What do you think?
Rate this book
Delusions & Desires
Magic was supposed to be a delusion.
Instead, it’s dragged me into a future where women are owned, families war for power, and desire is dangerous.
Disguised as a boy, I fall into the orbit of three men who make me feel terrifyingly alive.
A dark reverse harem romantasy with MM. Adult readers only.
I’m sick. Clinically diagnosed with a second personality who thinks she can do magic. But magic isn’t real, and brain surgery is supposed to fix me. Only something’s gone horribly wrong.
The last thing I remember is lying on the surgeon’s table before my mind yanked me into a dystopian future where magic is real, women are commodities, and men want me for all the wrong reasons.
I’m trapped in a dark romance—and I know it. But if none of this is real, neither are the consequences. So why not enjoy this wild ride?
Disguised as a boy, I meet three dangerously seductive men who make me feel things I’ve never felt before. Alive.
But the line between fantasy and reality is blurring, and I’m losing my grip. Am I dreaming? Or have I stepped into a future where survival is the only rule?
This is a reverse harem, slow-burn novel with MM. It contains numerous triggers and is not suitable for sensitive readers. You can find the triggers listed on my website. JustAPotato[dot]com.
Instead, it’s dragged me into a future where women are owned, families war for power, and desire is dangerous.
Disguised as a boy, I fall into the orbit of three men who make me feel terrifyingly alive.
A dark reverse harem romantasy with MM. Adult readers only.
I’m sick. Clinically diagnosed with a second personality who thinks she can do magic. But magic isn’t real, and brain surgery is supposed to fix me. Only something’s gone horribly wrong.
The last thing I remember is lying on the surgeon’s table before my mind yanked me into a dystopian future where magic is real, women are commodities, and men want me for all the wrong reasons.
I’m trapped in a dark romance—and I know it. But if none of this is real, neither are the consequences. So why not enjoy this wild ride?
Disguised as a boy, I meet three dangerously seductive men who make me feel things I’ve never felt before. Alive.
But the line between fantasy and reality is blurring, and I’m losing my grip. Am I dreaming? Or have I stepped into a future where survival is the only rule?
This is a reverse harem, slow-burn novel with MM. It contains numerous triggers and is not suitable for sensitive readers. You can find the triggers listed on my website. JustAPotato[dot]com.
289 pages, Kindle Edition
Published October 30, 2025
16 people are currently reading
74 people want to read
About the author
Kate Messick
14 books125 followersCurrently living in England, Kate Messick is married with three cats and two degrees in classical music. She enjoys everything clarinet, lifting weights, reading, playing games, and traveling.
From a young age, Kate’s dad read all sorts of fantasy books aloud to his daughters. Eventually, she figured out this reading stuff on her own and found her insatiable hunger for dragons and stories only grew with the years.
Living an exciting life, Kate is never afraid to reach for the stars. She founded the Symphonic Anime Orchestra and traveled with her music all over the US. Over the years, Kate has collected a diverse resume working in education, road construction, spinal technician, data mining, security escort, and more. Her life philosophy: Life is short, never be afraid to spice it up.
From a young age, Kate’s dad read all sorts of fantasy books aloud to his daughters. Eventually, she figured out this reading stuff on her own and found her insatiable hunger for dragons and stories only grew with the years.
Living an exciting life, Kate is never afraid to reach for the stars. She founded the Symphonic Anime Orchestra and traveled with her music all over the US. Over the years, Kate has collected a diverse resume working in education, road construction, spinal technician, data mining, security escort, and more. Her life philosophy: Life is short, never be afraid to spice it up.
Ratings & Reviews
Friends & Following
Create a free account to discover what your friends think of this book!
Community Reviews
Displaying 1 - 30 of 123 reviews
October 30, 2025
Delusions & Desires by Kate Messick is a dystopian romantasy that grasps every part of your heart, from the initial unsettling moments on the operating table, Quinn's world spirals into a fascinating chaotic scene in which reality itself becomes untrustworthy. The suspense is endless, an imperceptible tension that keeps you turning pages with an eager want to discover what is real and what is imagined!
.
Quinn's puzzlement is patent, but her bravery and tenacity give the plot an unparalleled emotional substance that makes each surprise seem unique, the lyrical prose has a compelling flow, mirroring Quinn's own floundering beat as she struggles between the dystopian future and her old existence!
.
The reverse harem feature renders an entertaining dimension to the passion, Quinn encounters three separate guys, each with a nuanced and vibrant personality that sparks suspense and eagerness, the Author Kate Messick operates their relationships with intelligence, keeping their interactions intriguing and charged with an addicting chemistry that is entertaining and dangerously electrifying!
.
Quinn, disguised as a boy, treads this treacherous emotional terrain with wit and daring, garnering equal parts amusement and respect, the slow-burn romance is adeptly matched with suspense and adventure, such that neither love nor danger overshadows the other!
.
Delusions & Desires is addictive, fascinating, and completely riveting in its ferocity. Kate Messick has written a universe that is stunning and confusing, anchored by Quinn's sassy, sympathetic, and very human viewpoint, romance, danger, and self-discovery meet in a story that feels astonishingly alive and refuses to let the reader relax into comfort, the storyline has a structure that lets every high-stakes situation ring true and every emotional beat linger with beautiful significance. It's a book that questions perception, teases desire, and transports you between imagination and reality with an unforgettable feeling!
.
The end of the novel promises further suspense, and the eagerness for the next installment is almost contagious. This is reverse harem romantasy at its best, Kate Messick delivers one spicy hell of a first novel that makes me want to read the next books immediately after I closed this one!!!
.
Quinn's puzzlement is patent, but her bravery and tenacity give the plot an unparalleled emotional substance that makes each surprise seem unique, the lyrical prose has a compelling flow, mirroring Quinn's own floundering beat as she struggles between the dystopian future and her old existence!
.
The reverse harem feature renders an entertaining dimension to the passion, Quinn encounters three separate guys, each with a nuanced and vibrant personality that sparks suspense and eagerness, the Author Kate Messick operates their relationships with intelligence, keeping their interactions intriguing and charged with an addicting chemistry that is entertaining and dangerously electrifying!
.
Quinn, disguised as a boy, treads this treacherous emotional terrain with wit and daring, garnering equal parts amusement and respect, the slow-burn romance is adeptly matched with suspense and adventure, such that neither love nor danger overshadows the other!
.
Delusions & Desires is addictive, fascinating, and completely riveting in its ferocity. Kate Messick has written a universe that is stunning and confusing, anchored by Quinn's sassy, sympathetic, and very human viewpoint, romance, danger, and self-discovery meet in a story that feels astonishingly alive and refuses to let the reader relax into comfort, the storyline has a structure that lets every high-stakes situation ring true and every emotional beat linger with beautiful significance. It's a book that questions perception, teases desire, and transports you between imagination and reality with an unforgettable feeling!
.
The end of the novel promises further suspense, and the eagerness for the next installment is almost contagious. This is reverse harem romantasy at its best, Kate Messick delivers one spicy hell of a first novel that makes me want to read the next books immediately after I closed this one!!!
October 30, 2025
Delusions & Desires is the first book in a dystopian, reverse harem series with MM elements. This book was a wild ride, so you better buckle up!
