Sometimes the road home runs through everything you tried to forget After a failed relationship and an unsettled teaching career, Sara Barlow returns to her childhood home in Arlington, Virginia, hoping for a fresh start. But when she applies for a job at her old high school, a chance glimpse into the gymnasium shakes her to the core—she spots the man she suspects was involved in a classmate's violent death a decade earlier. Haunted by the past, Sara confronts the memories she's spent years trying to suppress -- her sister Suzanne's fatal car crash, her secret summer with the reckless Devlin Barrie, and the anonymous 911 call she made after witnessing what she believes was a murder. As the construction of Interstate 66 physically fractures her community, Sara grapples with emotional fault lines of her own—guilt, silence, and buried truth. Set against the backdrop of suburban upheaval in the 1970s and '80s, Road Longer Than Memory is a compelling story of memory, reckoning, and the cost of what we leave unsaid. Perfect for fans of Tana French and William Kent Krueger
Melanie McCabe is the author of Road Longer Than Memory, her debut novel from Oceanview Publishing. Her memoir, His Other Life: Searching For My Father, His First Wife, and Tennessee Williams, was published in the fall of 2017 by the University of New Orleans Press. She is also the author of four poetry collections: All The Signs Were There, which won the Longleaf Press Poetry Prize; The Night Divers (Terrapin Books), which was a finalist for the Library of Virginia Literary Awards; What The Neighbors Know, (FutureCycle Press, 2014); and History of the Body, (David Robert Books, 2012)Her essays and poems have appeared in Shenandoah, The Georgia Review, The Massachusetts Review, Best New Poets, and numerous other journals.
She has been a finalist for Shenandoah's Graybeal-Gowan Award, Mid-American Review's poetry contest, the Bright Hill Press Book Prize, the Wabash Poetry Prize, the Pablo Neruda Prize, and the May Swenson Award. She was a speaker at the 2017 Tennessee Williams Literary Festival.
She lives in Northern Virginia where she taught high school English and creative writing for twenty-two years.
The setting of poet, essayist Melanie McCabe’s first novel is a place that we all know but is seldom taken seriously in literature—the suburbs. And these aren’t just any suburbs; these are the neighborhoods of 1970s when the tail end of the baby boom marched up and down their high school halls. It’s 1986 and Sara Barlow has returned home to her beloved Arlington, Virginia across the river from Washington, D.C. She’s running from a disastrous relationship and dead-end job in cold desolate Wisconsin. While she’s at her old high school applying for a teaching position she glances into the gymnasium and sees a man who looks a lot like the high school senior she’d seen commit a horrible crime ten years earlier—a crime that was never solved. She’s guilt ridden—the guilt of believing she hadn’t done enough. It’s a story that feels real. Real hurt, real mistakes, and real loss for Sara. Loss of her father, loss of her 14-year-old sister, and of course, the loss of innocence. McCabe is digging in and attempting to capture “normal.” What happens when bad things happen to “normal” people? Sara Barlow goes to friends, goes to the police, and leans on an old high-school boyfriend she thought she could trust to makes sense of the 1976 crime. How clues and information are doled out in a story are the glue to a good mystery, and this is where McCabe excels. The reader is never confused but is given just the right amount of evidence to keep eagerly turning the pages. There is one other loss, the loss of neighborhood, that looms large in the story and provides a sense of historic fiction. When Sara returns to her mother’s house in the old neighborhood, she finds the woods where she used to play mowed down by an interstate highway. Her memories and even the scene of the crime are buried under 4 lanes of asphalt. Historically, communities across the nation have been cut in half and isolated by the interstate highway system. It’s a strong metaphor and apropos to the tale. How can you remember specifics when the landscape has changed? Our heroine does her best to solve the crime, not by using telekinesis or karate chops, but by keeping her cool and using her brain. That’s what makes this story real and entertaining. And, of course, after reading this subtle and well-constructed thriller, the reader will start to wonder what’s buried under their own neighborhoods.
For many years before the courts allowed the asphalt to be poured, the condemned right-of-way for what would become interstate 66 in Arlington, Virginia, served as a forbidden sanctuary for the neighborhood’s young people, a no-man’s land where you went to do things you knew you shouldn’t. Road Longer Than Memory is haunted throughout by that overgrown realm, by the events it harbored, and by the guilt, remorse, and evil it ultimately tried to suppress under a layer of pavement.
