A huge thanks to the author for allowing me to ARC read this. ♥
CW: Sexual Content, Drug Use, Depression
4.5 /5 Stars
Alright, let's try to get all of my thoughts into sentences that make some form of sense. And let's do that by letting you know that I'm def the target audience for this book. I'm a fat, depressed asexua person and I - and I need to stress this, because it's less comon than you think - adore, no absolutly love, when a book lets it's main characters *gasp* TALK about what they enjoy during sexy time. Consent is ducking sexy. Let's make that a trope.
I will be honest, I was a tiny bit scared if the sex scenes would work for me. Simply because I fall on the repulsed side of the ace experience and have a difficult relationships with sex scenes. Meaning, they aren't doing anything to me. Best case, I find them funny. Worst case, I have to skip. Exceptions apply. For the Plot is one of those, because there's just a lot of care put into the comfort of the people involved. The so-called consent I mentioned above. Actuall communication. I can't give you feedback about the quality of the smut. Nor can I share if you'd find it hot whatsoever. That's not what I'm here for. But I can tell you that it's good stuff.
We talk a lot about demisexuality in this one, simply because this is a Demi4Demi book which in and off itself made me smile. We talk a lot about the different ways people can experience attraction and their demisexuality in general and lucky for me, while I'm, again, ace and not demi, I did find a lot of relatable stuff in the way our female lead felt. I never felt like I was lectured, because we manage to include the demi stuff so naturally into scenes that I was always looking forward to when it got brought up.
I also want to briefly mention the way we tackle body-positivity in this one, because, oh my, was I a huge fan of the way it was done.
I really enjoyed this one a lot, until we reached the maybe 88% mark or something and there's a really *sigh* not needed conflict happening. Like, my guy, she's got 1 week to finish this book. And she's got depression and ADHD - which are not an excuse for what she says - b u t. James, I'm sorry, but I feel like I borrowed all of your brain cells during that conversation. Like, if he had looked at it logically for more than 3 seconds, than he would have realised that NOW was NOT THE TIME to be jumping her with that. I was really annoyed at him during that because it was HE who kept on saying how important communication was. And it was he who tried all book to be supportive and understanding and who never made me feel like he would just take all that understanding and throw it out the window.
I'm still going to give this one 5 goodreads stars, simply because I literally loved everything else.
This book was written with lots of love and you can feel that in every page. It's got amazing representation and a great story to accompany it. Would and will def reccomand going forward.