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Everyone has demons. Jessica Meeks knows—because hers never stopped hunting her.

For eleven years, she’s lived a lie. Once, she was Julia Mikkelsen—beautiful, wealthy, and dangerously naïve. One night with the wrong man shattered everything. Now, she lives in hiding, haunted by choices that won’t stay buried.

When a violent message shatters her fragile peace, Jessica is forced on the run—this time, under the reluctant protection of Deputy U.S. Marshal Ryan Inglis. He’s cold, controlled, and bound by duty. But as they tear across the storm-ravaged South, pursued by a relentless killer, the air between them grows as charged as the sky. Lightning flashes. Tension ignites. And fear turns to something far more dangerous.

Her enemies are closing in. The past she buried isn’t just coming back—it holds a secret that could destroy them both.

She can run. But in the eye of the storm, there may be nowhere left to hide.

357 pages, Kindle Edition

Published October 7, 2025

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62 reviews
October 7, 2025
This book grabbed me by the throat and whispered, “You better run, baby.” And I did—straight into a spiral of cartel trauma, forbidden love, and morally gray men who ruin you in the best way.

Julia Mikkelsen (now Jessica Meeks) is a rich girl with a shattered past and a ballerina sister she can never quite live up to. One wrong night, one wrong man, and she’s forced into hiding. Enter Daniel Castaño: tattooed, dangerous, and the kind of gang-affiliated protector who makes you question your morals and your panties. Their chemistry? Illegal in most states. He saves her, but he’s also the reason she can’t sleep without checking the locks.

Then there’s Ryan Inglis, the emotionally repressed U.S. Marshal with a Southern drawl and a tragic backstory. He’s assigned to protect her, but ends up unraveling her. The tension between them is a slow-burn thunderstorm—charged, aching, and impossible to ignore.

🖤 Tropes I devoured:

• Forced proximity & one bed
• Protector/fugitive dynamic
• He falls first, hard
• Trauma bonding and twisted redemption
• The assassin falls for the target (yes, Daniel, I’m looking at you)


This isn’t just a romantic thriller—it’s a survival story wrapped in shapewear and whispered Spanish. It’s about choosing who you trust when everyone’s dangerous, and what happens when your past refuses to stay buried.

If you like your heroines emotionally wounded but feral, your men damaged but devoted, and your plot laced with cartel danger and candlelit whiskey confessions, Jessica, Not Her Real Name will wreck you—in the best way.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
12 reviews1 follower
October 16, 2025
Jessica, not her real name ARC
By @author.shannon.muskat
Our story opens with Addison trying to score her latest fix, she goes home and then is confronted by an unknown man, she feels a sharp stab of pain and the world fades to black…..
Presently, Jessica Meeks is in FL at home packing all of her possessions as quickly as possible in her ransacked home. Forty mins earlier she was working her shift at the Femme Fatale Strip Club when US Marshal Ryan Ingles showed up and asked her to come with him…
See Jessica Meeks isn’t really named Jessica, her real name is one she hasn’t used in eleven years and for that we must flash back to reveal the reason Jessica is now headed for a safe house in Baton Rouge and a new to her identity. Eleven years ago, Julia(Jessica Meeks present day)fell in love with a man named Daniel Castano. Daniel first met her as he was saving her from the creep who had drugged her drinks at a party and was pushing her into a trailer as he forced himself upon her. Daniel took care of the problem, Floyd but when he called Terry, he did what Terry does best and shot him and then took him for disposal.Daniel’s friends are the kind that you don’t make enemies with and if you do, your life expectancy goes down significantly. Terry and Daniel are gang members of the La Mano Negra, one of the biggest herion smuggling organizations.Daniel was morally gray, covered in tattoos and the type that looked like bad decisions.Julia was a strait laced ballerina from the wealthy side of town. After Terry shot Floyd,he knew the girl only meant more witnesses, so he instructed Daniel to “take care of it…” but Daniel wasn’t able to complete his task without falling for her… She was the forbidden fruit, and made Daniel feel like running away finally…leaving the gang life behind.He never wanted to a gang member, but to support his brother when there parents were killed, he had to do what he had to so they could survive…. There love story is beautiful… full of twists, turns and surprises…
A must read to find out how this one ends!!!

5 ⭐️s
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11 reviews
October 10, 2025
Jessica, Not Her Real Name…..

I’m just going to leave that title there for a minute.

It drew me in, and then the cover 😍 but the story… holy moly. It did not disappoint.