The whole concept of this book was special. Quinn, the FMC, thinks she is undergoing brain surgery, because her whole life she had these episodes and she thinks she‘s insane. As she awakes, she finds herself in a post-apocalyptic Scotland where magic is real and fertile women are commodities.
Quinn had me a bit on the fence. On the one hand, I found her to be quirky, likable and at times badass, but on the other hand, her constant refusal to ask the simplest questions was frustrating. Her men seem to be a great mix, and my heart just goes out to Cayden! I‘ll always have a soft spot for the lost boys! Every one of the side characters seemed to be really interesting; I can‘t wait to get to know the backstories of Evelyn and Brit better. The world setting was intriguing and I really liked that this book kept me guessing at every turn. I have no clue what‘s going to happen in the second book and I already know I‘m going to enjoy the surprise. All in all, I maybe would have preferred a little less mystery and secrets and knowing a bit more about everything, but half of the fun was not knowing… so meh… Fun 1 : Controllfreak 0!
If you enjoy your books dark and a bit on the crazy side, but also with wit, this one’s for you!
If needed, please make sure to read the trigger warnings.
Thank you to Kate Messick and @the.author.agency for providing me with an ARC. All opinions are my own.
The whole concept of this book was special. Quinn, the FMC, thinks she is undergoing brain surgery, because her whole life she had these episodes and she thinks she‘s insane. As she awakes, she finds herself in a post-apocalyptic Scotland where magic is real and fertile women are commodities.
Quinn had me a bit on the fence. On the one hand, I found her to be quirky, likable and at times badass, but on the other hand, her constant refusal to ask the simplest questions was frustrating. Her men seem to be a great mix, and my heart just goes out to Cayden! I‘ll always have a soft spot for the lost boys! Every one of the side characters seemed to be really interesting; I can‘t wait to get to know the backstories of Evelyn and Brit better. The world setting was intriguing and I really liked that this book kept me guessing at every turn. I have no clue what‘s going to happen in the second book and I already know I‘m going to enjoy the surprise. All in all, I maybe would have preferred a little less mystery and secrets and knowing a bit more about everything, but half of the fun was not knowing… so meh… Fun 1 : Controllfreak 0!
If you enjoy your books dark and a bit on the crazy side, but also with wit, this one’s for you!
If needed, please make sure to read the trigger warnings.
Thank you to Kate Messick and @the.author.agency for providing me with an ARC. All opinions are my own.
October 19, 2025
I quite enjoy a dystopian story, as I live in Edinburgh I was able to picture the futuristic Edinburgh, Kate Messick describes in her story. The story starts with the architect healing Quinn, our leading lady. Quinn wakes up after being healed & believes she is imagining everything & everyone around her. Whilst in the real world she is currently under going brain surgery. When navigating her life in this new futuristic time, she discovers that magic is all around & everyone is able to use it. In her real life magic doesn’t exist & she is made to believe she wasn’t of sound mind, hence the brain surgery. Quinn makes some new friends Everly & Brit & they become quite the trio with some funny antics. In this new world Women only make a small percentage of the population, so are rare & wanted commodity. Quinn finds herself with many suitors, Quinn, Rowan & Cayden who she is attracted to each one & another who starts off as friend & quickly becomes a stalker, he will be one to watch in the rest of the books.
This is a good first book in the series, it introduces you to the characters & sets the scene/story for the rest of series which I look forward to reading. I need to find out is this really all in her mind or did she mange to magic herself to the future!!
This is a good first book in the series, it introduces you to the characters & sets the scene/story for the rest of series which I look forward to reading. I need to find out is this really all in her mind or did she mange to magic herself to the future!!
November 1, 2025
Kate Messick's Delusions & Desires was a fantastic read. MFC Quinn has been dropped in a post-apocalyptic future, but she can't tell if it's real or in her head, which leads to some humorous situations. I sympathize with Quinn. She's had a hard time but still manages to be genuine with people even after her trust has been betrayed over and over. Quinn deserves a break, and this new world might be it. There are four guys in the would-be harem. I say "would be" because this is a slow burn. Alexander, Ezra, Cayden, and Rowan. At one point, I gave all of them the stink eye, but they're growing on me. Cayden, in particular, still has to overcome some things, but he has come the furthest.
The story is a weird mix of modern and medieval, with a lot of magic and a touch of humor. It was great. There was a fair bit of chaos. It felt like we were dropped into a story that had already been going on for a while. It was a little disorienting, but I think it was supposed to be. The world and the magic system were incredible. Everyone has access to general magic, but there's also specialty magic, and everyone is a little different. I loved the story. Between figuring out how the world worked and what exactly happened to Quinn before she showed up, I was never bored. The friend group was a hoot. Quinn managed to pull together a group of people who would normally be enemies, but instead formed real friendships. I'm happy that Quinn finally found people who support her no matter what.
The ending was good. It's not a cliffhanger (which I'm not mad about), but things are still left in the air. I have so many questions about Quinn that I need to have answered. I can't wait for the next book. I would recommend it to anyone who's looking for a new fantasy.
The story is a weird mix of modern and medieval, with a lot of magic and a touch of humor. It was great. There was a fair bit of chaos. It felt like we were dropped into a story that had already been going on for a while. It was a little disorienting, but I think it was supposed to be. The world and the magic system were incredible. Everyone has access to general magic, but there's also specialty magic, and everyone is a little different. I loved the story. Between figuring out how the world worked and what exactly happened to Quinn before she showed up, I was never bored. The friend group was a hoot. Quinn managed to pull together a group of people who would normally be enemies, but instead formed real friendships. I'm happy that Quinn finally found people who support her no matter what.
The ending was good. It's not a cliffhanger (which I'm not mad about), but things are still left in the air. I have so many questions about Quinn that I need to have answered. I can't wait for the next book. I would recommend it to anyone who's looking for a new fantasy.
November 18, 2025
Delusions & Desires had me feeling like I’d fallen straight into someone else’s fever dream and somehow loved every second of it. This is so far from my usual lane, but the combination of dystopian magic, reverse harem tension, and Quinn trying to figure out what’s real and what’s not had me locked in. Quinn herself is such a mix — adorable and sharp one minute, then making choices that had me whispering “girl… please” at my book — but she’s impossible not to root for. And every one of the guys brings something different and necessary to the story, but Cayden absolutely stole my heart. I’m a sucker for the emotionally lost ones.
What impressed me most was how fully immersed I felt. The constant uncertainty, the shifting realities, the slow realization that maybe everything Quinn believed about herself was wrong kept me reading way later than planned. It’s dark, confusing, emotional, and somehow still funny at the exact right moments. By the end I felt wired, in that “I need someone else to read this so we can talk about it” kind of way. And book two? I’m already impatient. I know it’s going to unravel things I’m still trying to piece together.
What impressed me most was how fully immersed I felt. The constant uncertainty, the shifting realities, the slow realization that maybe everything Quinn believed about herself was wrong kept me reading way later than planned. It’s dark, confusing, emotional, and somehow still funny at the exact right moments. By the end I felt wired, in that “I need someone else to read this so we can talk about it” kind of way. And book two? I’m already impatient. I know it’s going to unravel things I’m still trying to piece together.
