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Dare Me to Stay
Briar Rose has a secret.
One she’ll do just about anything to keep.
She’s nobody.
One night. One dare. One mistake.
She betrayed me.
I don’t forgive, and I don’t forget.
And I don’t do second chances.
Because in my world, betrayal is paid for in blood.
And I want her on her knees, begging.
I’ll rip down every wall she’s built,
burn every bridge she thought would save her.
Run, Little Rose, I dare you.
But remember, even Eden couldn’t keep out the Devil.
Dare Me to Stay is book two in an interconnected dark mafia romance series, and does contain dark themes that may be triggering to some. This book can be read as a standalone, but for the best reader experience; it is recommended to read the series in publishing order, as the books and characters do interconnect.
Book #1: No Promises, No Lies - Aidan & Rory
Book #2: Dare Me to Stay - Koen & Briar
Mafia Romance
Dark Romance
Second Chance Romance
Secret Baby
Betrayal
Enemies to Lovers
Forced Proximity
Touch her and…
One she’ll do just about anything to keep.
She’s nobody.
One night. One dare. One mistake.
She betrayed me.
I don’t forgive, and I don’t forget.
And I don’t do second chances.
Because in my world, betrayal is paid for in blood.
And I want her on her knees, begging.
I’ll rip down every wall she’s built,
burn every bridge she thought would save her.
Run, Little Rose, I dare you.
But remember, even Eden couldn’t keep out the Devil.
Dare Me to Stay is book two in an interconnected dark mafia romance series, and does contain dark themes that may be triggering to some. This book can be read as a standalone, but for the best reader experience; it is recommended to read the series in publishing order, as the books and characters do interconnect.
Book #1: No Promises, No Lies - Aidan & Rory
Book #2: Dare Me to Stay - Koen & Briar
Mafia Romance
Dark Romance
Second Chance Romance
Secret Baby
Betrayal
Enemies to Lovers
Forced Proximity
Touch her and…
611 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 30, 2026
About the author
A.J. Wilding
3 books408 followersAj is a mom of two from New England who balances the chaos of parenting, writing, and wrangling her furry crew of two dogs and two cats.
A dedicated hockey mom, she spends countless hours in cold arenas, finding inspiration for her stories while cheering from the sidelines or typing away between periods.
Aj’s love for writing began in childhood, where her imagination first took shape through short stories. Over time, this passion grew into crafting poetry and lyrics, eventually evolving into the novels she writes today. Her stories are often filled with intensity, heart, and a touch of chaos—just like the worlds she loves to create.
When she’s not writing, Aj enjoys sipping coffee, spending time with her family, and diving into digital art. She’s always dreaming of her next adventure, both on and off the ice.
A dedicated hockey mom, she spends countless hours in cold arenas, finding inspiration for her stories while cheering from the sidelines or typing away between periods.
Aj’s love for writing began in childhood, where her imagination first took shape through short stories. Over time, this passion grew into crafting poetry and lyrics, eventually evolving into the novels she writes today. Her stories are often filled with intensity, heart, and a touch of chaos—just like the worlds she loves to create.
When she’s not writing, Aj enjoys sipping coffee, spending time with her family, and diving into digital art. She’s always dreaming of her next adventure, both on and off the ice.
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3.5 stars.
This had everything I wanted and needed… but in the wrong amounts.
So I absolutely loved book 1 of Devils & Darlings. I even reread it in preparation for the second book, and because I knew the next book was going to be about Koen, I was sooo excited. In the first book?? Koen is the biggest daddy ever, I swearrrr, I loved him. In this book? Meh…
Obviously there’s going to be a lot of tension and relationship back and forth in a book like this. However, it went on waaay too long for me (which was also my main critique of the first book, even though I felt like it worked more there). I mean, at 81% I still kind of hated Koen and didn’t feel like the relationship was working at all.
After that, so in the last 15–20%, the book got SO GOOD. I’m talking stayed up late to finish it because I physically couldn’t put it down at that point. So I guess I just wish we had a little less relationship back and forth and more of the mafia drama we had at the end. Then this would have been a 10/10 for me.
I’m still looking forward to continuing this series, though!! I need to read Nikolai, Liam, and Reagan’s stories. In that order.
This had everything I wanted and needed… but in the wrong amounts.
So I absolutely loved book 1 of Devils & Darlings. I even reread it in preparation for the second book, and because I knew the next book was going to be about Koen, I was sooo excited. In the first book?? Koen is the biggest daddy ever, I swearrrr, I loved him. In this book? Meh…
Obviously there’s going to be a lot of tension and relationship back and forth in a book like this. However, it went on waaay too long for me (which was also my main critique of the first book, even though I felt like it worked more there). I mean, at 81% I still kind of hated Koen and didn’t feel like the relationship was working at all.
After that, so in the last 15–20%, the book got SO GOOD. I’m talking stayed up late to finish it because I physically couldn’t put it down at that point. So I guess I just wish we had a little less relationship back and forth and more of the mafia drama we had at the end. Then this would have been a 10/10 for me.
I’m still looking forward to continuing this series, though!! I need to read Nikolai, Liam, and Reagan’s stories. In that order.
August 24, 2026
(⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 3.75/5) This started slow for me & it took a bit to connect with the characters, but I got there.
What I will say is, Koen was 4/10 stalker & Briar had some stupid moments for real. You’re stalking her & dont realize she has a whole ass kid?? He would not make me feel safe lol. I totally appreciated that this was acknowledged later. But she knows she’s being watched but leaves curtains open & checks the door when it’s a known bad guy?? Girl pls be smarter.
Once they knew all their little secrets, Koen should’ve groveled more. Her reasons were SO valid and his icy demeanor gave me the ick, she folded so fast.
I really did enjoy the plot line though & thought it was executed well despite what I felt were minor plot holes or maybe a little far fetched. But it’s fiction & it WAS entertaining. Excited for Reagan’s story.
What I will say is, Koen was 4/10 stalker & Briar had some stupid moments for real. You’re stalking her & dont realize she has a whole ass kid?? He would not make me feel safe lol. I totally appreciated that this was acknowledged later. But she knows she’s being watched but leaves curtains open & checks the door when it’s a known bad guy?? Girl pls be smarter.
