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Exactly What I Needed: A Rockstar Romance
Cosette Duval lives a quiet, mundane life. Exactly how she likes it.
Teach high school English. Keep the house running. Be the responsible one while her best friend lives carefree under the same roof. Cosette’s life is neat, predictable, safe, and exactly the same every single day.
Until one impulsive night changes everything.
Dragged to a metalcore concert she never planned on attending, Cosette finds herself the sole focus of Asher Stone—the tattooed, ethereal lead singer of the very band she didn’t know existed hours earlier. What should’ve been a one-night stand turns into stolen weekends, secret messages, and late-night motorcycle rides she never wants to end.
But Cosette knows better than to fall for a rockstar. Especially this one. Because her best friend is in love with him too.
Paperback and Hardcover version will be available upon release date!
Teach high school English. Keep the house running. Be the responsible one while her best friend lives carefree under the same roof. Cosette’s life is neat, predictable, safe, and exactly the same every single day.
Until one impulsive night changes everything.
Dragged to a metalcore concert she never planned on attending, Cosette finds herself the sole focus of Asher Stone—the tattooed, ethereal lead singer of the very band she didn’t know existed hours earlier. What should’ve been a one-night stand turns into stolen weekends, secret messages, and late-night motorcycle rides she never wants to end.
But Cosette knows better than to fall for a rockstar. Especially this one. Because her best friend is in love with him too.
Paperback and Hardcover version will be available upon release date!
455 pages, Kindle Edition
Published November 12, 2025
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October 18, 2025
This book had so much potential - I really wish it had gone in a different direction. The MMC, Asher, was perfect. You couldn’t ask for a better portrayal of a man completely and beautifully taken by a woman.
But the FMC… she was unbearable. Her indecisiveness kept dragging the story down, and it honestly killed the connection for me.
The ending left me unsatisfied, too.
It had all the promise in the world, but sadly, it just wasn’t for me.
Thank you, R. L., for gifting me an ARC!🖤
But the FMC… she was unbearable. Her indecisiveness kept dragging the story down, and it honestly killed the connection for me.
The ending left me unsatisfied, too.
It had all the promise in the world, but sadly, it just wasn’t for me.
Thank you, R. L., for gifting me an ARC!🖤
November 16, 2025
I really enjoyed the book probably about 83%. I honestly think the 3 years jump was too much, very rushing and the pregnancy for me is “not happening”. I have high hopes for this one and for half of the book I really enjoyed it. Asher is one hell of a boy and it was because of him that I finished the book. Thank you for the ARC.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 3, 2025
✨- 5/5
😭- 2/5
🌶️- 4/5 (diet spice so I rated more on tension/VIBES) 😏
GIRL!!! AHHHHH!!!!! 😍😍😍😮💨🖤🖤🖤
First of all, I want to thank the lovely R.L. Atkinson for allowing me this ARC copy of Exactly What I Needed. This is my second ARC read and I am so grateful for the honour of reading your work for the first time.
Second of all, HOW DARE YOU 😭😭😭 (jk)
I fell in love with this story and these characters instantly. The dynamic between Cosi and Asher is just 🤌🏻👩🏻🍳😘 PERFECT to me. The banter and flirting mixed with the taboo and drama mixed with the sweet, heartfelt moments are just the perfect combination and I ate that sh*t UUUUUP!!
The twists were well-written and I teared up a few times towards the end 🥹 (ASHER THE MAN THAT YOU ARE 🖤🖤)
I loved listening along to the adjacent playlist, it made everything feel even more atmospheric and beautiful and just blended so well with the scenes. (Also Bad Omens AND Sleep Token?? Hell yeah 😎 I loved all the piano pieces too!)
The writing style really worked for me personally and not gonna lie, I read a good amount of dark rom spice but honestly the ‘diet spice’ worked really well and was kind of refreshing in a way, I feel like it pulled me in and left more to the imagination.
Also shoutout to the side characters for adding so much to the story aswell, I loved them all!! (Kieron was a personal fave 🤣🤣)
Again, thank you SO MUCH for allowing me the chance to read your work, I’d love to ARC read more of your work in the future and will definitely be looking for a physical copy when this releases!! 😍🖤
(Also I’m a slow reader and had stuff happening at the time I started so DON’T THINK I WOULDN’TVE POWERED THROUGH THIS QUICKER IF I COULD’VE 😫)
😭- 2/5
🌶️- 4/5 (diet spice so I rated more on tension/VIBES) 😏
GIRL!!! AHHHHH!!!!! 😍😍😍😮💨🖤🖤🖤
First of all, I want to thank the lovely R.L. Atkinson for allowing me this ARC copy of Exactly What I Needed. This is my second ARC read and I am so grateful for the honour of reading your work for the first time.
Second of all, HOW DARE YOU 😭😭😭 (jk)
I fell in love with this story and these characters instantly. The dynamic between Cosi and Asher is just 🤌🏻👩🏻🍳😘 PERFECT to me. The banter and flirting mixed with the taboo and drama mixed with the sweet, heartfelt moments are just the perfect combination and I ate that sh*t UUUUUP!!
The twists were well-written and I teared up a few times towards the end 🥹 (ASHER THE MAN THAT YOU ARE 🖤🖤)
I loved listening along to the adjacent playlist, it made everything feel even more atmospheric and beautiful and just blended so well with the scenes. (Also Bad Omens AND Sleep Token?? Hell yeah 😎 I loved all the piano pieces too!)
The writing style really worked for me personally and not gonna lie, I read a good amount of dark rom spice but honestly the ‘diet spice’ worked really well and was kind of refreshing in a way, I feel like it pulled me in and left more to the imagination.
Also shoutout to the side characters for adding so much to the story aswell, I loved them all!! (Kieron was a personal fave 🤣🤣)
Again, thank you SO MUCH for allowing me the chance to read your work, I’d love to ARC read more of your work in the future and will definitely be looking for a physical copy when this releases!! 😍🖤
(Also I’m a slow reader and had stuff happening at the time I started so DON’T THINK I WOULDN’TVE POWERED THROUGH THIS QUICKER IF I COULD’VE 😫)
October 5, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️
The writing itself was solid, and I think a lot of readers will enjoy this story. For me, the pacing felt uneven—some scenes could have been stretched out to build tension, while others might have been trimmed a little.
One thing I realized while reading is that I struggle when spicy scenes fade to black but are later revisited as memories. Personally, it left me feeling like I didn’t get the full emotional payoff.
I also may not have been the ideal reader for this ARC—I’m a professional pianist and grew up in the world of classical music, so I noticed gaps in how the musical elements were portrayed. Most readers probably won’t pick up on those details, but for me it was a distraction.