Jessica, Not Her Real Name follows a young woman (I want to say her actual name, but that feels like a spoiler 😂). She’s drugged at a party and rescued by Daniel, a tattoo-covered gang member who looks after her while she’s most vulnerable. Daniel beats her assailant and calls his boss to finish the job, but when he’s later sent to silence her, the only thing he does is fall in love.

As their relationship deepens, “not Jessica” is pulled into a dangerous world of drugs and violence. Daniel fights to keep her and his brother safe, but can their love survive the chaos that surrounds them?

Shannon’s characters are raw and real. The way she intertwines their lives and stories is masterful. I devoured Jessica, Not Her Real Name in just three days, and there are very few books that have gripped me this tightly and refused to let go.

If you love young love, crime, thrills, and non-stop action, this book should definitely be your next read.
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84 reviews5 followers
October 7, 2025
Rating: ★★★★.5 (4.5/5)

Not my usual genre or type of read, but let me tell you… I loved it!! 🔥 This one had me so engaged it was crazy!
The structure was just great, and the writing kept me intrigued from chapter☝🏻

Now, the characters?
What a messy bunch.. and guess what?! It was perfect! 🥹 Each one had depth and flaws. Just Chef’s kiss! 🤌🏻

Yes, there were a few moments that came across as insta-love 👀 or felt a bit rushed, but considering the trauma behind it all… I get it.

Also, on a serious note … can we talk about how the story tackled topics like cartel life, drug abuse &addiction? 🥺 As a Latina, I’ll say this .. it doesn’t represent all of us, but it is a reality that impacts many. I really appreciated how raw, real, and unsugarcoated it was portrayed here.

So overall, this book was wild, thrilling, and so so dangerously addictive! .. full of tension, suspense, and revelations. And that ending?! 🫢

P.S. I need to know more about Ryan 👀 ASAP!

With Love,
MnM✨
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160 reviews6 followers
October 4, 2025
A pretty, blonde, rich girl, ballerina and a super hot, tatted, gang member with off the charts chemistry - what could possibly go wrong - everything!!

She falls for the wrong guy and needs to go into hiding
But her past comes looking for her and a gorgeous US Marshal is on hand to help
Can Jessica learn to trust and find love again after everything she has been through?
Or will her choices make things even worse than before?

This book is a fast paced, wild ride of love, fear and deception that will have you sitting on the edge of your seat the entire way through.

Grab your copy and join our tough, headstrong FMC in the fight of her life!

Thank you to S.K. Muskat for the great ARC 📚 I'm looking forward to more books from this author
Profile Image for Lynda Malone.
123 reviews3 followers
October 5, 2025
Jessica, Not Her Real Name

Wow, this is a debut novel? Didn't feel like it. The pace was fast and hectic, the plot intriguing and deep. Full of twists and turns.

As you follow Julia/Jessica you get the full story. A woman who falls for the "bad boy" and ultimately has to pay the price. For 11 years until she has to face it all again..

The characters were so rich and detailed while the suspense keeps you eagerly turning the pages. You want to find out what happens to Jessica and that made me keep reading. I finished it in a single read and it did not disappoint. Well done Shannon, I look forward to reading more of your work.
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3 reviews
October 6, 2025
I am so pleased I got an ARC of this book. This was fantastic. I did find it a bit slow at points and a bit predictable in parts - perhaps I’ve just read too many crime/romance books - but those twists at the end made absolutely everything worth it.

The writing is concise, smooth and just sucks you in from page one. I am so pleased to find a strong and capable FMC.

For anyone who is going to read this book, pay attention! The clues and foreshadowing is all there and excellently folded into the story. The ending had me in tears. I cannot wait for more by this author. This has definitely become one of my favorite reads of this year.
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404 reviews14 followers
October 4, 2025
This book really justifie its name. Honestly I thought that this book isn’t for me cause i usually don’t read this kinda ones but oh boy i was so wrong. Once I started it then I couldn’t put it down without finishing it. Although it took me time cause of my works and all but anyone can finish it in a go. Julia who changed her name to Jessica cause of those events in her life and was living with the lie for 11 yrs. Loved interactions between her and other characters. This book is full with twist so brace yourself for a long ride. Looking forward to next ones in this series
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22 reviews4 followers
October 11, 2025
I’ve been eyeing this book for a while now and I saw it released and snatched it up.

This book could be the next movie or series you see on Netflix. Perfectly plotted out, you see this young woman fall in love and in seconds it shatters her entire world.

