Lainey Kate knows what she wants. After just graduating high school with a 4.0 GPA, she doesn’t feel like playing around with her feelings anymore, especially now that she’s an adult. After losing her high school boyfriend—Wade Conley—to a tragic drowning, she’s determined to be herself for a little while. That’s all before summer comes once again, and it seems that all of her past secrets of last summer are unfolding, especially the ones that she tried to forget.
And the biggest secret, is how did Wade Conley drown if he was a professional surfer?
I wanted to love this book, but the plot was just dragging on and the writing definitely needed an editor. I also felt like the mystery aspect was kinda meh.
Also (mild spoiler‼️) everyone expects her to move on from her boyfriends death after one year? And I still don’t understand how exactly Wade was abusive. Maybe not the best boyfriend, sure, but abusive? I just didn’t really get that vibe. It felt forced.
But anyways I shall leave you with some examples of the writing:
I sit up slowly, hearing my spine crack under me. “Where’s mom?”
My shirt is untucked, exposing a bit of my smooth skin. (!!!) I pull it down, then looking at my parents who are huddled on a bench, probably looking at photos from previous summers at Crescent’s Point.
The humidity starts to hit me even though the AC is open, so I roll down the window to feel a cooler breeze.
I wash my mouth, then shuffling over in the room to dig through my suitcase and find an outfit.
I remember smiling, flopping on his bed and twisting my body in his sheets. At this point, his parents had already waken up for coffee, so they weren’t disturbed by my early-morning chaos.
I stare at the lavender candle flickering on the table, willing the tears to stop. “What do I do now?” “I do.” She fixes me with a compassionate look.
Officer Ainsley had been recount my steps everywhere.