The novel’s protagonist is Sara Barlow, who spent her childhood living near the right-of-way and was as familiar with its geography as with the toxic antagonisms the proposed highway had caused among her neighbors. The novel opens with Sara’s life falling apart after several years teaching high school in Wisconsin. She returns home to Arlington at age 28 to live with her mother, hoping to get another teaching job at the high school she had attended. But Sara knows that putting her life together again will require more than a new job. She is back in Arlington because what was destroying her could only be resolved near the very ground that was for her inseparable from the deed it had tried to swallow.
On a night ten years earlier, Sara had looked on through dim light as a girl appeared to die as she attempted to escape a rapist amid the treacherous topography along the right-of-way. Sara and her companion fled the scene and subsequently never filed a formal police report. The dead girl was discovered in a shallow grave a year later, which seemed to confirm what Sara remembered happening. But had Sara seen too much that night, or had she not seen enough?
Sara wants justice for the murdered girl and her bereaved family, but her corresponding quest is for personal redemption. Her presence as a witness, her silence, her acquiescence, her willingness to be convinced to remain anonymous—all these made her an accessory to murder, or so was the judgement of her conscience. Her wretched presence on that accursed night along the neglected, weed-grown ghost highway had persisted for ten years as a fixed tableau in her mind, and would only be erased once her silence, her acquiescence, and her anonymity had ended.
This is an excellent beach read. It is a page turner that is a quick to read mystery with surprises along the way. It has historical references for those who remember the Rte. 66 conflict in Arlington, VA. A compelling mystery.
I really enjoyed this suspenseful story. It had a little bit of everything: well written, suspense, grief, friendship. Resilience. All set against the backdrop of 1980s Northwrn Virginia which absolutely took me back. Definitely a page turner with heart!
Typically, I consume suspense via TV, as I prefer nonfiction.As a fellow Arlingtonian, I was aware of some of the trauma the construction of Interstate 66 had on Arlington,Virginia.The protagonist Sara, glimpses a man with piebald hair hurting a young woman that she later finds out has been murdered. This well crafted story will take you between 1976, when that happened and 1986, when Sara has returned to Arlington as a teacher.
The story which fluctuates between 1976 and 1986 and will keep you turning the page until the surprising conclusion. Inappropriate relations between a teacher and student, is very relevant to today. I highly recommend Ms McCabe's thrilling first novel.It has inspired me to read some of the nonfiction given to me that I had shunted to the side,separate from my bookcase of mostly nonfiction. I eagerly anticipate her next novel.
I really enjoyed Road Longer than Memory. The story pulled me in quickly, and I found myself caring about the characters and wanting to know what would happen next. Melanie McCabe does a great job bringing both the people and the setting to life.
As someone who remembers the era in which the novel takes place, I especially appreciated the sense of time and place. The details felt authentic and helped immerse me in the story without ever getting in the way of it.
This was an engaging, thoughtful read, and I'm glad I picked it up. I'd happily read another novel by this author.
“All any of us have is what is. The now. The present.” This thought, expressed near the end of the captivating and moving novel “Road Longer Than Memory” is obviously true, but trying to forget the past and forgive yourself for any mistakes is difficult for our 28 year old protagonist Sara Barlow, who has returned to her native Arlington County in Virginia to escape a bad situation and to try and reset her life. The story revolves around an incident from 10 years earlier when Sara was a Senior in High School which resurfaces and creates great tension and drama. I loved the honesty of this book, Sara is truly a mess but comes to realize it and figure out things to do about it, the with help of her long time friend Henry and her supportive Mom. As Sara realizes “Linda had the excuse of youth, of innocence. I was twenty-eight years old and ought to have known better. There was no excuse for me.” Her journey in the book is to realize that you can’t undo your mistakes, but you can try to do the right thing, right now, in the present. This book really speaks to me since it is very much set in my home town of Arlington and in the time frame of my youth, Sara is Class of ’76 and I was Class of ’81, in the book the school is named Central but it is quite clearly the high school that serves the center area of Arlington, W-L. Ms. McCabe does a great job of working in the history of the 60s and 70s here, when the fight to prevent the building of an interstate right through the county was front and center. All of that feeds into the politics and personalities in the book and I think I’m more situated than most to identify with it all, and it all works to drive the story and the character development. The realism of the mistakes Sara, and others, provides authenticity to the book. Nothing is simple or easy here, but in the end all you can do is take the next step forward. Or the next drive down the road.
