A four star rating is pretty much a five star rating from me, seeing as I reserve my five stars for books that change the very fabric of my being; and therefore, they come very very rarely. All that to say, this book was so good it pulled me out of my reading slump!
“Bloody Aubade” is a beautifully striking journey into a Texan-pilled hellscape, where the trauma of your past is never far behind. Following the main characters: Cassius, our grieving prince of hell, and Muninn, our magus, servant of Erzo the king of hell. Cassius makes a deal with his father to bring his lover back from the dead, and Muninn has no choice but to aid him on his journey.
Larkin's prose is undeniably gorgeous, with unique visceral descriptions that had me highlighting the text over and over.
While sometimes biblical elements in stories can feel a little overdone and contrived, Larkin really took these aspects and made them his own—he made them feel fresh and compelling, which was so lovely to see.
I also really loved the casual rep (queerness, trans!mc, chronic pain, autistic!mc) spread throughout the story, and how it never really stuck out, per se, but was written just like any other aspect of a story you'd find, and not as something "other".
And the potential content warnings: religious trauma, abuse, rape were all handled with a careful hand, nothing was unnecessary or gratuitous, put an integral part of the story being told.
I only really had two main issues, and even those probably lean more towards personal taste than anything else:
i. I felt like Cassius and Muninn’s relationship progressed a little too fast? I felt like they needed more time/interactions before they got together, it seemed to me that they went from slightly hostile > curious > in love without much build-up between. This may simply be due to the shortness of the book, being a novella, but I do wish we had more moments showing how their feelings progressed.
ii. The POV difference was kinda jarring each time (Cassius’ chapters are written in 1st person POV, and Muninn’s in 3rd person POV), and I personally think it would have flowed better if they were written in the same point-of-view.
I don’t know if that was a stylistic choice, but for me it didn’t come across like it was a necessary one. But, again, this didn’t take away from my enjoyment of the story at all.
TAKE-AWAY:
Read this book!! Larkin is a beyond talented writer and if you want to read about gay cowboys learning to heal from their trauma with the background of angels and demons, earth and hell, death and guilt, then you won't be disappointed!