Once they knew all their little secrets, Koen should’ve groveled more. Her reasons were SO valid and his icy demeanor gave me the ick, she folded so fast.
I really did enjoy the plot line though & thought it was executed well despite what I felt were minor plot holes or maybe a little far fetched. But it’s fiction & it WAS entertaining. Excited for Reagan’s story.
January 2, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ARC Review
Irish mafia king meets ballerina—and it delivers everything I hoped for and more.
Dare Me to Stay is the perfect blend of dark romance, suspense, and spice. The plot is intense without feeling overwhelming, and the chemistry is absolutely addictive. A.J. Wilding strikes a great balance between emotional depth and heat, making this one impossible to put down.
Briar is a standout FMC—strong, resilient, and far more powerful than she initially appears. I loved watching her navigate danger while staying true to herself and her passion. Koen, on the other hand, is everything you want in a dark romance MMC: broody, possessive, fiercely protective, and deeply loyal. His presence alone commands attention, but it’s his devotion that truly seals the deal.
The family and friendship dynamics add so much richness to the story, grounding the darkness with genuine connection and loyalty. On top of that, the suspense keeps the pages turning, constantly hinting that something bigger is coming and making it impossible to stop “just one more chapter.”
If you love dark romance with a strong heroine, a morally gray alpha, high spice, and an Irish mafia backdrop, Dare Me to Stay deserves a top spot on your TBR. This one will stay with me for a long time.
Thank you to the author for the ARC. All opinions are my own. 💚🔥🍀
Irish mafia king meets ballerina—and it delivers everything I hoped for and more.
Dare Me to Stay is the perfect blend of dark romance, suspense, and spice. The plot is intense without feeling overwhelming, and the chemistry is absolutely addictive. A.J. Wilding strikes a great balance between emotional depth and heat, making this one impossible to put down.
Briar is a standout FMC—strong, resilient, and far more powerful than she initially appears. I loved watching her navigate danger while staying true to herself and her passion. Koen, on the other hand, is everything you want in a dark romance MMC: broody, possessive, fiercely protective, and deeply loyal. His presence alone commands attention, but it’s his devotion that truly seals the deal.
The family and friendship dynamics add so much richness to the story, grounding the darkness with genuine connection and loyalty. On top of that, the suspense keeps the pages turning, constantly hinting that something bigger is coming and making it impossible to stop “just one more chapter.”
If you love dark romance with a strong heroine, a morally gray alpha, high spice, and an Irish mafia backdrop, Dare Me to Stay deserves a top spot on your TBR. This one will stay with me for a long time.
Thank you to the author for the ARC. All opinions are my own. 💚🔥🍀
May 27, 2026
3.75/5⭐
نص الكتاب قرأته بسكيب ومع ذلك فهمت القصة كاملة وهنا يجي السؤال الحقيقي: ليه الكاتبة مطولة الرواية كأنها تكتب تاريخ عائلة المافيا من العصر الحجري؟
وكمان البطل أشقر و طوله 185 واسمه كوين؟؟؟ معلش بس الشقر ما ينفعوا يكونوا زعماء مافيا 😭 كل ما حاول يخوفني او يعطي اومر على اساس يبين هيبته يطلع شكله كلاون بعيوني .. مش سطحية والله مجرد تفضيل شخصي لكن I hate blonde men especially in mafia books 💀
مع انو تصرفات بطل غثتني بس اموت على دراما طفل سري مهما قرأته تروب هذا ما أمل منه لذلك اعطيتهم تقييم ذا + كاتبه كتبتلي 90 شابترز ماعرفتش تزيد شابتر أخر ل تذلل بطل على عملته في براير؟!؟ توقعت يلحس الأرض يلي تمشي عليها لكن تكفيره عن اغلاطه معها عدته بمشهد سبايسي wtf؟!! و نهاية كانت تسلسك حرفيا مطت مطت وصلت لأخر القصة لمتها ببرود.
نص الكتاب قرأته بسكيب ومع ذلك فهمت القصة كاملة وهنا يجي السؤال الحقيقي: ليه الكاتبة مطولة الرواية كأنها تكتب تاريخ عائلة المافيا من العصر الحجري؟
وكمان البطل أشقر و طوله 185 واسمه كوين؟؟؟ معلش بس الشقر ما ينفعوا يكونوا زعماء مافيا 😭 كل ما حاول يخوفني او يعطي اومر على اساس يبين هيبته يطلع شكله كلاون بعيوني .. مش سطحية والله مجرد تفضيل شخصي لكن I hate blonde men especially in mafia books 💀
مع انو تصرفات بطل غثتني بس اموت على دراما طفل سري مهما قرأته تروب هذا ما أمل منه لذلك اعطيتهم تقييم ذا + كاتبه كتبتلي 90 شابترز ماعرفتش تزيد شابتر أخر ل تذلل بطل على عملته في براير؟!؟ توقعت يلحس الأرض يلي تمشي عليها لكن تكفيره عن اغلاطه معها عدته بمشهد سبايسي wtf؟!! و نهاية كانت تسلسك حرفيا مطت مطت وصلت لأخر القصة لمتها ببرود.
February 6, 2026
⭐️3.5
This book had so much potential, it really saddens me, because these type of books are totally up my alley. Koen portrayed the morally grey character very well. He was dark, dangerous, but never crossed boundaries with Briar. I enjoyed the book because there was no comparing Briar with other women, no crazy past lovers, no OWD, just her. I also liked their game of truth or dare.
There was a lot of inner monologue in the first 35% of the book to the point I had to start skimming because although I lost interest with all the thoughts, I was curious about Koen. The first 40% consist of some flashback, and Briar and Koen living there separate life. After that they meet and even then it moves very slow. Around the 60% mark things begin to actually come together.