Melanie McCabe has written a propulsive story in ROAD LONGER THAN MEMORY, set in Arlington, Virginia in the 1970s and 1980s with vivid detail and strong characters (Sara Barlow, who returns to her childhood home-- and high school now as an English teacher). It's a story filled with remorse, with a friendship that over the years turns to more, to regret over decisions made-- and hope! "Too often, the story we're left with is not the one we want told. But it is the one we have to find a way to live inside." I love this line -- and so many more! Read.
Melanie McCabe’s first novel is an astounding success. The tale is filled with gripping characters, intrigue, passion, guilt, detailed place descriptions, many twists and turns and a surprise ending.
In her younger years, Sara Barlow experiences the teenage angst that most of us remember, when we were filled with self-doubt and periods of loneliness.
Sara returns to Arlington, Virginia ten years after graduating from high school, from Wisconsin where she had moved for a teaching job. Throughout this time, she has been haunted from witnessing a murder during her senior year, a case that has gone unsolved for all these years. This haunting adversely affected her love-life, her health, and her Wisconsin teaching career.
What brings Sara back to Arlington is that she has decided to apply for a teaching position at her alma mater. It is during the interview session that Sara sees a man whom she is certain is the person that committed the murder ten years earlier. She learns that he is now employed at the same school as a teacher and a coach.
Upon her return, Sara also reconnects with a few high school friends. It turns out that some are good for her, and some are not so good – they should not be trusted with her thoughts and feelings.
The technique of jumping back and forth in time, from 1976 to present day, is highly effective in creating intensity in the storytelling.
I grew up in Arlington, Virginia during this time so I can relate to the historical background. But, this well-written novel should appeal to all and will draw the reader in. Once you start reading this book it is hard to put down.
I really enjoyed this book. It was both an easy page-turner and the deeper tale of a woman (finally) finding her voice. The consequences of the murder that propels the action and the romantic (mis)adventures of Sarah, the protagonist and narrator are fun and compelling. The investment I made in wishing for her to fully take her place as a grown up now back in her childhood hometown gave the conclusion a richer satisfaction for me. So glad I read it.
Melanie McCabe is the award-winning author of four poetry collections and a memoir, HIS OTHER LIFE: Searching for My Father, His First Wife and Tennessee Williams. Her stunning first work of fiction is ROAD LONGER THAN MEMORY, which is instantly engaging and identifiable with protagonist Sara Barlow.
The split-time tale volleys readers between recollections from 1976 and current-day 1986, when Sara becomes a teacher at her alumna school. She spies in the gym a man shooting hoops. He has a shock of skunk-like white hair surrounded by coal-black, which causes her suppressed memory pot to boil over. She links all bad life events to the construction of Interstate 66, a “slash of progress through the neighborhood we loved,” in Arlington, Virginia.
“Skunk” is the whispered moniker of Mark Raleigh, whom Sara and almost-boyfriend Devlin Barrie saw kill Nina Farley a decade ago. This is the cause of Sara’s tormented flashbacks and eggshell-fragile emotional status, not to mention her failed relationship and career in Wisconsin before moving back to her mom’s house. “I remembered it, all too well, but my memory was useless without my voice to tell the story.”
Sara’s Plain-Jane persona was attracted to charismatic Devlin in high school, not her male counterpart, Henry Truett. His Texas twang, cowboy boots and unstylish hats kept him at the fringe of the northern Virginia in-crowd.
Sara travels a long road to realize that her destination was at hand in 1976 had she not been driving blindfolded.
Plot twists that rival a hairpin-turn road snaking along a cliff edge titillate the reader’s imagery. Take a ride on ROAD LONGER THAN MEMORY, one of the best debut novels I have enjoyed in years.
First, I must admit this is the best first-person narrative I read in a long time. Not only did Melanie McCabe penned a very gripping mystery that delved into the complexities of memory, guilt and the cost of suppressing feelings she did so with aplomb.
Set against the backdrop of suburban 1970s and 80
“Road Longer Than memory” is the story of Sara Barlow returning home in Arlington, Virginia after her love life fell apart and her teaching career tanked. Applying for a teaching job at her old high school would be her next move…when roaming the grounds she unexpectedly spotted a man she suspected to be involved in a classmate’s murder decades earlier….Her life will change for ever…
The slow-burning dual timelines advances through Sara past memories about her family, her sister’s fatal car crash, her secret summer with Devlin Barrie, the anonymous call to 911 made after witnessing what she believed was a murder….and the discovery of Nina’s body. The story forges ahead through rumours that are tough to prove, fleshed out via hearsay and presumptions.
