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376 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 2, 2026
I wonder what the stars think as they watch us dance. Did they know back in his truck bed all those years ago that we’d be torn apart? Did they twinkle above us unfettered because they also knew we’d find our way back to each other eventually? That they kept our secret knowing our fates would always be intertwined, and they’d watch us dance in the silence of the night once again.
‘It’s been nine years, Sawyer.’ My voice trembles out with my breath. ‘How can you possibly remember?’
‘Yeah, Blue. Nine years of replaying that night in my head every day. Ain’t easy to forget the feeling of heaven.’
I almost falter, my fingers struggling on the strings for split second, as they all begin to dance, Noah seeming completely unbothered by the crowds because all his attention is on the cowboy holding his hands. The cowboy who could never be tamed but now dances with my six-year-old son in front of the whole town, unashamed.
Sawyer’s arm is tucked around me the whole time, making no effort to pretend we’re just friends like we said we would. But I secretly love it. Love the way he claims me as soon as I sit down, fingers toying with my hair and dress whenever he can. Like his life depends upon being able to touch me.
One by one I look at my friends—men I’ve always seen as strong and admirable, men whose lives I’ve wished on too many nights I could’ve had instead of mine, and realise that they’re all dealing with their own shit too. But it doesn’t make them any less of a man. In fact, I’m almost more envious of them now for being able to admit they needed help and that they’re not ashamed of it.
There’s a moment of silence where I just nod, appreciating them sharing their experiences without pushing it onto me.