On the positive side, I did like the relationship dynamic between the characters, and there were some very sweet moments. At times, though, I wished for more character description to help me fully imagine them.
Overall, this just wasn’t quite the right fit for me, but I think others who aren’t as close to the musical world will enjoy it more.
The writing itself was solid, and I think a lot of readers will enjoy this story. For me, the pacing felt uneven—some scenes could have been stretched out to build tension, while others might have been trimmed a little.
One thing I realized while reading is that I struggle when spicy scenes fade to black but are later revisited as memories. Personally, it left me feeling like I didn’t get the full emotional payoff.
I also may not have been the ideal reader for this ARC—I’m a professional pianist and grew up in the world of classical music, so I noticed gaps in how the musical elements were portrayed. Most readers probably won’t pick up on those details, but for me it was a distraction.
On the positive side, I did like the relationship dynamic between the characters, and there were some very sweet moments. At times, though, I wished for more character description to help me fully imagine them.
Overall, this just wasn’t quite the right fit for me, but I think others who aren’t as close to the musical world will enjoy it more.
December 31, 2025
I always love me a good rockstar romance and this one did not disappoint! Asher and Cosi stole my heart from the first chapter. I absolutely loved reading about the trials that come along with falling in love with someone who is famous and how that extra obstacles make you root the much harder for their relationship. The twists and turns kept me eager to read more. Asher is literal perfection, what else can I say? I definitely recommend this book to anyone that dreams of having their own rockstar to love.
October 13, 2025
⭐️ ⭐️ 🌶️
I just finished this as an ARC and I pushed through but tbh, it wasn’t for me. The writing seemed to fade in multiple scenes through the story just when I was getting invested, which then lost the connection. It seemed to jump past certain details so I found there were a few too many holes in the story. I thought the ending seemed rushed and as much as I liked who the fmc Cosi & mmc Asher could’ve been, I found this book wanting. I was really excited to read it but I’m sorry to say that for me personally, it wasn’t a book I’d recommend or read again.
I just finished this as an ARC and I pushed through but tbh, it wasn’t for me. The writing seemed to fade in multiple scenes through the story just when I was getting invested, which then lost the connection. It seemed to jump past certain details so I found there were a few too many holes in the story. I thought the ending seemed rushed and as much as I liked who the fmc Cosi & mmc Asher could’ve been, I found this book wanting. I was really excited to read it but I’m sorry to say that for me personally, it wasn’t a book I’d recommend or read again.
November 12, 2025
I LOVED this book. I absolutely devoured it, which is always a good sign. The characters are really beautifully written, and the relationship is really good. Like, really good. There is lots of yearning, as you'd expect, and it feels really authentic.
I got frustrated with Cosette at the start because of how used she is, although I totally understand it for her character development, and I would have liked more of a resolution to her users. That said, after the events of the story, I also understand why the resolution is... different.
I highly recommend this book; I loved the "diet spice" element too. Not too heavy on the actual spice, but plenty of longing.
Will definitely be reading another one from this author.
I received an ARC copy of this book, and feel really privileged to have done so! Thank you!
I got frustrated with Cosette at the start because of how used she is, although I totally understand it for her character development, and I would have liked more of a resolution to her users. That said, after the events of the story, I also understand why the resolution is... different.
I highly recommend this book; I loved the "diet spice" element too. Not too heavy on the actual spice, but plenty of longing.
Will definitely be reading another one from this author.
I received an ARC copy of this book, and feel really privileged to have done so! Thank you!
November 7, 2025
SPOILERS AHEAD!
I wish to start off by thanking the author for giving me the great opportunity to read this as an ARC copy. Sadly, this is a DNF for me at around 45%, as I could not go on anymore.
I was really excited about this book when I applied to read it, yet it had fallen really flat. I know the synopsis of the book specifies one of the plot points revolving around betraying friendship for love and that sounded intriguing. Yet, going into the book, it seemed so childlishly presented, considering all the characters were supposed to be in their early-to-mid twenties. As a person in their mid-twenties myself, I did not manage to connect with any of the characters simply because they have barely any depth to them and the only one that does seem to have a barely-sketched out personality is the MFC, who was unbearable. At the beginning, I thought that the book was supposed to be just a fun, easy book to read, just to wind down. Yet, the book tries to create...something else, I think trying to be more meaningful than that. Cosette absolutely grew up sheltered, which kept her away from seeing how trauma impacted her and turned her into a mindless people-pleaser. The way she is written, however, is nothing more than that: she is mindless, people pleaser or not. She is just not only naive, but simply obtuse and superficial in the way she approaches life and the relationships in her life, romantic or not. She is described as being shy and introverted, yet goes ahead and does the exact opposite most of the time (like volunteering to play a super hard piano piece just because she overheard two people, absolute strangers, needing someone who can do it). I simply dropped the book the moment the whole Duvaldi plot line developed because I thought it was ridiculous to introduce that, in that way, with nothing to hint towards it, nothing to show for it in the character (at that point, it is flimsily mentioned by Sydney that she plays piano). What I found most upsetting is that there is a lot of talk in this book about the character, yet she does nothing that other characters mention about her (or, at least, she did not do anything besides in the 45% of the book that I read). Everyone pulls her leg about listening o to classical music, yet she never actually listens to it? What I mean to say is that she is so boring and she is only built around all of the other characters, she has no thought or action that is her own. We never get to see her doing something or having a thought that does not revolve around someone in her life. Maybe that is what the author intended, but it did not have a good effect on me. I would not recommend this, nor would I try to finish it in the future.
I wish to start off by thanking the author for giving me the great opportunity to read this as an ARC copy. Sadly, this is a DNF for me at around 45%, as I could not go on anymore.