She’s someone new, but completely empty inside. For years, until she finds herself with US Marshal, Ryan, in the middle of a storm raging through the area they are driving through.

I’ll stop there so I don’t give any spoilers. Bottom line, pick this book up if romantic suspense is your thing! It’s top notch!
71 reviews5 followers
October 2, 2025
4.5 Stars Jessica Not Her Real Name by S.K. Muskat

This riveting story is the epitome of opposites attract! She’s a ballerina and he’s a gang member, what could they possibly have in common…chemistry. After falling for the wrong guy, Jessica, finds herself in hiding and in need of protection of the government. In this story you are taken on a wild ride of fear, love, deception, and utter disbelief. Can Jessica learn to trust and love again after everything she’s been through? Will her choices land her in even more trouble than before? You will race through this book as you too will want to route for this fiery, headstrong female as she fights for her life.
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127 reviews
October 8, 2025
I love a good suspense, and this was just that. A couple twist that I didn’t see coming, a couple that I did, and a few tears. This book had me telling it NOooo!! (FYI if you talk to your book, it doesn’t change what is happening) This one gives you all the feels, 😭🤣🥹🤨😳.

Forever a fan of S.K. Muskat

One of my top reads of the year!.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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19 reviews4 followers
October 18, 2025
What do you mean, a gang member and an innocent ballerina get tangled up together?! I’m IMMEDIATELY sucked into this book from the title, because let’s be real it’s an unusual one and it fits the book perfectly.

On the run - clearly - and unsure if her life will ever be the same or if she can have a love again after the first mess.

I highly recommend you get this book, because a tough headstrong FMC is honestly one of the best types - in my opinion.

Thanks S.K. Muskat, it was amazing
83 reviews1 follower
November 8, 2025
From the opening chapter, the book captures attention with its high-stakes pacing, emotional depth, and vivid detail. The Author skillfully balances crime, suspense, and romance, creating a narrative that feels both raw and immersive.

One of the strongest aspects of the novel lies in its characters.The prose is fast-paced yet descriptive, pulling the reader into scenes that range from tender and intimate to dark and unsettling.

For readers who enjoy romantic suspense, crime thrillers with strong emotional arcs, or stories about resilience in the face of danger, this book will not disappoint.
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58 reviews
September 30, 2025
Absolutely loved this. Could not put it down. This book reads like a true crime podcast so if that's your jam make sure to grab a copy of this. If you also like gutsy FMCs who refuse to be the vicitim definitely go get this book. While it didn't end how I wanted it to I am not sad about the ending but also hope we get to see a certain US Marshall again in a future book fingers crossed.
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77 reviews
October 7, 2025
4⭐ 2🌶️
Absolutely loved it! I was able to receive an early copy and be a part of an amazing team to help and promote this amazing book.

There were so many twists and turns that kept you on your toes 🩰, Jessica/Julia is a ballerina who happens to go to a party and gets something slipped in her drink and Daniel comes and saves her from being attacked. Daniel is a member of the LMN-13 gang. She gets put into the witness security program for 11 years after testifying against the leader of the LMN-13 gang Terry.

But not some one has broken into her apartment and is watching her so the DEA has to move her to a new location for safety.

Will she ever stop running and trust people and love again.. or will this be forever till they find her.
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7 reviews2 followers
October 10, 2025
I enjoyed reading this book from start to finish! This story had a great pace, a headstrong FMC I was invested in, and one of my fave tropes (opposites attract). Throw in a few twists and this book really had everything I love. S.K. Muskat’s writing flows well and makes it a fun read. I am looking forward to more!.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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Author 4 books95 followers
October 6, 2025
This was such a fun read! The whole storyline had my on the edge of my metaphorical seat the whole time and I flew through it. I definitely recommend this book if you enjoy crime stories and a badass FMC.
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203 reviews4 followers
October 10, 2025
My, my, my… I am getting my pallet thoroughly cleansed but in a good way 😎😎

Jessica. Not Her Real Name was a great switch up for me! Thank you, S.K. Muskat for this ARC… you kept me turning pages even when I should have been going to bed.

This absolutely had suspense, plot twists and turns, deception, a head strong FMC that refused to be a victim…. and of course a tatted MMC 😎😎

I enjoyed the details that went into the writing of this story and into the characters. To have this be a debut novel…. Bravo!!