November 19, 2025
Big thanks to Kate Messick and @the.author.agency for the ARC and all opinions expressed in this are my own and I am volunteering to leave a review. Delusions & Desires is a thrilling start to a dystopian reverse harem series. So buckle up for a wild ride! Quinn, the FMC, awakens from supposed brain surgery to a post-apocalyptic Scotland where magic is real and fertile women are coveted. Quinn's a complex protagonist who is quirky, likable, and badass, yet frustratingly hesitant to ask questions. The men in her life are intriguing, especially the lost and brooding Cayden. The supporting cast is equally compelling, with Evelyn and Brit's backstories needs and I beg to be explored. The world building is immersive, with twists and turns that kept me guessing. I'm excited to see where the series goes next. If you enjoy dark, witty, and unpredictable reads, Delusions & Desires is for you - just heed the trigger warnings!
January 7, 2026
Interesting story that goes beyond imagination!
Kate Messick created intrigue, mystery blended in a slow burning romance!
Quinn, our leading lady, undergoes a brain surgery and wakes up in a post- apocalyptic Scotland. It’s a mystery what’s real and what’s imagination and that makes it so great! I flipped page after page, with several thoughts coming up, but being surprised as the story continued!
Quinn develops a special bond with 3 guys… Kate Messick has carefully worked out the interactions and crafted a growing chemistry, erotical tension that will burn your cheeks, only by the thought of it.
This book is phenomenal in every way and I’m so ready to start reading the next installment. I hope there will be more Cayden chemistry 😍… 🤩
Kate Messick created intrigue, mystery blended in a slow burning romance!
Quinn, our leading lady, undergoes a brain surgery and wakes up in a post- apocalyptic Scotland. It’s a mystery what’s real and what’s imagination and that makes it so great! I flipped page after page, with several thoughts coming up, but being surprised as the story continued!
Quinn develops a special bond with 3 guys… Kate Messick has carefully worked out the interactions and crafted a growing chemistry, erotical tension that will burn your cheeks, only by the thought of it.
This book is phenomenal in every way and I’m so ready to start reading the next installment. I hope there will be more Cayden chemistry 😍… 🤩
October 21, 2025
This was such a good book. I do want to point out that this book is not marketed as having an unreliable narrator, but it really does, which makes it so good.
I love diving into a book that keeps the world topsy-turvy. Quinn is struggling to separate reality from fiction and she drags us along for the ride. I feel that I am just as confused by what is going on as she is. The POV's from the different guys sorta help even things out just a bit, so we, the reader have a better understanding, hopefully, of what is going on.
There are several laugh out loud moments scattered throughout this book and the amount of questions that have piled up in my brain are insane. Is Quinn from the past? Is she a time traveler? A monster? The questions are endless. I no more know what is real than Quinn does and I love it.
Brody is going to be a Problem with a capital P. I do not see things going well with this character and I fully expect him to hurt Quinn. Rowan, (insert eye roll) is something else. Hopefully he does not allow his pride to cause him to lose Quinn. Cayden, okay, he is trying to be a good man. Being Quinn's bestie is a good start, he doesn't want anything bad to happen and he does truly care. Ezra, I could write a book on this one, but I won't. He needs a reality check.
I do have questions about the girls as well but I love what they are doing for Quinn. I seriously cannot wait for the next book to release.
I love diving into a book that keeps the world topsy-turvy. Quinn is struggling to separate reality from fiction and she drags us along for the ride. I feel that I am just as confused by what is going on as she is. The POV's from the different guys sorta help even things out just a bit, so we, the reader have a better understanding, hopefully, of what is going on.
There are several laugh out loud moments scattered throughout this book and the amount of questions that have piled up in my brain are insane. Is Quinn from the past? Is she a time traveler? A monster? The questions are endless. I no more know what is real than Quinn does and I love it.
Brody is going to be a Problem with a capital P. I do not see things going well with this character and I fully expect him to hurt Quinn. Rowan, (insert eye roll) is something else. Hopefully he does not allow his pride to cause him to lose Quinn. Cayden, okay, he is trying to be a good man. Being Quinn's bestie is a good start, he doesn't want anything bad to happen and he does truly care. Ezra, I could write a book on this one, but I won't. He needs a reality check.
I do have questions about the girls as well but I love what they are doing for Quinn. I seriously cannot wait for the next book to release.
October 30, 2025
What an intriguing and original storyline! I haven't read any books by Kate Messick but I was impressed with the plot and storyline. Each mmc was distinct enough that they don't all blur and are memorable. The fmc was likeable and I'm looking forward to seeing a bit more character growth in future books.
It was a little slow to get into but the pace really begins to build and some confusion around what's happening at the start is cleared up.
Definitely recommend starting the series as it is looking to have good potential.
It was a little slow to get into but the pace really begins to build and some confusion around what's happening at the start is cleared up.
Definitely recommend starting the series as it is looking to have good potential.
December 15, 2025
Delusions & Desires isn’t something that normally falls in my comfort zone, but the blurb for this one pulled me in and convinced me to step put of my normal read. It’s a really unique concept with Quinn waking up after brain surgery and she isn’t sure if what she’s seeing is real. She ends up hiding as a boy because she finds herself in a world where women are commodities. You're thrown straight in and I was a little lost to start, but once I got my head round things I really got into it.
It’s a dark dystopian and it’s not a light read, but it’s different and I liked that. If you enjoy something a bit different, this one’s worth picking up!
It’s a dark dystopian and it’s not a light read, but it’s different and I liked that. If you enjoy something a bit different, this one’s worth picking up!
November 10, 2025
This pulled me in so hard. I was literally sucked in from the first page.
We are dropped off in what might feel as the middle of a story. Quinn is struggling to take things serious, because she is convinced her second personality (Miss Q) is pulling her leg.
But as the story evolves, the illusion feels more and more real and she starts questioning what is the actual reality.
She finds unlikely friends, both amongst the more or less royalty and amongst the outcasts of what she realize is a sort of dystopian future.
Cayden becomes her trusted friend even though most others don't trust him or are affraid of him. While the Architect (Xan) is out cold from overuse of magic, Ezra tries his best to hold the fort (or, well! Castle). While doing that, he push Q in direction of certain people and try to keep her from others. It does not go over well with Q and trust is hardly given anywhere.
When you don't understand the rules, it is hard to try to figure out where you even fit in. But freedom of choice is always important.
I'm super excited to read the rest of the series and I'm very relieved to see, that no more than 2-3 months are planned between releases. Way to go KM!
Anyways, loved the characters (annoyed I can't remember the 2 female friends names LOL), laved the pace and can't wait to get my hands on book 2.
Slight spoiler ahead:
.
.
.
This is very slow burn, not much spice until the very last (and it's the MM part going on) - unless you count a certain event on horseback (which was the only thing I disliked about the book. I'm a rider and I've literally never felt excited in that way on the back of a horse. I was tempted to draw away a start for that, but over all I just really, REALLY loved the book, so didn't).
We are dropped off in what might feel as the middle of a story. Quinn is struggling to take things serious, because she is convinced her second personality (Miss Q) is pulling her leg.
But as the story evolves, the illusion feels more and more real and she starts questioning what is the actual reality.
She finds unlikely friends, both amongst the more or less royalty and amongst the outcasts of what she realize is a sort of dystopian future.
