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320 pages, Hardcover
First published June 23, 2026
I remember I feel sick, or that my chest feels tight. And then I remember why. That it isn’t just the hay fever. And all I can think of is her, waking in her narrow berth, and washing and dressing and pinching her cheeks in the mirror, and breakfasting in the saloon. And piling […] into the cab to Liverpool Street, and boarding the train, and the train pulling out. And the distance between us shrinking from a hundred miles, to tens, to none.
Maybe she thinks about this as the train pulls out and the houses thin and straggle. Maybe her stomach is wasps, as well. Maybe she tries to picture me, here, or on my bed with a book. Or taking a bath. Maybe she tries and feels sick. Maybe she pictures me, picturing her. And that is all we are today, reflections of the other, all the way down.
The only thing I've bought is a pair of teaspoons I found in a pawn shop in Bury. And I shouldn't have got them, except that they're engraved. One with an “M,” the other a “J.” Two spoons on a dusty shelf beside a metronome […] Leaving them there would have been tantamount to saying I don't believe in fate, which is like laughing at the gods.
The woods are the woods, but also a forest. Also the world. Like that old illusion of the rabbit duck. The rest of them see the duck, never the rabbit.
But I see both at once.
One through the left eye, one through the right.
And think about breadcrumbs and blood on dry leaves.
And the woods sucked at me like clay, not just underfoot, but all around. And all the way out, I felt eyes looking down. And every space between trees was a question.










‘But I’ve never got past the first poem: not the first in the book, but the one it happened to fall open at, weeks ago. It is about Leda and the swan, who was not a swan at all but Zeus disguised (if a woman is to be taken advantage of, it seems more plausible to have it done by a bird), and is a baffling sort of poetry, that makes you feel a lot of things at once without being sure what they are. But I keep coming back to it, this single violent perfect sonnet. The words floated in and out of meaning, and I lay there and thought about Leda caught beneath God: those beating wings, her neck already bruising, her terrified vague fingers. And after, his indifferent beak.’As we read on, we encounter Meg’s own intertwinedness with the symbolism of birds, waterbirds, eggs, birth and water. Laura Evans’s water imagery is especially entrancing in Meg’s association with water (the river, her sadness, her pooling emotions, her part in the drought). The fact that the true climactic scene upon Joanie Winther’s return takes place at the riverbank, calls back to Ovid’s Metamorphoses for me, whose shapeshifting females often liquify into tears and pools (Egeria, Cyane, Arethusa), or where grief and lament is linked to water, rivers, riverbanks, and that text is where we find the tales of Pandora, of Pygmalion, of Leda and Helen.