu you better still be on FL’s side!!!
72 🙄🙄 come on dog blood author we know Wei Yang left before he could even have a wedding night. (Or 😱😅😏😇 is it QSH thinks they might’ve had pre-marital relations?) 😹☠️❤️ tbh Qin Ming (the little emperor), & Zhao Yi (the shadow guard) are my 2 fav characters
73 omg the mini theater spoiler
74 finally kisses! Although she’s still uncertain
75 … is Zhao Yu in disguise? I feel like he’s Yan Gui but obviously they don’t recognize him if he is … WAIT! WAIT!!! ZY knows FL is currently QP AND HE STILL SHOT HER?!? 😡😡😡 Oh. No he def doesn’t know … putting Zhao Peng’s corpse in his own imperial mausoleum in the empress’s place though is 😱😨 Ok I do love she’s almost always willing to communicate/explain - of her own initiative. Him too.
76 😹☠️ was that the most G reference ever to him jacking himself off?!? (Damn you censorship!)
77 😹☠️🤦🏻♀️ his failbear at shopping These two are SO close to being aligned
78 aww “In fact, he never asked for much. As long as she took the initiative to respond a little, he was willing to give her his heart and soul.” - and yeah like… I do get why he doesn’t want to tell her about Zhao Yu cuz… yeah Welp, that’s an awkward meeting
79 😒 honestly bitch that’s on you for not recognizing Zhao Yu… LOL! Glad he called her out on it 😱 oh man Zhao Yu was already a manipulative shit at 13, that trick collapsing to guilt FL into accompanying him at night despite being married. Hah. … ok if he … if she didn’t think he was her brother & QSH didn’t exist I’d like this devotion but as is… 😬😬😬
80 😹😅☠️ “She couldn't help but wonder what sin she had committed, that the Dong and Jiang families had committed murder on her, and now she had to bear the consequences.” Seriously lol she might be the most unlucky bitch ever ❤️❤️❤️ ahhhh I love this open communication
81 oh interesting. Is FL Wu Qin/some goddess reincarnation hence every iteration has a plum blossom mark? And thus she keeps ~reincarnating?
82 ok they’re super cute now! (When will she learn Zhao Yu isn’t actually her brother?)
85 oh… shit … “Shuhuai, think about it calmly. I'm his sister, and A’Yu has always listened to me. If he really didn't want me to leave, could we have really left?"
So she didn't leave.
So she died on the border of Bei Yan, never even setting foot on the land of Qi.
However, these words were too heartbreaking, and he couldn't say them at all. If he said such words, Qin Peng would immediately turn against him.” … ugh she’ll be devastated but at this point I need FL to see ZY for who he really is
87 honestly at this point why not tell her about the mausoleum cuz FL is being super annoyingly & stupidly stubborn God fucking dammit Liu Shuyan is she colluding with Li Shu & causing problems? Ugh *blink* wtf … is Zhang Ying Qin Ming’s actual dad? WHAT ALL IS HAPPENING HERE
88 … why does Li Shu have a scar? Is she a Wu person? How could she enter the palace if she had a scar? Or a tattoo or birthmark? (And annoying that Wu Li seems a ~dropped plot) O.o Li Shu, Zhang Ying, and Liu Shuyun (and her mom) are all Wu?! … WHAT. I need this resolved! (Also annoying FL & ML seem clueless about the palace? GET BETTER CONTROL) 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ QIN MING WHAT ARE YOU DOING DON’T MAKE ME HATE YOU
89 😐 well Que Xiang is disloyal & FL seems to have fallen into a trap. They shoulda just killed Li Shu
90 FINALLY tells her about the mausoleum
91 glad ML & FL seem to be okay; the whole Liu family except for Liu Shuyan needs to die, and if he’s going to seek revenge he doesn’t need to be kept either.
93… don’t tell me Li Shu is actually LSYan’s mom? Or bio aunt? I hope FL twists the knife & tells LSYan “hey if you hadn’t been such a bitch cunt when I was pursuing your [half] brother we’d probably already be married & you’d have a better chance with QSH. 🤷🏻♀️😇 She’s so sweet, not telling him about the other deaths. … I wonder if he’ll ever find out. (I guess… he … didn’t … know/hear about her conversation with LSYan?) Liu Shixuan honestly is a shit trash ass stupid man. Always indulging LSYun - SHE’S EVIL YOU STUPID FUCK 🤦🏻♀️ bitch I need you to stop falling into LSYun’s traps JFC
94 … does LSYun think her child is Zhao Yu’s? Is he the guy in purple? F him for implicating FL
95 Lu Xiu & Zhang Ying need to die public, humiliating, miserable deaths.
96 😹☠️ at least she’s living a good life while imprisoned. And I get Qin Ming is young but… little dude I need you to step up & help out. Clean house.
97 honestly I’m so mad at how dog blood this author is - it was stupid from go to let LSYun (& Zhang Ying) be so rampant. It’s so annoying. Also if Zhao Yu has something to do with this, & I expect he does, I hope FL tells him she hates him & he lives in regret for the rest of his life. Fucker. I’m so mad he’s turned out to be shit. I hope I’m wrong but…
98 oh if BY’s rulers wear red who was the purple robed person who killed LSYun Called it. Hope FL is getting a clue about ZY. Asshat fucker imprisoning FL
100 oh that’s the answer “The Saint's bloodline is different from ours. As long as she doesn't give birth, she can be reincarnated repeatedly.” - FL is definitely the saint. I need Liu & Zhang to learn this before they die
101 oh thank god; I thought he was breaking up with her. I just… oof. And ugh if they really do have to be apart when finally the truth is out
102 oh god ZY won’t rape her will he … uh … “Zhao Yu held the unconscious Qin Peng in his arms, bent down and kissed her forehead, as if a child had finally found his mother, and leaned on her shoulder calmly and at ease.” … there are too many layers to this and they’re all creepy Damn. ZY was the one who informed on FL to LSYun?! Did he want her dead?! I’m so mad I have to hate him And I’m super mad at ML for sending her to him. Idiot. I hope FL dies again just to get away from Zhao Yu. Asshat creepy evil fucking monster
103 ok so it WAS ZY & LSYun & they didn’t figure it out till now … don’t fucking tell me QM is poisoning ML with that tea Oh thank god. QM remains the best ❤️
104 🤦🏻♀️ the fact that FL is still so trusting & doting to Zhao Yu makes me feel insane "Seven years ago, I took her body back," Zhao Yu said, his expression gradually getting colder: "Today, the same thing." - yeah girl like… please let this FINALLY sever ties?!
105 Wei Yan you disappoint me the most Honestly I want to punch the shit out of this author. Gimme a sack, a dark alley, and a good stick…
107II oh SHIT. If FL is pregnant she won’t reincarnate if she dies! And she’s dying! I’m mentally having someone slap the author 1000 times 107III … while it is a somewhat complete ending, it also left things really flat. And what so Qing Ming really did abdicate?! Like … obviously but … so many questions. Just… ugh.
Fucking author. I feel stuffy and angry and gross
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