I was really excited about this book when I applied to read it, yet it had fallen really flat. I know the synopsis of the book specifies one of the plot points revolving around betraying friendship for love and that sounded intriguing. Yet, going into the book, it seemed so childlishly presented, considering all the characters were supposed to be in their early-to-mid twenties. As a person in their mid-twenties myself, I did not manage to connect with any of the characters simply because they have barely any depth to them and the only one that does seem to have a barely-sketched out personality is the MFC, who was unbearable. At the beginning, I thought that the book was supposed to be just a fun, easy book to read, just to wind down. Yet, the book tries to create...something else, I think trying to be more meaningful than that. Cosette absolutely grew up sheltered, which kept her away from seeing how trauma impacted her and turned her into a mindless people-pleaser. The way she is written, however, is nothing more than that: she is mindless, people pleaser or not. She is just not only naive, but simply obtuse and superficial in the way she approaches life and the relationships in her life, romantic or not. She is described as being shy and introverted, yet goes ahead and does the exact opposite most of the time (like volunteering to play a super hard piano piece just because she overheard two people, absolute strangers, needing someone who can do it). I simply dropped the book the moment the whole Duvaldi plot line developed because I thought it was ridiculous to introduce that, in that way, with nothing to hint towards it, nothing to show for it in the character (at that point, it is flimsily mentioned by Sydney that she plays piano). What I found most upsetting is that there is a lot of talk in this book about the character, yet she does nothing that other characters mention about her (or, at least, she did not do anything besides in the 45% of the book that I read). Everyone pulls her leg about listening o to classical music, yet she never actually listens to it? What I mean to say is that she is so boring and she is only built around all of the other characters, she has no thought or action that is her own. We never get to see her doing something or having a thought that does not revolve around someone in her life. Maybe that is what the author intended, but it did not have a good effect on me. I would not recommend this, nor would I try to finish it in the future.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 5, 2025
🎸 Exactly what I needed 🎸
~ARC Review ~
I mean girls, just look at the title of this book and it will tell you all you need to know. This book is EXACTLY what you need and this story honestly had my heart so full of an amazing opposites attract love story, amazing character development and also a rollercoaster of a journey! And girl the 3 years later? I wanted to cry but you know what? It was so worth it for the build up for the ending which honestly? Was beautiful ❤️
This story follows cosette (cosi) and the journey of self discovery and growth she goes through to realise that the people she had surrounded herself with and put before herself every damn time were the monsters lurking in the closest! And let’s just say I truly did not like this group of friends! But my god was I so beyond happy for the found family she makes for herself on the way and how she slowly began to be selfish for herself and gain the confidence she so desperately needed and the happiness she deserved! Cosi has become one of my favourite fmcs this year!
And now let’s not forget Asher!! The bad boy with a heart of gold who never stopped trying for the girl he so desperately needed! He never gave up and kept his promise to her time and time again! This man was the most understanding, loyal person and did nothing but uplift our fmc and support her decisions.
Our mc’s were each others muses from the start! But with secrets and a hidden identity from our fmc, and ex and ex friends out to hurt her in unimaginable ways will their love be strong enough to get through it all?
Honestly this book was just beautiful that words are hard to find! The laughs, the dynamic with the main characters and the found family were to die for and despite the spice being on the tamer side it still just set the scene so well for the chemistry between our characters!
R.L.Atkinson is an author i discovered this year and i fell in love with her military series. So to have this opportunity to arc read for her? I’m at a lose for words because she is honestly an amazing author and such a lovely person too that I will never stop recommending her work! ❤️
~ARC Review ~
I mean girls, just look at the title of this book and it will tell you all you need to know. This book is EXACTLY what you need and this story honestly had my heart so full of an amazing opposites attract love story, amazing character development and also a rollercoaster of a journey! And girl the 3 years later? I wanted to cry but you know what? It was so worth it for the build up for the ending which honestly? Was beautiful ❤️
This story follows cosette (cosi) and the journey of self discovery and growth she goes through to realise that the people she had surrounded herself with and put before herself every damn time were the monsters lurking in the closest! And let’s just say I truly did not like this group of friends! But my god was I so beyond happy for the found family she makes for herself on the way and how she slowly began to be selfish for herself and gain the confidence she so desperately needed and the happiness she deserved! Cosi has become one of my favourite fmcs this year!
And now let’s not forget Asher!! The bad boy with a heart of gold who never stopped trying for the girl he so desperately needed! He never gave up and kept his promise to her time and time again! This man was the most understanding, loyal person and did nothing but uplift our fmc and support her decisions.
Our mc’s were each others muses from the start! But with secrets and a hidden identity from our fmc, and ex and ex friends out to hurt her in unimaginable ways will their love be strong enough to get through it all?
Honestly this book was just beautiful that words are hard to find! The laughs, the dynamic with the main characters and the found family were to die for and despite the spice being on the tamer side it still just set the scene so well for the chemistry between our characters!
R.L.Atkinson is an author i discovered this year and i fell in love with her military series. So to have this opportunity to arc read for her? I’m at a lose for words because she is honestly an amazing author and such a lovely person too that I will never stop recommending her work! ❤️
October 4, 2025
I enjoyed this book but I think the lackluster final act rushed too many plot points and forgot about others. I read the whole thing in one sitting. Cossette has been so beaten down and used by everyone around her that Asher’s desire for her to get everything she wants and be everything she needs is unbelievable to her. The push and pull as Asher gains her trust and breaks her from her toxic surroundings is very well done. He pushes her without being overbearing. His devastation in the third act is palpable as she struggles to cope with the aftermath of her attack (there is off screen 🍇 in this book). Despite my enjoyment of the first 75%, I found the ending to lack the detail or wrap up it needed. I think that this would have been better suited as a duet, to really dive in to Asher and Cossette reconnecting and exploring the shared trauma and time apart, as well as the very real surprise that came from it. This last quarter of the story sort of left a bad taste in my mouth, which is why this is only getting three stars. The choice to include 🍇 and then have the FMC magically be healed and “hear the music” again the second Asher finds her really took away from the emotional growth we saw the author handle earlier on in the story and is extremely unrealistic. Throw Xander on top of that and it becomes a minefield that could have been handled better. None of the justice happens on page, only passing conversations. The lawyer was suspicious as heck and could have been a thread in a second book, her deliberately pushing Cossette away when she was vulnerable from her only support system screamed manipulation from the label to protect Asher and the band from the potential legal fallout of her attack and it happening at their concert. There’s no resolution with her parents at all. I wish her alter ego of Duvaldi was explored more as well. There’s just so much good material here that could have been explored and continued with the emotional beats of the first book.
I did receive this as an arc all opinions are my own.
I did receive this as an arc all opinions are my own.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 20, 2025
Please be advised that the following review contains some spoilers.
REVIEW:
This narrative presents a captivating journey from beginning to end. It follows a woman who, after realizing her true worth, discovers her passion for music and the love she deserves. She forges genuine friendships that accept her for who she is, and experiences the exhilaration of a somewhat unconventional life, allowing her to love and act as she never thought possible, with someone who is her complete opposite. Simultaneously, she uncovers the insidious actions of those she once trusted, who exploited her with deceitful smiles. Ultimately, all elements coalesce like a puzzle. The story is not a slow burn; it is fast-paced and exciting, yet also melancholic, and some chapters caused considerable frustration, but the characters received their just deserts. The ending is happily ever after.
