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384 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published June 1, 2008
Nathan: My son is alive. And I'm going to go get him.
Carrie: Don't be stupid! Nathan, how much time has gone by? Why didn't he contact you before now? You know that if you go to him, you're going to end up dead. You're not thinking!
Nathan: No, I'm not thinking about you! You're pissed off because for a moment, my focus isn't on you. I've been Carrie-centric nonstop since the first night we met! How much longer do you expect me to hang on to you while you punish me?
Carrie: Punish you? Why am I punishing you?
Nathan: I don't know! But ever since you came to Chicago with Max you've done nothing but punish me. I'm sorry, okay? Does that end this asinine vendetta you've had against me? I'm sorry that I couldn't love you at first sight and give up my memories of my wife and give up my love for my son. I'm sorry I couldn't get myself together for you on your time!
Carrie: That's not what this is about! What have I done to you?
Nathan: You slept with Cyrus! I'm not an idiot, and I can read your mind. You slept with Cyrus while I was possessed, then you left for Chicago because you thought we needed time apart. And when I came back, ready to tell you that, yes, I love you and I want to be with you, you ran off and you fucking sired him!
Carrie: I didn't have a choice!
Nathan: You did it because you wanted to. You get so lost and so desperate when the focus of someone else's life shifts from you, and you'll do anything to get it back. If you're constantly pulling me in two directions, begging me to be with you, pushing me away, then you've got your captive audience. Now, I've helped you when no one else could. I helped you through your change. I helped you when you turned your back on e to go to Cyrus, and it cost me my son. I even helped you mourn his murderer. I've never asked for anything in return from you, but I'm damned sure you wouldn't give it, even if I did. So I'm taking. I'm taking my focus off of you, to go and get my son and bring him here where he will be safe, with me. You can be as jealous as you want. You can hate me. But I'm not giving you anything else.