If I had known this book would be
5 years later, they meet again, after some very slow developments, some back and forth, some she is too good for me, I’ll have to let her go, they go at it again, unprotected again. Like Briar hasn’t learned her lesson the first time where babies come from…
They never talk about why he behaved so awfully that first night, he never gives her an explanation, other than that he was sorry. We only know why because of his inner thoughts. He asks her how many men she was with after him, but he never tells her about himself. I also didn’t like that he gave her her first orgasm, even though she had a boyfriend for two years.
Then there is her 3-year old, who is talking and acting like a grown woman. And the worst part, Briar wasn’t even actually a mother, her child was being taken care of by a babysitter / her friend and the friend’s family. Briar was busy dancing around to earn money to pay off the debt she was in because her child has asthma. I think the whole drama with the severe type of asthma was exaggerated.🤯
Also why is this even a hockey and mafia trope? The hockey aspect added nothing to the book, so why even try to mix tropes that don’t go well together.
The whole mafia thing was more background talk. There were a lot of characters to the point I had no idea what was happening, and quite frankly, I didn’t even care anymore. All the allegedly suspenseful things that happened where not written and not shown, just briefly told in two sentences randomly between paragraphs. This was supposed to be plotline, but it never made it to be written, just mentioned in passing.
Other things I didn’t like and spoiled it for me where the inconsistencies and loose ends.
Why would Briar feel safe with a cop at a stripclub?
Briar’s wallet was in the club when she got kidnapped. But Koen finds her ID…where exactly? The van? The warehouse? Just conveniently lying there for him to find??
Normal people, grab their key, phone and wallet, put in their purse and start the day. But Briar is not normal people, Briar already had money and an extra key hidden in her bra to save the day. 🤦♀️
Briar got whipped four times to the point of heavy bleeding, but couldn’t be bothered to clean the wound and kept tearing it open. A week later she is on stage stripping again. I don’t think they would let an injured bleeding or scarred stripper on stage.
Then there is Briar taking a drink from strangers in a bathroom of some club and getting herself drugged. Is this how a mother behaves?
Koen left the unicorn in Briar's house but suddenly it's in his house?
Briar in her thoughts calling Koen her boyfriend out of nowhere.
A sentence somewhere saying they are planning a marriage? I couldn’t appreciate this, because in the whole book, no one ever says ‘I love you’ to the other. Sure they show it, but the words are never spoken aloud. There has been no talk about a relationship, no proposal, nothing.
Then there is Reagan And Reagan was actually very annoying.🙄
Overall, I did enjoy the book and it got me curious enough to read the next one as well.
This book had so much potential, it really saddens me, because these type of books are totally up my alley. Koen portrayed the morally grey character very well. He was dark, dangerous, but never crossed boundaries with Briar. I enjoyed the book because there was no comparing Briar with other women, no crazy past lovers, no OWD, just her. I also liked their game of truth or dare.
There was a lot of inner monologue in the first 35% of the book to the point I had to start skimming because although I lost interest with all the thoughts, I was curious about Koen. The first 40% consist of some flashback, and Briar and Koen living there separate life. After that they meet and even then it moves very slow. Around the 60% mark things begin to actually come together.
If I had known this book would be
5 years later, they meet again, after some very slow developments, some back and forth, some she is too good for me, I’ll have to let her go, they go at it again, unprotected again. Like Briar hasn’t learned her lesson the first time where babies come from…
They never talk about why he behaved so awfully that first night, he never gives her an explanation, other than that he was sorry. We only know why because of his inner thoughts. He asks her how many men she was with after him, but he never tells her about himself. I also didn’t like that he gave her her first orgasm, even though she had a boyfriend for two years.
Then there is her 3-year old, who is talking and acting like a grown woman. And the worst part, Briar wasn’t even actually a mother, her child was being taken care of by a babysitter / her friend and the friend’s family. Briar was busy dancing around to earn money to pay off the debt she was in because her child has asthma. I think the whole drama with the severe type of asthma was exaggerated.🤯
Also why is this even a hockey and mafia trope? The hockey aspect added nothing to the book, so why even try to mix tropes that don’t go well together.
The whole mafia thing was more background talk. There were a lot of characters to the point I had no idea what was happening, and quite frankly, I didn’t even care anymore. All the allegedly suspenseful things that happened where not written and not shown, just briefly told in two sentences randomly between paragraphs. This was supposed to be plotline, but it never made it to be written, just mentioned in passing.
Other things I didn’t like and spoiled it for me where the inconsistencies and loose ends.
Why would Briar feel safe with a cop at a stripclub?
Briar’s wallet was in the club when she got kidnapped. But Koen finds her ID…where exactly? The van? The warehouse? Just conveniently lying there for him to find??
Normal people, grab their key, phone and wallet, put in their purse and start the day. But Briar is not normal people, Briar already had money and an extra key hidden in her bra to save the day. 🤦♀️
Briar got whipped four times to the point of heavy bleeding, but couldn’t be bothered to clean the wound and kept tearing it open. A week later she is on stage stripping again. I don’t think they would let an injured bleeding or scarred stripper on stage.
Then there is Briar taking a drink from strangers in a bathroom of some club and getting herself drugged. Is this how a mother behaves?
Koen left the unicorn in Briar's house but suddenly it's in his house?
Briar in her thoughts calling Koen her boyfriend out of nowhere.
A sentence somewhere saying they are planning a marriage? I couldn’t appreciate this, because in the whole book, no one ever says ‘I love you’ to the other. Sure they show it, but the words are never spoken aloud. There has been no talk about a relationship, no proposal, nothing.
Then there is Reagan And Reagan was actually very annoying.🙄
Overall, I did enjoy the book and it got me curious enough to read the next one as well.
January 14, 2026
Thanks to author and BookSirens for giving me book 2 to continue the Devils & Darlings series, in exchange for my review. Opinions are mine and I loved this! I’m usually not a fan of the hidden/surprise kid genre, just doesn’t do it for me, but apparently if you add in a touch of violence and one sexy Irish Mob boss, I’m game!!! Dual narration, our main characters Briar Rose & Koen, or Ri to all his underlings, meet 4 years ago and their hot night results in a daughter. I really liked being back in this world built around an Irish mob family. The timeline runs during the same as book one, but nothing felt redundant like it can when authors do this. The brothers, and sister Reagan, really are so close and normal you can forget they deal in violence. Hockey was only mentioned in this book, but honestly I didn’t miss it. The suspense from the inner plot kept me on the edge of my seat, while the romance (and spice) kept the tension high just like I like. Set up for book 3 will be the sister, Reagan’s book and I’m dying to know who author will pair her with! Definitely check this series out if you’re a fan of the Mob/Mafia genre.