There is no infidelity or manipulative games employed to win the male lead, as I understand some readers seek such details in reviews.
AUTHOR AND BOOK ASSESSMENT:
While I greatly appreciate R.L. Atkinson's clean romance series, this work deviates significantly from her typical writing style. It surpasses my expectations, and I am pleasantly surprised. I commend the book for its distinctiveness compared to her other works. While the concluding situations may resonate with some readers, they are presented without excessive detail that could be triggering. I believe this book may not appeal to all readers, but as a consumer of dark romance with limited trigger warnings, I find that this work effectively conveys its themes without delving into excessive detail. I recommend this novel to mature readers, as younger audiences should be aware that situations similar to those experienced by Cozi are unfortunately possible, especially at the hands of those we trust. I urge readers to carefully consider trigger warnings, as many individuals have personal boundaries; even seemingly mild depictions of SA-SR warrant attention.
REVIEW:
This narrative presents a captivating journey from beginning to end. It follows a woman who, after realizing her true worth, discovers her passion for music and the love she deserves. She forges genuine friendships that accept her for who she is, and experiences the exhilaration of a somewhat unconventional life, allowing her to love and act as she never thought possible, with someone who is her complete opposite. Simultaneously, she uncovers the insidious actions of those she once trusted, who exploited her with deceitful smiles. Ultimately, all elements coalesce like a puzzle. The story is not a slow burn; it is fast-paced and exciting, yet also melancholic, and some chapters caused considerable frustration, but the characters received their just deserts. The ending is happily ever after.
There is no infidelity or manipulative games employed to win the male lead, as I understand some readers seek such details in reviews.
AUTHOR AND BOOK ASSESSMENT:
While I greatly appreciate R.L. Atkinson's clean romance series, this work deviates significantly from her typical writing style. It surpasses my expectations, and I am pleasantly surprised. I commend the book for its distinctiveness compared to her other works. While the concluding situations may resonate with some readers, they are presented without excessive detail that could be triggering. I believe this book may not appeal to all readers, but as a consumer of dark romance with limited trigger warnings, I find that this work effectively conveys its themes without delving into excessive detail. I recommend this novel to mature readers, as younger audiences should be aware that situations similar to those experienced by Cozi are unfortunately possible, especially at the hands of those we trust. I urge readers to carefully consider trigger warnings, as many individuals have personal boundaries; even seemingly mild depictions of SA-SR warrant attention.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 12, 2025
🌶️🌶️(Diet Spice)
TW: Grape (not described but mentioned), accidental pregnancy
Exactly what I needed follows Cosette (Cosi) an English teacher who attends a concert with her friends only to make a connection with the bands lead singer! After a one night stand we follow Cosi through a journey of self discovery as she realises the people in her life aren’t the loving friends she thought they were!
I loved watching Cosi grow from someone who let others walk over her without a second thought, to someone who was finding confidence in herself and eventually voicing what she wants!
Asher our MMC is someone who looks like a total bad boy (personally I pictured someone a mixture between Ronnie Radke and Ollie Sykes) but is actually a walking breathing green flag. As someone who is only just stepping into the world of contemporary romances, it was nice to have someone who looked like they stepped out of a dark romance novel but is a sweet as cotton candy!
Exactly What I needed was my first rockstar romance and I loved all the nods to bands! R.L Atkinson did a wonderful job with the playlist for this song and including the songs that helped shaped the scenes and moments and really added to the emotions of the book which I thought was an amazing touch! I felt the pacing was very up and down but it didn’t take away from the overall experience of reading this book! I loved the dynamics between the FMC and MMC (opposites attract) and even as Cosi begins to grow confident in her interactions with her found family!
There is a moment in this book that took a massive turn but it was exactly what you needed for it to suck you right back in! And so I mention the time skip!? Ahh!
This was my first R.L Atkinson book so I went into this blind and with a clean slate and this has honestly gotten me excited to read the rest of her books!
TW: Grape (not described but mentioned), accidental pregnancy
Exactly what I needed follows Cosette (Cosi) an English teacher who attends a concert with her friends only to make a connection with the bands lead singer! After a one night stand we follow Cosi through a journey of self discovery as she realises the people in her life aren’t the loving friends she thought they were!
I loved watching Cosi grow from someone who let others walk over her without a second thought, to someone who was finding confidence in herself and eventually voicing what she wants!
Asher our MMC is someone who looks like a total bad boy (personally I pictured someone a mixture between Ronnie Radke and Ollie Sykes) but is actually a walking breathing green flag. As someone who is only just stepping into the world of contemporary romances, it was nice to have someone who looked like they stepped out of a dark romance novel but is a sweet as cotton candy!
Exactly What I needed was my first rockstar romance and I loved all the nods to bands! R.L Atkinson did a wonderful job with the playlist for this song and including the songs that helped shaped the scenes and moments and really added to the emotions of the book which I thought was an amazing touch! I felt the pacing was very up and down but it didn’t take away from the overall experience of reading this book! I loved the dynamics between the FMC and MMC (opposites attract) and even as Cosi begins to grow confident in her interactions with her found family!
There is a moment in this book that took a massive turn but it was exactly what you needed for it to suck you right back in! And so I mention the time skip!? Ahh!
This was my first R.L Atkinson book so I went into this blind and with a clean slate and this has honestly gotten me excited to read the rest of her books!
October 8, 2025
R.L. Atkinson has done it again—every book I’ve read from her leaves me emotionally wrung out in the best way, and Exactly What I Need is no exception. I started the ARC late Wednesday night, intending to read just a few chapters before bed. Instead, I devoured the entire book (and the bonus scene!) in one sitting, finishing at 3:20 a.m. because I simply couldn’t put it down.
Cosi, a high school English teacher, is the kind of heroine who quietly breaks your heart. She’s the dependable one in her friend group—always cleaning up messes, offering support, and sacrificing her own needs. Her dynamic with Sydney, her best friend, grated on me throughout the story, and by the end, I understood exactly why. That tension added depth to Cosi’s journey and made her growth all the more satisfying.
The romance between Cosi and Asher is raw, painful, and breathtakingly beautiful. Their story is not an easy one—it’s a slow unraveling of trauma, trust, and healing. While it does end in a hard-earned happily ever after, the path there is steeped in emotional complexity and vulnerability.
⚠️ Trigger Warning: Please, please read the content warnings before diving in. This book deals with heavy themes that are handled with care, but they may be difficult for some readers.
If you love emotionally intense romance with flawed characters, deep healing arcs, and a love story that truly earns its ending, this one’s for you.
