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First published June 3, 2025
⊹ ࣪ ˖ "because despite the uncertainties, despite the changing seasons, the risk of new begininnings, i'm sure about him. about us. because i know without a doubt that as long as i tell julius gong where i am, he'll say 'stay there, i'll come find you', and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. he always has.
⤷ julius gong everyone 😩
“Sadie Wen: his co-conspirator, his co-captain, his rival, his life’s great defining question and answer.”
“If you’re going to kiss me like that whenever you’re jealous, I’ll have to make you jealous more often.”
“Sadie Wen, do you honestly think I wouldn’t remember your birthday? I remember the exact color of the skirt you wore on our first official date. I remember where we were sitting when you first held my hand.”
“Because I know without a doubt that as long as I tell Julius Gong where I am, he’ll say, Stay there, I’ll come find you, and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. He always has.”
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ⋆˚⋆。˚☽˚。✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
ᝰ.ᐟ “despite the uncertainties, despite the changing seasons, the risk of new beginnings, i’m sure about him. about us. because i know without a doubt that as long as i tell julius gong where i am, he’ll say, stay there, i’ll come find you, and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. he always has.”
⤷ And isn’t it strange, I find myself marveling, how the safest I’ve ever felt is beside the boy I once considered the bane of my existence.
⤷ Can’t believe he’s wasted all this time resisting, trying to run away, when she’s the only one he’s ever wanted to run toward.
⤷ Despite the uncertainties, despite the changing seasons, the risk of new beginnings, I’m sure about him. About us. Because I know without a doubt that as long as I tell Julius Gong where I am, he’ll say, Stay there, I’ll come find you, and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. He always has.
"And isn't it strange? I find myself marvelling how the safest I've ever felt is beside the boy I once considered the bane of my existence."
"Stay there, I’ll come find you"
"...he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. he always has."

“can’t believe he’s wasted all this time resisting, trying to run away, when she’s the only one he’s ever wanted to run toward.”
⊹my thoughts🌷
⊹characters!💗
⊹romance!💐
⊹“the few times i saw him smiling were when he was calling you or taking about you.”
⊹quotes!🎀💝
⊹ “i’m sure about him. about us. because i know without a doubt that as long as I tell julius gong where i am, he’ll say, stay there, i’ll come find you, and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. he always has.”
Warmth spreads through me, rising up to my skin. “I—I guess not—”julius, my man, i think you forgot you're in a ya book.
“Hm?” He bows his head, and I try not to gasp when his mouth skims my shoulder, over the delicate strap of my top. “What was that?”
“No,” I whisper.
“Good,” he says, his voice low and replete with approval, and the warmth inside my chest sharpens to heat—
“ despite the uncertainties, despite the changing seasons, the risk of new beginnings, i’m sure about him. about us. because i know without a doubt that as long as i tell julius gong where i am, he’ll say, stay there, i’ll come find you, and he will find me, in any crowd, any room, any city. he always has. ”
— “ you always lose your appetite before a test, don’t you? you can take a few bites or save it for later if you’d like. i just don’t want you fainting from hunger in the middle of class. ”
— “ he was always instantly, pathetically aware of her in every room she entered, but it became unbearable when they were sitting side by side at the same table. his own thoughts taunted and betrayed him; he shouldn’t be noticing how the freckles on her cheeks looked more prominent in the morning light, how she adjusted her bun whenever she had a headache, how she chewed the end of her pen when she was trying to solve an equation. he shouldn’t be tensing whenever her shoulder accidentally brushed against his, or when she reached over his desk for a worksheet. he shouldn’t be keeping track of how many times she faked a smile at the teacher or her classmates or nodded along when she was clearly uncomfortable, and how many times her face lit up. ”
— “ he’s leaving with sadie wen: his co-conspirator, his co-captain, his rival, his life’s great defining question and answer. ”
— “ she makes him want to keep trying. try harder, be better. ”
— “ she made the very idea of tomorrow exhilarating, as long as tomorrow involved her. ”
— “ i remember the exact color of the skirt you wore on our first official date. i remember where we were sitting when you first held my hand. ”
— “ i remember the exact color of the skirt you wore on our first official date. i remember where we were sitting when you first held my hand. ”
— “ god, he loves sitting next to her. can’t believe he’s wasted all this time resisting, trying to run away, when she’s the only one he’s ever wanted to run toward. ”