February 9, 2026
4.5 ⭐️
December 26, 2025
Oh my god this was fantastic. It had me on the edge of my seat the entire time. A.J.’s writing is so captivating I couldn’t put this down! I’m obsessed with her story telling it flows so nicely. This series is quickly becoming one of my favorites and I need the third book, especially with that little teaser she left of the first chapter of book 3 at the end!! God she really does know how to write a dark mafia romance and it just hits so perfect for when you’re in the mood for a good dark mafia romance. Her books have so much going on in the plot that it doesn’t feel cheesy and dumb to read because so much happens with the characters. The found family in this also just makes you smile and you can’t not love it. They’re big bad mafia men but fall to their knees to protect what and who they love and will do anything for their sweet little niece and daughter. Talk about an emotional rollercoaster of a book too. One second you’re giggling then you’re mad then you’re crying back to laughing again. I love that you also get the back story of their past sprinkled throughout this book by it switching from present time and then to the past. It fills in gaps really nicely and sets things up so perfectly. This does have some heavy and dark themes in it especially with the talk of trafficking so take that into mind and just check the TW before reading once this comes out on 1/30/26
Ugh Koen, Koen, Koen, the man that you are 🙂↕️ Is he absolutely an asshole and unhinged? 100000% but the way he groveled and begged her for forgiveness after what he did to her had me dying. I love the push and pull between Briar and Koen and their banter at times had me kicking my feet and giggling. The way he’s so down bad for her and it pisses him off is so funny to me. He hates how much he wants her at the beginning. Briar is so badass and I love that she is willing to do whatever it takes to give her daughter everything even if it’s not the best way to get what she needs she’s willing to do it. They have a one night stand and then they don’t see each other for 4 years and so Koen has no idea he has a daughter. He’s the head of the Irish mafia so Briar is at a crossroads when she finds out she’s pregnant. Does she tell him and have them be a part of their world? Does she not and just risk the chance of him never finding out and she does everything she can to provide for them? When she chooses to keep Remi a secret she’s still in school for ballet and is doing everything she can to provide for them. She finds herself in a bad situation because of needing money for school, Remi and Remis medical bills. She does what she can but ends up working at this club and is working there to pay off a loan she got from someone and to pay her bills and whatever else she needs. When that goes to absolute shit and backfires on her somehow she gets tangled up with Koen again. She will do whatever it takes to make sure Remi is protected and that Koen doesn’t find out about her. But how much will it cost her to keep hiding secrets from him? How far is she actually willing to go? What happens if he finds out about her and the fact that Briar hid her from him for years…? Is this something that they can recover from?
Ugh Koen, Koen, Koen, the man that you are 🙂↕️ Is he absolutely an asshole and unhinged? 100000% but the way he groveled and begged her for forgiveness after what he did to her had me dying. I love the push and pull between Briar and Koen and their banter at times had me kicking my feet and giggling. The way he’s so down bad for her and it pisses him off is so funny to me. He hates how much he wants her at the beginning. Briar is so badass and I love that she is willing to do whatever it takes to give her daughter everything even if it’s not the best way to get what she needs she’s willing to do it. They have a one night stand and then they don’t see each other for 4 years and so Koen has no idea he has a daughter. He’s the head of the Irish mafia so Briar is at a crossroads when she finds out she’s pregnant. Does she tell him and have them be a part of their world? Does she not and just risk the chance of him never finding out and she does everything she can to provide for them? When she chooses to keep Remi a secret she’s still in school for ballet and is doing everything she can to provide for them. She finds herself in a bad situation because of needing money for school, Remi and Remis medical bills. She does what she can but ends up working at this club and is working there to pay off a loan she got from someone and to pay her bills and whatever else she needs. When that goes to absolute shit and backfires on her somehow she gets tangled up with Koen again. She will do whatever it takes to make sure Remi is protected and that Koen doesn’t find out about her. But how much will it cost her to keep hiding secrets from him? How far is she actually willing to go? What happens if he finds out about her and the fact that Briar hid her from him for years…? Is this something that they can recover from?
January 10, 2026
Dare Me to Stay is the kind of book that makes you want to shake the characters and yell, “Just figure it out already!”—and somehow, that delicious frustration only makes it more addictive. The push-and-pull between the main characters is infuriating in the best way, fueled by miscommunication, stubborn hearts, and high-stakes mafia tension. Every time you think they’re about to get on the same page, another twist pulls you right back in, making it nearly impossible to put the book down.
As a dark mafia romance, this story delivers on intensity, emotion, and heat. The atmosphere is gritty and dangerous, the romance is charged and angsty, and the chemistry simmers until it burns. With a well-earned 5-star rating and a spice level of 4, Dare Me to Stay is a gripping, steamy read that keeps you hooked from start to finish—equal parts maddening and mesmerizing, and absolutely worth the ride.
As a dark mafia romance, this story delivers on intensity, emotion, and heat. The atmosphere is gritty and dangerous, the romance is charged and angsty, and the chemistry simmers until it burns. With a well-earned 5-star rating and a spice level of 4, Dare Me to Stay is a gripping, steamy read that keeps you hooked from start to finish—equal parts maddening and mesmerizing, and absolutely worth the ride.
December 21, 2025
Alright, hear me out.
I have been waiting for this sequel patiently, and I can only say: it DELIVERED.
It’s written perfectly, it sucks you in and you do not want to leave. I love how you can read it multiple ways. I couldn’t help but notice you can easily tandem-read this with ‘No Promises, No Lies’ or just read it as a sequel. It’s really up to you but I can’t wait for someone to make a template on how to tandem read it.
