I don't even know where to start. I refuse to acknowledge this book as part of this series. For me, it remains a trilogy. Was this book even written by the same author as the previous 3? To say I'm disappointed in the last book of what was one of my favorite series this year is an understatement. Another reader said it was like season 7/8 of GoT, and that could not be more accurate.
Let's start with the use of the word "fuck & fucking". Used as an adjective/verb every third word. He just "fucking loved her so fucking much, it fucking killed him just fucking thinking about it"... WHY. Honest to FUCKING God.
This wasn't so much a book with an interesting story as much as a documentary of each set of characters and their assigned love interest - of which there were far too many. The book gate-kept its own plot in favor of a million romantic "sub-plots". 2 entirely new romances to flesh out warp-speed that were non-existent before. Why do I care? Was it JUST because there was literally no story/plot, and we needed that much filler? Why do I care about Kerym & Pellie? Loch and Iviry? It was actually sort of wonderfully tragic & compelling that Loche accepted Lessia's feelings for Merrick but still held a flame for her. It would have been kind of interesting to grapple with the bond being rejected by Loche, and the repercussions for Iviry - which is where I thought we were going with this, but NOPE. Are singletons just not allowed in this universe? Inexplicable insta-love all around! You get a love interest, you get a love interest - EVERYONE gets a love interest!! Maybe Oprah wrote it.
Regarding the romances themselves. I LOVED Merrick & Lessia in previous books. It felt a little gratuitous at times, and sometimes even sickeningly sweet, but FUCK IT. It was so well earned & developed, I didn't care. Merrick has been a Rhysand adjacent for me. This book, however, do any of the males/men (Merrick included) have any personality beyond being perpetually star-struck by their designated females? Apparently none of the ladies have any flaws whatsoever, we are just all existing in the orbit of their utter perfection. Perfection abounds. WE GET IT ALREADY, Y'ALL IN LOVE. Holy HELLLLL.
One thing I will say - it was refreshing to get a romantic sub-plot, where the character doesn't beat around the bush where his feelings and intentions are concerned. Kerym knew what he wanted, went for it, and wasn't shy about it. Some big-boy-go-get-em energy. Points for Kerym there. Even if I felt his romance was pointless as far as the story is concerned.
We wind up in yet another battle that felt very un-earned, pointless, and ultimately a full-circle back to the ending of book 3. Almost verbatim. Complete with Lessia riding off on a wyvern to save the day yet again, and.......what exactly was the point of the Oakguard Fae? Aside from being this vague looming "existential" threat, we know virtually nothing about them, or what they planned to do, or why? They just show up (without explanation), fuck shit up, and are sent home with a stern talking-to after Lessia "deals with them". They are quite literally vanquished off-screen because.... there is no limits to what Lessia can figure out in a crunch at the absolute last minute I guess.
So many actual plots just abandoned or went nowhere. What exactly was the point of discovering Kerym was part Oakguard Fae? During the battle, he quite literally jokes he "better go help, as there's finally a use for him" - we never had a POV from him again after this, and nowhere is it mentioned what exactly his contributions were regarding this self-discovery & it's implications in the battle. Not to mention the implications of his pursuit of Pellie - there was a character that was inserted in their story JUST to reveal there are significant repercussions to their union, we just going to gloss over that? There was a vision/dream that Lessia has about the 5-Queens... what was that about? There was mention of her needing to find "the one that clings to life"... what happened to that? It was herself?! What?! What was the point of having Merrick and Lessia go off on a small getaway, when both of them ultimately knew they'd never abandon their friends to the battle ahead. I swear, it was like the author had no real vision for the last book of this series, and made shit up as she went. Oh, and Loche finally accesses his shifter powers & turns into a Lion. Could we explore that a little more please?! No? UGH.
And then there's the aftermath. The battle just inexplicably ends, and everyone just packs up and goes home, and we go STRAIGHT into the friggin epilogue!? What happened to the Oakguard Fae after what they did (for reasons still unknown).... was a political agreement reached? Were they made to pay recompense of any kind for the carnage & destruction they caused? Did Lessia resurrect any of them? After all the drama around Lessia & Loche wanting to change how society operates, and forcing previously isolated and marginalized factions of people/fae/shifters to work together, what is the aftermath? How did all of this pay-off? NOPE, just a vague mention of future battles to fight, but for now, we're all HEA.
I also thought we were being BOLD with some very impactful and heroic key character deaths that genuinely had me RIGHT in the feels. Only to 5 minutes later have Lessia discover, conveniently, that she can resurrect the dead! The emotional impact pulled an illegal u-turn, and the sacrifice of these characters was just completely undermined.
This book felt more like a poorly written prequel to the next series that is apparently being written in this universe, rather than a satisfying conclusion to the characters and story that we love and are invested in from this series. They deserved so much better. It felt so cheap and I honestly rage-read my way through this, because I kept thinking it MUST get better, we HAVE to resolve "x,y, z" somehow.... and as I got to 97% of the way through, I realized how truly FUBAR'd I was.