Oh my...
A Bond So Fierce and Fragile picks up very quickly after A Promise So Bold and Broken left us, which thank goodness given how crazed Merrick was going after losing Lessia. For this book, the tears started in chapter one! And while they paused a few times throughout this story, I don't think I've cried this much throughout a book!
Merrick starts to understand the stakes that Lessia found out about during A Promise So Bold and Broken regarding her future and King Rioner, and I love his optimism despite being the grumpy Fae protector. He absolutely refuses that this outcome is the only way, and he will do whatever it takes to keep Lessia in his life. I also loved getting his POV during several chapters in this story. The whole series thus far has been from Lessia's POV, and so getting some of his thoughts was so necessary to see how devoted he is to her. Plus, our group is separated for quite a bit of the story, so also getting Loche and Frelina's POVs were nice touches.
Oh little Frelina! She comes off as very sheltered, but she wants to be fierce like her older sister Lessia. I'm so glad that we see Frelina looking up to Lessia, especially since Lessia seemed sure that Frelina would just hate her. She wants so much from her life, even though she thinks her life is very likely to be cut short. But she grabs hold of some chemistry with Raine and runs with it! Despite Raine having lost his mate and Frelina maybe having someone else in her future...
And poor Loche! I was fully on the Loche-is-an-idiot train after A Promise So Bold and Broken. But seeing that he truly loves his country and wants to do what is best for the most amount of people, even if it means betraying the one woman he loves more than anything and knows that he ruined any chance he might have with her. Even then, seeing his pining for her and watching her lovey-dovey eyes to Merrick throughout this story was hard. But! We just might get a little bit of a love story for him in the next book! There are definitely hints that he has a love like the one shared by Lessia and Merrick.
I will say my head hurt at the end of this story! Both from crying and from ALL that happened! We learn a bit more about why exactly Merrick is nicknamed The Death Whisperer, and he pushes his power probably beyond what he is supposed to do all for Lessia. I NEED MORE!
Some favorite quotes:
One day. One fvcking day without her and he was losing his mind.
His to save. His to protect. His to love.
"He'll rip this world apart if that's what it takes."
"Careful, regent. I'm plotting how I'm going to k!ll everyone who's ever hvrt her, and you're high on that list."
"I wish it wasn't her. But... it's all we have now. I fvcked up so bad. And while I owe it to her to save her, I also owe Ellow to do everything I can to save it. I already let her get away, and... I gave her the damned stone. We have nothing left now."
"If you d!e on that ship I will come to the afterlife and haunt you for fvcking ever, and then we can talk about poss3ssive."
It was still there. As frail and fragile as before.
"I don't care what she wants. I don't want to live in a world where she doesn't exist."
But just because she was broken... it didn't mean she was useless.
She was something new. Something forged in pain. Something born out of guilt. Something bound by love. Because every broken piece that remained now was just that... Bound by love.
Instead, he folded her broken body against his broken heart and held her there.
Frelina wanted that kind of pain--the kind she'd read about in books--that only love for another could bring. Frelina wanted it all. All the feelings. All the joy. All the sadness. All the love. All the hurt.
"Perhaps we only get endings. But let's make that ending one for the fvcking books, shall we?"
He didn't have any hope of finding what she had. And even if he did, he didn't want it. Because that meant he would risk feeling like this again.
"You and me."
She didn't need to sacrifice herself for a world that had done nothing but hvrt her.
Merrick promised himself he'd give her everything she wished for. He'd give her all of it. If not in this lifetime, then the next. And he'd start with time.
"You appear to be the only one in need of saving, Mr. Brooding Overprotective Soldier Man." "If you're the one doing it, I'll put myself in harm's way every day."
"My little fighter like her man on his knees before her. Likes to see him serve her like the goddess she is."
"I love you with all the broken pieces I have." "You're not broken, Lessia."
"It's never nothing to carry pain because you're relieving another."
He didn't rush her in the mornings anymore. He kissed her whenever he got a chance. Whispered words into her ear that he'd usually save for when they were alone, ignoring Raine's quips about them being mushy. Touched her everywhere he could. Made jokes that weren't particularly funny but that made her laugh all the same because of his studious expression. He was giving her what she'd wished for: time, love, friendship, acceptance. And he was clearly trying to give her the one thing she knew he couldn't... a future. (Merrick being so soft for her!)
Merrick and Lessia... They were respect, they were fight, they were hope, they were... love.
"Their bond is a fierce and fragile one."
"Merrick, no! You'll k!ll all of us." "Do you think I give one sh!t?"
He would always, always be there to light the way for her.
If you love a romantasy story with war (and everything that comes with it, including a raging Death Whisperer), Gods and curses, fated mates, female rage, friends to "use me to forget" to..., loss and heartbreak and healing together, new relationships, grumpy sea wyverns, spice (including an intense mirror scene), she tattoos him with her hopes and dreams, and he will burn the world (and anyone in it) for her, you NEED to read A Bond So Fierce and Fragile!
I received an advanced review copy for free. This review contains my honest opinion and is being left voluntarily.