I love the story, the character building and all the emotions in it. Like I said: it sucks you in. Every word written makes you feel an emotion. I have been through a lot of emotions. Note: Koen can be quite an ass but he’s worth it. His character development is quite impressive and shows you how men think in general. While Briar’s development show you the women’s side.
But I have one question for A.J: how much trouble was Remi in when Briar didn’t show up on the parent meeting? I NEED TO KNOW
I have been waiting for this sequel patiently, and I can only say: it DELIVERED.
It’s written perfectly, it sucks you in and you do not want to leave. I love how you can read it multiple ways. I couldn’t help but notice you can easily tandem-read this with ‘No Promises, No Lies’ or just read it as a sequel. It’s really up to you but I can’t wait for someone to make a template on how to tandem read it.
I love the story, the character building and all the emotions in it. Like I said: it sucks you in. Every word written makes you feel an emotion. I have been through a lot of emotions. Note: Koen can be quite an ass but he’s worth it. His character development is quite impressive and shows you how men think in general. While Briar’s development show you the women’s side.
But I have one question for A.J: how much trouble was Remi in when Briar didn’t show up on the parent meeting? I NEED TO KNOW
July 8, 2026
Yes. Inject this shit directly into my veins.
March 29, 2026
Too fucking long and it was so unnecessary. I was bored out of my mind.
It felt like reading an amateur level mafia. Like, street level. He’s in the mafia but it seems like they don’t really have the resources to be mafia. You found the girl and no background check whatsoever???? No tech guy that can do anything? You went to her house and didn’t notice shit? What kind of mafia are you?
And I didn’t like Rory in the first book but Briar tops it. She’s just stupid.
I normally love secret baby trope. This is just blah
It felt like reading an amateur level mafia. Like, street level. He’s in the mafia but it seems like they don’t really have the resources to be mafia. You found the girl and no background check whatsoever???? No tech guy that can do anything? You went to her house and didn’t notice shit? What kind of mafia are you?
And I didn’t like Rory in the first book but Briar tops it. She’s just stupid.
I normally love secret baby trope. This is just blah
August 15, 2026
I thought the last book I read caused me emotional damage, i was wrong. Now I know what real emotional damage feels like. This book is quite literally perfection. I started reading it for shits and giggles and ended up loving it to an insane degree.
Koen O'Rourke is THE MAN. He is completely insane, and I just loved him. He’s the ultimate mix of unhinged and tender. I am convinced this man would find Briar in any universe and love her in every single life. He was completely OBSESSED with her. I can’t even begin to explain the sheer extent of his yearning. He was so, so down bad, so pathetically desperate for her.
This man spent years pining after her, never even asking for her real name just to stop himself from going after her because he genuinely believed she was too good for him. I mean, wow, where do you even find this type of man in real life? He loved her to an insane degree.
Every single line that came out of Koen’s mouth was sheer perfection. Beneath that hardened exterior, all he wanted was to protect her, and he did just that.
"I'd been so concerned with ruining her that I hadn't stopped to think she'd ruin me."
"My beautiful little Rose was, and still is, too good for me. And I’m going to have to let her go."
Sir, please calm down, I can't fall for you for the thousandth time!
And Briar, BRIAR! She is the absolute best. I loved her from the very beginning. The way she stood up against Koen and every single other man, never cowering for a second, she was so strong and stubborn. Total role model energy, especially with how fiercely she protected her daughter. She had Koen eating right out of the palm of her hand. And don't even get me started on the emotional baggage she carried, girl needed serious therapy after everything she went through.
I can’t even explain how much I loved this book. The yearning in this book is insane: the slow burn, the angst, everything was executed perfectly. Best of all were the side characters and the found family dynamic. It felt so fresh and different from typical mafia romances. Liam, Alex, Aidan, Mac, and Lilyyyyyyy I loved Lily so much, absolute diva energy. The way they all loved Remi like their own was so precious.
That HEA was so damn hard fought, though I nearly cried out of pure frustration getting to it 😭
Koen O'Rourke is THE MAN. He is completely insane, and I just loved him. He’s the ultimate mix of unhinged and tender. I am convinced this man would find Briar in any universe and love her in every single life. He was completely OBSESSED with her. I can’t even begin to explain the sheer extent of his yearning. He was so, so down bad, so pathetically desperate for her.
This man spent years pining after her, never even asking for her real name just to stop himself from going after her because he genuinely believed she was too good for him. I mean, wow, where do you even find this type of man in real life? He loved her to an insane degree.
Every single line that came out of Koen’s mouth was sheer perfection. Beneath that hardened exterior, all he wanted was to protect her, and he did just that.
"I'd been so concerned with ruining her that I hadn't stopped to think she'd ruin me."
"My beautiful little Rose was, and still is, too good for me. And I’m going to have to let her go."
Sir, please calm down, I can't fall for you for the thousandth time!
And Briar, BRIAR! She is the absolute best. I loved her from the very beginning. The way she stood up against Koen and every single other man, never cowering for a second, she was so strong and stubborn. Total role model energy, especially with how fiercely she protected her daughter. She had Koen eating right out of the palm of her hand. And don't even get me started on the emotional baggage she carried, girl needed serious therapy after everything she went through.
I can’t even explain how much I loved this book. The yearning in this book is insane: the slow burn, the angst, everything was executed perfectly. Best of all were the side characters and the found family dynamic. It felt so fresh and different from typical mafia romances. Liam, Alex, Aidan, Mac, and Lilyyyyyyy I loved Lily so much, absolute diva energy. The way they all loved Remi like their own was so precious.
That HEA was so damn hard fought, though I nearly cried out of pure frustration getting to it 😭
August 16, 2026
It was alright
I have the strangest feeling I've read this story somewhere. This might be due, in part, to the fact that a multitude of side character names seem to be in rote amongst mafia authors.
The writing kept me engaged even if the story was predictable and the angst was lacking.
The FMC is a ballet dancer with a 4 year daughter whose father happens to be the head of the Irish mafia. The FMC has kept her daughter a secret from the MMC Irish mafia head because, well, he's in the mafia. Unfortunately for her shes in debt to a loan shark for medical expenses for her daughter when she stumbles on a trafficking ring. She's saved by the MMC who she hasn't seen in 4 years and doesnt trust him. The MMC knows there's a traitor in his gang and is trying to stop the trafficking ring.