Cosi, a high school English teacher, is the kind of heroine who quietly breaks your heart. She’s the dependable one in her friend group—always cleaning up messes, offering support, and sacrificing her own needs. Her dynamic with Sydney, her best friend, grated on me throughout the story, and by the end, I understood exactly why. That tension added depth to Cosi’s journey and made her growth all the more satisfying.
The romance between Cosi and Asher is raw, painful, and breathtakingly beautiful. Their story is not an easy one—it’s a slow unraveling of trauma, trust, and healing. While it does end in a hard-earned happily ever after, the path there is steeped in emotional complexity and vulnerability.
⚠️ Trigger Warning: Please, please read the content warnings before diving in. This book deals with heavy themes that are handled with care, but they may be difficult for some readers.
If you love emotionally intense romance with flawed characters, deep healing arcs, and a love story that truly earns its ending, this one’s for you.
October 12, 2025
5 ⭐️ 2.5 🌶️
Metal head musician falls for a girl from his concert and she becomes his muse. English teacher that loves classical music, gets dragged to metal concert by “best friend” and ends up finding her own muse. In the end She ends up sharing one of her biggest secrets about her secret identity.
⚠️⚠️There is mention of some trigger topics so please check the triggers page before you dive in! While this is a diet spice book it does still have some sensitive topics as well as some spice.⚠️⚠️
I absolutely loved this book it is the perfect diet spice book! RLAtkinson does an amazing job with her diet spice and so far she’s the only author i have read that does it in a way that doesn’t let it get to hot and heavy while also having the SPICE to keep the reader wanting more. EWIN follows a popular metal musician and a small town English teacher as they navigate LAFS while also trying to keep their relationship from the paparazzi. She has some internal struggles and it took a hot minute to truly let herself feel her true feelings. He on the other hand is super consistent about him wanting her and only her.
I am a long time fan of RLAtkinson and have read almost every book she has published so far. So far she’s hasn’t written a book I don’t love and that is what keeps me coming back and constantly recommending her books to other readers.
Metal head musician falls for a girl from his concert and she becomes his muse. English teacher that loves classical music, gets dragged to metal concert by “best friend” and ends up finding her own muse. In the end She ends up sharing one of her biggest secrets about her secret identity.
⚠️⚠️There is mention of some trigger topics so please check the triggers page before you dive in! While this is a diet spice book it does still have some sensitive topics as well as some spice.⚠️⚠️
I absolutely loved this book it is the perfect diet spice book! RLAtkinson does an amazing job with her diet spice and so far she’s the only author i have read that does it in a way that doesn’t let it get to hot and heavy while also having the SPICE to keep the reader wanting more. EWIN follows a popular metal musician and a small town English teacher as they navigate LAFS while also trying to keep their relationship from the paparazzi. She has some internal struggles and it took a hot minute to truly let herself feel her true feelings. He on the other hand is super consistent about him wanting her and only her.
I am a long time fan of RLAtkinson and have read almost every book she has published so far. So far she’s hasn’t written a book I don’t love and that is what keeps me coming back and constantly recommending her books to other readers.
October 9, 2025
Cosette is simply going through the motions—living a life that feels expected of her by her friends and family—when she suddenly feels alive after starting a passionate affair with rock star Asher.
This story tackles the adverse side of fame, including the realities of public perception, slut-shaming, and jealousy. We start with the excitement, the fun, and the sneaking around. Then, a pivotal event occurs, and their entire world falls apart. The characters must deal with the aftermath and realize that sometimes, love alone is not enough. The experience was truly heartbreaking.
I have conflicting feelings about the main characters. While Asher displayed a level of maturity unexpected of someone his age and profession (a young rockstar!), I was really annoyed with Cosette. Her back-and-forth behavior with Asher was frustrating to read, and she displayed highly unprofessional behavior toward her students—which, as a former teacher, I simply can't look past.
My strongest critique, however, lies with her secretive and manipulative actions in the second part of the book. These choices created a huge moral hurdle that made it impossible for me to fully embrace her journey and ultimately kept me from rating this romance higher.
This story tackles the adverse side of fame, including the realities of public perception, slut-shaming, and jealousy. We start with the excitement, the fun, and the sneaking around. Then, a pivotal event occurs, and their entire world falls apart. The characters must deal with the aftermath and realize that sometimes, love alone is not enough. The experience was truly heartbreaking.
I have conflicting feelings about the main characters. While Asher displayed a level of maturity unexpected of someone his age and profession (a young rockstar!), I was really annoyed with Cosette. Her back-and-forth behavior with Asher was frustrating to read, and she displayed highly unprofessional behavior toward her students—which, as a former teacher, I simply can't look past.
My strongest critique, however, lies with her secretive and manipulative actions in the second part of the book. These choices created a huge moral hurdle that made it impossible for me to fully embrace her journey and ultimately kept me from rating this romance higher.
October 28, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 stars
Exactly What I Needed by R.L. Atkinson
This one was a mixed read for me. While I enjoyed the overall premise and could see what the author was trying to do emotionally, I struggled to fully connect with the main characters. I wanted to feel more between them…more chemistry, more emotional depth, and especially more meaningful dialogue that would have helped build their connection in a believable way.
The FMC felt a bit too naive and oblivious at times, which made it hard for me to relate to her choices. She does acknowledge this later in the story and tries to justify her perspective, but it didn’t quite land for me.
And without spoiling anything, I really didn’t enjoy the direction the story took at the end. The trope used there just isn’t one I personally enjoy. It always leaves me more sad and frustrated than satisfied.
That said, the writing itself was easy to follow, and I do think many readers who enjoy emotional, slightly angsty romance might still connect with it more than I did. For me, though, this ended up being a solid three-star read — enjoyable but not exactly what I hoped it would be.
I’m honored to be chosen as an ARC reader and hope to get to read more from R. L. Atkinson in the future!
Exactly What I Needed by R.L. Atkinson
This one was a mixed read for me. While I enjoyed the overall premise and could see what the author was trying to do emotionally, I struggled to fully connect with the main characters. I wanted to feel more between them…more chemistry, more emotional depth, and especially more meaningful dialogue that would have helped build their connection in a believable way.
The FMC felt a bit too naive and oblivious at times, which made it hard for me to relate to her choices. She does acknowledge this later in the story and tries to justify her perspective, but it didn’t quite land for me.
And without spoiling anything, I really didn’t enjoy the direction the story took at the end. The trope used there just isn’t one I personally enjoy. It always leaves me more sad and frustrated than satisfied.
That said, the writing itself was easy to follow, and I do think many readers who enjoy emotional, slightly angsty romance might still connect with it more than I did. For me, though, this ended up being a solid three-star read — enjoyable but not exactly what I hoped it would be.