Cayden becomes her trusted friend even though most others don't trust him or are affraid of him. While the Architect (Xan) is out cold from overuse of magic, Ezra tries his best to hold the fort (or, well! Castle). While doing that, he push Q in direction of certain people and try to keep her from others. It does not go over well with Q and trust is hardly given anywhere.
When you don't understand the rules, it is hard to try to figure out where you even fit in. But freedom of choice is always important.
I'm super excited to read the rest of the series and I'm very relieved to see, that no more than 2-3 months are planned between releases. Way to go KM!
Anyways, loved the characters (annoyed I can't remember the 2 female friends names LOL), laved the pace and can't wait to get my hands on book 2.
Slight spoiler ahead:
.
.
.
This is very slow burn, not much spice until the very last (and it's the MM part going on) - unless you count a certain event on horseback (which was the only thing I disliked about the book. I'm a rider and I've literally never felt excited in that way on the back of a horse. I was tempted to draw away a start for that, but over all I just really, REALLY loved the book, so didn't).
December 7, 2025
Kate hooked me from the book description and it made me beg her for the book...in my head but hey isn't this book MAYBE in someone's head? Ugh I fell in love and I need the rest of the books now. Quinn has spent her whole life being told she’s broken, that the strange disintegration magic in her hands and the brilliant voice in her head are nothing but delusions. So when she “wakes up” mid-brain-surgery in a dystopian future ruled by magic, she’s convinced this is just another universe her mind invented. Except, the longer she’s there, the more real it all feels.
Watching Quinn navigate a world without fire or technology, where women are rare and magic is law, is an absolute ride. She stumbles straight into danger, friendships, and a group of frustratingly gorgeous men who each have secrets of their own. Ezra with his sharp edges, Cayden with his surprising loyalty, Rowan with his temper, and the mysterious Architect she can’t stop thinking about. The tension, the confusion, the slow realization that she might not be imagining any of this? Drool.
What I loved most was the unreliable-narrator chaos blended with rich world-building and genuine laugh-out-loud moments. Quinn’s trauma, resilience, and bold new choices make her incredibly easy to root for, and the found-family vibes from both the outcasts and the pseudo-royalty were perfection. The story ends with just enough answers to satisfy me....ok that's a lie. It answers enough I'm not angry begging for more, but also I have SO MANY QUESTIONS LEFT.
Tropes:
✨ Unreliable narrator
✨ Dystopian future with magic
✨ Slow burn
✨ Why-choose
✨MM
✨ Girl disguised as a boy
✨ Hidden identity
✨ Found family
✨ Time-travel (maybe) / reality-bending
✨ Forced proximity
✨ Trauma recovery + mental health themes
Watching Quinn navigate a world without fire or technology, where women are rare and magic is law, is an absolute ride. She stumbles straight into danger, friendships, and a group of frustratingly gorgeous men who each have secrets of their own. Ezra with his sharp edges, Cayden with his surprising loyalty, Rowan with his temper, and the mysterious Architect she can’t stop thinking about. The tension, the confusion, the slow realization that she might not be imagining any of this? Drool.
What I loved most was the unreliable-narrator chaos blended with rich world-building and genuine laugh-out-loud moments. Quinn’s trauma, resilience, and bold new choices make her incredibly easy to root for, and the found-family vibes from both the outcasts and the pseudo-royalty were perfection. The story ends with just enough answers to satisfy me....ok that's a lie. It answers enough I'm not angry begging for more, but also I have SO MANY QUESTIONS LEFT.
Tropes:
✨ Unreliable narrator
✨ Dystopian future with magic
✨ Slow burn
✨ Why-choose
✨MM
✨ Girl disguised as a boy
✨ Hidden identity
✨ Found family
✨ Time-travel (maybe) / reality-bending
✨ Forced proximity
✨ Trauma recovery + mental health themes
November 10, 2025
OMG – I NEED MORE OF THIS SERIES!!!
And I am talking about as quickly as possible!!!!!! This book was FANTASTIC, and I was talking about it to my family while reading it – it was really that friggin good!
Quinn has always been a little different… things just disintegrate in her hands into their base forms when she touches them. She believes that she has a split personality that is absolutely brilliant and can take things apart and some of the delusions she’s had are spectacular. Finally done with her freakishness, she decides to have brain surgery that will remove that part of her, except something doesn’t seem to be right… the delusions she seems to be having while she should be having the surgery start to feel a little too real.
Her delusion seems to have put her in a dystopian fantasy where the future is now devoid of technology and fire, and everyone seems to have magic!!! Even though she should fit right in, her magic doesn’t work like everyone elses. The Architect who saved her from nearly dying decides that she will stay before having to go into a healing sleep – and his lover, Ezra, lets her stay as long as she pretends to be a male since females in this new world are somewhat rare.
While in this community, she meets several people, Cayden and Rowan to name a few, that she seems to have a thing for… and of course Ezra is also too yummy to be true. They don’t know the extent of her magic or that she isn’t really from there, and she is doing her best to hide it from everyone.
This book has become very addictive, and I cannot wait to read what happens next now that the Architect, Alexander, is now awake!!!! Soooo good!
And I am talking about as quickly as possible!!!!!! This book was FANTASTIC, and I was talking about it to my family while reading it – it was really that friggin good!
Quinn has always been a little different… things just disintegrate in her hands into their base forms when she touches them. She believes that she has a split personality that is absolutely brilliant and can take things apart and some of the delusions she’s had are spectacular. Finally done with her freakishness, she decides to have brain surgery that will remove that part of her, except something doesn’t seem to be right… the delusions she seems to be having while she should be having the surgery start to feel a little too real.
Her delusion seems to have put her in a dystopian fantasy where the future is now devoid of technology and fire, and everyone seems to have magic!!! Even though she should fit right in, her magic doesn’t work like everyone elses. The Architect who saved her from nearly dying decides that she will stay before having to go into a healing sleep – and his lover, Ezra, lets her stay as long as she pretends to be a male since females in this new world are somewhat rare.
While in this community, she meets several people, Cayden and Rowan to name a few, that she seems to have a thing for… and of course Ezra is also too yummy to be true. They don’t know the extent of her magic or that she isn’t really from there, and she is doing her best to hide it from everyone.
This book has become very addictive, and I cannot wait to read what happens next now that the Architect, Alexander, is now awake!!!! Soooo good!
October 24, 2025
Delusions and Desires is a darkly enchanting start to Kate Messick’s new Tethered to Temptation series, and while I thoroughly enjoyed it, I also found myself a little lost at times. The post-apocalyptic world woven with magic is an incredible concept, full of mystery and tension, but I couldn’t help but wish for a bit more clarity - especially when it came to Quinn, our leading lady.
We get glimpses into her past through fragmented flashbacks with her father, but by the end, I still felt like I didn’t truly know her. That said, the slow-burn romance between Quinn, Cayden, Rowan, and Ezra is divine - intense, emotional, and filled with chemistry. The addition of some MM moments between Ezra and the Architect was a wonderful touch that added extra depth to the dynamics and a possible glimpse into the future of the relations of them all.
What truly intrigued me was Quinn’s struggle with her mental health and the mention of a lobotomy - an element that made me question everything. The more I read, the more I started to wonder if Quinn’s “issues” weren’t hers at all, but rather a reflection of how those around her fail to understand and accept her.