Shannon, I hope to see you continue to expand off this book… You have something here that can grow into a great series!!
6 reviews
January 6, 2026
I received this book as an arc and leave this review voluntarily.
I absolutely loved this book I read it in one day. It is full of twists and turns and keeps you guessing til the very end. Highly recommend this book. Cannot wait for the next book.
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12 reviews
October 4, 2025
ARC Review

Rating: 4.5 stars

This was an incredibly and carefully written book that kicked up its stilettos and just strutted its stuff. So those heels could crush our curiosity of whether this is just going to be a runaway plot with a bunch of predictable, overdone plot factors. Look, I know book writing is fertilized with repeated tropes, repeated character arcs and repeated patterns. The only thing that differentiates quality from quacking annoyances is the care, effort, creative heights and every drop of blood used as ink.

Shannon Muskat delivered a bloody damn good punch for her debut here.

The writing, the scenes and the rhythm of narration leapt to exotic dimensions. The web of words was lethal and sharp. And I mean that in the humblest way possible. There was no overdoing it, and yet a single scene did so damn much than you could think. Every word was loaded, every sentence whipped, every scene gripped. I was basically feeding myself with Jessica and Daniel and burned myself with their energetic chemistry from the second she left him in their second scene. Not a single sentence was clichéd. Not one damn one. This author is a hell of a writer and yes that is such a tame compliment.

So we have a woman on the run, Jessica Meeks, right after she gets her house plundered through by an enemy of her past. She hauls ass with a man enlisted for her protection and no, this isn’t Daniel. He only knew her as Julia Mikkelsen. Why she changed her name, who is Daniel, why this compelling man burned the plot with the danger that came with his lifestyle, why she had to leave this man and change her name, everything kept me reading with undiluted curiosity and I mean that. Cause I’m a very hard to seize reader and I don’t get impressed easily when it comes to books.

“Look, I get it,” she said. “The attraction. Guys like Castaño, they’re magnetic. Charismatic. They can be charming and sweet and make you feel like nothing else in the world matters to them but you. They’re like a drug, and when you’re with them, it’s the best high in the world.” She adjusted her glasses. “But they’re also volatile. Possessive. And very dangerous.”

That pretty much sums up Daniel Castano. And that’s what makes fictional romances set fire to our veins as we enjoy the read.

I loved the details that went into the emotions and their knots that were tied to the plot. I could say I wanted more scenes with the relationship building but when it comes to plots like these, you have to move forward while paying attention. And I totally still got the intensity of their feelings and their roots. I was totally into them, I loved them, I loved the risks, I loved the dangers, I loved the loaded scenes, and I loved feeling exactly what they were right in every scene.

Loved it all so much that I had my brain numbed after a certain scene, watching the transition into explaining why she’s doing what she’s doing in the second half of the plot. The plot sped up after that juncture and I couldn’t stop reading until the very last page, tearing my eyes off the book with the cliff-hanger still smirking at me.

And I was smirking back at it.

I hope to God the sequel gets released in 2026. I seriously do.

4.5/5 brilliant stars for this impressive citizen of the book population and thank you so much, Shannon, for choosing me for the ARC team
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108 reviews3 followers
October 8, 2025
They say opposites attract but the chemistry between the ballerina living in luxury and the bad boy from the wrong side of town is electrifying to say the least. As much as they try to convince themselves they shouldn't even try to make any of this work, each interaction and touch says another story. Their love is explosive, dangerous and all the right and wrong things combined. Can she leave the life of luxury she has become accustomed to for a chance at love? Can he leave the life behind that he regrets being in or will it catch up to them both? Only time can tell and even that time may be limited.

Fast forward a decade later and Jessica, not her real name, has been found again and she must go on the run to stay alive. Her quiet and brooding U.S. Marshal, Ryan isn't giving her any warm and fuzzy feelings on making her feel safe so does she stay with him or run from him as well? As much as the idea of leaving him and jumping into a random vehicle sounds like a better plan, Jessica decides to test fate and stay with Ryan. As the tension between them starts to dwindle and their attraction to each other becomes stronger, Mother Nature decides to test their fates to see if they can survive everything she throws at them.

Just wow! For her debut novel, the author, S.K. Muskat throws it all in and delivers an amazing, emotional and phenomenal story! At one point I was ugly bawling and had to put it down for a little bit before I could read more. Not a lot of books can get me to that point but S.K. Muskat took me on that emotional roller coaster that I did not want to get off but keep riding that coaster to see what happens next. I am thrilled that this is just the first book in her Love On the Run series so the story doesn't end here but rather continue on to find out what happens next with the characters. I highly recommend this book to anyone who loves anything about romance, with a bit of mystery and intrigue.