I’m honored to be chosen as an ARC reader and hope to get to read more from R. L. Atkinson in the future!
November 11, 2025
*** I got an ARC in exchange for a review.
Exactly what I needed? For 80% of the book, yes. Rocker meets English teacher, and gets hot and heavy right away? Yes! Boy falls first and hard? Love it. However, I did have some qualms.
Cosette being SO concerned about her friend finding out, when clearly her friend uses her and is a walking red flag bugged me. I know hos before bros, but not when the ho is mean and the bro is so fine!!
I am a teacher along with a die hard music fan, so immersing myself in this world was fun!
I enjoyed that Cosette had a secret life as a composer, but her secret life and identity being drawn out for so long, and her parents’ and ex’s involvement in that secret life was annoying to me.
Her ex. Woof. I get trying to paint a character as bad so that the MMC can shine with no shadows, but I feel the author went too far. When we have the plot twist around 80%, it took me entirely out of the book. The pace and tone of the book up to that point was very Abby Jiminez, Tessa Bailey, and I read those too. Once I’m in the mood for that tone, and you switch it up to HR Carlton trauma, I don’t know what to do with myself.
The HEA is great, but I was so thrown by the plot twist that I couldn’t fully enjoy it.
Exactly what I needed? For 80% of the book, yes. Rocker meets English teacher, and gets hot and heavy right away? Yes! Boy falls first and hard? Love it. However, I did have some qualms.
Cosette being SO concerned about her friend finding out, when clearly her friend uses her and is a walking red flag bugged me. I know hos before bros, but not when the ho is mean and the bro is so fine!!
I am a teacher along with a die hard music fan, so immersing myself in this world was fun!
I enjoyed that Cosette had a secret life as a composer, but her secret life and identity being drawn out for so long, and her parents’ and ex’s involvement in that secret life was annoying to me.
Her ex. Woof. I get trying to paint a character as bad so that the MMC can shine with no shadows, but I feel the author went too far. When we have the plot twist around 80%, it took me entirely out of the book. The pace and tone of the book up to that point was very Abby Jiminez, Tessa Bailey, and I read those too. Once I’m in the mood for that tone, and you switch it up to HR Carlton trauma, I don’t know what to do with myself.
The HEA is great, but I was so thrown by the plot twist that I couldn’t fully enjoy it.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 14, 2025
ARC review - thank you very much for this opportunity 🤗
4⭐ 2🌶️
I liked the writing style and the Cinderella retelling touch with music. The tension between the MCs was delicious to read.
I enjoyed the book up to the 75% mark. This first part was interesting because of the development of relationships as well as the growth of the FMC, even if sometimes it was frustrating. It was realistic, not always linear. The dynamic between the guys in the band was hilarious to read, and I wish there had been more of them. Yes Asher was delightful, but I needed more Kieron, he was perfect 😍🙌🏻 The way the author addressed THE trauma was poignant and well-executed; I felt the pain. Bravo.
However, some elements didn't appeal to me as much. I'm not a fan of either of the two tropes (second third act breakup and secret pregnancy) in the last part of the book.The ending seemed rushed to me. I would have liked to read about how Cosette and Asher healed from the recent events; that would have added extra depth to their relationship. It would have been more satisfying and complete.
4⭐ 2🌶️
I liked the writing style and the Cinderella retelling touch with music. The tension between the MCs was delicious to read.
I enjoyed the book up to the 75% mark. This first part was interesting because of the development of relationships as well as the growth of the FMC, even if sometimes it was frustrating. It was realistic, not always linear. The dynamic between the guys in the band was hilarious to read, and I wish there had been more of them. Yes Asher was delightful, but I needed more Kieron, he was perfect 😍🙌🏻 The way the author addressed THE trauma was poignant and well-executed; I felt the pain. Bravo.
However, some elements didn't appeal to me as much. I'm not a fan of either of the two tropes (second third act breakup and secret pregnancy) in the last part of the book.The ending seemed rushed to me. I would have liked to read about how Cosette and Asher healed from the recent events; that would have added extra depth to their relationship. It would have been more satisfying and complete.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 8, 2025
I received this novel as an ARC. It was a nice “diet spicy” romance and I flew through it. The main couple was really cute. I liked that the spicy scenes weren’t overly drawn out and focused more on the FMC feelings than overly describing specific actions. The FMC had some really crappy stuff happing to her and it was interesting seeing how she changed across the novel. I enjoyed the overall storyline and liked that the author stayed away from too many obvious cliches for the most part.
However, I struggled with the pacing of the story. It seemed rushed in some parts and dragging in others. There were a lot of big changes going on in the last few chapters and I felt like the ending was a little rushed. There’s a bonus epilogue you can get to see things two years down the road for the main couple but I felt like it was just missing another chapter or two at the end where we could have seen all the main and good side characters reunited as one big happy family.
However, I struggled with the pacing of the story. It seemed rushed in some parts and dragging in others. There were a lot of big changes going on in the last few chapters and I felt like the ending was a little rushed. There’s a bonus epilogue you can get to see things two years down the road for the main couple but I felt like it was just missing another chapter or two at the end where we could have seen all the main and good side characters reunited as one big happy family.
October 13, 2025
This book took me a LOT longer to read than normal. I think it’s because it’s not my cup of tea when it comes to tropes. I liked it but I always find forbidden romances hard to read.
I did love Cosette and I loved learning more and more about her. It felt like I was learning about a friend which is a style I always love. Asher was definitely swoon worthy and I couldn’t stop imagining someone else (take me back to my one direction days goodness)
The amount of intensity in this book DID make me want to finish it for sure because I wanted to see what happened.
Asher and Cosette’s relationship was a whirlwind!! They were hot and heavy for sure. (DW it’s still a diet spice and was frankly super easy to read any of those scenes) they were so sweet towards each other as well and I LOVED the ending. The plot twist in this book shocked me but it was totally worth it. I can’t wait to see what she comes up with next.
I did love Cosette and I loved learning more and more about her. It felt like I was learning about a friend which is a style I always love. Asher was definitely swoon worthy and I couldn’t stop imagining someone else (take me back to my one direction days goodness)
The amount of intensity in this book DID make me want to finish it for sure because I wanted to see what happened.
Asher and Cosette’s relationship was a whirlwind!! They were hot and heavy for sure. (DW it’s still a diet spice and was frankly super easy to read any of those scenes) they were so sweet towards each other as well and I LOVED the ending. The plot twist in this book shocked me but it was totally worth it. I can’t wait to see what she comes up with next.