The two main characters dont trust each other and that reason is why this book was six hundred pages long. Admittedly the story didnt drag, but when the MMC finds out about the FMC's secrets, there's no conversation between them for ages. When she does manage to get his attention, she doesnt bother explaining her reasons, she just keeps apologizing. This point of the story was the most frustrating for me.
In any case it does end on a good note and the next book is about the MMC's sister which sounds interesting but im not sure I want to do another 600 pages of lukewarm.
I have the strangest feeling I've read this story somewhere. This might be due, in part, to the fact that a multitude of side character names seem to be in rote amongst mafia authors.
The writing kept me engaged even if the story was predictable and the angst was lacking.
The FMC is a ballet dancer with a 4 year daughter whose father happens to be the head of the Irish mafia. The FMC has kept her daughter a secret from the MMC Irish mafia head because, well, he's in the mafia. Unfortunately for her shes in debt to a loan shark for medical expenses for her daughter when she stumbles on a trafficking ring. She's saved by the MMC who she hasn't seen in 4 years and doesnt trust him. The MMC knows there's a traitor in his gang and is trying to stop the trafficking ring.
The two main characters dont trust each other and that reason is why this book was six hundred pages long. Admittedly the story didnt drag, but when the MMC finds out about the FMC's secrets, there's no conversation between them for ages. When she does manage to get his attention, she doesnt bother explaining her reasons, she just keeps apologizing. This point of the story was the most frustrating for me.
In any case it does end on a good note and the next book is about the MMC's sister which sounds interesting but im not sure I want to do another 600 pages of lukewarm.
January 26, 2026
4.5⭐️
I ate this book up. The stakes were so high for a majority of this book and had me on the edge of my seat so many times.
I gasped multiple times and my jaw dropped so many more. The mafia element of this book was way stronger than NPNL which I actually really enjoyed and made me enjoy this book more overall.
AJ Wilding knows how to write a hot broody man with a morally grey compass and Koen was SO HOT but pissed me off so many times it made it so hard for me to like him sometimes.
I absolutely fell in love with Remi and she gave me baby fever fr.
Thank you AJ Wilding for an e-arc copy of this book! Check it out, releasing Jan 30.
I ate this book up. The stakes were so high for a majority of this book and had me on the edge of my seat so many times.
I gasped multiple times and my jaw dropped so many more. The mafia element of this book was way stronger than NPNL which I actually really enjoyed and made me enjoy this book more overall.
AJ Wilding knows how to write a hot broody man with a morally grey compass and Koen was SO HOT but pissed me off so many times it made it so hard for me to like him sometimes.
I absolutely fell in love with Remi and she gave me baby fever fr.
Thank you AJ Wilding for an e-arc copy of this book! Check it out, releasing Jan 30.
March 3, 2026
For me this book was a sophomore slump, longer than it needed to be
February 16, 2026
O just LOVE this brothers 😍 and the Irish Máfia!
January 19, 2026
Have you ever played truth or dare? Do you like it? I loved playing it when I was a kid and I never thought that it can played this way too…lol…spicy. I don’t know what I was expecting from the book when I started it, but I got what my heart was craving without even realising. It is a good story to devour. It got addictive as it moved forward, like my need to know what’s coming next or how Koen is going to react on the mystery, and everything overall had me on edge. The story build itself as it moved forward, and so-much happened throughout the book that it made me laugh, it made me giddy, and it made me crazy too at one point. There were no dull moments. Briar was simply amazing, and hats-off to her spirit and dedication. I adore her. Must try book but read the books in order and read triggers too.
It’s a 4.5⭐️ for me.
It’s a 4.5⭐️ for me.
December 31, 2025
Thank you for the ARC of this book! I got so excited when I received this book, I loved the first one and this one did not disappoint!
I throughly enjoyed this book I was only a few chapters in and I wasn’t my usual self thinking is this going to get interesting? It was for me from the get go.
Briar gets pregnant after one night with the head of the Irish Mafia, finds out who he really is and then conceals Remi from him to protect her from his world. 5 years later Briar stumbles onto something she shouldn’t have that puts her in the clutches of the seedy underworld, and back into Koen’s life.
“But darkness came for my little rose anyway, and in it, you didn’t wither and die; you grew thorns in the shadows; you got stronger, sharper and unforgiving. Now, you aren’t just beautiful, you’re dangerous, but I would bleed a thousand times over just to touch you.”
What did I like and dislike about this book? Honestly I don’t think I had even one little gripe about the book. My favourite parts of the book, Briars strength, Koen’s protectiveness, Liam and Lilys humour, Remi’s sassiness, how the family bond with Remi, I love a good found family. The truth or dare game, some sexy, some heartfelt.
And damn! Briar being the one with the line “Fuck it” you get it girl!
I think AJ could be one of my favourite authors!
The writing, the storyline, the characters.
The humour Lily brought to this book *chefs kiss*
“We do not sleep with our baby daddies!”
“Ok, listen here Captain Kidnap.”
“Fantastic growth arc. You’re temporarily forgiven”
At points I was screaming internally -
Tell him already!
Don’t do it!
Just fucking listen to her!
No!
Koen & Briar it was a long road for you two but you got there.
“This family, This Chaotic, messy, terrifying family, had staked their claim on us, on both of us. And for the first time in what feels forever, I let myself relax- being here, with them, with all of them… it’s feels like home.
There are a few trigger warnings in this book, please read them before going into this book. Your mental health matters.
I can’t wait to see what happens with Reagan and Roman. Also do I spy something in the works for Lily and Mac?
I throughly enjoyed this book I was only a few chapters in and I wasn’t my usual self thinking is this going to get interesting? It was for me from the get go.
Briar gets pregnant after one night with the head of the Irish Mafia, finds out who he really is and then conceals Remi from him to protect her from his world. 5 years later Briar stumbles onto something she shouldn’t have that puts her in the clutches of the seedy underworld, and back into Koen’s life.