Despite a few moments of confusion, this book has me hooked. It’s complex, haunting, and beautifully written. I’ll definitely be diving into book two because I need answers - and I can’t wait to see what happens next in this twisted, magical world.
Thank you so much to Kate for allowing me the opportunity to read and review.
We get glimpses into her past through fragmented flashbacks with her father, but by the end, I still felt like I didn’t truly know her. That said, the slow-burn romance between Quinn, Cayden, Rowan, and Ezra is divine - intense, emotional, and filled with chemistry. The addition of some MM moments between Ezra and the Architect was a wonderful touch that added extra depth to the dynamics and a possible glimpse into the future of the relations of them all.
What truly intrigued me was Quinn’s struggle with her mental health and the mention of a lobotomy - an element that made me question everything. The more I read, the more I started to wonder if Quinn’s “issues” weren’t hers at all, but rather a reflection of how those around her fail to understand and accept her.
Despite a few moments of confusion, this book has me hooked. It’s complex, haunting, and beautifully written. I’ll definitely be diving into book two because I need answers - and I can’t wait to see what happens next in this twisted, magical world.
Thank you so much to Kate for allowing me the opportunity to read and review.
November 17, 2025
Kate Messick's "Delusions and Desires: Tethered by Temptation" is a captivating dystopian novel that impresses with its intense blend of magic, psychological challenges, and complex interpersonal relationships. The story follows Quinn, a young woman caught between reality and delusional hallucinations as she tries to survive in a world steeped in magic, power struggles, and societal oppression. Messick masterfully weaves themes such as mental health, trauma, abuse of power, and sexual violence into a compelling reverse-harem romance that is both emotionally resonant and darkly humorous. Particularly impressive are the multifaceted characters like Quinn, whose inner struggles and development are explored in depth, as well as the complex dynamic between her and the male characters who both protect and challenge her. The world, where technology has been replaced by magic and women are oppressed, is strikingly dystopian and richly detailed. The author does not shy away from addressing sensitive topics such as dubious consent and emotional abuse, which gives the book an intense, sometimes oppressive atmosphere and can only be recommended for mature readers.
Overall, "Tethered by Temptation" is a profound and emotional novel that prompts reflection and captivates with its unique blend of fantasy, romance, and psychological suspense. The narrative style is powerful and engaging, the plot complex and full of unexpected twists that enthrall readers and hold them spellbound. An impressive start to a series that leaves you eager for the sequels.
Overall, "Tethered by Temptation" is a profound and emotional novel that prompts reflection and captivates with its unique blend of fantasy, romance, and psychological suspense. The narrative style is powerful and engaging, the plot complex and full of unexpected twists that enthrall readers and hold them spellbound. An impressive start to a series that leaves you eager for the sequels.
November 18, 2025
This book was a wild, mind-bending ride — the kind where you genuinely can’t tell what’s real and what’s imagined, and you love every confusing second of it.
We follow Quinn, who believes she’s in the middle of brain surgery… then suddenly wakes up in a post-apocalyptic, magic-filled Scotland where women are rare and dangerously valuable. From the very first scene, the tension and unreality keep you flipping pages, desperate for answers.
Quinn is quirky, stubborn, and easy to root for — even if she does avoid some very obvious questions. And the reverse harem dynamic? So much fun. Rowan, Cayden, and Quinn (yes, another Quinn!) each bring something different to the table, from the dangerously intense to the heartbreakingly soft. The chemistry is sizzling and full of suspense — a slow burn with major payoff.
The worldbuilding is chaotic in the best way — dystopian tech, magic, secrets, and that constant nagging thought of Is this actually happening? I especially loved the side characters and can’t wait to learn more about them in future books.
If you enjoy:
✨ Reverse harem romantasy
✨ Post-apocalyptic worlds
✨ Underlying mystery + unreliable reality
✨ Spice, danger, and dark secrets
✨ Strong but vulnerable FMCs
…add this one to your TBR immediately.
The ending leaves you desperate for the next book — because honestly? I need answers now.
Addictive, tense, spicy, and full of twists — a fantastic first installment and an author I’m excited to keep reading!
We follow Quinn, who believes she’s in the middle of brain surgery… then suddenly wakes up in a post-apocalyptic, magic-filled Scotland where women are rare and dangerously valuable. From the very first scene, the tension and unreality keep you flipping pages, desperate for answers.
Quinn is quirky, stubborn, and easy to root for — even if she does avoid some very obvious questions. And the reverse harem dynamic? So much fun. Rowan, Cayden, and Quinn (yes, another Quinn!) each bring something different to the table, from the dangerously intense to the heartbreakingly soft. The chemistry is sizzling and full of suspense — a slow burn with major payoff.
The worldbuilding is chaotic in the best way — dystopian tech, magic, secrets, and that constant nagging thought of Is this actually happening? I especially loved the side characters and can’t wait to learn more about them in future books.
If you enjoy:
✨ Reverse harem romantasy
✨ Post-apocalyptic worlds
✨ Underlying mystery + unreliable reality
✨ Spice, danger, and dark secrets
✨ Strong but vulnerable FMCs
…add this one to your TBR immediately.
The ending leaves you desperate for the next book — because honestly? I need answers now.
Addictive, tense, spicy, and full of twists — a fantastic first installment and an author I’m excited to keep reading!
October 27, 2025
This book is something special. And the main reason for that is that I have never felt this confused while reading. It might seem strange to mention this as a strength, but it’s because the author managed to transfer the confusion of our fmc onto her readers. Whatever she doesn’t understand, we as readers don’t understand and it leads to a very peculiar feeling while reading. I even went back to check the blurb to give me a bit of direction. And while I wasn’t sure about the feeling at first, I have to say I really love it at this point! The way it helped me connect with Quinn is truly amazing and I can’t wait to find out what will be next.
I have a soft spot for dystopian storylines, and this author managed to give it an interesting and original spin. And let’s be real: finding something original to read isn’t as easy as it used to be, so this was a very pleasant surprise. I also like Quinn’s character. She hasn’t had an easy life, and still manages to radiate a “Joie de vivre” I truly admire. I have mixed feelings about the men, but I’m at a point I just want to trust Quinn’s gut feeling about them. And I’m kinda hoping the four we’ve seen so far will have to deal with some other future suitors as well.
I was very happy to find out the time in between books will be limited for this series, because I already can’t wait to find out what’s next for Quinn! I’ll be counting the days and weeks until we get to book two.
I have a soft spot for dystopian storylines, and this author managed to give it an interesting and original spin. And let’s be real: finding something original to read isn’t as easy as it used to be, so this was a very pleasant surprise. I also like Quinn’s character. She hasn’t had an easy life, and still manages to radiate a “Joie de vivre” I truly admire. I have mixed feelings about the men, but I’m at a point I just want to trust Quinn’s gut feeling about them. And I’m kinda hoping the four we’ve seen so far will have to deal with some other future suitors as well.
I was very happy to find out the time in between books will be limited for this series, because I already can’t wait to find out what’s next for Quinn! I’ll be counting the days and weeks until we get to book two.
