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176 pages, Paperback
Published September 30, 2025
"Malory considered the idea that her life had joined the ranks of people whose lives stood as useful pedagogical models for how not to do it. A textbook example of misfortune, of bathetically wasted potentiality."
"'I'm just saying that there's something in the writing that's off. It's in the writing. I think it could be worth listening to the warning signs. It's in the writing itself!'
'What is?'
'Whatever it is that lives in writing... something dangerous... something uncontrollable... I don't know. But it's there and we should listen.'"
The Institution was like a tumour that had slowly taken over the city, had devoured it by acquiring more and more land, then building more and more austere white cubes with restricted access and sharp corners upon that land. Just like a tumour, The Institution was both educational and parasitical, rebuilding the body's body, as an idea, from the inside out, in such a way that defied the very idea of the body as a shared enterprise, It was also a secure centralised hub for commercial distribution. It was also an inclusive meeting place for diverse people of all nations, whilst respecting the global sanctity of those rules created and upheld by wealth, convenience, and hypocrisy.
Sometimes within certain feelings there can be other feelings, crystalline and just beneath the surface; topographies within topographies, architectures within architectures. Beneath the feeling of needing and losing - of making oneself small and humanitarian to the point of victimhood, so others could be temporarily bigger and implacable to the point of masculinity - there was already such an undercurrent, a heartlessness. A blunt understanding that repetition is the only game that familiarity knows how to play. Familiar things are greedily sought out, in the manner of an anteater navigating a trail through dirt; the result savoured for some long-forgotten reason that brings neither, strictly, pleasure nor pain. Some other rippling-out thing, spreading-thing; tugging-thing; like scratching at an expanse of skin off-handedly and somehow calling a well-defined and aggravating mosquito bite into being; a feeling that arrives after the gesture has already been performed. The body knows its routes to get around after all.