The Tremolo Diaries: Life on the road and other diseases
by Justin Currie (New Modern) 2025
For those who don't know, the author is founder, frontman and songwriter for Del Amitri; one of my favourite bands of the 1990s. I saw them live twice and have some of their seven albums in my music collection
The diaries begin about 18 months after a consultation with a neurologist about a diagnosis of Parkinson's Disease. He was 58 years old. So, as he leaves Glasgow in the summer of 2023, he is very much grappling with how his life is changing. The main theme of the rest of the book is the writer coming to terms with what he calls “the ghastly affliction” and living with a life changing condition. To say that he is struggling is an understatement, despite his medication regime and attempts to change his lifestyle. But changing your diet to a healthy eating regime (mostly) and avoiding alcohol is difficult when your band is on the road over several weeks. It is this diary of his touring that forms the bulk of the content. Part travel writing, part autobiography, the writing is chippy and dripping with a magnificent sarcasm. He expects to be disappointed and is pleased when his expectation is realised. Yet he also delights in small things that elevate his spirits.
Writing from the road is one thing but writing about it is another. He has been writing online tour diaries for 15 years. The writer does in some ways turn the stereotype of the rock musician on its head. Instead of bemoaning touring as a series of hotel rooms and auditoria this musician goes out of his way to explore beyond the environs of his hotel. Often on foot, he distracts himself and fills the time between waking and soundcheck with visits to a succession of museums, zoos, galleries, and parks. He summarises them all with his caustic wit and sometimes in an almost stream of consciousness style. He also looks outside of himself as he contemplates the world's future ecological collapse and the last days of capitalism. Flying first class to Dubai he marvels at life’s unfairness.
It occurred to me I would be good to consult this book when visiting a new city in the United States, the United Kingdom and Europe as he has an observation for all of the places he visits. I recognise the cities I have myself visited: Belfast, Leeds, Boston Massachusetts, Scarborough, New York, Amsterdam and Paris included. My review of the Titanic Experience in Belfast was much more positive than his.
Yet all is not well. Little by little he reveals what it is like to live with the symptoms of his disease and how it affects his ability to perform. Beyond the obvious tremor in his arm (an arm he calls Gavin) there is a difficulty with multitasking. Even playing bass and walking across the stage is a challenge. He is also bleak about his future and fears he may not be able to continue touring after the current tour ends. As Stuart Miller says in a review for the Los Angeles Times Justin Curry never averts his gaze from how his body betrays him and what it does to his music and his soul.
“Gavin is an underminer and an intermittent reminder that I'm ill and unsteady”. Sometimes he finds it hard to distinguish between what are just the effects of ageing and which can be ascribed to “the ghastly affliction”. “It's as if your own shadow has leapt from the ground and buried itself within you. And this shadow has malevolent intent”
Yet he has a home sickness and a guilt for being away that means he's at war with himself for choosing to tour for weeks on end while his partner, who he names only once, otherwise referring to her as “my love”, is herself battling with a serious health condition. His parents are both dead. His mother died three years after his father succumbed to COVID-19. On the heels of that loss Emma suffered a debilitating stroke.
He reflects on how age is affecting him. He's seeing things he's always been seeing but in a totally different way. He is living more in the moment, recognising that perhaps things cannot go on as they are, depending on how his health fairs in the future
The sledgehammer blow of enduring watching his beloved's health situation hits home a year after her stroke while Del Amitri are paused between the US tour and a UK and Europe tour which makes up the second-half of the book.
In a review in Yorkcalling.co.uk Miles Salter says Curry does have it in him to write a truly superb book about a life in music but that The Tremolo Diaries unfortunately is not that book. It is a little too mundane. Curry himself says “Talking about life is hard. It does not come naturally when you've spent your life scrupulously avoiding discussing your personal life in public”.
The autobiographical elements are not detailed, confined to anecdotes about people he has met or references to songs and songwriting, but which are fascinating. Alex Green, writing for a website called Stereo Masters says there's a consistent precision to his writing (songs) that is... funny smart, caustic, urban and achingly precise”
I would have liked more of this. The book is after all primarily a diary, obviously written when he is pausing at a cafe in a city he in for one day only, or in his hotel room or berth in the tour bus. There are frequent references to his environment and people around him. There are frequent interactions with fans, many of whom are concerned about his health. It is clear that there is around the world a small but very loyal fanbase who like me stumbled upon a melodic Scottish band whose songs about unfaithfulness and day-to-day mundanity struck a chord.
This is a book not just for fans but for those who like to be kept company by a man who is honest, if a little self-pitying and with a keen eye for the beauty, absurdity and cruelty of life. The book tour he did to promote this book was apparently well-received. I can only hope that this book is merely a prequel of sorts to a fully-fledged rock memoir.