Sybil's life has never been easy. Estranged from her family and having recently been fired, she decides to accept a mysterious job offer from enigmatic Ambrose. She hopes that this job will allow her greater understanding of her own dangerous magic, but instead she finds herself in a strange faerie court where everyone has their own hidden objectives. Can Sybil learn to control her magic without losing herself?
I really wanted to like this book. However, Sybil drove me absolutely crazy. She's 32, going on 17. At first, I was very excited for the main protagonist to be in her thirties. So many fantasy books have young protagonists in their teens/early twenties, and having an older, more mature main character would allow for a more balanced and nuanced story. Unfortunately, Sybil is extremely reactive, often making sudden, terrible decisions seemingly out of spite. Even more baffling, is when her character is ten and right before meeting the faeries, she seems to be a hardworking, cautious character who pays attention to details and doesn't rush into anything. But after the first twenty pages or so, she starts paying attention to nothing and refusing to think for herself. It is infuriating. Even worse, when she is getting bullied in a similar style to mean high school girls everywhere, she genuinely is upset. This is rather asinine as while bullying is unpleasant, the jeers Sybil endures are rather stupid and unlikely for a grown adult woman to care about.
Sybil's immaturity is very frustrating to read about, especially as she could have easily made similar decisions in a less reactive way. For example, it is lightly touched on that Sybil, feeling abandoned by her family, has become somewhat of a perfectionist. She does spend an exhausting about of time assuming she's going to fail. She could have just decided to go with Ambrose and Samian due to a desire to have perfect control over her unbound powers. There was literally no reason for her father, who she has had no contact with for twenty years, to show up just to forbid her from "taking the job" and for her to respond with, "you can't tell me what to do, I'm taking the job!" Later her impatience and desire for perfection would have been enough to get her to agree to Ambrose's bargain. It just would have made for a more realistic, mature character.
I could have handled Sybil's obnoxious decision making if I had had someone to really root for. Unfortunately, Samian is extremely ineffective, being more concerned about protecting himself than making any major inroads against Ambrose's schemes. He is truly an atrocious teacher, basically abandoning Sybil every time he's vaguely called away, and assuming she'll understand by reading books alone. By the end of the book, I didn't feel like he had truly done anything to substance other than skulk around. And while we do spend some time with the rebels, we don't spend enough time with them to really understand what they are fighting for, or to really care. All we really know is Ambrose is super bad, so we don't want him to succeed.
In comparison to everyone else, Ambrose is the strongest character. He's an extremely unnerving, capable villain. But we spend too much time with him as he uses his mental coercion to sleep with any female in his general vicinity. As it's fairly certain that he's manipulated everyone to the point that giving actual consent is impossible, I really could have done with less detailed depictions of his sexual exploits. After a certain point, I got frustrated when the story was from his point of view, because it added little to the plot, and we already understood that he's a terrible person.
All in all, I wanted to like this book, as the overall plot of a rebel group trying to succeed against a horrifyingly capable manipulator while the main character tries to learn control of her capabilities is something I would generally enjoy. But I couldn't stand any of the main characters.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.