Thank you so much for this ARC in exchange for my honest opinion! I absolutely loved it and S.K. (Shannon), you have a huge fan here of your work now and I cannot wait to see what you bring us next in this series!



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82 reviews5 followers
October 3, 2025
5 🌟 REVIEW. Jessica, not her name. S. K. Muskat.

I received this book as an ARC and leave this review voluntarily.

Julia is rich and beautiful. She gets involved with a man - Daniel - who appears dangerous and is involved in the cartel. Him and all his cronies are wanted by law enforcement and eventually, things come to a head - but not before Julia and Daniel fall heavily for each other.

Julia has to change her name (Jessica) in order to be safe, move away, and become someone else. She lived this lie for 11 years and now suddenly is once again on the run from a determined and ruthless killer - this time with a US Marshall who is taking her to a safe house. A hurricane interrupts their plans, and they take shelter in a rundown house and begin to get to know each other.

Tensions and feelings spark between them.

'Jessica' eventually finds out something that crushes her and destroys all her trust. She can run but she can she hide? Who is after her, and why?

I thoroughly enjoyed this fast-paced story, the Character's were richly developed as the book progressed and I was fully immersed in the dangerous chases and plot twists. 'Jessica' becomes an extremely strong woman who will stop at nothing to be free!

I loved the banter between her and the other character's and also her vulnerability.

Identities are hidden, morals are 'conflicted' and emotions are raw. An excellent read!
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77 reviews
December 23, 2025
4⭐ 2🌶️
Absolutely loved it! I was able to receive an early copy and be a part of an amazing team to help and promote this amazing book.

There were so many twists and turns that kept you on your toes 🩰, Jessica/Julia is a ballerina who happens to go to a party and gets something slipped in her drink and Daniel comes and saves her from being attacked. Daniel is a member of the LMN-13 gang. She gets put into the witness security program for 11 years after testifying against the leader of the LMN-13 gang Terry.

But not some one has broken into her apartment and is watching her so the DEA has to move her to a new location for safety.

Will she ever stop running and trust people and love again.. or will this be forever till they find her
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47 reviews8 followers
January 14, 2026
Whoa! S.K. Muskat really just slammed into the Thriller Genre and said "Hold My Beer." What a debut!

Jessica, Not Her Real Name is an intense thriller that excels as a deep dive into identity and trauma. The author crafts incredibly intimate characters and builds a life like world that you can get lost in!

​S.K. Muskat is proving herself a master at building unease and maintaining a persistent sense of tension throughout that makes the story feel both urgent and deeply personal. This book, which is the first in a three book series called Love on the Run, is a compelling exploration of whether we can ever truly outrun our pasts. I highly recommended for fans of slow burn suspense!
Book 1 of the Love on the Run Series.
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319 reviews5 followers
October 8, 2025
Following a rich FMC whose life takes a dangerous turn when she falls for the "bad guy" who hides secrets that destroy her. The story build up is fantastic. I love how the author keep the pacing balanced, you dont wait too long for something big to happen, and yet, the story never feels rushed. Intriguing characters, storyline and twists that turn you upside down. Every reveal raises the stakes, and there’s a constant feeling that something darker awaits. A gripping and addictive crime thriller that delivers on every level! Grateful for the ARC opportunity.
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99 reviews4 followers
did-not-finish
October 8, 2025
The premise of the story has potential but I was struggling to continue reading. The start caught me and sparked interest - I wish it continued keeping me wanting. I really really wanted to get into this book but unfortunately I couldn’t connect with the characters which personally is important to me when reading a book. I decided to DNF at about 27% ..

No star rating as it doesn’t feel right to rate when I’ve not finished it…
2,042 reviews8 followers
October 8, 2025
Young, rich girl falls for cartel bad boy. Their attraction is instant and they can't stay away from each other. But he has secrets that could get her killed. There are plenty of suspenseful moments, likeable main characters as well as plenty of despicable side characters, and twists. I really enjoyed this story.
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62 reviews2 followers
November 30, 2025
I really enjoyed this read! I loved the suspense.

The love story was peek. A hard, fast love that was beautifully written. I was a bit surprised by the secondary romance story. Found it a little hard to believe - the chemistry wasn't there for me -

I would have liked to see a bit more of the drug world aspects.
1,221 reviews36 followers
October 7, 2025
This one grabbed me from the beginning. The characters are interesting and complex. There's suspense and action. Romance and tension. It's also an emotional rollercoaster. The ending was fantastic!.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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