October 30, 2025
The magic inside me was an outdated operating system on a computer. It worked, but none of the programs for Windows Dystopian Future ™ were compatible.
I've had this author on my TBR list for some time, but like most books/authors on my TBR, it just disappeared in the chaos a bit. So when I got the offer for an ARC for this first book in the series, I immediately said yes.
The start was confusing, I'm not very used to starting from the viewpoint of one of the MMCs. Plus from the blurb I expected to start with either the FMC's surgery or start a bit before her surgery. But once I figured out that Alexander was not our FMC but instead one of the MMC (maybe) it all got much clearer. I actually found it very nice to immediately jump into the story.
The story starts with our FMC, Quinn, quite literally falling into what she assumes is a imaginary world made up by her second personality, Miss Q. She wakes up in the castle of the Architect. They assume that she's 'auditioning' to join the family so they let her join in on all the tests. Quinn goes along since she still thinks this is all just a dream and everything could suddenly change again.
This book is filled with flashbacks. I still don't like them but here I think it was good since we got to jump right in (I'm not very patient). However, I found the flashbacks later in the book unnecessary. We could've just followed those in 'real-time'.
November 6, 2025
This book seems to tick all the boxes.
Dystopian RH, quirky and a bit unstable FMC, supporting and diverse MMCs, a small bad, a mysterious big bad, and plenty of drama, risks, and thrills.
Quinn is lovable, and a bit traumatized. And by a bit, I mean very. We get sneak peeks at the things she went through growing up, while she’s living what she thinks is a made up reality. A father who loved her too much but didn’t know how to help. A school full of bullies who will mock her at any given chance. Along with snippets of other “fictional universes” she believes her brain made up. Hinting at enough trauma from each one to last a lifetime.
This most recent universe has her trying something new. The previous ones all ended terribly, so she’s decided to embrace this one and do/react how she WANTS instead of what she thinks is the safe bet. She’s not sure how much time she has in this universe so she’s determined to make the best of it. she also has 3 men who are determined to keep her safe in this new Land of magic and mystery. And one stalker who is proving to be quite the problem.
She also has made herself some besties, who are completely different personalities, and both bring something wonderful to their friendship. They’re protective and supportive, while letting her discover this place and its wonders of magic and possibility.
I am genuinely so excited for the next book, and can’t wait to see what happens next. I have so many unanswered questions.
Dystopian RH, quirky and a bit unstable FMC, supporting and diverse MMCs, a small bad, a mysterious big bad, and plenty of drama, risks, and thrills.
Quinn is lovable, and a bit traumatized. And by a bit, I mean very. We get sneak peeks at the things she went through growing up, while she’s living what she thinks is a made up reality. A father who loved her too much but didn’t know how to help. A school full of bullies who will mock her at any given chance. Along with snippets of other “fictional universes” she believes her brain made up. Hinting at enough trauma from each one to last a lifetime.
This most recent universe has her trying something new. The previous ones all ended terribly, so she’s decided to embrace this one and do/react how she WANTS instead of what she thinks is the safe bet. She’s not sure how much time she has in this universe so she’s determined to make the best of it. she also has 3 men who are determined to keep her safe in this new Land of magic and mystery. And one stalker who is proving to be quite the problem.
She also has made herself some besties, who are completely different personalities, and both bring something wonderful to their friendship. They’re protective and supportive, while letting her discover this place and its wonders of magic and possibility.
I am genuinely so excited for the next book, and can’t wait to see what happens next. I have so many unanswered questions.
November 12, 2025
Delusions and Desires: Tethered By Temptation Book 1 by Kate Messick is an amazing slow burn romantasy. Quinn has spent a life with everyone thinking she's crazy when she claims to use magic. She comes out of blackouts to things being taken apart by her alter personality. When she awakens in a dystopian future powered by magic that everyone has, she decides to enjoy the ride. What happens when she doesn't wake up and begins to believe it might not be a dream?
OMG this one was so good. Loved the edge and question of, is she crazy or does she have magic? The world-building was amazing and I enjoyed discovering this whole new world along with Quinn. Has a really realistic feel of “what if” to it that made it super relatable and really easy to get into the story. Quinn seems to naturally attract men. Despite nothing really getting spicy yet…the potential is definitely there. Probably a level 2 on the spice scale.
This is a phenomenal why-choose romantic fantasy with themes of hidden identity, time travel, magic, forced proximity, found family, dystopian society, mental health issues, and past trauma. It ends with some things being resolved but also a mini cliffhanger that leaves you wanting more but like not totally left hanging, much appreciated. I definitely recommend checking this book out as it's an amazing read filled with interesting twists and plenty of humor.
OMG this one was so good. Loved the edge and question of, is she crazy or does she have magic? The world-building was amazing and I enjoyed discovering this whole new world along with Quinn. Has a really realistic feel of “what if” to it that made it super relatable and really easy to get into the story. Quinn seems to naturally attract men. Despite nothing really getting spicy yet…the potential is definitely there. Probably a level 2 on the spice scale.
This is a phenomenal why-choose romantic fantasy with themes of hidden identity, time travel, magic, forced proximity, found family, dystopian society, mental health issues, and past trauma. It ends with some things being resolved but also a mini cliffhanger that leaves you wanting more but like not totally left hanging, much appreciated. I definitely recommend checking this book out as it's an amazing read filled with interesting twists and plenty of humor.
November 4, 2025
This is the first time for me reading this author and I have to say I didn't know what to expect but my going this book is unlike anything I have read before.
It starts off from one of the MMC's POV, which is definitely unusual. Alexander found this woman broken and thinking she's not going to make it, he uses his magic to heal her. This puts him in a deep sleep to restore himself.
Quinn wakes in a world full of magic but she thinks it's part of her mind since this seems to be something she has dealt with since she was little. Living with her dad and unexplained things happening and her thinking it's magic but being told there is no magic. So while in this world where there are mostly men and having to learn things and trying to do magic, she is still believing this is all in her head. So she sees a few extremely attractive men and acts bolder than she ever has before.
Quinn ends up meeting several people and makes friends and also has crushes for some men that she feels don't feel the same. She is also avoiding some that feel like don't have good intentions.
So much happens in this book and really hard to explain without giving anything away but if you love magic, why choose, slow burn, and dystopia style books, this is definitely for you. Cannot wait for the next one because I need to know what happens next!
It starts off from one of the MMC's POV, which is definitely unusual. Alexander found this woman broken and thinking she's not going to make it, he uses his magic to heal her. This puts him in a deep sleep to restore himself.
Quinn wakes in a world full of magic but she thinks it's part of her mind since this seems to be something she has dealt with since she was little. Living with her dad and unexplained things happening and her thinking it's magic but being told there is no magic. So while in this world where there are mostly men and having to learn things and trying to do magic, she is still believing this is all in her head. So she sees a few extremely attractive men and acts bolder than she ever has before.
Quinn ends up meeting several people and makes friends and also has crushes for some men that she feels don't feel the same. She is also avoiding some that feel like don't have good intentions.
So much happens in this book and really hard to explain without giving anything away but if you love magic, why choose, slow burn, and dystopia style books, this is definitely for you. Cannot wait for the next one because I need to know what happens next!