“But darkness came for my little rose anyway, and in it, you didn’t wither and die; you grew thorns in the shadows; you got stronger, sharper and unforgiving. Now, you aren’t just beautiful, you’re dangerous, but I would bleed a thousand times over just to touch you.”
What did I like and dislike about this book? Honestly I don’t think I had even one little gripe about the book. My favourite parts of the book, Briars strength, Koen’s protectiveness, Liam and Lilys humour, Remi’s sassiness, how the family bond with Remi, I love a good found family. The truth or dare game, some sexy, some heartfelt.
And damn! Briar being the one with the line “Fuck it” you get it girl!
I think AJ could be one of my favourite authors!
The writing, the storyline, the characters.
The humour Lily brought to this book *chefs kiss*
“We do not sleep with our baby daddies!”
“Ok, listen here Captain Kidnap.”
“Fantastic growth arc. You’re temporarily forgiven”
At points I was screaming internally -
Tell him already!
Don’t do it!
Just fucking listen to her!
No!
Koen & Briar it was a long road for you two but you got there.
“This family, This Chaotic, messy, terrifying family, had staked their claim on us, on both of us. And for the first time in what feels forever, I let myself relax- being here, with them, with all of them… it’s feels like home.
There are a few trigger warnings in this book, please read them before going into this book. Your mental health matters.
I can’t wait to see what happens with Reagan and Roman. Also do I spy something in the works for Lily and Mac?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Did Not Finish
May 20, 2026القصه not my type
بس الابطال حلوين
بس الابطال حلوين
December 20, 2025
Wow!! I absolutely loved this book!
Koen and Briar were an interesting pair. Mafia king and ballerina. One night and she was stuck in his head. One night and she couldn’t escape his eyes daily for the last almost 4 years.
Briar was never supposed to be in his world which is why even though she caught his eye that night they only had one night. What happens when they meet again a little over 4 years later in his world? What happens when she is in danger? What about the secret she’s been hiding for almost 4 years?
This book had me hooked from page 1. This arc only sat in my inbox for a few hours before I couldn’t wait anymore and had to read it. I’ve been waiting to read this book since I read book 1 a year ago and it was worth the wait! The twists and turns had me needing to know what happened next! I could not put this book down even if I wanted to.
I loved seeing Rory and Aidan again and seeing their story somewhat unfold through Koen’s eyes since the timelines overlap. I loved seeing Rory and Briar become friends once they eventually met.
I absolutely loved Remi. I really loved chapter 74 with Aidan and the hockey game in chapter 84.
The start of chapter 92 scared the heck out of me!! You love to keep your readers on their toes. The chapter title and after what happened at the end of chapter 91 my heart stopped for a second.
Overall I absolutely loved this book and can’t wait to read book 3 and find out what’s going on with Reagan. I read this book as an arc.
Koen and Briar were an interesting pair. Mafia king and ballerina. One night and she was stuck in his head. One night and she couldn’t escape his eyes daily for the last almost 4 years.
Briar was never supposed to be in his world which is why even though she caught his eye that night they only had one night. What happens when they meet again a little over 4 years later in his world? What happens when she is in danger? What about the secret she’s been hiding for almost 4 years?
This book had me hooked from page 1. This arc only sat in my inbox for a few hours before I couldn’t wait anymore and had to read it. I’ve been waiting to read this book since I read book 1 a year ago and it was worth the wait! The twists and turns had me needing to know what happened next! I could not put this book down even if I wanted to.
I loved seeing Rory and Aidan again and seeing their story somewhat unfold through Koen’s eyes since the timelines overlap. I loved seeing Rory and Briar become friends once they eventually met.
I absolutely loved Remi. I really loved chapter 74 with Aidan and the hockey game in chapter 84.
The start of chapter 92 scared the heck out of me!! You love to keep your readers on their toes. The chapter title and after what happened at the end of chapter 91 my heart stopped for a second.
Overall I absolutely loved this book and can’t wait to read book 3 and find out what’s going on with Reagan. I read this book as an arc.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Thank you to AJ Wilding to give me the opportunity to read this ARC 💖
Omg, this book was AMAZING!!! I enjoyed every single second of it and absolutely loved it. The last few chapters had me feeling all the emotions. What a twist!
The story was so well done and completely engaging from start to finish. I can’t wait to read more from this author!
Omg, this book was AMAZING!!! I enjoyed every single second of it and absolutely loved it. The last few chapters had me feeling all the emotions. What a twist!
The story was so well done and completely engaging from start to finish. I can’t wait to read more from this author!
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February 1, 20264.75 ⭐️’s
August 16, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️✨ 3.5 Stars
This would have probably been a 4 star read for me if it hadn’t dragged so much. The first 30% was SO good and had everything I want in a mafia romance. I was completely hooked. Then it started to slow down and felt like it took forever to get to the good stuff.
Koen doesn’t find out he has a daughter until almost 70% into the book. They spend time together before that, but I never really felt like we got to see their relationship grow enough. I wanted more of that.
And after spending most of the book telling Briar she’s safe with him, even after everything he’s done, Koen finally snaps and tries to kill her. And instead of begging for her life, she just reminds him about their daughter. “Her favorite color is pink.” 😭 That scene was definitely something.
I did LOVE the whole family, though. Liam especially. I’m already excited for his book. And Lily?! She is ride or die for her girl and had some of the best one-liners. “Cry me a river, you wanna-be-action-figure.” 😂
I’m definitely looking forward to the next book and seeing where Koen and Briar end up.
And these two quotes? ❤️
“You’re mine, Briar Rose; you’ve always been mine, but I’ve been negligent in my duties as yours.”
“You took the devil’s rose. Don’t be surprised when he sets the whole garden on fire.”
This would have probably been a 4 star read for me if it hadn’t dragged so much. The first 30% was SO good and had everything I want in a mafia romance. I was completely hooked. Then it started to slow down and felt like it took forever to get to the good stuff.
Koen doesn’t find out he has a daughter until almost 70% into the book. They spend time together before that, but I never really felt like we got to see their relationship grow enough. I wanted more of that.
