Your husband has been killed. With five little words, my life as I knew it had been forever changed. As I sat there staring in shock and disbelief, a million thoughts raced through my mind. We had been through drugs, separation, financial troubles, family problems, depression, and the list did not stop there. Cole had been through so much. We had been through so much. Had we really overcome all of these obstacles for it to end like this? I was full of questions. I was angry. I could not figure out why God was punishing me. For my entire life, I tried to do what was right. I did not always succeed, but what had I done to deserve this? Now my whole world was turned upside down as the highway patrolman drove away. But over the next few months, God would show me just how much he really loved me and what it truly meant to be Redeemed.