October 22, 2025
When Quinn is undergoing brain surgery to rid herself of a second personality who believes magic is real, she finds herself in some kind of dystopian future Scotland that seems to be a cross between The Handmaids Tale and Mad Max with magic. But if it’s not real why not just have some fun? She meets Cayden, Rowan and Ezra and is ridiculously attracted to each of them. And since it’s not real there’s nothing wrong with a bit of flirting, right? But the longer Quinn spends in this ‘delusion’ the more she starts to question whether it’s actually a delusion at all or whether it’s real? And what happens when The Architect, Alexander, finally wakes up and meets Quinn properly for the first time?
This is so far away from my usual reads but also not. I do love a RH with multiple hot men to choose from but I’m not a massive fan of dystopian books. However, this is very much an exception! Although it’s set in the future where everyone has magic and women are wanted based on their fertility, it didn’t feel overly futuristic or sci-fi-y. I enjoyed the world building, figuring out, with Quinn, how the magic worked and what had happened to the world. I’m very much looking forward to the next book to see how this starts to play out between Quinn and all the men!
This is so far away from my usual reads but also not. I do love a RH with multiple hot men to choose from but I’m not a massive fan of dystopian books. However, this is very much an exception! Although it’s set in the future where everyone has magic and women are wanted based on their fertility, it didn’t feel overly futuristic or sci-fi-y. I enjoyed the world building, figuring out, with Quinn, how the magic worked and what had happened to the world. I’m very much looking forward to the next book to see how this starts to play out between Quinn and all the men!
November 1, 2025
Such a breath of fresh air!!
This was a bit crazy and dark in the best way. I’m still staring at the wall and I finished it yesterday.
This book is a dystopian romantasy with a reverse harem theme. This is a first in a series and I can’t wait to read moreee..
The plot of the book was so unique, it kept me locked in from start to end. Quinn, our FMC has had episodes throughout her life, thinking she’s insane. She thinks she’s undergoing brain surgery, just to wake up in a post apocalyptic magical world where fertile women are seen as commodities. I loved her character development, she was fun and bad ass at times (and of course a bit unreliable).
I loved each of the men. The slow burn between Quinn, Ezra, Cayden and Rowan is emotional and the chemistry between them is just intense. I loved having their POV’s to settle me and keep things in perspective.
This book kept me questioning my own sanity. Quinn is trying to establish reality from fiction and we’re there, along for the ride. I was confused along with her.
Delusions and Desires is a hauntingly beautiful, complex and unique book, and I need book 2, today.
Thank you Kate Messick for this copy and allowing me to read it early and review.
This was a bit crazy and dark in the best way. I’m still staring at the wall and I finished it yesterday.
This book is a dystopian romantasy with a reverse harem theme. This is a first in a series and I can’t wait to read moreee..
The plot of the book was so unique, it kept me locked in from start to end. Quinn, our FMC has had episodes throughout her life, thinking she’s insane. She thinks she’s undergoing brain surgery, just to wake up in a post apocalyptic magical world where fertile women are seen as commodities. I loved her character development, she was fun and bad ass at times (and of course a bit unreliable).
I loved each of the men. The slow burn between Quinn, Ezra, Cayden and Rowan is emotional and the chemistry between them is just intense. I loved having their POV’s to settle me and keep things in perspective.
This book kept me questioning my own sanity. Quinn is trying to establish reality from fiction and we’re there, along for the ride. I was confused along with her.
Delusions and Desires is a hauntingly beautiful, complex and unique book, and I need book 2, today.
Thank you Kate Messick for this copy and allowing me to read it early and review.
October 15, 2025
If you are looking for a book to keep you on the edge of your seat, Delusions & Desires is for you! A girl who wants anything in the world to be normal but is everything but. As Quinn recovers from treatments to help battle her sickness, she falls in and out of sleep. Confused by what is real and what is make-believe, it is always hard for her to grasp what is happening to her. Quinn is forced to portray herself as a male trainee in a school for the gifted. She believes that everything is a made-up delusion. Little does Quinn know that everything she has ever known is about to change.
It took a few chapters to get into the storyline, but I am so glad I stuck with it. Throughout the book, you receive different points of view from various main characters, and honestly, I love that! It makes you think, and guess what is going to happen, all for you to be blown away. This book was giving me Fourth Wing vibes in the best way! Delusions & Desires offers witty comebacks, romance, and so much adventure.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
It took a few chapters to get into the storyline, but I am so glad I stuck with it. Throughout the book, you receive different points of view from various main characters, and honestly, I love that! It makes you think, and guess what is going to happen, all for you to be blown away. This book was giving me Fourth Wing vibes in the best way! Delusions & Desires offers witty comebacks, romance, and so much adventure.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 31, 2025
I like the pacing of this book's world-building where we find out about the world at the same time as Quinn, who thinks she's in a dream or made-up fantasy place. There were a few TSTL moments that had me almost DNF, but I wanted to know the rest of the story.
We also get POVs from the other guys that fill us in on the world and their own backstories and relationships. Even with the brief glimpse of Alexander and Ezra's relationship, you can tell they care for each other deeply; especially reading about all the feelings in Ezra's POV chapters. I hope they're not the only MM couple in this harem, because the other boys have potential too.
Even though it's a slow burn, I find it appropriate in this setting so I wasn't too disappointed. The story really pulls you in, so I was more interested in the plot than the relationships because there seems to be a few misunderstandings going around. I'm just finally glad Alexander is awake, but I can already see the drama and misunderstandings there after all the rumors Quinn her. I just hope she doesn't have as much TSTL moments in the next book.
Can't wait for the next book!
We also get POVs from the other guys that fill us in on the world and their own backstories and relationships. Even with the brief glimpse of Alexander and Ezra's relationship, you can tell they care for each other deeply; especially reading about all the feelings in Ezra's POV chapters. I hope they're not the only MM couple in this harem, because the other boys have potential too.
Even though it's a slow burn, I find it appropriate in this setting so I wasn't too disappointed. The story really pulls you in, so I was more interested in the plot than the relationships because there seems to be a few misunderstandings going around. I'm just finally glad Alexander is awake, but I can already see the drama and misunderstandings there after all the rumors Quinn her. I just hope she doesn't have as much TSTL moments in the next book.
Can't wait for the next book!
November 5, 2025
This book is truly special, and the main reason for that is the unique experience of confusion it offers. It might seem strange to emphasise this as a strength, but the author’s skill lies in transferring the confusion of Quinn, onto her readers. Whatever Quinn doesn’t understand, we, as readers, don’t either, creating a peculiar and captivating reading experience. I even had to go back to check the blurb for some guidance. The way the story is written helped me connect with Quinn and I can’t wait to discover what unfolds next.
This book diverges from the typical trope of a girl disguised as a boy in an academy setting. Quinn is a human from the “real world” undergoing brain surgery. Suddenly, she’s transported to a dystopian future where magic is real. Throughout her life, she’s been told she’s crazy, convinced she possesses magic. Forced to suppress this part of herself, she’s tried to blend in. Now, after surgery, she’s unsure of what’s real and what’s not. She’s just trying to survive and determine if this is all in her head. Amidst this uncertainty, she finds herself surrounded by the most captivating men she’s ever seen!
