So I had the privilege of receiving this book as an ARC to read earlier than most people so that I can leave my honest thoughts and opinions!!!
First things first the rating!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ /5, but honestly speaking, through the beginning and middle of this book it was through and through a 4 - 4.5 star rating, UNTIL the last 2 chapters!!!
The way I could sort of relate to Lea (FMC) from the very start, literally on page 4 when Lea describes wanting, needing to play music, “I couldn’t resist being around music. I still needed to feel the drums clanging so loud it felt like they were in my bones, still needed the reverb from the guitars to drown out my thoughts”.
Yes girl, me too 🙂↕️🤏 Also with how Lea plays guitar and wrote her song “Undertow” and how she describes it to be about ‘the feeling of not knowing who you are, until the right person pulls you out of the rip’. Yes, that I felt right down to my core.
Lea and Jay (MMC.1) relationship dynamic was in my opinion frustrating to say the least, with all due respect. JAY IS A MANCHILDDDDDDDDD. Like c’mon now bro, you’re pissing in my cornflakes and making it out to be milk 😒 It's been 5 years and NOW, you try and weasel your way back into her life? Get fucked. But in saying all of this Jay did make a comeback after Lea finally, and well essentially, cracked it with him and he matured by the slightest, so l do love that character development for him.
But now, step aside for the real man who doesn’t complain every 3 minutes KIERAN 👏👏👏.
WOO HOO WHERE DO I START ON MY BOYYYY 😝😝😝😝😝😝
Firstly, where do I find a Kieran for myself? He alwaysssss and I mean always put Lea first in whatever he was saying or doing at the time. Like, he wanted her from the get go, that was very clear! And it was also extremely clear that Lea knew who was more mature and not so much of a manchild hehe. I could yap about Kieran for ages, and spoil it but i won't! He was just that sexy, lovable character I needed!!!
ALSO can I just mention that Carly (who is Lea's best friend) is such a diva and always clocked Lea on her behaviour and how she presented and followed through with herself when it came down to Jay and Kieran. Like what an icon I love Carly.
Thank you once again to the author who so kindly sent me an ARC copy of this <3