October 22, 2025
Thank you to R.L. Atkinson for a copy of *Exactly What I Needed* in exchange for my honest review🎸🎶🖤
3.5 stars rounded up ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫
This rockstar romance grabbed my attention right from the start and was a fast, enjoyable read. I liked the writing style, but was definitely wishing for some chapters from the MMC, Asher's POV. I think it would have added so much depth to the story and drawn me in even more. The FMC, Cosette had me frustrated with her back-and-forth about Asher (who is very much a swoonworthy MMC🖤) throughout the book, and her actions and decisions towards the end of the book.
The majority of the book was an easy 4 star read for me, but then the last 20% happened... The sudden three-year time jump and actions within that part of the story just didn’t really work for me, and the ending felt quite rushed and abrupt.
Overall, though, this was a enjoyable read and it's a good choice for someone looking for a fast-paced rockstar romance🎸🎶🖤
3.5 stars rounded up ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫
This rockstar romance grabbed my attention right from the start and was a fast, enjoyable read. I liked the writing style, but was definitely wishing for some chapters from the MMC, Asher's POV. I think it would have added so much depth to the story and drawn me in even more. The FMC, Cosette had me frustrated with her back-and-forth about Asher (who is very much a swoonworthy MMC🖤) throughout the book, and her actions and decisions towards the end of the book.
The majority of the book was an easy 4 star read for me, but then the last 20% happened... The sudden three-year time jump and actions within that part of the story just didn’t really work for me, and the ending felt quite rushed and abrupt.
Overall, though, this was a enjoyable read and it's a good choice for someone looking for a fast-paced rockstar romance🎸🎶🖤
October 22, 2025
First of all I wanna thank R.L for gifting me an ARC! Not me literally fangirling soo hard my mom had to calm me down when I got the book! 🥹🫶🏼
So to the book. I liked it, I like all of the authors books, or well all of the ones I’ve read. I honestly read the military ones though the night and had some very questionable days at work while sleep deprived.
But this one? Well I’m gonna be as honest as possible while not hurt feelings, I though the MC was adorable, the way R.L portrayed him as a man completely taken by her by just seeing her in the crowd was chefs kiss! 💋
But the FMC was a bit unbearable, the way she put other before her constantly and when I was in the beginning of the book it felt as if her “friends” and definitely her best friend/roommate took advantage of her more than often, as if she was a doormat.
To be honest it was a bit of a turn off. But overall, I liked the book! And as always I do want to read more from the author! 👏🏼🌺
So to the book. I liked it, I like all of the authors books, or well all of the ones I’ve read. I honestly read the military ones though the night and had some very questionable days at work while sleep deprived.
But this one? Well I’m gonna be as honest as possible while not hurt feelings, I though the MC was adorable, the way R.L portrayed him as a man completely taken by her by just seeing her in the crowd was chefs kiss! 💋
But the FMC was a bit unbearable, the way she put other before her constantly and when I was in the beginning of the book it felt as if her “friends” and definitely her best friend/roommate took advantage of her more than often, as if she was a doormat.
To be honest it was a bit of a turn off. But overall, I liked the book! And as always I do want to read more from the author! 👏🏼🌺
October 30, 2025
I want ton start off that I am very much a mood reader, and have to be in the right mood for the right book. I received this ARC after I was out of my Rockstar Romance mood. Review bellow:
This was my first read by R.L. Atkinson, and it delivered a decent mix of diet spice in a Rockstar romance setting. Rosette, FMC is naive to me and always puts others first often to her own detriment. Her so-called friends constantly take advantage of her kindness, and it’s frustrating to watch her give so much without realizing how little she gets in return.
Asher, MMC, was good and charming enough, but it was clear from the start that he really only had eyes for the FMC. Their chemistry had its moments, but I found myself wishing for more depth and emotional payoff between them.
Overall, it’s a quick, easy read with a fun setting and a bit of heat, though I was left wanting a stronger, more self-aware heroine and a little more spark between the leads.
This was my first read by R.L. Atkinson, and it delivered a decent mix of diet spice in a Rockstar romance setting. Rosette, FMC is naive to me and always puts others first often to her own detriment. Her so-called friends constantly take advantage of her kindness, and it’s frustrating to watch her give so much without realizing how little she gets in return.
Asher, MMC, was good and charming enough, but it was clear from the start that he really only had eyes for the FMC. Their chemistry had its moments, but I found myself wishing for more depth and emotional payoff between them.
Overall, it’s a quick, easy read with a fun setting and a bit of heat, though I was left wanting a stronger, more self-aware heroine and a little more spark between the leads.
November 14, 2025
ARC review - Thank you to R.L. Atkinson for an advance copy of Exactly hat I needed
This was my first Rockstar romance and I rather enjoyed it.
I absolutely loved the romance between our FMC Cosette and MMC Asher, it was delightful—sweet and steady, allowing their relationship to unfold naturally without feeling to rushed. It’s a closed door/diet spice romance, that at times took me out of the moment mainly because I’m not used to reading closed door but this story itself isn’t about the spice and had enough tension to have me turning the page.
Cosette did annoy me at times and seeing the red flags between her and her “best friends” had me screaming at my empty room “WTF? Please get away from these people!!” itching for sweet moment the truth came out.
I did feel like the ending was a bit rushed, the last 20-30% of the book reading like an extended epilogue considering the 3 year jump. All in all I did really enjoy it and would recommend.
This was my first Rockstar romance and I rather enjoyed it.
I absolutely loved the romance between our FMC Cosette and MMC Asher, it was delightful—sweet and steady, allowing their relationship to unfold naturally without feeling to rushed. It’s a closed door/diet spice romance, that at times took me out of the moment mainly because I’m not used to reading closed door but this story itself isn’t about the spice and had enough tension to have me turning the page.
Cosette did annoy me at times and seeing the red flags between her and her “best friends” had me screaming at my empty room “WTF? Please get away from these people!!” itching for sweet moment the truth came out.
I did feel like the ending was a bit rushed, the last 20-30% of the book reading like an extended epilogue considering the 3 year jump. All in all I did really enjoy it and would recommend.
October 6, 2025
This book was good but tbh the FMC had me so frustrated at times I had to skim read a lot. If you like absolute doorstep FMCs that this’ll be fine for you. I have no idea how she didn’t realise she was being completely used by everyone in her life until 75% of the way through.
There’s also no reconciliation between the FMC and her parents or any involvement of them past her attack.
For me the SA wasn’t necessary, could’ve been an attack (non-sexual) or a kidnapping etc but as long as there’s content warnings I suppose you know what you’re signing up for. I just try to avoid unnecessary sexual violence, and for me it didn’t add to the story in a way something else could’ve done.