This book diverges from the typical trope of a girl disguised as a boy in an academy setting. Quinn is a human from the “real world” undergoing brain surgery. Suddenly, she’s transported to a dystopian future where magic is real. Throughout her life, she’s been told she’s crazy, convinced she possesses magic. Forced to suppress this part of herself, she’s tried to blend in. Now, after surgery, she’s unsure of what’s real and what’s not. She’s just trying to survive and determine if this is all in her head. Amidst this uncertainty, she finds herself surrounded by the most captivating men she’s ever seen!
November 8, 2025
I loved this book....i loved it because up until the end it had me guessing and trying to figure out what is going on.
It is well written ,with very intriguing characters , an amazing world building and magic!
I would say it's sort o fdystopian kinda story.
The only thing that i didn't like and that is why i give it 4 stars is that i struggles at the beginning.
It felt like i was thrown in a story that the beginning was already said and i had missed it so i didn't understand/know what i was reading and why. I have to say though that in the end this was half the fun and at some point you really didn't care cause you were so sucked into the story that it was all that mattered.
This story is unique,dark,why choose romance with dystopian elements and i some MM action.
As the story went on things started to make sense and it had you guessing at every turn. Quinn could have asked the simplest of questions in order for her and us to understand what is going on and it was a bit frustrating .
She is stubborn ,fierce and badass at times.
Cayden is to die for and i can't wait to meet Xan more.Rowan...well is Rowan! and Ezra...sighs....i love them all.
It is well written ,with very intriguing characters , an amazing world building and magic!
I would say it's sort o fdystopian kinda story.
The only thing that i didn't like and that is why i give it 4 stars is that i struggles at the beginning.
It felt like i was thrown in a story that the beginning was already said and i had missed it so i didn't understand/know what i was reading and why. I have to say though that in the end this was half the fun and at some point you really didn't care cause you were so sucked into the story that it was all that mattered.
This story is unique,dark,why choose romance with dystopian elements and i some MM action.
As the story went on things started to make sense and it had you guessing at every turn. Quinn could have asked the simplest of questions in order for her and us to understand what is going on and it was a bit frustrating .
She is stubborn ,fierce and badass at times.
Cayden is to die for and i can't wait to meet Xan more.Rowan...well is Rowan! and Ezra...sighs....i love them all.
October 20, 2025
Delusions and Desires by Kate Messick
This is so different, I was initially, incredibly confused and I suppose by the end I was still confused, but I didn’t care that I was.
I adored Quinn, I loved how open she was to living even though she had been through some incredibly dark episodes. Her life before the Architect, with her father, made me want to weep, although he loved her, it wasn’t enough, but maybe here and them could be. They are Ezra, with the fantastic abs, Cayden, grieving and trying to break his upbringing, Rowan, unavailable but also unable to leave, plus maybe Erick? douche canoe of a room mate and The Architect?
I don’t know whether it’s Quinn or Miss Q running the show, but I hope it’s the former because this is just so good. I laughed aloud with this, almost wept at the thought of the operation and my heart just broke for Quinn and everything she’d been through.
This is very slow burn but the tension is delicious, in fact the whole thing is wonderful, and I cannot wait to read more.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 0.5🌶️
This is so different, I was initially, incredibly confused and I suppose by the end I was still confused, but I didn’t care that I was.
I adored Quinn, I loved how open she was to living even though she had been through some incredibly dark episodes. Her life before the Architect, with her father, made me want to weep, although he loved her, it wasn’t enough, but maybe here and them could be. They are Ezra, with the fantastic abs, Cayden, grieving and trying to break his upbringing, Rowan, unavailable but also unable to leave, plus maybe Erick? douche canoe of a room mate and The Architect?
I don’t know whether it’s Quinn or Miss Q running the show, but I hope it’s the former because this is just so good. I laughed aloud with this, almost wept at the thought of the operation and my heart just broke for Quinn and everything she’d been through.
This is very slow burn but the tension is delicious, in fact the whole thing is wonderful, and I cannot wait to read more.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 0.5🌶️
November 5, 2025
Delusions & Desires is a dystopian romantasy that completely captivated me—I couldn’t put it down. The story is refreshingly original, following Quinn as she tumbles into what she believes is an imaginary world conjured by her alternate personality, Miss Q. In this realm, magic is real, women are scarce, and fertile women are treated as commodities.
The world-building is vivid and immersive, pulling me in from the very first page. The cast of characters is compelling—some instantly likable, others more complex—and each member of the harem brings something distinct to the table. Their personalities are well-developed and memorable.
This book offers a delightful mix of humor, sharp banter, heartfelt friendships, slow-burning romance, and thrilling adventure. As the first installment in the Tethered by Temptation series, it builds tension masterfully, culminating in a mild cliffhanger that left me eager for more.
Overall, Delusions & Desires was a fantastic read, and I wholeheartedly recommend it to fans of romantasy with a dark, imaginative twist.
The world-building is vivid and immersive, pulling me in from the very first page. The cast of characters is compelling—some instantly likable, others more complex—and each member of the harem brings something distinct to the table. Their personalities are well-developed and memorable.
This book offers a delightful mix of humor, sharp banter, heartfelt friendships, slow-burning romance, and thrilling adventure. As the first installment in the Tethered by Temptation series, it builds tension masterfully, culminating in a mild cliffhanger that left me eager for more.
Overall, Delusions & Desires was a fantastic read, and I wholeheartedly recommend it to fans of romantasy with a dark, imaginative twist.
November 23, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️
Romantasy meets dystopian meets realistic.
It’s a play on alternate reality/worlds.
Characters:
Quinn is our FMC who thinks she’s crazy because of magic she didn’t know she had. It could just be all in her head… who knows 🤷♀️. That’s why this book is so interesting, because it leaves you wondering if just maybe it is all in her head.
Alexander; who is over the “family” in that compound. He is not as well known yet, because he spent most of the book healing.
Ezra; Alexander’s other half/lover. He struggles with what to do and how to feel. I can’t wait to see how that plays out in the next book.
Cayden (Lawson); who has trauma and sadness mixed with best friend vibes. He has to come to terms with things not being how he thought they should be.
Rowan; number 6 (you’ll find out 😉) I think he’s going to be the fun one. He definitely had his world turned around
The world building is great. She does a good job with the pacing of the story.
That cliffhanger was not the worst one I’ve read, but ugh. I can’t wait to read book 2!
🌶️
Romantasy meets dystopian meets realistic.
It’s a play on alternate reality/worlds.
Characters:
Quinn is our FMC who thinks she’s crazy because of magic she didn’t know she had. It could just be all in her head… who knows 🤷♀️. That’s why this book is so interesting, because it leaves you wondering if just maybe it is all in her head.
Alexander; who is over the “family” in that compound. He is not as well known yet, because he spent most of the book healing.
Ezra; Alexander’s other half/lover. He struggles with what to do and how to feel. I can’t wait to see how that plays out in the next book.
Cayden (Lawson); who has trauma and sadness mixed with best friend vibes. He has to come to terms with things not being how he thought they should be.
Rowan; number 6 (you’ll find out 😉) I think he’s going to be the fun one. He definitely had his world turned around
The world building is great. She does a good job with the pacing of the story.
That cliffhanger was not the worst one I’ve read, but ugh. I can’t wait to read book 2!
Displaying 1 - 30 of 123 reviews