I love this story for its atmospheric tension and the way it weaves past and present. What won my heart is the most engaging narrative and how well-written it is delivered.
Road Longer Than Memory is a mix of historical fiction and mystery. The story is about Sara as she tries to rebuild her life and revisit a crime that has haunted her for ten years. The book alternates between two timelines, slowly revealing the truth, and the mystery keeps mounting. The novel moves at a sedate pace and is more about character development and emotional conflict. Sara’s guilt, family losses and quest for answers make it more emotional. The changing landscape from Interstate 66 also provides an interesting historical dimension. Some readers may like the slow, reflective style, while others may prefer a faster pace and more dramatic action. While some of the supporting characters aren’t as well developed, the mystery itself is engaging, and the ending feels justified. It’s a well-written debut that will appeal to readers who like historical themes as well as a thriller.
Reading Melanie McCabe’s novel, I kept thinking of Eudora Welty and her words on the importance of “place” in good fiction: “The sense of place is as essential to good and honest writing as a logical mind; surely they are somewhere related.” I think Welty would have approved, highly, of “Road Longer than Memory,” which is about the conflict between citizens who live in Arlington, Virginia, in the seventies and want to preserve its integrity and the rich guys who have moved into the suburbs and are only interested in the place as a means to their own ends.
Rape of the land and rape of the people is what the protagonist of the novel must deal with. This conflict between responsibility and vandalism is the heart of the novel.
Sara Barlow is thrilled to be returning to her alma mater in Arlington, Virginia to teach English. After a ten year absence, with a less than stellar teaching career in another state, she is eager to be back home and make a fresh start. Her hopes are shattered when, on the first day, one of her colleagues appears to be the man she witnessed committing a heinous unsolved murder a decade ago! In her debut novel, Melanie McCabe vividly captures the 70’s and 80’s with references to news headlines, classic cars, popular songs and even a phone booth! Road Longer Than Memory is a suspenseful page-turner, complete with a twist. Highly recommended!
I couldn't stop turning the pages to the twisty conclusion of this story, but potential readers should also know that Melanie McCabe is an accomplished poet and writer of literary prose. The renderings of Northern Virginia past and present, and complex characters coming to terms with their high school pasts offer admirable turns of phrase and vivid descriptions. No character, especially not the protagonist, comes out unscathed without moments of relatability and "WTF did you just do???"--which makes surprises in the story even more believable in the end.
This was moderately interesting - it did keep my interest throughout but I was not overly invested, mainly because I didn't care for the main character.
I'm not quite sure where to categorize this -- Mystery? Suspense? Drama?
To me, the best thing about the novel was the ending -- props to the author. I didn't see this one coming.
Thanks to Oceanview Publishing for the opportunity to read the e-book.
This is truly a page-turner, a compelling mystery about the bonds of love and how the past resurfaces and shapes us in the present. The main character is complicated and completely believable. I followed her choices with suspense and totally enjoyed this book.
The story was just ok for me, somewhat interesting but the main character reads as very young, esp given all the hard things she had to deal with growing up. Romantic suspense vs psych thriller
Great character development. I saw one review that didn't seem to understand the progression of personalities. Too bad, that for me was one of great features of this book.
This is a terrific book. Melanie McCabe has crafted an amazing and very well written novel.
Sara Barlow returns home to Arlington, Virginia (a suburb of Washington DC) to teach English at her alma mater, fleeing a failed relationship in another state. On her first day at the school she runs across a man from her past who harbors a dark and dangerous secret. Things get murkier from then on as she meets old friends who remind her that, although you can indeed come home again, not all is as you remember it, and time has altered many things - and people - not always for the better. The book is more than a thrill-ride however - and it is one hell of a page turner. The background of the story evokes the tremendous change wrought in the town by the huge interstate highway - the road of the title - that divides the community in more ways than just changing the layout of once familiar streets and neighborhoods. Loss and renewal color in this backdrop as Sara navigates her present to explore and uncover the heart of the mystery that dominates her past. A most engaging narrative told superlatively by a writer who reveals herself to be a sharp-focused storyteller.