Books with lessons to learn are so important, and this one? It truly hit me in the heart. This story teaches how to love yourself for who you are, that you are enough, that everyone has imperfections and that’s okay, that you don’t need to change yourself for others.
Self Love. In my opinion self love is such an important lesson, because if we don’t love ourself how can we love anybody else? Trusting that you are enough is so important and something I make sure everyone around me knows, but I do majorly struggle to practice what I preach, so this book did catch me in my feelings.
Hallie is a beautiful character inside and out. She’s like a vacuum, she sucks out information from everyone she’s ever known, and retains it. She knows a little on astrology, she likes horror movies, she knows how to change a tire, how to play basketball and please ask her about bonsai trees. But Hallie has learned all of this from her exes, aka her failed relationships, these are their interests and not Hallie’s. So when she gets to spend her summer at a prestigious camp to study for her SAT resit, she decides to also use the time at camp reinventing herself, no romance, no horror movies, no impulsivity, no jungkook. Of course this goes extremely well and Hallie definitely does not have a huge crush on her roommate Julia. Definitely not.
Julia has her walls up, she has no interest in making friends at camp, she is here to win, get herself a new laptop and ace the SATs. Julia also is extremely bad at waking up in time every morning, extremely bad at life skills, but basically Mozart when it comes to music. Hallie wants to be ‘best friends’ with Julia, to break her icy exterior, to help her wake up on time in the morning, to help her learn how to boil an egg, and then maybe Julia could help Hallie with music! It’s a solid plan. They can help each other!
People who love Smash Or Pass by Birdie Schae will love this book. Carnegie Camp is an academic focused camp but also mainly known for its crazy parties, this year however, everything changes. Actively sponsored by Ms Flores, the camp now runs on a schedule of life skills classes and sat prep classes, with pop up sessions and smores. There is a SOLID No Participation Trophies rule and a point system. Camp just became competitive. Julia is competitive. Julia has to win. Hallie has to win. They can help each other with their weaknesses. Working as a team will benefit both of them. They definitely aren’t friends though, that’s against who Julia is, so just two people who hang out and help each other, and definitely not in love either, because that’s against Hallie’s rules. This is so going to work out. This story is BRILLIANT. Room mates, to team mates, to friends, to lovers, it’s perfect, it’s beautiful.