Ok so this book impressed me. It was not what I was expecting from the blurb, but it ended up being a wonderful surprise!
First off, I was expecting this to be some generically written thriller that’s not fairly simplistic in writing style but Is a gripping read, which is 90% of thrillers out there, and tbh is what I want. I don’t seek flowery or impressive writing, something intense, fun, and mind numbing. So when I saw how the writing style was, how descriptive and character driven it was, I was like oh no, I’m not gonna like this. I thought it was going to be something less intense, flowery writing, more into drama than thriller. If you have that same thought when starting this, HOLD ON, give it a chance.
Because yes, while it is more of a character study, this is NOT a contemporary, and yes it has drama elements, is less of a thriller, but it is not boring or hard to read at all. Reading about these 5 people’s lives is just as intense, engaging, and fun as reading a thriller because when I tell you these stories and the most insane, dark, fucked up things you can think of, and it’s creative as hell.
This book almost operates as an anthology because it’s broken into 4 parts, the backstory of each of these 5 people involved in the train incident. The book is less about the present day incident and more about these people’s lives leading up to it. And yes I know that doesn’t sound as interesting or fun as a thriller, trust me on this. This is a SUPER readable book. These people’s stories are tragic, dark, insanely creative, and all of them are thoroughly entertaining. While this is mainly a book of flashbacks rather than a present day gripping thriller concept, these people’s lives are so entertaining that it doesn’t make this feel any less readable.
The story is broken into flashbacks on these 5 characters:
First is Emma and her son Gideon. Emma is of the most horrendous and unlikable characters I’ve ever read and ending up with a psychopathic child is really serendipitous, seeing as she only had a child to begin with to spite her sisters. And bringing a child into the world out of spite ends up with her having a child that is an actual psychopath. Like, not just a normal BAD child. I’m talking, stabbing his mom in the eye with a stiletto heel for fun, type of bloodlust. But if you think Emma’s story is nuts, just wait until you get to the next one.
My favorite story of the 4! Mrs. Worth is now an elderly lady, a super type A former forensic pathologist, who raised her son in an odd and sterile way. But once you get her backstory that stems from her childhood, you find out why. I’m not going to say any more because I don’t want to spoil it but as odd and cold as she is, you really do find out why she is that way. And her beef with Livvie, totally valid. I think her story was my favorite. It was just shock factor after shock factor. And that goes for basically all the stories. Just when you think these people’s lives can’t suck any more, more comes.
Next is Sonny. This story is a lesson in how impactful it is on the life of the child and the people around them, if you have a shitty parent. The kind of parent who thinks their kid can do no wrong matter what, instead of getting them the help they need because that would mean admitting their kid is wrong sometimes. The kind of parent who let their kids push them to the ground twelve times a day (literally) and call it normal, the ones who blame anyone other than their kid when teachers tell them their child is an issue, the ones who never disciplines because their kid is never in the wrong. The type of parent who means well but has no business raising a kid because she never reprimands her child EVER or apologize when his behavior affects others. Her kid could commit murder and she’d still find a way to blame the spectators because how dare they look at her son like that and judge them. It’s never Sonny’s fault! The school just “doesn’t get him”. He just “didn’t mean it”. If he’s behind on reading because he can’t stay engaged and just doesn’t want to, it’s completely the teacher’s fault! Oh this one infuriated me lol. But at the same time you can’t blame his mom completely either, because her life is marred with tragedy. It really is character study because this just goes to show, you don’t know what people are going through, why they are the way they are, and how they cope. You pity Sonny too, because he didn’t get the help he needed as a kid, and you see how that affects him in adulthood, because of a mom that would not admit her child was imperfect and needed help.
Last is Liam, Emma’s baby daddy and the father of Gideon. A real rags to riches story. Too bad Liam ends up being a complete selfish asshole and misogynist. Worst character in this tied with Emma!
After all the backstories, you’re about 85% through and at this point you just wanna know who died, but they dragggggg it omg to the point where it’s annoying and it almost made me give 4 stars because they keep acting like they’re gonna drop who, and then a new chapter just starts, and then repeat that for like several chapters. And when they do reveal who was killed, it’s really no surprise. But the point of this book isn’t really the guess factor of who the victim is, because it isn’t that kind of thriller. It may not be like traditional thrillers are, but if anything, it makes you feel a LOT better about your own life. Because no matter what you’re going through, at least you’re not Emma!
Unexpected, but fantastic. Thank you to Netgalley for sending me an advanced copy in return for my honest review.