Overall, it’s ok if a bit long winded and annoying in the I want you but I don’t want you but I want you to fight for me but also don’t 🙃.
I was sent this book for free as an ARC.
There’s also no reconciliation between the FMC and her parents or any involvement of them past her attack.
For me the SA wasn’t necessary, could’ve been an attack (non-sexual) or a kidnapping etc but as long as there’s content warnings I suppose you know what you’re signing up for. I just try to avoid unnecessary sexual violence, and for me it didn’t add to the story in a way something else could’ve done.
Overall, it’s ok if a bit long winded and annoying in the I want you but I don’t want you but I want you to fight for me but also don’t 🙃.
I was sent this book for free as an ARC.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 16, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️arc review
This book honestly hooked me from the start. I enjoyed the writing style even though I was salivating for an Asher pov. I’m a huge dark romance/taboo/smut reader and I didn’t even mind the closed door scenes.
As much as the fmc irritated me with her back and forth when it came to Asher (who is amazing btw) I really couldn’t put it down.
I think the first half of the book was close to 4 stars. What changed it to a 3 star was the last 20%. It felt very abrupt especially the 3 year jump. It was very unnecessary and it really bothered me at the end once we find some things out.
All in all I think the book was done well! I really loved Asher and I wish we were able to get his pov even as a bonus. I think for some readers this will easily be a 4 star read for them but it just didn’t hit the mark for me personally.
This book honestly hooked me from the start. I enjoyed the writing style even though I was salivating for an Asher pov. I’m a huge dark romance/taboo/smut reader and I didn’t even mind the closed door scenes.
As much as the fmc irritated me with her back and forth when it came to Asher (who is amazing btw) I really couldn’t put it down.
I think the first half of the book was close to 4 stars. What changed it to a 3 star was the last 20%. It felt very abrupt especially the 3 year jump. It was very unnecessary and it really bothered me at the end once we find some things out.
All in all I think the book was done well! I really loved Asher and I wish we were able to get his pov even as a bonus. I think for some readers this will easily be a 4 star read for them but it just didn’t hit the mark for me personally.
November 7, 2025
The saddest HEA....but so good!
R.L Atkinson pulls at the heart strings with this one. I honestly have not read a sadder HEA (I'm sure they exist, just haven't read them yet). I do recommend reading the content warnings if you have triggers for this one. While I thought our FMC, Cosette, could've been a bit braver during parts of the book as it was frustrating to see her struggle so much, but based on the situations she was in, you just never know how one might react either. I do think R.L did a great job showing how fear, codependency, and the lack of good support can shape a persons decisions and reactions. I would've loved to have a couple of POV chapters from the MMC, Asher, as it would've helped bring his voice to light. So this is a first person POV only from Cosette's side. A gread read for me, couldn't put it down.
R.L Atkinson pulls at the heart strings with this one. I honestly have not read a sadder HEA (I'm sure they exist, just haven't read them yet). I do recommend reading the content warnings if you have triggers for this one. While I thought our FMC, Cosette, could've been a bit braver during parts of the book as it was frustrating to see her struggle so much, but based on the situations she was in, you just never know how one might react either. I do think R.L did a great job showing how fear, codependency, and the lack of good support can shape a persons decisions and reactions. I would've loved to have a couple of POV chapters from the MMC, Asher, as it would've helped bring his voice to light. So this is a first person POV only from Cosette's side. A gread read for me, couldn't put it down.
October 12, 2025
***ARC Review***
Rockstar romance is one of my absolute favorite tropes, so getting to ARC read Exactly What I Needed by R.L. Atkinson felt like such an honor—and oh my heart, this book was everything. 🎸💫
Asher and Cosi? Beautiful. Their connection is instant, soul-deep, and the kind that feels written in the stars. When everyone else was busy taking from Cosi, Asher—the bad boy rockstar with a heart that hits every right note—was the one who asked her, “What do YOU want?” Ugh, chills. Literal chills. 🥹
Their love is the kind that defies time, distance, and all the chaos life can throw at you. No matter what, they always find their way back—because they’re truly the music in each other’s hearts. I loved every single beat of this story. 💖🎶
Rockstar romance is one of my absolute favorite tropes, so getting to ARC read Exactly What I Needed by R.L. Atkinson felt like such an honor—and oh my heart, this book was everything. 🎸💫
Asher and Cosi? Beautiful. Their connection is instant, soul-deep, and the kind that feels written in the stars. When everyone else was busy taking from Cosi, Asher—the bad boy rockstar with a heart that hits every right note—was the one who asked her, “What do YOU want?” Ugh, chills. Literal chills. 🥹
Their love is the kind that defies time, distance, and all the chaos life can throw at you. No matter what, they always find their way back—because they’re truly the music in each other’s hearts. I loved every single beat of this story. 💖🎶
November 11, 2025
4.5⭐️
This story follows Cosette an amazing, unconventional friend who gives so much of herself to everyone around her. Unfortunately, that kindness often gets taken advantage of, and while that frustrated me at times, it also hit close to home. It’s such a relatable portrayal of how easily good hearts can be overlooked.
The emotional depth of her internal struggles really pulled me in. It’s a he falls first, fast burn romance that’s beautifully written. Asher might look like the bad boy to the world, but with her, he’s soft, patient, and completely devoted. Their chemistry is undeniable, and the love they share is both tender and fierce. What they go through is heartbreaking, yet their love never wavers and that ending? Absolutely beautiful.
No spice
This story follows Cosette an amazing, unconventional friend who gives so much of herself to everyone around her. Unfortunately, that kindness often gets taken advantage of, and while that frustrated me at times, it also hit close to home. It’s such a relatable portrayal of how easily good hearts can be overlooked.
The emotional depth of her internal struggles really pulled me in. It’s a he falls first, fast burn romance that’s beautifully written. Asher might look like the bad boy to the world, but with her, he’s soft, patient, and completely devoted. Their chemistry is undeniable, and the love they share is both tender and fierce. What they go through is heartbreaking, yet their love never wavers and that ending? Absolutely beautiful.
No spice
October 3, 2025
5 ⭐️ Review: If I could give more stars I would. This story is a modern Cinderella meets rockstar that hits all the marks. Cosette is caring, giving, and kind but doesn’t realize she needs someone to give her all those things in return. But then Asher slides on into her life with the obsession and loving she never knew she needed. He is a great MMC and never budges from his desire to be hers. I LOVED the little secrets that came out and how they overcame everything. I will say one thing is to make sure to read the trigger warning as there is a dark element within the story. I read the entire book in one day and couldn’t put it down. Highly recommend!
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