And after spending most of the book telling Briar she’s safe with him, even after everything he’s done, Koen finally snaps and tries to kill her. And instead of begging for her life, she just reminds him about their daughter. “Her favorite color is pink.” 😭 That scene was definitely something.
I did LOVE the whole family, though. Liam especially. I’m already excited for his book. And Lily?! She is ride or die for her girl and had some of the best one-liners. “Cry me a river, you wanna-be-action-figure.” 😂
I’m definitely looking forward to the next book and seeing where Koen and Briar end up.
And these two quotes? ❤️
“You’re mine, Briar Rose; you’ve always been mine, but I’ve been negligent in my duties as yours.”
“You took the devil’s rose. Don’t be surprised when he sets the whole garden on fire.”
June 8, 2026
Dare Me to Stay – A.J. Wilding
I didn't expect this book to wreck me the way it did. I picked it up for the Irish mafia setting and ended up staying for so much more.
Briar is not your typical romance heroine. She has layers — real ones. The kind that make you understand every decision she makes, even the messy ones. Watching her hold her ground in a world designed to break her was genuinely satisfying.
Koen though... that man is dangerous in the best possible way. He doesn't just protect her ..... he sees her. And somehow that's even more devastating than all his broody, possessive energy combined. The slow build between them felt earned, which made every heated moment hit so much harder.
The side characters surprised me too. The friendships and family bonds woven through this story give it a heartbeat that a lot of dark romances are missing. It never feels like just a backdrop it feels like a whole world.
And that suspense? Ruthless. Every chapter plants a seed of tension that keeps growing until you physically cannot put it down.
Dark romance fans — especially if you love your MMC morally gray and dangerously devoted — this one is not optional. Consider this your sign. 🖤🔥
I didn't expect this book to wreck me the way it did. I picked it up for the Irish mafia setting and ended up staying for so much more.
Briar is not your typical romance heroine. She has layers — real ones. The kind that make you understand every decision she makes, even the messy ones. Watching her hold her ground in a world designed to break her was genuinely satisfying.
Koen though... that man is dangerous in the best possible way. He doesn't just protect her ..... he sees her. And somehow that's even more devastating than all his broody, possessive energy combined. The slow build between them felt earned, which made every heated moment hit so much harder.
The side characters surprised me too. The friendships and family bonds woven through this story give it a heartbeat that a lot of dark romances are missing. It never feels like just a backdrop it feels like a whole world.
And that suspense? Ruthless. Every chapter plants a seed of tension that keeps growing until you physically cannot put it down.
Dark romance fans — especially if you love your MMC morally gray and dangerously devoted — this one is not optional. Consider this your sign. 🖤🔥
September 13, 2026
This was freaking perfection. I LOVE the single mom trope and I’ve been trying to find a mafia dark romance which has it and this book is just perfect.
Briar is our MFC, a single mom who gets caught up in the dark side of Boston and Koen is the head of the Irish Mafia. It’s interconnected with the first book and so perfectly done, there was no part where I felt I’d read it before, the writing style is so perfect whenever I put this book down i would still be thinking about it and imagining it in my mind like I’d paused a film. I’m desperate for the 3rd book after this one.
Such a perfect mafia book series so far with the perfect amount of plot and spice.
Briar is our MFC, a single mom who gets caught up in the dark side of Boston and Koen is the head of the Irish Mafia. It’s interconnected with the first book and so perfectly done, there was no part where I felt I’d read it before, the writing style is so perfect whenever I put this book down i would still be thinking about it and imagining it in my mind like I’d paused a film. I’m desperate for the 3rd book after this one.
Such a perfect mafia book series so far with the perfect amount of plot and spice.
February 10, 2026
Incredible
I honestly did think Aiden and Rory would be topped. But I genuinely couldn't put this down, Koen and Briar were chefs kiss. What I loved about it was that the stakes just kept getting higher, totally by 90% the couple have fixed any misunderstandings and declared their undying love and it can be abit of boring filler. But holy hell not with this Author, she keeps you guessing and you just can't anticipate what is going to happen. I cannot wait to read Reagan's story, although Im worried for her Ronan seems to be a huge Psychopath 🤣
I honestly did think Aiden and Rory would be topped. But I genuinely couldn't put this down, Koen and Briar were chefs kiss. What I loved about it was that the stakes just kept getting higher, totally by 90% the couple have fixed any misunderstandings and declared their undying love and it can be abit of boring filler. But holy hell not with this Author, she keeps you guessing and you just can't anticipate what is going to happen. I cannot wait to read Reagan's story, although Im worried for her Ronan seems to be a huge Psychopath 🤣
February 1, 2026
You guys!!!! If you loved No Promises, No Lies as much as I did, DO NOT sleep on this one! Koen doesn't disappoint! This story is full of everything we love & more! AJ beautifully created this MASTERPIECE! I said what I said! Loved every second of the angst, the thrill, the chase, the love, the personal growth...just GAH! Can't wait to have this on my shelf next to #1 😍. AJ, you did the dang thing, Girl! Can't wait for more!
July 5, 2026
Once I started this book, I literally could not put it down! I was completely hooked and just had to know what was going to happen next.
The tension was through the roof and my god… the hate-to-love-to-hate-to-love dynamic gave me absolute whiplash. 😂 It worked so well for the storyline though, especially with the intensity of the underground mafia world.
Koen was everything you’d expect from a mafia king, and I absolutely loved that Briar gave him a run for his money.
My comment about the O’Rourke clan still stands because there’s only one word for them… hot and morally black🔥😮💨
The tension was through the roof and my god… the hate-to-love-to-hate-to-love dynamic gave me absolute whiplash. 😂 It worked so well for the storyline though, especially with the intensity of the underground mafia world.
Koen was everything you’d expect from a mafia king, and I absolutely loved that Briar gave him a run for his money.
My comment about the O’Rourke clan still stands because there’s only one word for them… hot and morally black🔥😮💨
February 1, 2026
It was a ride, but only a 4/5 ride. Things seemed a bit repetitive and I think it was a bit drawn out. But I still had a good time. Especially when we got about 75% in… lol
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